FULL MOON MEDITATION (August 2020) - Violet Flame Healing - [LIVE GROUP MEDITATION]

Hello, everyone. Hold on. Give me a hot minute here. Clip. I was running around the house screaming, devices. And I was like, tara, where are you? What stones want to rock out with us today? And I heard them. So I have a really special treat for you guys today. We are going to be diving into some tarot. We're going to be diving into some meditation. We're going to be activating our psychic abilities and our psychic powers, really getting in the zone. Can you guys hear me? Okay, Testing. Can you guys hear me? Yes. Okay. Awesome. All right, so the Aquarius full moon, it's very powerful because the energies that come with it are transformation, thinking outside of the box, evolution. Think about magic. The full moon, obviously, is going to give you a lot of manifestation potential. It's going to help you be able to dive into higher aspects of your subconscious. The main thing that you guys gotta, like, really just get in the zone is that we are stepping into the Age of Aquarius, which is transformation and activating our Atlantean lifetimes and our Pleiadian lifetimes and understanding that we're so much more than that. And that journey comes in different levels for different people, depending on what they're experiencing. But there's always one clear way to finding your most authentic self, right? And that's being true, like, being truthful in general. I can feel my throat chakra being activated really intensely because I'm holding a stropha light. A strophylite is a very beautiful stone. You guys can't really see the detail right now, but it kind of looks like it's very dark, and it's got, like, these shimmering, like, silvery blue colors inside of it. When you, like, kind of, like move it around, it's all about your throat chakra unlocking truth. Unlocking, like, a higher level of knowing oneself, so you can unlock more from the magic because you're no longer running away from your shadow. Everyone take a deep breath and feel that we're in the same room. Even if you can't feel it, just set the intention, press it like an app in your mind and just be like, okay, we are hanging out together right now. We're in the. We're in a powwow. See yourself in the most beautiful bomb place that you've ever gone to. That's just like, whoa. I'll get to meditate here. Holy crap. Really see that in your mind's eye. Try to do it with your eyes closed. It's less of a distraction, and you can get more into the feeling. Feel the Energy of the other people in the room with you, right? And as you start feeling just a little bit about, I'm not really sure what, you give into it. You relax into it. That's the sensation that you got to keep giving into. We are stepping into the Divine Feminine energy. This is a form of chaos energy. Chaos is not evil. Chaos is just city polity. Okay? You got to take that silly putty and you got to turn it into something cool. Otherwise it's going to dry out and you can't use it. Right? So take a deep breath. Chaos is tied to the Divine Feminine. The Divine Feminine is our divine subconscious. Chaos is also being able to take the clay and turn it into imagination. Deep breath. Give into it more. Some of you are kind of like trying to think about it. Let your minds go. Expand. We are all one in one room through vibration. This is how you're training yourself to expand yourself beyond space and time. Yes. You guys are getting it. Good for you. Some aspect of you was in 3D and that shift that you just felt was literally you stepping into 40. Amazing. Now it was that easy to step into that. Relax into it. Know now that it's super easy to ever step into this vibration. The astrophyllite wants to point out, because these guys are my friends, so they talk. They have their own consciousness. Feng shui tells you that everything has a consciousness. You just have to stop being ignorant and actually recognize that it does have consciousness. Because everything is energy and everything is alive. Even if it seems like it's moving so slow that it's not physically possible. So there's still flight. Take a deep breath. Wants to point out an authentic truth within your shadow. Allow the energies of water to come through. Water is a feminine energy. Deep breath. Give your minds into it. Relax. And just accept the energy of the estrophylla. Relax into any tension in your body. Understand? By allowing your DNA to change, by acclimating to this energy, you are literally manipulating reality. You're manipulating reality so intimately because you're manipulating yourself and you're manipulating the collective consciousness. Because we are all one organic being, one organism. There's no separation. The hologram wants you to be convinced. Really absorb that in your mind. Feel it through your body. No matter how hard it is to actually carry that, it's a workout. You're going to feel light coursing through the in between of all your cells. And you keep giving yourself to that energy. You might feel hot. Relax more into it. Don't let the heat distract you. There's Something in your mind that's trying to stop you from reaching this. Choose to depower it by not letting it have any say in your consciousness. We are all collectively meditating and now connecting to the Aquarius Moon. Let go of any tension you feel in your chakras by surrendering into your chakras. Surrender into your body. Surrender your mind. Be conscious with your consciousness, but expand beyond the mind. If you feel any tension, it's fear. Fear of change. Feel of being real with yourself. Taking a deep breath. I'm going to be bringing in our quartz, Titanium or quartz. It's so pretty. Oh my God. It's great for your psychic abilities. It protects us while we're on psychic voyage. Breathe in. Now choose to trust yourself. A lot of times we say we trust ourselves, but we do. We do it 100%. Most people wouldn't say yes. What you're doing is you're trusting in the inherent information that you carry in your body. You're activating this beautiful DNA code in your body, Unlocking your own wisdom, connecting to the Aquarius energy. Deep breath. Let your minds expand. Relax into the expansion. You're gonna feel like something in the center of your head ends up, like, getting really tight. And you might feel like there's energy being shot up. Allow the energy of the aura quartz to step into your heart chakra, your sacral chakra, your root chakra, your Mother Earth chakra. Deep breath in and out. And make sure that you monitor your mind. Most importantly, you'll notice that your mind ends up hitting these peaks where it's almost like a wall there. You have to be able to sense that wall. It's different, and it comes at different intervals for each person. When you sense that wall, you have to relax into it instead of fighting it. The reason why the wall is there is because your male conscious side is struggling to move past being present in the Divine Feminine. So now you are training your Divine Masculine to be less aggressive, to have less programs, a better listener, and you are in harmony. Here. We are