How To Find Meaning When Success Feels Empty with Tony Robbins | Ep 936

Tony Robbins, strategist to some of the most important people in the world, people that you have seen publicly and probably many more that you haven't seen privately that have impacted your life. And he's both a wealth strategist, but also a life strategist. And so we're talking politicians, royal families, US presidents, Margaret Thatcher, Princess Diana, Andre Agassi, Mike Tyson, just the greats. And he's also published books. He's got 100+ companies in his portfolio that do north of $7+ billion a year. And as as that is.

Actually, 12 billion.

12 billion.

There it goes.

I was, I was going to say, I was like, I hope this number isn't wrong. I like looked all over the internet. Most importantly, at least for me, me personally, is that you wrote books that changed my life directly.

Wow.

And in a couple of cool ways. So the first is there was an Indian guy who came here to the US 20-something years ago, and he was working as a janitor, and he had such a thick accent that they said, you're never going to get employed anywhere. You have to learn how to speak. And he tried to get, you know, how to get rid of an Indian accent tapes and those didn't really exist. And so they were like, well, you can check out these from the public library. It was Tony Robbins tapes. And so he would just mop the floors listening to Awake the Giant Within.

Yes.

Um, Awake the Super Chief. Sorry, I messed it up.

Personal power. Yeah. Thank you. Yes.

And so he's, he's mopping the floors and he's doing it. And that man then started a software company, scaled that, sold it, started another company, sold that for $3.4 billion, did another company, took that from $200 to $1.2 billion. And I met him right around that time and he's my partner at acquisition.com. And so that's the first impact.

What's his name?

Sharan Srivatsa.

Please give him my best. That's awesome.

I will. He's— you wouldn't be here if you didn't have him. Oh, he's the man. The second direct impact is that there was a girl in Michigan who was 100 pounds overweight, had just been arrested 6 times just in the first couple of years of college, and then was like, I need to change my life and started listening to your tapes and reading your books. Lost 100 pounds, competed in a fitness competition, and then got into business, built a whole roster of clients for herself. And that's when I met my wife.

The most—

the one that most significantly impacted me.

That's the most important person in your life. Of course.

And then the third was me, obviously. And my actual entry into your world was Money Master the Game. That was the book that got me. And so for that reason, I want to say thank you for just everything you do.

Thank you for all the kind words. I really appreciate it.

I actually had like 5 words written down for this whole podcast.

Okay.

And I tried to compress a bunch of questions into just the most succinct thing that was actually top of mind for me that I know will be top of mind for many of the business owners in my audience. So I have probably 60% business owner audience. A third of them are doing over a million a year. We also have people who are just, you know, just getting started, but a lot of people are predominantly business.

There's more brothers and sisters out there. You're also mine, right?

In the game.

In the game. Invest on yourself and grow, right? Find a way to give.

Yes. And so the first one was, how do you see the dichotomy between duty and enjoyment as it relates to the impact that you want to make with the business that you have?

Well, it's interesting, you know, words are tricky. They can produce emotions and sometimes we pick up words because the people are around. Sure. I used to play poker with a group of guys. I was in like 19, 20, 21, and they were older than I was. And they were all married except one. And I was kind of surprised to see one day, well, one of them guys, I knew he loved his wife so much. Well, two of the other guys always were talking about their wives, like, I had to go back to the old ball and chain, you know. And one day, and I couldn't help see it, it was like I was a witness of it because I was always sensitive to this. And the guy that really loves his wife, out of habit of being around other guys. Yeah, I'm going on my own, my own ball and chain. Right. And the language we use produces emotion. Sometimes we can pick up words and actually pick up emotions. Yeah. Well, no, it's just like, you know, if somebody yawns, you yawn too, or somebody starts to laugh, you do it. But words are even more powerful. So duty could be a good word. Like if you're seeing yourself like a soldier. Yeah. Right. But I don't look at it that way. I look at it as—

The obligation?

I'll just say the same thing. It's okay, brother. I say this because I saw this in some of your language and I don't know if this is helpful to you. I don't pretend to coach you in any way, but for me at least, I can tell you I look at it as opportunity. I don't feel a sense of duty. I feel a sense of joy in being able to contribute. To me, contribution is what we're made for. Hard to meet your own needs as a human being, right? It's not that difficult today in the world we're in today. But, have a fulfilling future of something you care about more than yourself. And so if you get into business just to make money and there's nothing wrong with it, those people usually, you know, even if they succeed, they hit a limit of fulfillment because the economic returns only produce so much. And so I don't look at duty and enjoyment. I look at it as more like it's all enjoyment because contribution is the ultimate enjoyment for me. I mean, I get in a business for impact and economics are second. If I have enough impact, you'll never have to worry about economics in your life. And I found that to be true in my own life. So I don't look at it quite that way. I look at it also though, that if you think you're going to really enjoy your life and not doing it, I think you're deluded because you'll wake up one day because the only thing that makes us feel alive is growth. You know, when you grow, then you have something to give. And when you give, then your life is more meaningful than just, you know, pleasure. You can give yourself pleasure by, you know, money, food, alcohol, sex, whatever it is, you know. but it's never going to be the same as when you have something that's larger than you that you're called to. It's like, I hate the word motivation because I've never been a motivator, but people use the word. So I'll say, well, there's two types of motivation. If you don't think of it that way, there's push motivation, which is, let's say duty, or I've got to do this, or I have to do, or obligation, right? Or just make this happen. And look, brother, you have a huge amount of willpower. It's pretty obvious by what you've accomplished. I have tremendous respect for you. And I did too. But willpower only goes so far. That's push. Pull motivation is where there's something out there that you want to serve more than yourself that'll get you up early, keep you up late. And it isn't hard. It isn't duty. It is like what I'm made for. When you tap into that, your energy level will explode. Your contribution will explode. Doesn't mean overnight everything is going to work your way. Of course, it doesn't work that way. But it'll give you the constant endurance to move forward in a way in which you enjoy your life rather than someday when I get to this number, I'm going to be so going to feel good because it's not true. You get to the number and if it's numbers, you'll never be afraid. You know, you've done incredibly well. I have so many friends, they've got their business, they sold it, they made a billion, two, whatever it is. And they, you know, 5 months later, they're looking to get back in business again because so many of their needs were met by the demands and the challenges and the growing. I think the biggest problem we have as human beings is that we think we shouldn't have any. Problems make you grow. Problems call to you because listen, you lift, we're both in good shape. You wouldn't be there if you lifted light weights and did 100 curls with some light weight, right? You're built. You've built this body. You built it by challenging. But some people, maybe because of your background in the fitness industry, no pain, no gain. But today we know that's not true. You know, we know today that's minimum dose will produce the maximum result. You want to, you overdo it, you tear down too much, right? It's like finding The right dose, just like anything else, like a drug. I really think if you think you're going to just go off and enjoy your life and not add value, you're going to be deluded. You're going to be frustrated. You're going to— I mean, how many people do you know that were rich and famous and the world loved and they killed themselves?

Yeah.

Because they stopped growing. I give this to half a dozen people I've thought of in the last 10 years on that process. So I think to me it's not duty, but I do believe those much is given, much is expected.

It's one of my favorite words in the whole Bible.

I come from that place too, but to me, the expectation is a pleasure. I think the language we use trains our brain. It's like if you said to me, if I said to you during the break here, let's have some nutritious snacks. I said to a mass audience, maybe for you to respond positively because you're fit, but most people are like, delicious snacks? Yeah. They're interested. Or someone says to me, Tony, you meet so many people. "Hook me up, show, introduce me to a great guy, a great woman." And if I said to them, "Well, I know this guy or I know this woman, they're really nice." You can't. Versus, "Oh, they're sensual, they're sexy, they're amazing, they're delicious." They're different people.

They're not nutritious people.

So right. Nutritious. I mean, the words change your biochemistry. The words you attach to an experience become your experience. If you over and over use certain words, you won't even know it and you'll train yourself to have certain, what I call an emotional home.

Yeah.

Certain emotions you go back to because the language takes you there. And duty and responsibility, if you're trained like a soldier, that might work. If you've trained yourself that no pain, no gain, that might work. But how old are you now, may I ask?

36.

