Axél Antojai Carrasquillo explains how blaming others keeps you stuck in your own story. When someone triggers you, he says, you're seeing a hidden part of yourself. Embracing both your light and dark sides through shadow work unlocks real power.
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What's happening? Soul Tribe? Antoha here. So, you know, one of the things that I, I have been channeling lately that I feel like just a lot of people gotta hear on the perpetual, okay, it doesn't matter what dimensional platform you're in. I've noticed that there's a lot of people that struggle with this same issue like all the time. And it's really like holding other people accountable for your story, which is one of the most ridiculous things that I personally have had to learn how to overcome. And it's only ridiculous because once you get to the understanding of like, okay, well, I can't blame other people for my story, it's all about me that like, you start seeing the ludicrous, the lucrative in your energy system. So basically a lot of times we have these experiences where we feel like someone backstabbed us or someone gave us like the short end of the stick or, you know, we don't want to go ahead and say that a certain aspect that happened in our story was created by us in any way, shape or form. Now sometimes the illusion of something happening to you can, can persuade your perception of reality into believing that something was negative, someone is negative, something is, you know, against your own well being. And one of the things that I had to learn how to do was, okay, well if, let's say a friend of mine did something negative or what seems to be negative and shady, or you know, backstabbing in a way, what about that person? Even though, yeah, okay, I may feel like, ugh, I can't stand you, why would you do that? What about this person actually resonates with me? Or what about this person gets highlighted that I don't actually like? So the instance that someone does something to me, I stop and I catch myself and I'm like, okay, well what is it about this person that is triggering me, right? And sometimes when you do that, it's hard to accept a truth. Okay, maybe for me, for instance, I've gone to business school and I was really good at it in a different version of myself. And that version of myself had no problem being super cutthroat to get what they wanted, right? That version of me doesn't exist today, but I've stuffed that version of me so far back into my subconscious that I don't really think about it. It's not like a second nature to me. So when I run into people who have that same tendency that haven't figured out like the economy of energy, right, and they see like everything is a competition and everything is finite. And like, the only way you can get to the next step is by crushing other people. Once I run into someone like that, I naturally have this propensity to just be like, ugh, Like, I just can't stand you. Like, ugh. Just get away from me. Because I subconsciously, I know what's inside of that person and what they're capable of, right? But the only real reason why I feel that way about a certain someone is because I. I subconsciously recognize that same exact pattern inside of myself, right? Like, there was a point in time in my reality where I was doing that, meaning I'm fully capable of doing that again if I really chose to put my energy in that direction, right? So, like, the moment I see someone, I'm like, and I. And I doesn't even matter if it has to do with business. Like, maybe they just have a personality that's really hard to swallow. Like, a lot of us have always have met people like that where, like, you know, the person might be super, super nice and you might like, you know, want to bring in like, this positive energy into like, the interaction, but something about this person just rubs you the wrong way. That's very, very normal. And that happens to a lot of people. The, the trick here is for you to understand that when you are going through these experiences of recognizing, hey, something about someone bothers me, something about someone doesn't trigger me correctly, what is it about that person that makes me feel this way? Doesn't really matter whether or not I feel like I have a justification. I always come down to that conclusion of like, ho. Something about them resonates inside of me. What is that? And it's okay to say, like, hey, I have this X quality about myself that isn't so flattering because you are a being of light and dark. Okay? Lots of lightworkers are like, let me, let me stomp on my ruthlessness by completely washing it out with light work. Let me be whatever, the antithesis of whatever story it is that was given to me. But that is part of your nature. And that's something that I've really come to discover as I've learned who I am as an astral being and what I've done across history. I have been depicted as someone who is positive and negative throughout history, and I acknowledge that. Like, what else can I do? It's part of my nature, right? Similarly, like, understanding your greatest weakness is probably going to be one of the biggest things that you can do for yourself as well. And that's something that I'm going to share in another video, not this one right here, but just coming back to this consensus of like, what about any situation or individual is triggering me or will unlock a lot of power into your own self discovery? And that's what our next video is going to be about. Like, why self discovery is so important. Because self discovery will unlock a lot of energy for you if you're persistent with it. So if you're looking for one on one coaching, go ahead, check out the description below. Or in my Instagram bio, go ahead, send me instagram message saying DM me DMing me saying clarity Call and we'll get you started as soon as possible. So I'll see you in our next video.