balancing duality. Take a deep breath. And really start feeling the energy of the other people in the room. And this beautiful space that you are meditating in. Really feel like you're there in this other universe, which we are. We're not tied to the limitations of the third dimension. Be okay with that. Use it like a vacation. And you're going to notice it's going to be hard for you to relax into that because you may not be accustomed to doing it. This is you literally astral projecting Astral traveling. But we're not traveling. We're really just sitting here together right now. Surprise. You're also doing telepathy if you can feel the other energies around you. Did you know that your psychic powers are pretty much intertwined with all energy work? Most people don't think about it that way. If you are an energy healer and you are capable of summoning energy and giving energy to people and you're intuitive, to be intuitive, you have to have some level of telepathy. Being able to pick up on information that is not spoken. Feeling, Seeing, knowing. Give in to the Aquarius energy. The Aquarius Full Moon. Bring that energy into your body to the top of your head, and you're going to feel from the bottom of your feet that your right side, your right foot is letting go of any energies that are limiting you. While your left foot is starting to absorb a beautiful Mother Earth nourishing energy. And it comes up through the left side and fills in your body. Feel the inhale and the exhale of that energy that the intake of fresh energy and the detox of negative energy. All while you're feeling the Aquarius energy coming through the crown chakra, down to the third eye, through the root chakra. And back down to the ground. You're going to see a beautiful, beautiful violet lavender color at the center of Mother Earth. And you're gonna have that energy get brighter and brighter by just asking it and giving it love to get brighter and brighter. It's like a puppy. Treat it like a puppy. If you don't like puppies, you like kittens, it's a kitten or pony, whatever makes you feel juicy inside. Feel that tenderness towards that violet flame, the violet color, That violet light as it comes up through the center of the earth up into the left nourishing leg. And this energy is the violet flame. The violet flame is made for nights like tonight, times like we live today. It does not destroy energy. It is an energy that recalibrates. It brings things to a higher perspective. So anything that is not with the violet flame just simply doesn't exist. Everything is perception. You might start feeling like there's a fire around you. You might start seeing purples and pinks, magentas, occasional light purples and lavenders, whites, and sometimes what seems to be like a bluish color. You might not see the colors, you might feel them. Or you're just having a sensation. Even if you're really far away, you got this going on just right. Stay in this energy and start focusing on your manifestations. I am going to pull out some wisdom from several different tarot decks. We're going to see what's going on with this. Now's a good time, while we're all doing this powwow, to be doing your manifestation techniques. Think about what it is that you want. What it is that you have is not even that you want it. You have it. You have to trust yourself enough to know that you have it. That's one of the hardest things that I've learned in alchemy is that if everything's being created by you, do you trust yourself to lead yourself in the right direction? Because you are essentially God. And God is within all of us. And we are just children of God. All right. So my yin deck wants to talk. And it's, like buzzing. So nice. It's got such a delicious energy. I love these decks. They're so amazing. Right now is a time to create a dash in your life. A dash for change. A dash for something higher. Just like a cat. And if you guys can see the card, it's kind of like a cat. Cats are notorious for jumping and getting on the counter when they're not supposed to be getting on the counter. You know, they're clever. They can pretty much figure out anything. A cat that's determined will find a way for sure. And nothing tells it what to do. You use the energy because what are you doing? You're working simultaneously with yourself. Take a deep breath. Let's accept the energy of the dash card to help us understand what it is that we're going to overcome. Each and us. Everyone. Deep breath. And the dash card is going to heal you. Accept the healing as we do our energy exchange with the moon and our higher selves and Mother Earth and all the love of the universe and the Aquarius Age. Got such a delicious energy. Right now is a time for us to be like bringing together our divine twins. Right? The twins literally divine feminine and divine masculine. It's also a portion for us to understand that our twin flame. And this is something that I most recently downloaded. And I think it's obviously because of what's happening right now that our twin flames can manifest as a person. But you can also manifest multiple twin flames. So. So that means there's not just one twin flame. There's very several of them depending on the level of consciousness that you attain. And the ultimate twin flame would be yourself. You not being in harmony with every aspect of yourself. And isn't that the experience that really makes us feel not powerful is not really knowing ourselves not knowing the content of reality, not achieving our full potential, at times feeling like things are too hard. The Divine Twin. Let's accept the energy of the twin card. And this manifests in so many different ways for people. Deep breath. So it's time for us to essentially overcome the separation with ourselves in our reality, feeling that we need anything else other than ourselves and the power of the universe that we hold inside. Deep breath. It's a moment for you to be silent with yourself and really ask yourself some deep truth. But while you're asking yourself that truth, you can just sit quietly with it. You don't have to share it with everyone. Let other people discover their truths by you simply just taking a seat back and just relax. Take a deep breath. Let us accept the energy of the silent Card. Really start focusing on your manifestations, but not the manifestation themselves. The fact that, like, you going towards your manifestations, you've been able to unlock information about yourself and the universe along that ride. Sometimes people chase the manifestation and they'll take a second to just, like, be present with the downloads that they've had and put them all together and be like, whoa, there's a bigger message here. You have to sit in that silence with yourself and just be real. There's a miracle coming. This is great energy. This card has been coming out very often in a lot of my readings, and it's tied to the Goddess Ma', at, and it's tied to the goddess of harmony and order and justice. It means we're protected. You're. You gotta trust yourself. Trust your higher self, which is basically the player on the outside of the hologram