Okay. At 36 years old, you built such a foundation of business, of contribution, of wealth, of your body. But at this stage, it shouldn't be pain. It shouldn't be suffering. I don't think it has to be any of those things. I think it can be total joy, but you have to kind of rewire your brain because otherwise the past training conditions you, in my opinion. Does that make any sense?

Yes. And I will, I will just speak for me. Yes. The issue that I have is that I got here from pushing anger for sure, but I think on In the last however many years, I genuinely believe like that's not as much a part of me. There's elements of that that are still there, but like it's not the core drive anymore. The difficulty that I have is like I work the hours that I'm awake pretty much. And the difficulty that I have is finding enjoyment outside of work and the contribution from that perspective. Like I've spoken to a number of billionaires, yourself included, where I'm like, The next game, right? And so the game that we're in right now, I know obviously there's gonna be risks, there's gonna be lots of things that we're gonna do, but I feel like I have a direction of what I know what we're doing. And when I talked to some of the billionaires that are in more private equity, financial engineering, commodities trading, different than maybe what, you know, obviously what you do and to a degree what I do.

I'm actually in that business too. Yeah.

They were like, you should do something that like really helps people. And I was like, I feel like I do that. There's, you know, only 0.1% of the people who see any of the content, the courses, the books, whatever that we put out, I monetize in any way. And to a degree, I also reject the idea that charity must be something that does harm to you in order for it to be virtuous. Right. So that is probably a struggle that I have dealt with, which is that I have a, I have an apathy issue. I'll tell you a microcosm of this is when I got in the fitness industry, I got into it because fitness was the only thing I was really into. And so I was like, well, I'll do something I love because I was a management consultant. I was like, well, this sucks. I'm gonna do something I love. And then as soon as I got into the business of fitness, I realized that the vast majority of my day had nothing to do with fitness at all. And it was like billing and, you know, membership sales and like all this other stuff. And when I started getting the testimonials coming in of these people who were going through, you know, our process, losing weight, getting off medications, whatever, maybe the first couple of months it felt like something. But then on like the 100th and the 1000th, I was like, oh yeah, you know, of course you stopped, you moved better and you stopped eating shit and it worked out, you know, you know, like it just, it's not basically the, the, the magic was gone for me. And so to the same degree, that's, I would say has occurred within what I do today, but I don't even feel in some ways that I am driven. I do this because I don't know what else to do. It's like, this is the only thing I'm good at. And so I do what I've been rewarded for doing. The biggest thing selfishly that I, that I was like really, or I am, you know, looking forward to as I'm trying to navigate that.

I understand. So it's almost, you got a set point on your fulfillment and you're, you're not going beyond it.

Yes. When I was 20, I got obsessed with positive psychology. I read, I had a trunk of books and every single one of them was self-help, things like this early on before I had a business, any of that stuff. And I got to a point where I realized I had read all the books and my life hadn't changed. And it felt very hopeless for me because my subjective well-being was the same. And so I came up with a mantra for myself, which you might laugh at, which was fuck happiness. Because I felt so rejected by the notion because I felt so unattainable for me. And so what I replaced it with was I will be useful.

That's great. Meaningful, meaningful life is a very useful life, right?

And that's basically what I've oriented my entire life around was like, That's why duty for me feels meaningful because it's like, well, you know, I might not enjoy this whole ride, but like everyone else can get stuff out of it. And so that's, that's the struggle that I have. Cause like, I'm okay with that.

You're okay with it, but you're torn by it, my friend.

Yes.

No, agreed. Agreed.

I will accept that.

I'm saying you accept it. Yes. But would you accept anything else in your other businesses? Would you accept something that's mediocre to win a rich audience? No, of course.

Yeah.

Okay. So So I'll give you my 2 cents, which is all it's worth. Unless you emotionally associate, the guys, the astronauts, you know, I got to interview several of them, right? Think of that. They went out and they competed. They wanted to be an astronaut, right? You had a version of that. I want to be a business owner, whatever it was you had. And they beat everybody, right? Tens of thousands of people. They got down to 100, down to 25, down to 6, down to the guys that go to the moon, right? And who the fuck can That's built by the cheapest bidder. Yeah. They're on their back.

Yeah.

And they shot them out into the moon with technology that's far less than it's on your phone right now. And they walk on the moon. They look back and see that image you and I have seen that they took blue-green of the Earth, but that was them seeing it. And they make it back and survive. They splash down. They have a ticker tape parade. They shake the president's hand. Now, what the fuck do you do after you've walked on the moon for adventure?

Yeah, right.

I guess like you're 35 and you walked on the moon. What do you do? And most of them became alcoholics and drug addicted. Yeah. And the reason is they forgot how to find joy or that adventure in a smog. And so you have trained yourself to be pain equals success and success has a certain amount of value, but fuck happiness. You have literally hypnotized yourself into missing it because you weren't feeling fulfilled. So the idea that these people keep telling you, I would tell you is true. And I'll just give my own experience. We're not the same person, but maybe it'll be instructive. So I don't know, maybe 10 years I found myself in a place where it's like, I love my life. I couldn't be more fulfilled than this. I have the most incredible wife. I have the most incredible kids. You know, I, I, I wanted to be an athlete. I didn't make it. You know, right behind you, I have like 6 national championship rings from different teams I owned or that I helped to coach and turn around. I'm working with the greatest athletes in the world, the greatest business people in the world. I'm having fun. I'm, you know, friends all over the world. There aren't anything, but what else could make me fulfilled? I mean, this is, there are, I can't be any more and I'm not complaining. But there's some part of me like you that was hungry for more still. You wouldn't be asking that question unless there was part of you that wants a hunger for something called happiness or wants something besides just duty or you wouldn't ask me. So, and I'm not telling you I have the answer, but I'll tell you what it was for me. It's like the same these people told you is me. I've always was contributing. Same with you. I've been doing it since I was very little. But I started saying, you know what I'm going to do? I want to do some moonshots in that area. I want to scale businesses, growing businesses from nothing up to $12 billion. It's like in those days it was like $4 billion. What would really get me going? And at that point, I've been feeding people since I was a kid. When I was 11 years old, we had no food on Thanksgiving. Somebody came, delivered food, changed my life. It made me believe strangers care. So I cared about strangers. And I started 2 families, 4 families, 2 million, 4 million. So about this point, I've been feeding people 37 years. So I called my family, I said, "How many people have I fed in my lifetime?" And they said, "42 million." I was like, "Wow, that's pretty awesome." But I had no association to it. I felt good about it. But I was doing it, you know, all these different ways. There's so much pain out there. I'm going to feed a billion people in the next 10 years. It took 37 years to do 40— I started out by saying, well, what if I did as many people I've done in my lifetime in the next 10 years? What if I did as many people in my lifetime in 1 year? And then I was like, what if I did 100 million people in a year? What if I did 100 million people a year for 10 years? It's about a billion meals right in the United States. That's so igniting. It was more money. It wasn't business. It wasn't, it wasn't, okay, there's a system. It was like, I have to rip apart. If it took me 37 years to do 42 million, to go to a billion, is going to require me to think differently, come up with strategy different, be different. And to think of a billion line number somehow, a different level of life. It's kind of like Kennedy saying, "We're going to go in this decade and we're going to land on the moon and bring a man back to the Earth." And all the guys that NASA are like, "This is not going to happen, right? We don't have the technology to do it." I don't care. This is what we're going to do. There's something about building a moonshot for contribution outside of what you've done in business. And I did it. I said I'd do it in 10 years. I did it in 8 years. So then I finished that and was like, I'm traveling around the world. You see people starving, trying to do what you're doing. I was like, no, I need something bigger. So I was in the UAE and I had a lunch with MBZ, the head of the country, brilliant man. And he calls the next day and goes, I want to have lunch with you again. I'm like, that's cool. So I come sit down with him. He goes, I brought you lunch today because there's two people feeding the most people on earth and they should know each other. So he introduced me to Governor Beasley, who ran the World Food Program for the UN. So I said, well, I think he's doing more than me. And so we talked. He later won the Nobel Prize, but we stayed in relationship. And because of our relationship, he got so frustrated with the bureaucracy of the UN that one day he said, tell Adam Hernandez to leave the UN because During his 5 years, we went from 80 million people at the verge of starvation to 385 million people. Just think of those numbers. You have to think of them. If you think of those numbers, it doesn't, but if you follow like one child starving, it'll change the whole, yeah, that system to something more. It's like watching a movie. Watch a movie about war, it's too much. You follow one person and what they go through, you feel it. So, I got associated with that. And I said to him, what if we create a strike force team? If you're going to leave, How many meals would it take to feed everybody in the world for 10 years that need it, where it would give us time to build a sustainable solution? Because you can't keep doing the same crap, right? He goes, "I don't know, 40, 50, 60 billion meals." I said, "Let's do a 100 billion meal challenge." I said, "I did a billion meals when I started. I wasn't a billionaire. I've been blessed, obviously, since that time. You do great work. If you want to, if you bless others, you'll be blessed, right?" I wasn't doing it for that reason. I just care about So I said, there's got to be 90 or more guys like me in the world. There's 3,000 billionaires or owners of companies or, you know, countries that'll do this. So we did this $100 billion meal challenge and we went to Forbes 400 and I thought, we're going to get 50 of these guys, right? The richest people in the world. 4 people stood up. 4. Look, we're going to do something different. But the, I won't bore you with all the details, the strategy, the thought process, And what kept me going though, is it's not just having this unreasonable goal. It's having strong enough emotional reasons. And I got in these environments where people are starving. I got into Sudan, there were a million people cut off by the rebels there and they were starving to death. This was just this last year. And the UN sent all these food people in and they killed the drivers and took the food. MBS, not MBZ, MBS from Saudi Arabia cares deeply. He tried to provide things. They killed everybody. So People start giving money, these people are going to starve. So I, no, no, there's something different. I said, I'm just putting a line in the sand. We are going to feed these people. I'm going to provide enough food for a million people in a week. Who will match me? I got Ray Dalio to match me, got 40 million bucks, but how do you do it? And this is where it gets so alive. It's like no one else in the world's, we're going to do this. Here's what we're going to do. I'm going to hire a bunch of, I'm going to find some military contractors. We're going to take C-130s and we're going to take drones. And we're going to deliver the food to the people. We delivered 22,000 meals that month and saved all these people's stomachs. So when you do that, your level of fulfillment explodes. What the fuck compared to running a business. It's not even a thing. So I've been hooked on that. So now we got 62 billion meals in 3 years. It's just beyond anybody ever thought was humanly possible. And so now we're going to do a song with We Are the World. And I got Jimmy Jam, the most successful Grammy guy. And I got Everybody you can imagine in the music business all building it together. We just completed our first version of that. And then, but then, you know, I'm lucky enough like you, I'm very blessed. So I have a private plane, a 737, it burns a lot of carbon. Yeah. I want to be conscious how many trees does that burn?

