Explanation of SHADOW WORK & THE HEALING TRAP - Why You Aren't Healing | Antojai Quantum Healing

What's happening? So, fam. So today we're going to be talking about the healing trap. Okay? So I'm going to be posting a video of a lecture that I did like a couple weeks ago on a drawing pad on describing the healing traps. When we're going through our own healing process now, a lot of times people are like, no matter what I do, I just can't seem to get better. I am working with my shadow. I. I do all these techniques in Reiki or, you know, eft tapping, meditation, but something still just does not click. I just can't seem to get better no matter what to do. Am I ever going to get better? How do I actually heal? Right. Well, in my lecture that I'm going to be posting on later today, I basically tell you about these major dynamics that you have to pay attention to when you are trying to heal yourself. And this is basically a condensed version for you to understand the bigger diagram that I'm going to be giving to you later. When you're healing yourself, the main thing that you got to focus on is not getting super anal on everything that you're experiencing. So a lot of times people are like, oh, well, you know, a lot of my trauma comes from when I was 6 years old and I went through this really bad experience, right? And then a lot of people focus on just that experience, experience on its own. Like, I'm just going to target when I was 6 years old and everything in my life is going to fix itself thereafter when that's not actually the case. When it comes to healing, if you treat your healing linear, then you are living 3D. Okay? So if you, if you think about your healing as one step at a time, like this thing led to this thing led to this thing led to this thing led to that thing. You are then healing in a 3D fashion because you're healing linearly, okay? One thing at a time. And you can see a lot of healing modalities force you to heal one thing at a time. Now, if you're healing at a multidimensional level or a mental multidimensional consciousness, you understand that there's a core problem, okay? For me, if I were to be healing myself off of something with my consciousness level now, I'd be like, okay, well, I deal with a lot of subtle anger and subtle rage that pops up occasionally, right? So I don't really care where that anger comes from. I don't really care, you know, how that anger is wired particularly linearly. All I want to do is get Rid of this anger. And that's all I do. So right now, I want you to set this intention, because a lot of us deal with anger. And this is going to be a really quick meditation. Okay? I'm going to first walk you through the way people normally heal. Okay? You're going to see the word anger in your mind's eye, or you're going to go ahead and you're just going to feel anger in your system. Okay? Then you're going to be like, why am I angry? Your first thought is to go to the last incident that made you angry. So yesterday I had an interaction with someone that didn't necessarily make me angry, but it did get me annoyed and got me to that point where I was just like, oh, my God. Oh, I'm about to get angry. Right? That's the first thing that it took me to. That's linear healing, you might have noticed. Oh, why? You know, anger. Why. Why was I. Where. Where am I experiencing anger? And you might have been taken to something that happened last week or a particular memory that happened in your life. That's linear healing. Now, if we go back and we say, okay, I'm going to target anger again. This time, I'm not going to focus on what made me angry or how to, you know, overcome that particular situation. I just know that there's anger in my system. All right? There's anger in my system. No big deal. And then all I ask myself is, am I willing to let go of this anger? Am I going to hold on to this anger, or am I going to let it go? And I can hear myself where I can feel something inside of me say, no, I'm ready to let this anger go. Okay, 100%. And I heard 90%. Okay, why 90%? Because you don't know what to do without anger. It's been a drive for such a long time. That's what I'm getting for myself. Okay, well, I don't want that to be my drive anymore. I don't care what it's gotten me accomplished in the past. That's not going to be one of my drives anymore. And then I heard, okay, I'm willing to let this go. All right? So I'm going to go ahead, and I'm going to. And I can feel something going down my legs, right? That's the way that I want you to start healing. I don't want you to be, like, afraid of the unknown. A lot of times people are like, how am I supposed to heal something if I don't know what it is I'm supposed to be healing. How am I supposed to be healing something when. When I haven't fully understood it? Right? This is the trick. This is the biggest healing trap that I've noticed. When people are trying to deal with their shadow. Your memory is something that is malleable. So you can change your memory every time you tap into a memory, the moment you're like, I need to understand every little intricacity that is there. You're basically reliving a memory. And sometimes if you don't have good control over your own mental scape, you're going to go, go ahead, relive the memory, maybe make it more powerful, change a couple events that impact you a little bit deeper. And then all of a sudden you're like, I just can't seem to let this go, right? Instead of revisiting the memory and trying to understand the memory every single time, all you have to do is be like, hey, I'm conscious of the fact that I'm constantly angry. I'm conscious of the fact that I'm constantly feeling lonely. I'm conscious of the fact that I feel like I'm non abundant. Okay? Who cares where this comes from? Am I done feeling this way? Yeah, totally. Am I willing to let this go no matter what happens? Because it's scary for people to embrace the unknown. That's a major thing that really stops a lot of people is the fact that, hey, like, the unknown seems scary, right? But the unknown is perpetual. The unknown is essentially changed. The unknown is essentially manifestation. The unknown is essentially movement. Every time you decide to make something new happen, you're embracing the unknown. Now, for you to feel scared of the unknown when you're trying to make a movement forward is essentially dumb. Really? Or when you're trying to heal yourself and you're like, oh, the unknown. I can't move past this because of the unknown, right? I need to know the unknown. Right? Then you're first of all putting yourself in a stuck position. Because until you know, then you can't move forward. And if you're then on top of that afraid of the unknown, you're never going to make a movement forward because now you've put yourself stuck because you need to know everything