experiencing the avatar in real time. That is the miracle of being able to be blessed with higher knowledge. Deep breath. Let go of any tension in your body. Accept the miracles in your life. Right now, I want you to seriously tell yourself, like, I want you to say it out loud, because your words are power. In alchemy, there are certain kinds of phrases that you say out loud because they're powerful. Okay, Tell yourself. I open myself to miracles. I allow magic into my life. I allow myself to be abundant and knowing that the truest treasures of the universe are the treasures not found just in matter. That's one of the highest lessons you learn as an alchemist, that, like, there's nothing on this planet that could ever, ever be more precious than the magical experiences that you have on a daily basis. And that's everybody's life. Money can't buy that. Some things are priceless. That's definitely it. I Know, abundance is something that's been on a lot of people's minds, and people are starting to see that they're coasting or they're, you know, like, something's probably taking care of them. And if you're not experiencing that, you know, allow yourself to trust more in the universe and trust that any resistance you're feeling right now is because you're supposed to be in a different space. And just like the Phoenix, you have to sometimes let things that you don't feel are necessary to be lost, to have a shift. And nothing gets lost because every energy gets translated or replaced by another. It's a very powerful concept. It's a very hard one to swallow. I have one more card from this deck, the bubble card. The bubble card tells you that there are some emotions that you really got to consider, and you gotta, like, shift them out of your life. You have to be real about it. You need to be real with yourself about it. Maybe you've been having some reflections lately, and those reflections have been about, you know, letting go of an old lifestyle or old sense of self. It can be very challenging. And it forces you to kind of, like, rediscover yourself and come to these truths that, like, you just know. You. You just know things have to change. And you don't know if you can live with yourself if you don't change. And it's a decision that, like, not everyone's going to take, but everyone's gonna feel. And you're gonna have that choice to decide whether or not you're gonna make a shift and change. Those emotions on the inside that no longer serve you and make a better version of yourself literally be manifested because you're creating it in the now. What's really crazy is that you may have noticed that you make a shift in your reality and there's something around you. When you make a shift internally, there's something around you that is trying to, like, put you back in that mode of where you were just at. You know, like, you have this epiphany, well, I'm not gonna do that anymore. And then something tries to trigger you on the inside. That's you testing yourself to see whether or not you are ready to have the upgrade in the virtual reality set. And if you recognize it, you don't get triggered by it, and you face your fears. As a kid, we are told we need to face our fears. As adults, we somehow seem to forget to do that because the fear looks bigger. It's just an illusion. Not saying that every illusion is Easy to conquer. Some are much more scarier than others. But you have the ability to change reality by accepting the full moon, Aquarius, and the bubble card. Take a deep breath. It's nine, 32. And when I looked at the clock, it was 3141 on the recorder. Good. Angel numbers. Nine means transformation. Three means ascended masters. Two means stay positive. I see 32 all the time. 32 is a number that's associated with royalty. If you've been seeing 32s everywhere or I swear to God, you guys, the last couple days, I've been seeing threes everywhere. I get in my car or, like, I walk around and I see them just, like, on license plates. And the other day I took a ride just really quick to the store, and usually these cars have cut me off and I'll. I'll have a split second of like, oh. And then I see. It's like, literally it was like, 3, 3, 3, 3, three. And I was like, whoa. I was like, you know, I'm always testing myself. Take a deep breath. The Ascended Masters have messages for you. Lady Nada is coming in. Lady Nada is pretty much telling you, dude, it's time to understand your family structures. You may have been reflecting about things from a childhood stay, or you're starting to tap more into your inner child through, like, these really subconscious ways and conscious ways. Like, it's hard to explain if you're experiencing it. You know what I'm talking about. Like, you can feel it. You've been experiencing that. You. It's telepathy. We can't describe everything with. With physical word. That's one of the things that the dash card originally tells you that we're supposed to be going through. Right? You're supposed to be having this shift. Lady Nana tells you about family and about the Divine Feminine. Like, literally, it's the mother, wife, sister, and daughter is what the card is called with the dash card. So we are learning how to transcend ourselves in the divine feminine, especially with practicing on our twins. We need to work on persistence. Okay, so we're going to call in these two ascended Masters. Take a deep breath. Put your feet on the ground before I call these peeps over here. Even though they're here, they're obviously talking to us through what I like to be. I like to consider telephone, my tarot cards, but. Manifesting them is a different story. We're going to be selling, studying, summoning Lady Nada. Everyone show your respects to Lady Nada and let her be in our space. Even if you don't know who Lady Nada is, she is an Atlantean lawyer. She really focuses on, like, family structure. Like, her energy is, like, really wavy. It's fiery, it's bright. Like this weird feeling of like, all knowing justice is what it feels like to me. And now we're gonna summon in Ascended Master Luke. Deep breath. Quan Yin is telling you to let go of whatever it is that you feel like you need to be letting go. It's really crazy. Like, I had this experience literally yesterday where I was really relaxed and then someone tried to trigger me, like, from the past. I hadn't talked to this person, like, years, and it just popped up on my. My DMs, and I was just like. But then at the same time, I was just like. And it was this peaceful moment of just recognizing that I had to be like, being Zen in myself and letting go of whatever I had towards that person was gonna be the highest thing for me because I felt blank. I had this like, whoa. That came out of nowhere. But then I was kind of like, literally like that. Like I had no feeling, no nothing to it. And I was like, what was. What is this all about? And then I went on that person's Facebook page and I looked at them. Like, I decided to look at them. This is a great exercise, you guys. You should totally do this. It's craz crazy. It's so freeing if someone's. If like an ex or someone who, you know, just