Yeah.

3,000 trees a year. I'm like, plant 100 million trees. So not just plant the trees, I'm going to plant 100 million trees and I'm going to work with the farmers. I'm going to show them how to go from making a buck a day to 12 bucks a day by having 12 I work with a group to do that. It's like, you know, a friend of mine's daughter was kidnapped and put into slavery. Just insanity. It happens in America, it happens overseas, and nobody wants to talk about trafficking. But that got me associated to it. We actually helped somebody. And so I went out undercover. I had markings all over my face. They had a makeup person that had scars on my face, helped them negotiate these deals with these animals that do this. The ugliest thing I've ever seen in my life, but also the most beautiful. But again, I didn't just give money. I didn't just write something. I just didn't put something. I went in the fucking trenches and I'm sitting there watching these girls go through the worst thing on earth, meaning they're chained to a bed to do 8 or 10 tricks a day. And then we get them freed.

Yeah.

Right on, big success. They've never been out there. They're out on the ocean. They're down here playing basketball. They're like the change in their lives. And so then I'm hooked. So my wife and I have now funded 72, started with $30,000. Meaning I grew up in a town of 30,000 people. I want to free that many children as big as the city I grew up in. Now we're at $72,000. I'm going tonight, we'll probably raise $5 million tonight. I'll do matching funds for everybody at the event to do it. So what I'm trying to say to you is get off your ass. And I love you and I respect you, Alex. I'm not coming from that place. I hope you know where I'm coming from. You've accomplished more than most people dream of in a lifetime. But when I say get off your ass, get off your emotional ass. Stop this fuck happiness shit and just actually say to yourself, I deserve happiness. I'm going to create happiness, but I have to do it differently than before. I can't just get up and just work because I'm trained to work. I can't. I'm not a fucking robot. You're way too smart and you got way too big a heart. I know you do. I know everybody knows you well. I've seen you with your wife. You're an extraordinary human. You're not just a guy here who does all these wonderful things and they do wonderful things for people. You're absolutely right. But you're not connected to it and you don't have something that you're obsessed about that makes you feel fully alive. You're doing it because you need to. The difference between have to, duty, and get to, that's the difference between rich and poor. And rich and poor is not money, right? Rich and poor is feeling fully alive. That's rich, right? Poor is you work your ass off and you have plenty of money and you help all kinds of people, but you don't connect it. And again, I'm not making a judgment. I hope you can feel my heart. It's just, I want more for you. And I know you wouldn't ask me the damn question unless it's true. So it's like, but you need, like, your energy has got to be shifted. You need a kick in the ass. You need to get in an environment where you're on fucking fire. And then at that state, you've had that state before, I guarantee you, when you got here. But then you got so caught up in the push. I think you've missed some of the pull for your life. And I think this is not just true of you. It's true of most of us. Why are most people stressed? Like, if you talk to people, successful people, they're always talking about, I'm so stressed, I'm stressed. Yeah. I'll take away your stress because you're managing shit. Yeah. You know, like you're managing all these great businesses. You're managing all this great money. But you know what? When you manage it puts you back in survival. Are you telling me it's more stressful than even the Dark Ages? I mean, come on. But what's happened is we have all this we're trying to manage and we're not made to manage. You've been so successful that now you've hit a set point. And now the only way that set point is people get to a point where they question and they start going, "Is it worth it or not? But I have to keep going." Sometimes you make a point, you say, "I'm going to keep on doing, but I'm going to be connected to it at a different level." Or, I'm going to change paths altogether. I'm going to add a path that brings another dimension to me. Those are the places that go. So I'm pretty passionate about that. That's true. Primarily because you're asking me, because you're asking a question. It's a very sophisticated question. Most people never ask because they never get to where you are. Right? So you've gotten to a place where you've hit a block, but you're only 37.

Yeah.

You're God willing, you're going to have 50 or 60 more years of your life. I don't want you going around doing that again. I don't want you going around doing it because that's, I have to get up and work. Yeah, I want you to do it for something else. And so I can't do it for you. Yeah, but it'd be very— you get an environment. I'm not telling you, but like, there's nothing like being in an environment. I know when Pat Riley came to one of our events and, you know, we got 15,000, 20,000 people and he's like, I don't need this stuff. And, you know, after an hour, his assistant reunited him to me. He goes, this is like the 7th game of the NBA championship, only lasts 12 hours. It goes to— he's right. But without energy enhancement, The brain takes over. All of a sudden, now it's your mind doing it. The reason you're not happy is the mind is leading you. Get in your head, you're dead. Your heart is so big. And I'm not saying that to placate you because I know we have mutual friends and they all rave about what a generous, incredible guy you are. But I don't see you feeling the level that you have. And I can see part of it is energy. You can execute with your mind so well. You recognize, I'm sure, like I do, pattern systems, You gotta put them in place, get it done. But then there's not the emotional connection. You need a moonshot or two and you need to get connected to the people and see and feel the impact in a new variety because otherwise it's the law of familiarity. You get around anything, no matter how good it is, you start taking a little bit for granted. And that's just human nature. That's not you. So you have to wake it up and you gotta get associated. The other thing is you don't have a kid, do you? No. I'm trying to give you advice, but look, I have 5 kids and 5 grandkids. I adopted 3 kids. I was 24. I married a woman who was 12 years my senior. She'd been married twice before me with kids from each person. I didn't recognize the pattern. But it was one of the best things in my life, even though she wasn't right for me. And I don't think I was right for her, but I didn't have any choice. I ended up with these kids. So I was 24 and had a 17-year-old son instantly. An 11-year-old, a 5-year-old, and the one on the way. I've been doing my thing like you're doing, very successful. I want to change the world. Now I'm going to figure out all these kids in different stages of life. And so I tell you that because that marriage wasn't the right marriage, but those kids are now, you know, my youngest kid is like 42, right? I have a 52-year-old daughter. Thanks to COVID, I have a 4-and-a-half-year-old daughter. COVID was good to me. I never thought at 65 years old I would have a 4th kid there, right? Are you kidding? But it is the greatest joy of my life because she makes me see the adventure in the smile. I want to do more for her than I want to do for anything else. Every day is new because everything is new for her. You just need some new elements. So it doesn't have to be a child, but I wouldn't, I wouldn't mind recommending to you. But I think at some point in your life, there has to be something more than you that calls you. I'm trying to give you a sermon. I'm just so passionate. I have a love for you because you've delivered so much value. And I hate when I see someone with so much value. And to me, I see this as a little bit of suffering. You wouldn't call it that, but there's a conflict inside. I don't want to see you suffer. You're too good a human being. I don't see anybody suffer, much less you.