that's about to happen and how this was constructed. And then all of a sudden you're afraid of making movements forward. So you're never actually going to make a movement forward and you're stuck. And you're going in this cycle over and over and over again. The healing trap of your shadow, which is essentially not letting you move and heal yourself and get better. Okay? You need to understand that your shadow does not have an interest in changing itself. Your shadow is always, always going to try to work against you because it feels comfortable. So every time you revisit a memory, every time you feel like you have to linearly understand how everything that's ever happened to you came to be in your existence, that's the moment you're saying, hey, I'm working with my shadow, and I'm going to give my shadow the opportunity to make a couple shifts to deter me, to do whatever so that I actually don't change. When you change your perception of how you work with yourself, like polarity and duality, you use polarity and duality to your advantage. You can then say, okay, I'm not going to review the trauma. I don't need to review the trauma. I just need to know the after effects of the trauma. Okay? So the after effects are that I'm perpetually angry. Okay, fine. I don't want to hold onto this anger. Who cares where the anger came from? I'm just not going to hold on to it. When you set that intention, you overcome a major healing trap that's there. And then your shadow has no other option but to cooperate with you and help you make that shift possible. Okay? So you really got to think about this, and I'm going to show you in that diagram that I'm going to be posting later today at 3:00pm EST on my YouTube channel. The diagram on how to basically keep aspects of yourself aware. You need to keep aspects like your experiences, your ego, your subconscious, your beliefs, okay? And the unknown. All of these aspects are going to create a healing trap for you if you're not aware of them. And that's what the next lecture is going to be all about. So if you're loving this vibration, dealing with your shadow and getting rid of these healing traps. So this is something that I did for such a long time. I spent such a long time just trying to seriously understand why it was that I felt lonely, why I felt this, why I felt that. And I spent years just running around in circles internally. Like, oh, okay, the moment I thought something was finished, bam, something else would show up that told me, no, it's not finished. Right? And it wasn't until I realized it's my need to understand how all this came to be that is keeping me in this cycle. Because I'm not letting it go. I've grown this attachment to Having to understand why it happened to me. And that's you essentially saying, I have this attachment to my victimization. I have this attachment to the 3D, which is essentially not letting me move forward until I understand. Right? And that's the greatest disservice of all humanity, of all consciousness, is division. The more you try to analyze, the more you try to logistically answer something, the more divided you become from the ultimate truth or your ultimate goal. But the moment you say, okay, there's this one singular problem. My one singular problem is anger or loneliness or, you know, lack of courage. That's when I'm moving. You're then switching your thought process from division to singularity or source 1. There's this one thing inside of me that I don't want. Let me get rid of it. Who cares how it got designed? It's just obsolete at this point, right? And it's very similar to your phone, right? Sometimes you. You have to get a new phone, and you can't get everything off of your own. Fold old phone onto your new phone. You just have to take your losses and be like, okay, whatever will transfer is what will transfer. But it's a new phone. It's going to work faster, and it's going to be. I'm going to make new memories with it. And I'd rather have a new phone that works faster, works better, has more space, than try to focus on staying stuck on my old phone with all the files that I have on it, right? So you got to kind of like, think of yourself as spiritual technology and constantly evolve past your limitations, not getting stuck in your healing traps, not trying to understand everything because you know, you. You're always going to find. Find an excuse not to let go of something. And one of the things that I really have learned training a ton of healers all around the world, is that every healer literally steps into this trap where they're like, oh, I just can't move forward until I understand it. Oh, I can't move forward until I've. I've deleted every little aspect of this. This thing inside of me when it's like, who cares? Don't you. Aren't you done with it? Move forward. Stop trying to understand it. Your. Your level of trying to understand it is what's keeping you attached and won't let you heal. Like, how about you even stop thinking about healing? How about you change it into, I'm deleting this right now. If I delete this, then it's out of my system. I don't even have to worry about it anymore. That's it. You need to change your perception. And I've been posting that lately. Like last this past week I also posted another video about, you know, changing your perception and asking yourself if everything you're doing is wrong. Right? That's where I, that's how I ended up getting here. What if what I'm doing wrong is constantly trying to heal myself instead of actually just correcting the issue? The moment I said I'm not going to heal myself, I'm going to correct the issue. I'm not going to heal myself, I'm just going to delete the issue and replace it with something else. I'm not going to heal myself and try to understand why all this happened to me. That's the moment I had a shift in my consciousness and my energy healing like with myself and other people. And now when I heal people, I, even though I still understand all the aspects of what designs something, I don't go in saying, oh, I'm going to try to like find every aspect right that, that designed this one condition. I am just going to straight up tackle that condition. I'm getting rid of this condition. That's all that matters to me. The moment you end up doing that is the moment you end up opening up so much energy for yourself. So this is my little message for you today. Definitely check out the new video that I'm going to be posting as well on my YouTube page. It's going to be basically showing you these little diagrams. I posted this video first to kind of give you like a prep for that just in case if there's a little bit of a loss in translation there. Sending you all my love. Don't forget to subscribe, comment and share this with as much people as possible. 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