does not vibe your speed, right? And you guys stop talking to each other and you can't stand this person. If you have them blocked, don't unblock them. But if you. If you don't have them blocked, go on their page whenever you feel like you're ready for it. And it could be like, not an ex. It can be like your mom. It can be. It can be whoever. Like whoever it is that you have beef with. It's just like, you just can't, right? You can go ahead and look at their page and look at their page as though you were looking at it for the first time. You have nothing attached to this person whatsoever. No story, no feelings. You have no justification to feel any way towards this person because you ain't got nothing. There's. It's a stranger on the Internet. And if you put yourself there, it's so enlightening. It just shows you these things of like, whoa. And you start seeing these different things. You start seeing different things. I. I'm going in a tangent, but, like, you see their different structures in their face. You. You. You see their aura differently. And. And it's almost like it was really powerful because I. I guess I'm just. I have to be, like, real with it, right? It was. It was my. My earth mother. Like, I haven't talked to her in forever. And she, like, messaged me out of nowhere through Facebook, and I was just kind of like, whoa, what is this about? And, you know, they just haven't. We've never seen eye to eye because we're on two different spectrums of reality. We've always been on two different spectrums of reality. And I. I was able to say, like, I recognized that in that moment. It was so powerful. I, like, I recognized it, and I was like, whoa. Like, if I don't know her, like, looking at her aura and looking at her face and looking at the way she expresses herself, like, this is what I would pick up with any other person with no prejudices or nothing. And then I understood so much more about her reality and about my reality. And it was like, hello, Age of Aquarius. Just let go of your bullshit. It was like, whoa. I had another moment like that with someone else where, like, someone I know just, like, reminds me a lot of my. My ex husband. And I was just like. I could never pinpoint what it was about, the interaction with that person. And I was just like. It finally just hit me, just, like, out of the blue, and I was so messed up. And I was like, let me look at my tarot really fast. Let me make sure that it's not just in my head. And my. My tarot literally said, yes, let this go. Purify this. Now it's associated to your twin flame. I was like, oh, damn. Like, crazy. So in love. I told that person, hey, I don't think we should hang out anymore because, like, you trigger that in me. And it was really, like, intense because I was just kind of like, I think, you know, in my mind, I think, like, axel, are you just being a bitch? Because, like, you know, it triggers those feelings inside of you, and, like, you're just like, you know, you're just trying to find a way out. And then the other. The other voice was like, but are you conscious enough to know that you're somehow manifesting the situation and it would be better to, like, do something about it than not do something about it and let it still trigger something in you, Maybe develop something worse in the future because I want to be ignorant to it. It was so powerful, so crazy. And here we have the card Go now. Let go. That bullshit. Like Kuan Yin is telling you, let go. Serapis Bay is telling you, let go. Serapis Bay is coming with the miracle card. Let's invite the energy of Kuan Yin and Cerebus Bay. Take a deep breath in Kuan Yin. SM girl. I love her. She's compassionate. Mercy. Feel the violet flame. Feel the violet flame. Feel the moon. Feel your power. Trust that we're sitting together in power with the Ascended Masters in our own magic, creating what we will later call a manifest. We're at the root cause of everything. We're in the center of our vortex. If you've ever been into Abraham Hicks the Vortex, You feel that? Feel the power inside of you. Recognize that the reality outside of you, the universe outside of you, is the universe deep within. Take a deep breath. Then we have Manchuri with the sword of wisdom, telling you to listen. Listen to those emotions. Because we're dealing with something called what? The twin Flame. That's right. I literally just told you that story, and that's what the card came out. Telling you. Listen. Listen to yourself. But also simultaneously, through a dualistic point, listen to Axel, because he's telling you what's up. Because he's just chilling. He's just channeling. That's what he does. He's got your back. We're gonna do the Yang Clow. Ooh. I got two new cards, and I put them inside of this deck, right? And we're about to start off with my latest card. Say what? Say what? The Onto High card. What? Yeah, I got a card made for Onto High the Energy, because it is one of my spirit guides. Girl. So. And look at it. So pretty. I didn't really ask the artist to make it look exactly that way, but it has, like. I guess I. I'll be the face for it, a Native American side, and then, like, this very spiritual, like, esoteric vibe. It's just like a guru. What does Onto High stand for? Onto High means the cravings of life, the vibrations of life that bring us together, that bring all realities together. We see division and so many different things in reality. And Antohar reminds you that, like, division is creation, but it's all basically the same thing anyway. And you're more powerful when you recognize that everything is just the same thing, but still, it's totally different. You have the creation of going back and forth because you're tasting the cravings of life. If you really love to eat and you love to just, like, taste food, then you get what I mean. Like, the Cravings of life. You like to go to restaurants, taste a little bit of this, taste a little bit of that. You want to travel somewhere else just so you can taste their food. Food. Isn't it delicious? You get a cravings of life. So I'm going to give you an on to high energy healing. Yay. I'm glad I was able to break this out. I literally got this, like, two days ago. Deep breath in. Let go of your minds. Let them expand freely. Set the intention that you're going to let your chakras expand freely. And it's like an app. Press the app and just trust the app is going to do its job. Relax. Focus on your creation now. If you've been wanting to manifest more money, you want to be manifesting a puppy, you want to be manifesting a lover, you want to be manifesting a couch, you have to put yourself in the energy of having that thing. Right? It's not about the manifest. It's about whether or not you realize it. You have it now. Do you have it now? If you have it now, you're going to manifest it, obviously, because it's already yours. You need to think about the great void, the nothingness, that place where people are like, I don't know what it is. It's so unknown. It scares this living crap out of me. That's a space you have to step into. That's your creation power. It's literally a pantry. That's