I appreciate that.

Does any of that make any sense?

Yes.

What part makes sense to you? I'm curious.

So there's two, well, three things. So one was the emotional connection part. The second was the framing of the opportunity, and the third was around suffering. And so I want to touch on each of those.

Okay, great.

So from the suffering perspective, I find that really interesting because passion comes from the Latin passio, right? Which means suffering or to endure. And so that made actually a tremendous amount of sense for me. And so I actually reframed that whole concept as like, find a goal worth suffering for. And so I've been very accepting of my suffering. And to your point, I actually don't have a lot of anxiety. That's actually not the issue that I deal with. I deal with the other opposite, the opposite extreme of not giving a fuck. Is it worth it? Who cares? Why bother? You know, whatever. So that was on the suffering piece.

Before you look, can I give you 2 back? Please, yeah. If I may. Again, I'm not pretending to have the answer for you, but I'm just giving my 2 cents. Absolutely. Logan, Eric doesn't want to see more of that smile. I am. This is why. This is really you right here, by the way. But what happened is you were so in your head. So even think of what you did, like a goal worth suffering for. Fuck. I mean, I don't have goals that I'm worth suffering for. Now, don't get me wrong. You know, every day is not like pure bliss. And there's lots of things that I don't love to do that I need to do to succeed or I got to deal with. That's part of life. But pain is part of life. Suffering is an option. You've heard that phrase, but it's a fact. It's not just a phrase. That's why you've heard that shit somewhere. But when you make it your goal to find a goal worth suffering for, you're going to suffer.

Yeah.

Right? It's in your way.

I got my wish.

You've gotten your wish. And what's happened is this part of you is so strong, brother. This part of you is too, but this is the lead right now. If you change the lead to here by that sense of connection and everything else and get the hell out of your head, because your brain is always going to reduce things. It's like your brain will never make you happy. That's the problem. Yeah. It won't even let you enjoy an apple. You know, is it organic? Like your brain is analyzing so much. You got so stuck up here that you're missing this magnificent human being I see in front of me here. You're missing to have the joy of it. So stop skipping over suffering more.

Can I ask a question on that?

Of course.

So with the, like, get out of your head, get into your heart.

Yes.

I love the language. I don't understand what it means.

I know, because right now you're in your head.

Sure.

Look, when you laugh like this. Yeah. What, can you feel the difference? Like this guy right here is smiling at me right now. Is that a different guy?

Yes.

Okay. So tell us. So let's do this. Okay. I have multiple parts of me. Most of us in life try to pretend we're one thing. Society makes you try to pretend you're one thing. I'm sure your wife has multiple versions of you. We know for sure it is. When I first met her, I'd have a conversation. She's like, "You're talking about me?" I'd be like, "This person over here, right?" I had to come up with different names. Look at this mind. She knows exactly what I'm talking about.

That's my heart.

Yeah. But I started naming the parts of my wife so I knew who I was talking with. There's body Pearl. There's Sage. There's some names I can't tell you.

Is this Friday night Lalo or is this Tuesday morning Lalo?

But, but the point of the matter is we as humans try to reduce ourselves for simplicity's sake and society does to one being it's easier to manage. There are many parts of you. Yeah. So what's the part of this guy that's so intellectual that, you know, he's going to suffer and he's going to, you know, can't get it done anyway. This guy right here, this guy's very different. Is this guy different? Yeah. Okay. So you just shipped it just like that. All right. So who's the guy who's in his head all the time and just analyzing? Oh, he's brilliant, by the way. He's absolutely effing brilliant and he can succeed in anything. Give me a nickname for that guy. One of the— maybe Analytical Alex. There you go.

Analytical Alex.

Analytical what?

Analytical Alex.

Perfect. Yes. Okay. Who's this guy who was just laughing with me? Looked over his wife. Yeah. Big smile on his face. She's smiling too. This is you, right? Yeah. Okay. So who is this guy?

Anabolic Alex.

Anabolic Alex. So, oh, he has so much life in him. Can you feel it? Yeah. Okay. So you, you, what happens is, think about a relationship. We'll try it that way. Most people get in a relationship and they, I always tell people the secret to relationship, 80% of having a great lasting relationship or intimate relationship is selection. And people will say to me, "Well, shit, why didn't you tell me that before? I was married for 10 years." I said, "No, no, no, I don't mean who you select, who you select to be in this relationship." So, when you're in the beginning of a relationship, what do most people do in the very beginning of a relationship? What will they do for the other person?

Their best behavior, all that kind of stuff.

Lighting them up lights you up. There's no transaction value. You're not trying to see what you can get. Like, your joy is making joy for them, right? And you give your all, you dress properly or whatever properly. But, you get the idea.

You give your best foot forward.

More. And then people get married sometimes. And after a certain number of years, forget it. And they bring a different person to the table who's always analyzing. What did you do versus what I do? They're measuring. Transaction. No one wants to be part of a transaction in the intimate relationship. And when you're making a transaction, it's not fair anyway because in a relationship, it's like a team sport. You're climbing a mountain. Who's leading? Who's following? Changes as you're climbing. If you're climbing a big mountain, Right? And you can't lead the whole damn time. You'd love to, but you can't. You gotta switch off. Sure. To make things work. So it's which part of you, you select to do business with, which part of you is gonna run your business. And so many of your viewers, I can see, I see people different than you. They'll be like, oh, you know, I just, I know I need to fire this person. I need to let go of this, or I gotta do this, but you know, I just can't hurt them. I was in that stage at one stage of my own life. But if you put that person in charge of your business, you're going to fail.

Yeah, right.

Right? Because you're going to be taking care of this person and hurting your Platinum players, right? You're hurting your clients, right? So it's like, we all have to pick the person we're going to be and be conscious. And in your case, my friend, it's not so you can succeed. This will make you succeed. I have a strong one here too. But if I let this thing take over, I would be bored shits. I would be like, okay. I have 5 sports teams and I got a billion dollars and I got this business and that business. And, you know, everybody tells me every day I'm the greatest thing in their life. I changed their life. And I got 5 kids. And like, where's the meaning of my life? Yeah. That's what the brain does because the brain reduces everything and compares it. Whereas the heart magnifies everything. It takes the little things that makes them bigger. What made you attracted to your wife? When you first met her. Who's this guy right here? Anabolic Alex.

The honest truth was that I, once I met her, I didn't want to not be with her.

Yes. Why? What qualities about her did you not want to be without?

I think she let me be me.

Yes. She loved you for being you. Yeah.

She just never tried to change me. And I think that was what was so unique.

That's quite miraculous. I'm fortunate the same thing. I found that Sage loved me not because I was Tony Robbins. She just loved me. I never experienced that before. Right. So, and what else about her besides the fact that she loved you unconditionally?

She also loved the same stuff that I loved.

Yes.

And so when we talked, we just wouldn't stop. And I feel like it has been one very long conversation. We spent two weekends apart since the day we met.

Wow. That's beautiful.

Like not in the same, literally the same place.

Does she bring out analytical Alex or anabolic Alex?

