In this instructional YouTube monologue, Axél Antojai Carrasquillo (referred to as "Excel") explains that mastering one’s ego is the foundational step to becoming a powerful energy healer, regardless of the specific modality (Reiki, quantum healing, QHHT, etc.). He describes the ego as a multi‑dimensional construct composed of an "id" (inner child) and a "parent" (ethical/rule‑making aspect). He argues that most healers operate within their ego, which imposes limiting narratives and rules that cap their ability to effect change. By contrast, healers who integrate or transcend their ego can access infinite possibilities, break through barriers, and manipulate reality more effectively. He outlines the consequences of ego‑bound practice (e.g., inability to heal certain conditions, quick “capping out” of effectiveness) and the benefits of ego integration (unrestricted healing, spontaneous alchemy). The talk concludes with a promotional call‑to‑action for his school, a new tarot deck, and a reminder to subscribe and share.
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This is how you're going to become a very powerful energy healer. Hey, what's up? My name is Excel. I have been a lifelong shaman and I teach people all around the world how to master energy, work, manifestation, and so much more. So whether or not you practice Reiki, quantum healing, QHHT or any other modality, this is going to apply to whatever it is that you do on a daily basis. The first thing you need to master if you want to become a very powerful energy healer is your ego. And a lot of times people think that mastering your ego is like killing it or trapping it or somewhat making it your enemy so that you defeat it. But that's the wrong way to go about it. The reason why is because your ego, ego is actually split into multiple different portions. So if you think of your ego as a multi dimensional being, your ego has something called the id, which is like the inner child version of it, and it has the parent, which is more so like the ethics behind it, befriending your ego and learning how its multi dimensional structure works with your emotional body is what's going to actually give you an edge compared to all these other energy healers who are just kind of like working within their actual ego. So how do you know if you're actually working within your ego or outside of your ego? Energy healers who work within their ego have a lot of limitations. So they're the ones that are going to tell you you can't do this one thing because of X, Y and Z. You can't practice black magic because you're a light worker. You can't do this particular manipulation when it comes to voodoo because you're not black. Ego is like these hard set rules that come from the parent narrative of your internal structure of the ego. It's the parent inside of your ego that allows you to like create all these rules of what's right and what's wrong. And a lot of the times they're just limitations from your past. These are the same energy healers that literally cannot fix a lot of different things because once their ego or their field of experience meets a cap or a barrier, they can't blow past it. And if you're someone like me, that goes to a lot of different energy healers, a lot of times you'll end up noticing that maybe one, two or a couple different sessions with that energy healer is more than enough before you end up capping out and that energy healer can't actually manipulate your reality anymore. An energy healer who's beyond their ego or has learned how to integrate their ego. They don't actually get into all these narratives of like, what's right, what's wrong wrong. They're always embracing infinity. They're always looking at the possibilities and cracking the code. So there is no actual fine line. It's just whether or not you're willing to look beyond the illusion. Energy healers without ego end up always solving problems without even trying. So for instance, if you've never been exposed to healing cancer, if you don't have ego, the alchemy will just randomly come to you and you'll be able to solve the problem in no time. Now, it's important to understand that ego isn't bad. It's just a limitation. It's a barrier. It's a space, it's a container. Fundamentally, what I teach my students in my school is how to transcend their ego, integrate their ego, and have their ego talk to other people's ego so that you can basically manipulate reality faster. Don't forget to subscribe and share if you want to learn more. And don't forget to grab my new tarot deck. The description will have it all.