the best way I can describe it to you. When you were a kid, the pantry might have been scary, especially if you had, like, a really deep one, like I did. It was, like, huge. It was like, pretty much being lost in another dimension. Oh, my God. It was so scary with shelves and everything. But then with time, you grow. You understand. Oh, it's just a freaking pantry. The unknown. What's in there? Hello. I got the munchies. That's a snack. Deep breath. I'm going to turn on your root chakra to its maximum degree. This is going to summon the Kundalini deep within the earth that courses deep through you. Now, Kundalini goes past your seventh chakra. Esoterica tells us we have seven upon seven upon seven upon seven upon seven upon infinity. Echo. Echo. It's gonna blast through your first seven chakras. It's gonna go through the ninth chakra and the eighth chakra and the 10th chakra and the seventh chakra, the 11th chakra, the sixth chakra, the 12th chakra, The fifth chakra, the 13th chakra, the second chakra. The 14th chakra. We're going to let them get infused with onto High energy and all the esoteric light codes that exist with the Age of Aquarius, our highest vibration. You'll start feeling a high amount of energy and you'll start feeling it in your third eye. Focus on your creation. Do you have it? If you have it, you're at peace. If you have it, you trust yourself. Because if you're creating this, you have to trust that you created it. You'll notice that when you start trusting yourself, you're going to be opening up a lot of energy. Deep breath. Invite the onto high energy into your system. Choose to let go of anything that does not serve you. If you feel any tension in your body, take a deep breath in and out, letting it go. Keep focusing on your creation. What do you have now that's just gonna get manifested? Let the water energy, the spiral energy, the feminine energy, the inner child, the shadow, the masculine, the conscious and unconscious and subconscious of all cosmic consciousness. Let go of any tension that you feel in your body. Let the ascended masters heal you. Invite them into your reality. Deep breath it. Any sensations that you feel. Remember to breathe out anything negative and surrender. As we dive deeper, you might start feeling some tension in your heart chakra because you're starting to activate portions of your shadow. We're starting to cleanse and transform portions of your shadow. Do not push away from anything uncomfortable that may come up. Know that you are the master of your own inner domain, that you are getting closer to authentically trusting yourself. This is now the Moon Energy. Stepping in fully. With the onto high card Deep breath. Don't forget to give this video a like, Abundance is on the way, you guys. What the wood cards. This is my homegirl too. I love her so much. She's so pretty. She looks like a tree and she's just got like. She just got like that sensuality, like sexy. She means abundance is on the way. Prosperity Trees just have like this abundance of lasting for a long time and they create more and more leaves. Trees are capable of outliving humans. They're literally our elders. What a great living embodiment on mother Earth of prosperity. Take a deep breath in and open yourself to all the prosperity of the full moon and all of the prosperity of having whatever it is that you need. You know, you don't always have to know what you want. You just need to be able to say like, You want to feel safe, feel safe. You're entitled to that. Entitlement's not bad when you Fix your limitation. You're fixing somebody else around the globe. Literally. That's why working on yourself is so important. That's the way of onto high. Once you literally put your hands together like this and focus on just abundance. Abundance in whatever form that is. Don't just classify it as money. Just the feeling of an abundance that can take every form possible. Because it's magic. Because you're magic. You cannot forget how magical you are. How can an alchemist bend reality if they totally are not aware of their own power? That is the way of. You have to clear out some stuff that's in your mind. There's some stuff that kind of like creeps up every once in a while and makes you freak out. We understand the cloud card is going to be targeting your solar plexus. Why don't you still continue to experience the abundance? Focus on the abundance energy. I will be healing each one of you at the solar plexus level. I will be healing you at the solar plexus level. Focus on the abundance energy. Abundance. Abundance. Abundance. Abundance. Right? Letting abundance take whatever form it wants to take. And I will be healing your solar plexus. And three, two, one. Deep breath in and out. Letting it go out of your stomach. Let that stuff get out your stomach. Whatever you've been holding in your solar plexus was directly in your gut. Take another deep breath and breathe out your stomach. I'm going to amplify the energy at your solar plexus. Take a deep breath. And if you didn't exhale, exhale. I'm going to throw you some Diana Moon magic. Perfect for the full moon. And I'm also going to turn on the divine feminine Goddess energy. Let us all honor the divine feminine today with the movement of water. It's literally raining here. It started raining some of water. You guys. Y' all so powerful. Sh. Embrace the goddess energy. You are a goddess. Regardless of whether or not you own a penis. You are a goddess. Tap into that goddess. Allow that goddess to come out and be free. See that God is dying. Ah. Just feel it. Just feel it dance. It'll be happy. Focus on your creation. Focus on the abundance. We are going to be activating our soul in 3, 2, 1. You might feel like something up top is like. Like a disc that opened up the maze. Has to do with your soul. Has to do with unlocking things in your soul that you know better. I highly recommend this really dope ass, like, quantum jumping technique that I've been doing is so cool. Okay. And let me tell you the story. Okay? So my significant other. I don't tell him what I do when I'm about to go do it, because I'm gonna go to sleep and I just meditate, right? But I was like, oh, before I went to sleep, I was like, I'm gonna go ahead, and I'm gonna put myself in this position where, like, every. Because, like, when I sleep, I wake up several times throughout the night just to look at the clock. And, like, usually look at the clock and there's an angel number. So what I started doing was like, okay, every time I open my eyes like that, I'm gonna just focus on. I'm just so amazing. Or, like, you know, like, I just have so much love in my. In my life, or, you know, everything's okay, and it's like going back to sleep, right? And then the next time I wake up, I do the same thing. And the next time I wake up, I do the same thing. And I've noticed that because of it, I'm bending time even faster because, like, I swear to God, today I woke up. Well, today I Woke up at 8:44. And I was like, oh, I got 15 minutes left before I decided to wake up. I was like, I'm gonna get up at least nine. I was