We work together, so she sees both sides.

I'm not asking that now. Which one can she bring out if she wants?

Oh, she can bring out whoever she wants.

That's right. It's her problem, right? But who does she want more?

Oh, she for sure wants Adam.

Of course. Good luck. You're a different man right now than when we started here, right? Can you feel that? Yeah. I didn't do shit. This is you. But if you don't identify, like, think about it. The strongest force in the human personality for any human being, you, me, doesn't matter. The strongest force is that we need to stay consistent with the way we identify ourselves. Identity is the controlling force of human being. If you have identity that says, I always find the way to victory, you will find the victory. If you're Lance Armstrong and they say, oh, by the way, you have cancer in your brain, in your lungs, and in your testicles, which is inconvenient since you ride a bike. It's— what is he saying? He's find a way. What do some people say? Their belief is, well, I'm at the effect of things. Life controls me. What makes people, by the way, miserable is when they feel events control them versus they control events. And all it is is a shift in here and here. Right? So Lance had that belief system and he found the way. Live strong. Yeah. But he also said, I'm going to find a way to win using drugs that were illegal. It's— that's what it was. Cost him his reputation. All these things. Right? So your identity is everything. And so you have to be careful because very often in life we identify to who we were a while ago. Like, we'll ask someone in an event to do something, they go, "Well, I'm not that kind of person." Well, when did you decide what kind of person you were? 5 years ago, 10 years ago, 20 years ago, 30 years ago? Would you use the phone from 10 years ago? You'd be in trouble. Why would you use the same old identity? I'm not saying get rid of it, I'm saying let's expand it. And you, I don't have to teach you shit. You've done everything you do. But what I could offer you is conscious choice to find anabolic Alex. I didn't even mention him there. And put him in charge. Your level of happiness go, and then stop your hypnosis. You hypnotize yourself for a long time. It's time to transcend. Transcend means end the trance. Whatever you say to yourself over and over again, people, you know, you tell a lie big enough, loud enough, long enough, sooner or later people believe you. You've told yourself a lie. Fuck happiness. Fuck suffering. That should be your new one. Fuck suffering. Like, I want to engage enjoyment. It's not my duty. It's my gift. It's my honor. It's my opportunity. It's grace that has put me at this point in my life. All the other people you've met, you and I both have busted our ass. We wouldn't be here without that. But we've also had grace in our life. Your woman is grace for you. My woman is grace in my life. I always say, listen, I got my life because of karma. Tens of millions of people worldwide. And that was my rule of thumb, you know? And that makes me smile like you're smiling right now because I really believe it's true. So it's like those little shifts, right? I teach something called transformational vocabulary. It's one of the simplest things in the world. Adam Hernandez and me, when I was probably your, no, probably younger than you, I was probably 32. And I was, two other partners who were very wealthy, super successful, one worth a billion dollars, another very, very close to it. but very different personalities. And we're 3 of us were partners in a certain deal. And I won't bore you with the details, but I'll give you the core. The core was we went in negotiation and I'm an open book, as you can probably tell. I'm open to be right about everything, but I'm going to share what I believe, right? Certain areas I know, just like, you know, right? Because of my life experience. But when negotiation for me, I was like, F negotiation. Let's just put our cards on the table. I want to be able to do business with somebody who's honest. I want to tell you the whole thing. Let's do something fair, right? But you know, if you go to certain people, if they don't fight for it, they're, they feel like they don't want to do business, right? They want to feel like they beat you. So I go on this negotiation with Adam Hernandez. I open the door and I tell him the good, the bad, and the ugly. And I said, I think this is a deal that would work. I want a deal that's more than happy for you. Cause I want, I'm the kind of guy that I'll do a deal for, it's all good. Now I give a person a little bit, even if they agreed to it, just that's how you totally get 20 or 30 years. Cause I'm generous, right? So, so I'm trying to be generous, but if you're trying to be generous with a shark, they'll take your arms off. So I'm this 32-year-old kid. I'm not realizing you're much more sophisticated at your age than I was at mine. And so, so I tell the guys all this stuff. Okay, let's, what's coming up? You know, I'm not perfect, but let's pull the guy. Long term, who cares? As long as we respect each other, love each other, we're going to crush this opportunity, right? And the other side, when I give you all the gory details, takes it and uses it and tries to manipulate us with leverage to make a deal that was far worse than we should be in. Yeah. So I'm effing pissed. Yeah. I am angry as hell. I'm pissed off. I'm frustrated. One of my partners goes apeshit. He's like, I'm furious. He's trying to rage. I'm going to kill him. I'm going to effers kill him. And he was so intense that even though I was pissed off, like, I'm trying to calm him down. I'm trying to calm him down. And it was my other partner. He didn't even move. Like, he doesn't seem even slightly upset, which almost upset me. Don't you do it. He's too crazy in my mind. So I said to him, like, aren't you upset? He's like, Archie Fury's like, cool. He's just— I'm a little annoyed at first what he said. I'm a little annoyed. I said annoyed, like the word annoyed annoyed me, Brad. Don't you understand? What they think, these like, calling me. In the middle of it all, I couldn't help, I'm a student of behavior, right? So I couldn't help but notice all 3 of us have had the same problem delivered to us and all 3 of us have radically different emotional responses. Okay. Why? And I'm listening and he's going, I'm enraged, I'm furious, I'll kill the MFers. And I'm thinking, I'm going, I'm so pissed off. I'm pissed as hell, angry. And then I'm hearing him say, I'm annoyed. Annoyed? I mean, that's it? He's like, I'm a little tinkled. Tinkled? What are you talking about? Right? And he's— so in the middle of all this, I thought for a moment, I couldn't help it. I said, you know, I don't think I've ever seen you really angry. It's very rare. I said, well, what about he had this deal with this IRS agent, came to his house, a very wealthy guy, right? And the guy was the IRS agent, my guess is, was, you know, threatened by or upset by the level of wealth he had. And so he did some things that he eventually won. It took him 5 years to get his money back. He fought the IRS and won, which is pretty rare. But during those 5 years, it was brutal, you know, anybody who worked on the outside. I said, you're going to tell me you were annoyed with that? You were? He goes, I was peeved. I asked him something really interesting. I said, what do you believe about getting angry? And he goes, I believe if you get angry, the other guy wins.

You lose. Yeah, 100%.

