In this recorded one‑on‑one debrief, Axél Antojai Carrasquillo interviews Alea Lovely about a recent psychedelic/meditative session. Alea begins by describing a "floaty" bodily sensation and, when prompted, is encouraged to articulate any additional, perhaps non‑verbal, aspects of the experience. The conversation proceeds to explore visual imagery behind her eyelids, references to the Halls of Amenti, mystery‑school material, a reading by Kyle Gray, mentions of dark magic, and symbolic items such as a scarab necklace inscribed with “Heka.” Throughout, Alea shares personal, spiritual, and psychic insights while Axél guides the dialogue with clarifying questions.
How you feeling?
Floaty.
Yeah. Is there anything else that may have happened that you weren't able to, like, verbalize during the experience?
Well, my. This area just like the whole time, I definitely felt like muscle spasms here as well as in my feet and in my back. I was able to see, you know, how it looks when. If you're having a psychedelic trip, I'm not sure, but on YouTube and stuff when they show like, this is what it could kind of look like. It looks like that behind my eyes, like if you're looking at your eyelids. And I kept seeing what looked like an eye that was a purple, pink, bluish color, but it had. It wasn't an eye. It was a circle, like an eye, but had like, I don't. Nerves on it kind of looked like that how nerves would space out or whatever. And I kept seeing that over and over. It was hard to describe. So I didn't verbalize it because it would take a while. I kept seeing that show up over and over the Halls of Amenti. I have. It's funny, I keep pulling that card. I have. Where is it? Kyle Gray's Gateway of an Activation sitting here. He has a Hall of Amenti card that's in there. Anyway. And that's come up in several of our meditations that I've done with my Mystery School. You had mentioned when you had mentioned the Halls of Amenti. When I did a reading with Kyle Gray, he had said, you're gonna set up this school kind of like a Hogwarts or whatever. And it was at the very beginning when I started my mystery school. So I saw a lot of that, like, while I was in meditation of, like, you said something about the positive karmic bank and being involved in that. What's super crazy is that there's been two other mediums that have mentioned the dark magic issue. So for you to bring that up was like. Like, I've never talked about it really on the podcast or anything like that. So that was really cool. Just to know the connection I have with, like, I have this necklace that I got made with the scarab and on the back of it it says Heka. Just for me to be connected to that magic. And so there's so much that I kept seeing basically of like the. When I watch Marvel movies, I'm always left with this feeling of like, I wish I had those kind of powers. I wish that I could. And it's this. It was almost like I saw a door saying, the reason why you have this is because, you know, you have those powers, like, you see that in an action in a film or something, because it inspires something, you know, about yourself and. And that coming through and saying, like, you just need to do it. You just need to open it up. I mean, not really knowing what that looks like. So being afraid of what that means. Gotcha. So very potent. Yeah.