like, I'm gonna get that shit started, right? So I went back to sleep and, like, I had, like, the internal clock say, 15 minutes. And I'm really good at it. And I Woke up at 6:20 in the morning in this universe. It's crazy. And I know some people don't want to believe it or, like, they're like, sure, for real. Try it. Like, experience is your best teacher. And all I'm doing, too, is I'm focused on that positive. It's that split second, because you're in Theta, you're hitting that vibration of just, like, you know, you're on your deepest. It's almost like you're coming out of this meditation and now you're saying, like, oh, yeah, everything's juicy. My life is awesome. Like, I love. Oh, I just love this bed. I love just feeling safe. I love this. I love that. And you hit that vibration of just love, or I just am love. You know what I mean? And you. You try to even. Like, one of the things I'll do is, like, I'll try to fall asleep like that. And that's literally, like, you can see the glow. It's already happening. Okay. Finally. Don't forget that there's somebody who loves you, not just the cosmos but yourself, that should be the main thing that you focus on. Mostly. The more you love yourself, the more you love reality. Honestly, you can't help to love reality when you love yourself. And you can't help to have a different outlook and a different perspective on interacting with reality when you love yourself. A lot of people don't love themselves because they're afraid to empower themselves. And that's the biggest thing that I've learned about love is, like, one of the major things is, like, we can learn how to love other people, but loving ourselves is sometimes the hardest thing, right? And, like, loving your body, loving, like, some of your characteristics, understanding not an evil person, even though you've done some shitty things in the past, understanding that there's other people who don't really recognize the same level of reality that you exist in. And that's okay. We erase things that don't serve us anymore. And it might have been hard, you know, it's still going to be hard. It's like a fight. You always have to understand that nothing comes easy because in this reality, we've been only felt, we've been given lies, right? And that's why there's resistance in your ascension, is because, like, you've been fed lies through your genetics for hundreds of years, through your ancestors. And then you've also, like, had this experience of expansion, like, in yourself and experiencing a life within the lie. And now you're awakening, and what you're doing is you're dismantling the old programming that told you you're not powerful. And that's the resistance that comes through life. But that's why it's so important to understand that, like, nothing else matters but, like, loving yourself and giving that love out to other people through everything that you do. Like, if you don't, if you're not in love with the vibration of your day, you need to figure out why there's no love there. And that should be the thing that you alter every day. Change the way you dress. Like, buy better underwear, you know, like, I don't know, like, you gotta find something that triggers that. Love is. We're jumping boundaries. I feel like there's one more card. You're lucky. That's the last card. Thunder, you got a lot of luck on your side. I'm also, like, down to answer some questions. You know what I mean? It's 107 33. Say what? And it's 1008 on my clock over here, so. Does anybody have any questions? I'm gonna. I'm gonna be flipping through this really fast, like, literally Q and A. You got something going on in your life. Ask me a tarot question. I dare you. But I'm not gonna go, like, super in depth. So, like, you guys can throw a tarot question. I'll just throw that shit out there. I'll hook you up. And just so that it gets super juicy right here, I'm gonna be using these deck, okay? This is my American deck. This is the first deck I've ever gotten in my life. Okay? That was like, officially mine, mine, mine. You know, that I got it for myself. They're so saucy. They definitely have my energy. When I was like a teenager, like, kind of just like, ah, you know, just. I'll just tell you how it is. I'll be super blunt. What's my main purpose here? Says dope art. Well, let's find out. I mean, main purpose. That's. I mean, coming from me, I would say it would be like, whatever, but it's to understand that you are a person of family and that the energies around you really affect you as a being. But you need to let go of some anger that you've been carrying for a long time. And there's like this level of, like, you might be able to. You get like, I. I get the vibe that you get saucy. And then you might bite before you know you have everything in order for you to see clearly. And that's the thing that you really gotta overcome in yourself. And a little bit of self esteem that comes from a lack of self esteem. The last card, they emphatically warn you against self deception because you got to do some shadow work. You know, you got to understand that your self esteem is what's leading you to kind of like, jump to conclusions. And you need to also have, like, this energy of, like, understanding you're a family person and, like, you feed from your environment. So I would. I really get this vibration for you. Like, you have a lot of Mother Earth energy in you, so you should be, like, trying to cultivate community. Or you're supposed to be cultivating, like, connecting with nature, spirits, Dope art. Let me know how that made you feel. All right, quick question. Should I meditate more? Obviously. Hello. You gotta meditate. That shit should be every day. Okay? I meditate literally 24 7. I'm. I was just telling you I was meditating when I was like, quantum jumping. I wake up in the middle of my sleep and I'm already meditating. Like, come on. And you got to Be meditation is just really like, keeping that vibration of, like, how do I feel? That feel great. Yeah. I'm going to keep doing whatever the fuck I'm doing right now. I'm going, I'm going in that direction. And literally you keep riding that wave and you feel juicy. Some things will happen that will test you for real. Because reality doesn't want you to coast like that. But, like, you need to be like, okay, you know, I understand. And if you, if you're just like chilling, if you don't like, even react, I swear to God, it balances itself out. Like, everything orchestrates itself, like, slightly. It's so crazy. I've even even seen like, clients, like, shift on my schedule because I feel like I'm jumping between realities, like, especially nuts. Oh, meditation. Yes. Obviously I told you about meditation, but this card is basically telling you that, like, you're kind of getting lost in vanity because you're not meditating as much. It's some good energy right here to spend by yourself and ask yourself why you're doing that. Again, that has to do with like, self confidence of some degree. And it's a time for you to go through a vision quest. I kind of blanked out on that last one. Let's see. Amazing night. Thank you. You're