Right? And I'm like, I never thought of that. Yeah. And this other guy believes if you don't get angry— when I get angry, I get powerful. And I thought, when I get angry, I get sharp. But I also thought when I'm really happy, I get sharp. Yeah. And it changed me. I started saying, okay, I call it transformational vocabulary because the words you attach to your experience, as I said, become your experience. My mother called me one time. I'm old enough, you're probably not old enough. Before we had cell phones, you know, we had these little recorder calls, you know, it was like on a reel-to-reel and you called in and got your calls. Well, I went to England and Europe for about, I don't know, 2 weeks and I gave my staff the time off. They worked their tail off. So my mom calls every day and leaves a message, doesn't get a call back. And when I called from England, the little beep thing wouldn't translate. And so I didn't know what was going on. I come home, I'm like, what the fuck? I don't know what the message is. Every single message she says, I am humiliated. This is humiliating. She almost humiliated me. And I said, listen, this is going— my mom is always humiliated. Yeah. Do you know why? If there's a funneled experience and it's painful. Yeah. He's going annoyed, Pete. I'm going pissed off. He's going— Kill him, right? My mom always uses the word for anything uncomfortable for humiliate. So she's always humiliated. So I'm never depressed. I was so depressed when I got chased out of my house and I had no money and no background. I lived in this place of depression. I remember reading this book by Claude M. Bristol. It's called The Magic of Believing. And I read the book and it talked about how to condition your mind. And one of the things I did, I wrote on soap on the mirror, I wrote, you know, only a loser is depressed, which isn't true. You can be a winner and be depressed and feel that way. But I knew I wasn't a loser because of my leverage. And I literally took the word depression out of my vocabulary. I've never used it. I felt down. I felt pissed off. I felt frustrated. I felt sad. I felt overwhelmed in moments, but I've never felt depressed because when I was depressed, I got to the point where I was questioning whether it's worth it all. You know what I mean? And so your words shape your psychology. And so a few word changes, as stupid as that sounds, as overly simplistic as that sounds, Well, people give metaphors. They'll say, oh man, I'm like, I'm like, give me my rope. And I'll go, well, sit down and come over here. What are you talking about? We hypnotize ourselves, you know, or somebody will say, well, that person stabbed me in the back and I'll walk up to him and I'll, you know what I mean? No, I, well, they betrayed me. Well, what did they do? And you dig in, they go, they told someone else something they said they wouldn't tell them. Right. But the words escalated the emotion. And once they're there as a metaphor or as words, They control us. I invite every business person to notice this. I remember, you know, I decided to get divorced when I was 40 or, you know, 39 years old. And I didn't want a divorce. I had forefathers. I was going to stay no matter what. Duty, all those things that was leaving for me, right? And then I remember going to my friend Peter Guber and I was like, you know, I just, I don't know. I can't imagine doing this. And then I'm going to do, I said, I'm going to give her more than half and then I want to take care of her, but I just— the whole part of starting over again, you know, starting over. He grabbed me by the arm and he goes, I'm going to teach you what you've taught me for the last 10 years. He goes, you are not starting over. That language is putting you in this place. He said, you couldn't possibly start over. He said, you could take everything from you. No one can take the man you become, the knowledge you have, the skill you have, the relationships you have, all those things. But starting over was my trance for being in pity. And when I stopped doing that, it's like, no, you know, I'm starting fresh. I know that sounds simplistic, but linguistics change how the brain functions. And so part of yours is some simple linguistics, but the other part is state. Because anabolic Alex, let's do it. He shows up all the time. So I'm gonna do some hyper-anabolic Alex here. And then a moonshot that's gonna wake you up and then get emotionally associated. Go. Like if I just provided all this, yeah. When I first fed people, I would go there in a t-shirt and jeans, not so they acknowledge me, but So I could see and feel the impact as opposed to I wrote a check or I did some good work or they did it. The more connected you are and that once you get in the habit, like people say all the time, doesn't it get old? People come to you 10, 15 times a day, "Oh, you changed my life." No, it's one of the things I enjoy most besides my family. But it's because I've trained myself never take it for granted. Is that helpful at all?

Yes.

Okay.

From the—

Anabolic Galaxy. And same of course for Adam Hernandez. 'Cause you're, you look like two brains. You've got a very smart brain. We can use him too. But let's start, let's start with Anabolic Galaxy as you ask.

So in order to create the emotional connection, 'cause that is like the thing that I probably have struggled the most from, but I think it's made me disproportionately successful from a business perspective because I can make good calls.

Right.

But, you know, I remember the first time I wrote a million dollar check and then multiple million dollar checks to charities and I was just like, Okay. I feel a couple million bucks poorer.

That's about it.

You know, like, and yeah, because you're not emotionally associated in any way.

Zero.

But like, you know, I did the tours of the school and I was like, I'm glad that this is all, you know, just contribution for contribution is not what I'm talking about. And this is where I wanted to get. So like, so my, my last little word of the ones that we covered, most of them was opportunity.

Yes.

And so I think the question that I have is you have unlimited opportunities.

Yeah.

More opportunities than you can sink your teeth into.

Yeah.

How do you go through opportunity selection and balancing your kind of achievement brain outcomes and your philanthropic impact feeding families outcomes?

I look at opportunities first from a business perspective. I look at opportunities first to see, do I, do I have passion for what it's about? Is it something that I would do for free if I felt it was really successful, that it It felt fulfilling. It felt alive. It felt it was worth doing, right? Is there a mission behind it? Is it just selling widgets? I have no interest, right? Second thing I look for is who are the people? I want people I'm going to enjoy being with. Like, I would enjoy being with you in spite of this conversation sounding like I wouldn't because I bring out more anabolic hours. I bet your wife brings out more anabolic hours, right? So, I'm trying to make sure if I was doing business with you, I'd make sure this guy was present, right? But I look at the people and I look at their heart and soul, what's driving them. And I also look at their skill because you need both, right? So if someone's got a track record, I mean, someone's negotiating with me right now on a really large project. And if the project made no money, I would probably do the project as long as I organize it so I can have the kind of reward for my time and my energy because the project has such reach, global reach on a very deep level. I'm very connected to it. And this person's built the business and went to $2 billion. So they got a great track record. It's not me caring at all. But together, 1 1 could equal 5, not 2. So a deal like that gets my attention because most of the money I make, I give away. I mean, I've changed my life. It's like, there's, you know, I don't, I'm not hurt for any capital.

Yeah.

I know there's no toy that I'm looking for and it never drove me anyway. So for me, it's like, if it's got enough juice in it here for the people I'm going to be with, I'm going to enjoy being with, and it's got enough juice in terms of the impact, and then it has track record of the person likely to help get there. So it isn't all my back. The two of us are adding some value together. It's about added value. Then I'm in. And it's like, let's, let's rock this thing. Let's make it happen. Let's have some fun. See, mine is let's have some fun, not let's do the duty, right? It's like, I'm going to learn, we're going to grow, we're going to expand different things, we're going to touch lives, we're going to have these things. So those are my core criteria. And I'm not always right. But one thing I will tell you that I've done in business, because I've made some poor choices in the early days on business partners. You know, everybody's selling when you're going to business partnership, right? And it's like going on a date, you know? So it's like you get sold. And the question is not can they do the job, will they do the job long-term? Is it the right team fit? Like, there are deeper questions. But I now, when I have so many business deals, the first thing I do early on, I just had this happen recently with somebody, I go to a large power plant, a 1.3 gigawatt power plant, I'm converting it to hydrogen. So it's in West Virginia.

Steve told me about this.

Yeah. Yeah, so it's a great, it's a great project, but I have some people involved that shouldn't have been involved. And so I have some new people that come on board and what I do now is I go, they sold me, I was actually liking them. I felt the vision was great. They seemed to have the track record. Everything seemed lined up. And I said, look, you know what I always do in any new partnership is I have everybody check me out legally. I want you to check out all everything online, hire a private detective if you want, know everything about me and you can ask me any question you want. But I want to do the same with you because that's how I know when I'm starting. Now, by the way, though, nothing I hear will I take as true because, you know, it's not true. I'll bring it to you and we can discuss it. And then you and I can tell, you know, most people have large, you and I have large bullshit meters, right? We can tell when something's bullshit. It's a perfect example. And this guy, we have a deal with, you know, 10 figures plus, looked really good, ghosted us, just ghosted us because I, and then I uncovered. I uncovered 3 or 4 things he'd done that were not great. I was like, I just saved myself 3 to 5 years of pain. So I do believe in the practical side, but I first, I'm not even interested in going there unless I can first find these pieces and unless I believe already there, but I could get fooled, right? I'm not perfect.

So I have one last question for you, which is the most selfish of all my questions. So you were 36 years old. You have built businesses and the skill set that you are most proud of is that you're good at helping business owners. The only thing I feel emotional connection to is teaching young men how to provide for themselves and their families. That's the only thing that actually like I, because I know that pain.

Yes. So you're connected to it.

That's the only thing. And to me, I've built a lot of the business and all that stuff basically around that, but I still, still don't feel like that, massive emotional drive. That being said, what would you have played differently from your 36-year-old self to current that you could kind of pass on to me? The basically, what can I change about my behavior to maximize my enjoyment and size of impact?

You have to make your enjoyment a priority, which you've not. You've always gotten your priorities, brother.

You're good.

You're, you're an overachiever. Yeah. But there's two skills in life. There's the science of achievement, which you're unbelievably great at, and there's the art of fulfillment, which you're not so great at. Horrendous. By your description. Yeah, yeah. Horrendous. And by the way, notice the language difference. The science of achievement, it's a science. Like you and I both know, if you want to make money, there's a science to it, right? If you want to be fulfilled, that's as unique as every human being you're going to meet. And so you haven't found that piece. Now you gave some clues. Along the way. Like, why am I so interested in feeding people? Because I'm such a good person? No, because I suffered, right? So I want other people to suffer. So I started out of that, but now it's not out of suffering, it's out of joy. You can get started out of the pain, passion does. Yeah. But you don't have to stay in the pain, right? You could have stayed in the pain. Yeah. Even though you've grown best.