welcome. Is it best to leave my job in the next year or stay the long term term for Heather Martinger? All right, let's find out. You need to wait. They're telling you just chill the out. That's the best judgment. For real. Just wait. And you're asking, like, leave my job in the next year or stay long term. You need to wait. You need to wait. Why do you need to wait? It's not a good time to find. There's not many prospects right now that you can go for is what they're saying. And if you're doing this out of impatience, you know, impatience is gonna make you make a major. No, no. Like, you're gonna fuck up if you like, you know, you're not like in the zone. You gotta be wait. You gotta wait is the haze of Aquarius. Things will balance themselves out. You'll be able to see when the right time is to do it. Like, I'm not feeling long term. I'm feeling like you need to ride it out just a little bit. Like right now I'm just seeing like for real. Probably like max six months. Six to nine months. I was kind of like, what I'm feeling. The time scape is like a six to a nine. Is What I'm seeing. So I don't really know exactly what your time scape is, but you need to just coast because that's what's going to bring you money, the harvest. Okay? So just listen. That's what they want to tell you. Should I leave my current job or stay here a year more? Wait, you know, didn't I say that? Wait. Oh, no, that was how. There. Okay, hold on. And it's what to say. Sweater said that. Stay here a year more or learn more things on construction. Two people want to know about the job. Let's find out. Oh, they're talking about money. Look at that. The last card. I was like shuffling it. They were talking about money. Okay, we're talking about money again. Oh, you have a lot to learn right now. You need to like, learn. This is a good vibe right here. Good learning vibe. Yes. Contentment. That's just gonna bring you some happiness. You need to, like, chill hell out. It's not always about the money. Like, you gotta realize that sometimes money is the illusion that we experience. Like, you need to be in this vibration of saying, like, okay, alchemy is like the biggest treasure. Experience would be the biggest treasure. Like, are you being happy doing this? Obviously you need to also follow your heart, right? Like, abundance is where. Where your learning style will grow by finding peace and contentment. But don't focus on the money. You need to create that reality through love is what they're telling you. And don't listen to other people. You gotta do what you gotta do, you know, you gotta do you. So if you listen to anybody, maybe your parents or friends who might be saying, whatever, whatever, you gotta go, gotta do it. Sending love. Thank you. What is my general message for me? What's my next step? Okay, from our Kate, Mary, Kitty. Oh, contentment for you as well. It's kind of like detaching a little bit from the things some people are telling you. You know, like you got some voices in your ear. Like, just be happy with the moment right now. It's all about just being Zen. It's not about the money either. It's not about the money. You are weaving your own future. I swear to God, I. I shuffled these again. And you need to, like, if you've been feeling like you have the evil eye being sent to you, you need to be aware of that and not give that so much power. You need to be able to say that this energy is. It exists, but it has nothing to do with you unless you allow it to step into your reality. It's a very kind of, like, powerful energy. And the last card is like mockery, basically telling you not to focus too much on faces and what other people think. I'm really picking up the energy. You need to let go of some emotions that are there that don't serve you anymore. Focus on letting go of those emotions. Your sacred chakra is the main thing. I'm seeing, like a black energy in your sacred chakra that needs to leave. That's like the general message. Yes, it resonated. Thank you. No problem. Dilbar. Am I meant to continue on this spiritual path? Let's find out. Or W. Barasa. Yes, hello. You're supposed to be going on a spiritual path. Look at that. The shaman card. Say what? Say what? Yeah, you're supposed to be doing it, like, for reals. Sometimes the hardest journey is to journey within. Foreign. For death, girl, it's transformation. And you also need to let go of, like, some anger, some bitterness has been sitting there. It is stagnant. Let it go, let it go, let it go. Emotions. Remember what the cloud cards and stuff said earlier? Letting go of emotions that don't serve you anymore. That's literally what it is. Go with the flow. Transformation is coming. So, yeah, you're supposed to keep doing what you're doing. W B. Let me see here. I'm working on becoming an animal communicator. Love. I'm getting a puppy. I decided I was gonna go get a puppy and I want one. And I'm gonna, like, totally turn that into. I'm gonna record the whole process of creating your own familiar. I'm just like, I'm already doing it. Like, if you know when you want a baby, you gotta go get that baby. And then when you know what it looks like and you get it, you guys start sending it that energy. What I like to do is I pick out the. The pet's name first. So, like, all my pets have always been named after, like a God or something. Like Anubis, Cerberus, Artemis, like Obi, Yagua, Beran. Like, seriously. And this one, I wanted to call it after, like, some God of justice or something. So it's in the works. That's how you start and that's how you find your familiar. What was the question that somebody asked us? What does my higher self want me to really know right now? I mean, can't you talk to your higher self that not to be caught up with, like, emotions and like, the matter of world and that, like, you're not always seeing, like, the clear signs in your reality, you need to be a little bit more, like, aware of yourself and not have success of fear of a failure. Not have fear of success or failure. Like, you're a very strong person, but, like, you tend not to want to look at reality in ways that you know you should be looking at reality from. Maybe because you want to give people the benefit of the doubt or. Or maybe because you're afraid of, like, you know, how it's going to turn out and how you're going to look at yourself, like through other people's eyes. But that's what's going to bring you a lot of, like, heartache. Not necessarily heartache, just like discontentment. It's just. You're just going to get fed up with it. So you need to understand that there's more to life. More to life in the terms of matter. There's a transcendence thing. And I can feel my hands getting heavy. They don't want to talk about it. Yeah, you gotta transcend matter. Understand that this is a hologram girl. Let's see. How can I best protect my energy? Oh, well, duh. Protecting your energy. Oh, my God, so many things. First of all, you gotta get obelisk. You gotta get stones. Like, I got obelisks all over my house. Like, different sizes. Why? Because this shape really just bring in good energy that's associated with the stone that you have. So, like, whenever you buy a stone, I would really recommend buying an obelisk. And this one's aura. Quartz dope. Love it. It has to do with, like, psychic protection. And you put a couple in your bed when you go to sleep. And if it's like feeling like if you put a good amount in your room, oh, my God, you crazy. You're gonna get all this good energy in there. It's psychic protection. Another thing to protect your energy. Sage your house every week or do some sort of like. Like my partner's Greek, so my partner does, like, more like, you know, like those Catholic kind of like burning incesty things. And I use, like, traditional herbs and because I'm more like Indian, like, terms like, like Native American Indian, like from Puerto Rico. Let's see. Studying Reiki energy. Loving it. What's the next step? Practice it. Practice it more. Practice it like, every day. Practice it when you're sleeping. Practice it when you're deciding to, like, I don't know, go on a walk or practice it while you're having sex. Like, get into the mode, like, And I'm telling you guys, oh, my God, you guys want to learn how to have, like, astral sex with, like, your significant other? Like, you gotta, first of all, have somebody to do it with, but you can still do it yourself, all right? So you have to be able to, like, when you're pleasuring yourself, give yourself, like, energy and open up those portals and make it like, this thing. Like. Like, if you're just doing it by yourself, finesse yourself. Like, bring yourself to this moment of, like, oh, yes. Like, you're so beautiful. I love you. Whatever. And then, like, start turning on all the alchemy, you know, Quantum Reiki. Oh, life. Oh, yes. You know, and you just hit that vibration. It's crazy. Your chakras expand and you get to this. You get to, like, a whole level of nirvana where you don't even finish because, like, halfway through you, you just. You're just literally gone. You're detached from your body. It's ridiculous. You gotta do it. Oh, her next step. Her next step is to learn more. Go with the flow. There's something inside of you that wants to con, like, is really impatient and wants to, like, control reality, and you want to, like, get ahead of yourself without being prepared for it. Like, right now is a moment for you to learn how to, like, master yourself by mastering energy. Like, literally. You gotta learn how to really master that, because if you don't master that, it's gonna be your worst enemy. That's your demon, and all you want is money. So, like, if you want that money, you gotta learn how to master yourself. That's just a man of path. Hey, and that one was for the Reiki. Cindy, if you missed that message, rewind this later. I have left my healing challenges. What? I have let my health challenges hold me back on my path. What do the cards say about my future? I have let my health challenges hold me back on my path. Okay. They say you need to go with the flow because you've had a lot of resistance. You've been affected by the people around you too much. That makes you a little bit bitter. That's. That's really what it is. It's the last judgment. And that makes you feel a certain kind of way. Like, in a certain kind of way being, like, resentment, anger, guilt, a little bit height sprinkled in there, and it's all twisted. I see the shape of a press, a pretzel. That's. That's what's letting you, like, really get stuck moving forward. You wish you had a happy family. Make a happy family in your own, like, freaking mind. Like, Vibrates the love. You know, the universe is your family. You got to be able to do that. If you have any pain because anyone's ever hurt you in the past, recognize that, like, if you're woke, then you cannot be angry at that person because they obviously, they may not be right or they may not have the experiences that you had. Like, you have this level of seeing reality, and they have the level of seeing reality. So understand that not everything is matter and change your perception of that. Like, if you want more reality being bent, like, accept family that comes from, like, deep space. Accept families that come from, like, the inner depths of your consciousness. Reprogram the relationships in your subconscious through some, like, hypnosis techniques. And when you do that, you can really open up, like, these vibrations of, Like, reprogramming your subconscious mind. It's literally what it's called, like, reprogramming your subconscious mind. I'm getting drunk with energy right now. I have not channeled this hard in a really long time. So I'm gonna stop because otherwise I'm gonna just be. Sorry I didn't get to. Everybody, Today's my birthday. Oh, hey, what's up, sweater? Happy birthday. I don't like saying birthday. I like saying sleigh day. There's this gif on your iPhone if you have one. When you, like, press, like, the text messenger and you type in happy birthday. There's one with Beyonce, and she's getting, like, thrown on the car. She's just, like, throwing her braids out, and it's like, happy sleigh day. Okay, that's like, is this is so sexy? It's so sexy. I love it. Yeah, yeah, Yeah. Well, thank you, guys. I really appreciate it. If you guys want to drop your experiences. How did that meditation, like, did you get any downloads while you were going to this, like, little ride I took you in. I love to hear it. Always makes me feel happy. Don't forget that if you want to do one on one coaching with me, I am always up to talking with you or having one of my coaches talk to you now because we're making an empire here. Okay, I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna put my cards together really fast. They don't want me to shut off the camera until, like, I have them back in their place is what they're saying. It's almost like they're all telling themselves, like, bye. Talk to you later. Oh, it's tarot Tuesday tomorrow too. What? Say, what is it today? No, it's not. It's 10:30, though. Hey, sometimes I rhyme just because I'm in the zone, you know? I'm so blessed that I was able to show share with you guys the entre High card. Say what? Say what. So pretty. I wish you guys could really, really see it. It's, like, clear. And then I have this whole other deck that's coming in that's clear, too. So, yeah, I'm gonna have, like, this mega cloud deck. And the back is a little bit different than the other ones, too, that I have. So these are, like, you know, they're like, gender neutral. This is more like, hey, of her, and this is more like, hey, they're pretty. Someone said to me, like, oh, your cards threw me off. And I was just like, yeah, that was the point. Make anything happen. Sending you all my love. Thank you for watching. Don't forget to give this video a Like, don't forget to share this with your homeboys. Your homegirls, I like to say mommies, right, for female, Poppies for the male, and mopies in between for everybody else who feels good and juicy wherever they're at, you know, and they haven't figured it out, or they did figure it out, or they don't feel like figuring it out. Okay? So. Sending you all my love.