Yeah.

But what you just said is, well, a clue for me is that's the one place I can start to get folks associated to because I know what it takes to do that. And I know what it feels like to be able to take care of my family. I know the contrast, right? So I would take a look at that and expanding it, but I try to find a way to do it where I had a moonshot, something that's like, like right in the middle.

A moonshot of that. What's that? A moonshot of that.

Exactly. That's what I was saying to you earlier. I'm not saying you should go feed people or writing those checks. The problem is you wrote those checks and they didn't even give a shit about it.

That's awesome.

I mean, it's true. You feel poor and then you probably feel bad about yourself for doing it.

I did.

I'm supposed to do good stuff. Why do I feel bad about doing good stuff?

'Cause it's like, I was like, I was like, I'm, I was like, I selfishly wrote these checks so that I would feel good. And now I'm just $2 million poor, but like, but I shouldn't feel bad about doing good. And then it was just the whole thing.

So, but her heart was having that struggle. So analytical, but by the way, as you're laughing about it, I was in charge of drinking.

Yeah. Anabolic.

Yeah. That little shift, which sounds like nothing. I hope if nothing else you hear me say, you'll play with that just a little bit in your life and bring him to the table. But if you come up with a moonshot connected to that, like, I'm gonna— I'm making this, it's completely crazy— I'm gonna help 10 million young. Yeah. Who right now think they can't buy a home, they can't do it. They're— most young people here have been sold this bullshit bill of goods. Inflation's 3%, and yeah, you know, you know, I gotta have 24 million, now 4 million, and it's like, that's the catastrophizing political stuff there. That's assuming that you're not going to have any growth in your assets. Yeah. And also, when you're 86, which is when that would be, 50 years from now, Do you really think you're going to spend the same money? What the hell are you going to be— you already own multiple homes. You've already had those. They've all grown in value. So most young people, they are not involved with free enterprise, as you know. And so that's why they want communism because they've never been there. I was in the USSR when I was 23 years old and I took a train from Moscow to Siberia with a group of scientists. I was brought because of my firewalking, things like that, by their government and back. I spent 2 weeks there. It made me a capitalist because every stop we did, there's the same thing in every city. There's a central place where the train stops and women having caviar and all these Russians are like wealthy on this plane. They're all supposed to be equal. And then you see people live quarters of a mile around multiple times, maybe half a mile around waiting in the freezing cold for half a loaf of bread and milk. Right. It's bullshit. But kids today are thinking, oh, it means free bus, free childcare, free everything. They don't understand. There's no such thing as no free lunch. What life needs you to do is you live in a free enterprise system and you're not an owner. You're going to be in pain. You know, you built businesses. I like, I tell kids sometimes, here's what I understand. If you put $300 aside, we're still living at home, you're 19 and you only invested in doing all the S&P 500. You don't know anything about investing. And you stopped investing when you're 27 and you've only put $28,000 in. At 65, you got $1.8 million. God forbid you keep investing, right? Well, the numbers got bigger. You look at people today, they buy an iPhone. Yeah. And they buy a new one every year. They've been going on since 2007. I looked it up just the other day. I actually made a chart to show a kid and he was telling me about, you know, you know, there's no way you can succeed. And I said, okay, you've had an iPhone since the beginning. There's been 19 years of iPhones, whatever it's been. It's now, he'd spent 20, I took up the exact dollar amounts for each one and what the stock was at the same day. If you would have bought the stock versus the iPhone, well, it just matched. Yeah. $22,000 you spend over time, which is boring, or $326,000 you would have. I'm not saying $326,000 will change your life, but for somebody who has nothing, it sure is good, right? But the other part for it is helping people understand that it's like, if I get to be an owner, the whole game changes. Then inflation could be my friend. I don't have to live in this fear I can't have something. So you, you could bring that to kids of whatever age. You could bring in the biggest I'm gonna come something out, I'm gonna take $10 million or a million or something, whatever would float your boat. And then when you see those kids and you see the scale of it and you see them taking care of their families and you hear stories about that, I don't think it'll be old for you. What'd you write the checks for?

Kids after-school care.

Okay. And you don't have any kids. So you're not so sweet, you're not whatsoever. Okay. It's shit. But you know, and I'm saying, don't let this happen. Like, you've done so much, you need to find something there, but you fucking— Yeah. But for me, you know, I wrote 4 books on finance. I never expected to do it. You know why I wrote it? Because I got pissed off in 2008. I've coached Paul Tudor Jones for 24 years, one of the greatest financial traders in the history of the world. Every single day measured what he's doing, coached him through all these pieces. He had the most success in 1987. When the stock market had its biggest percentage drop in history, 20%, and he made 100%. But then it was like the moon. He went to the moon. And then what do you do? I mean, he broke his leg and then he dropped. So I had to turn him around. And then we've been friends. I've worked with him all those years. I learned so much from him. But when we got to 2008, and I don't know if all of your viewers have been around that long, but it was much more brutal in some ways than 2020 and COVID, because COVID, they gave people money. And I remember being so angry because I knew a small number of people basically almost destroyed the entire economic system. And then I thought they're going to be punished and we gave them more money so that they could have more money they can't use. So I was, I was incensed. So out of that anger, I said, I don't have all the answers, but I have one thing, I have access. So I'm going to interview 50, the book you read, 50 of the smartest individuals on earth who started with nothing. Nobody from the lucky sperm club. They all started from scratch. And I'm going to see, even though they're radically different, what do they have in common? I'm going to write a book that my billionaire clients are going to love, but an average person could do as well. What a journey you've never spent. It's like, how do I help people accelerate? It's like, I look around today and I see so many people that don't feel they have a compelling financial future. And so I started looking around and saying, okay.

That's my heart, just so you know.

Pardon me?

That's my heart.

Okay. Well, me too.

Helping those people.

So my approach to that, and maybe they're going to plant a seed with you because there'd be something when you're teaching people. You probably already know this, but you may not know this part. So I'm looking around and, you know, like in the last 39 years, every single stock market in the world, which is where most people put their money besides real estate, right? And if it's their own home, it just barely beats inflation, right? As you well know, every stock in the world has been beaten by private equity. Mm-hmm. Average private equity. So I interviewed the top 13 guys in the world, right? Well, the top 13 guys in the world, 20 people interviewed them, but how are you going to get money in there? Because it's like trying to buy an SP3 Ferrari, right? I want to go get one. They're all pre-sold at $3 million, right? Yeah. It's like, but if you have one and if you know the right person. Yeah. So I got into some of those cool funds, you know, like, you know, Vista. Yeah. Robert Smith is— I mean, he's a genius. Got a $100 billion fund. He's averaged 26% compounded per year for 25 years. Right. Nobody— but you can't get in or you might get in. I got in, but I got such a little—

it's like, we'll take $100,000.

Okay, so let's look at this. Let's just do this. Try this for the people at home. In the last 39 years, if you put your money in the S&P 500, it's averaged 9%. Okay. So if you put a million bucks in there, you know, at the end of this time, you'd have $28.6 million. If it's $100,000, it'd be $2.86 million, right? Yeah. But if you put in average private equity, it's been every stock market in the world, average private equity, not the guys I'm talking about. Average private equity has averaged 15.7% per year around the world. 75% higher per year compounded year after year. Yeah. You put in that same million bucks, instead of $28 million, you have $293 million.

More.

10x. Okay, forget your 3%. Warren Buffett was true. Richie. Richie, $100,000, then you have instead of $2.8 million, you have $29 million. Right. Same time.

Yeah.

Passive investor. Yeah. But you then, the next thing you gotta say to me is, Tony, well, yeah, that's great, Tony, but you can't get access. So that's what I believe too. Like I had access, but small access. And then we met a guy who had been through my business mastery program for 20 years. He started his business. I was telling him my frustration about, I'm only getting these little slivers that are gonna have to change your life, right? I want to get him bigger. And he goes, Tony, I'm gonna tell you where I put the majority of my money. This is a very sophisticated investor. And I said, okay, I'm leaning in on this one. He said, He goes, there's a company in Houston, Texas. Houston, Texas. I'm thinking Singapore, London, you know, New York. He goes, off the beaten path that has mastered something unbelievable. He said, you know, they're in private equity. I said, of course. He goes, what happens if buying the fund and fighting to get a small piece, you could own the company that owns all the funds and make the 2 and 20 yourself side by side with the owners. Yeah. I said, you could do that? He goes, there's only a few companies in the world that do it. These guys are brilliant to get what they call general partnerships. So you're limited partners, you know, if you go in and you got a limited amount, you get them. Yeah. How do you do that? So I went and met with this guy, turned out he was a graduate of my program. So 20 years ago, started his business with it. It's called Kaz. It's Christopher Zook. And I talked to Christopher and so I put some money in with him. And next thing I know, I got ownership in Vista. I got a little slice of Vista, right? I'm getting the 2 and 20. So I have 95 of those companies now that I have a piece of. It's, it is nothing but a cash machine beyond your wildest dreams. I get to work with the smartest people in the world. They're working all night. I'm right beside them working without working all night on those cases. Right. And now the same thing with sports teams. I worked forever to get my first sports team, LAFC, and you got to go through every, they look at a microscope through every part of your body. It's just ridiculous. Right. But the rules have changed recently. And now if you have private equity and the owners don't own other sports teams, there's some technicalities with it. There's a small percentage that you can buy. So, uh, part of— I own the Dodgers. When I was growing up, I couldn't be in right field. I couldn't afford a ticket, right? The Dodgers. I own the Golden State Warriors. I own the Pittsburgh Penguins. I own Aston Martin F1. I own pieces of all these businesses all through our business. Then I became partners in the business. When I met him, it was $1.8 billion. That was 4 years ago. Now we're at $11 billion just in AUM in that business. So the opportunity to grow Yeah, it's insane. But here's the problem. You had to be an accredited investor, which means you got a million-dollar net worth or qualified purchaser, $5 million. So your young people are going to go, I can't do that. I wrote this book because I found out they just passed 3 weeks ago. The House has passed the new rule. Why should the richest people in the world be the only people who get access to the most effective investments? Don't get me wrong. You got to diversify, but you can have a significant vote here if you get this kind of 10 times return. And so they were smart because it's like they say, well, you're not sophisticated. Well, some people have a million dollars, but they inherit it. They're not sophisticated or they're a good business person. That's true. So a group of people, I was arguing this, it wasn't me, finally resolved. 3 weeks ago, they passed the law. Now the Senate will pick it up in April. And what it says is you don't have to be a credit investor to get access anymore. All you gotta do is take a test. They're working on what the test is.

That's interesting.

And now you can put your money and get the same kind of returns as the richest people in the world. And in my case, you can own a piece of those businesses. So when, when you're going to show your own business, the only challenge with your own business is you and I both know if there's any law of finance that everybody knows, but very few people practice, it's asset allocation, right? You don't put all your eggs in one basket. So most people put all the eggs in their business because they feel more control. And then there's a COVID that happens, right? So you gotta be, I always tell people you need two businesses, the one you're in, the one you're building. But also that business plus an investment business where it's growing. So everything happens here, you're taken care of here. And if they both win, you get there faster than you ever dreamed of, but you gotta know where to put your assets. And this is just part of that process. So, but for you, it's like, I know what my passion is. You can feel my passion. I'm not even gonna tell everybody about it. It's like, I don't give a shit about making money. And it's like, and of course I make money too. It's like, it's unbelievable. You gotta find that with this piece. What, what do you think it would be if you were to tell me right now, I'm not talking to you, analytical guy. Come back to the analog. I saw your eyes.

Yeah.

The analog guy, what would he say? I'm going to crush something. It's going to feel so good. I'm going to feel so much joy. I'm going to do X for this many young men. And I'm going to— it's going to be part of who I am and my legacy and what I'm going to live, what I'm going to enjoy, not someday along the way.

To answer the question, I think back to what was the big moment for me? Like, what was the moment where like, wealth felt achievable. So for me, it was $100,000 in my bank account.

Okay.

That was the, that was the moment I wrote about in my book. Layla and I were on the kitchen counter and I was like, look, babe, we actually did it. And that was years and years. Yeah. And it was to, to this day, the richest I've ever felt. And I think it's because it's the largest relative change in wealth I've ever experienced because you go from $1 to $100,000, you get 100,000x and you can't 100,000x. $100,000 takes a lot longer than— and, and, and that was—

by the way, once you get the $100,000, your brain expands, right? Yeah.

You know, you see what's possible. It keeps bigger. And so I think it was because the first time that I was able to go, out of survival. And I remember I looked at Layla and I said, we can fuck up for 3 and a half years.

I said, so I was like, we, we could, we could, we could completely screw it over and get done for 3 and a half years.

And she's like, yeah, this guy's a winner.

Really? All, all $100 grand for the both of us for 3 and a half years?

Gee golly. You know, this is after she picked me up from, from jail for getting a DUI.

You know what I mean?

Just, that's why she's my wife.

All right.

But that, that moment, then like all the other milestones after that, that was the one. And so I think that, I think because that one milestone is this is huge.

It changes your identity.

Yes, it does. It changes your whole viewpoint of the world. Your point about the capitalism, the capitalist system is that like, that is a big enough change where you believe in capitalism.

That's right.

And I think that is a quantifiable goal that I am personally connected to that I would love to help deliver.

That's great. I love that. If I can help with it, count on me. I'm in to help you in any way I can. And there, I'll give you educational material. Anything that you want to add to it, you're welcome to add to. I'll give it for free. But that, that's exciting. I love the way you did that. You went back to a moment where you knew what it was for you. So, that's where the passion comes from, right? You know? And by the way, that wasn't pain. Yeah. That passion was an excitement that you felt.

Yeah.

So, I know the word passion literally comes from pain. I know that too. Sometimes we caught up on The original definition versus how we can live it, right? But I love this idea. If you did that, how many, how many people does it matter? How many, how many? One person alone feels amazing when you do that. But is there a number that in your mind would say like, this would be like insanely fun, insanely great?

I think I would look at a general, like the generation. So it'd be like, how many men are in Gen Z?

Perfect.

And then I'm like, that sounds like a good starting point.

But what would be, what would, well, that's a lot of kids. What's the first target though? Because it's like, I'd have to break it down. I do the billion, then I went to the 100 billion, right? You know? You want an unreasonable goal, but you need a timeline. So what would be our 36-month goal or 24-month goal that would be unreasonable but would get you up early, keep you up late?

100,000 men at $100,000 is a billion in actual bank account wealth. And that sounds, that sounds like a nice round number.

Yeah. Feel like a nice round number. Hit $100,000.

$100,000.

Yeah. And feel the way you felt from that day.

Yeah.

That's nice. And then the second lesson you can teach them along the way. Yeah. Is how to keep enjoying it, my friend. Yeah.

So Tony, you have an event coming up. Do you want to tell everyone about it?

Yeah. It's called the Time to Rise Summit. I started when I first did, when COVID happened, because I got the governor calling me in California saying, you know, that place you're going to put 15,000 people, 14,000 people, you can put 100 people in because of COVID And then I tried to move to Vegas. They shut down Vegas and Texas. And so I built a studio. Anyway, long story short, I said, People are trapped at home. They're depressed. They're frustrated. I want to make a big difference. How can I do that? I'll take away the two things they worry about. No time. They don't have to travel and no money. And so I did it for free. I've done it now every year for 5 years. And I didn't do like 2 hours. I did 3 days, but I made it chunkable. 3 hours a day, like going to a great movie, only it's changing your life. And instead of New Year, new life and setting some goals that by the end of January, they've not gotten. Yeah. We help you figure out what you want, increase your energy like we're talking about here, because without that, it doesn't change. Shift your mindset. Figure out what you want, figure out what the plan is, figure out what's getting in the way. And over 3 days, and you become part of a community of a million-plus people from 193 countries that participate. And it's coming up January 29th through the 31st. And it's at 2 PM Eastern, but people do it from all time zones around the world. Again, no charge whatsoever. You can do it from your home, you can do it from your office. You might want to do it with someone. If you go to timederivesummit.com, no charge. Get yourself enrolled, and I look forward to serving you.

Thank you so much, Tony.

I appreciate it. Thank you, brother.

Thank you.