LONG HAIR AND ASCENSION - My Ascension Shift | Antojai Quantum Healing | Axel Carrasquillo

What's happening? So, fam.

So I wanted to give you a.

Little bit of an update.

All right.

I'm gonna teach you about non attachment. Okay. I've been growing my hair out since 2015.

That was before my mom passed away.

My mom passed away in 2016. It was like 2016.

And one of the reasons was because in 2015, I went through like this really life changing, dark Night of the Soul event. And, you know, when I got out of it, I was just kind of like, I'm gonna grow my hair and I'm gonna just let it keep growing.

So I never forget the lessons that I learned during that year of 2014, 2015, when I went homeless and I lost a bunch of things and my life kind of had to like, self destruct to reemerge and rebirth itself like the Phoenix. So I started growing my hair and.

Then I got to this point where I was like, oh, I love my hair. And before the whole like, man bun phase that happened a couple years ago.

I was already growing my hair pretty long then.

So I often get asked or I.

Get told this one specific thing. Hey, if you cut your hair, aren't you gonna lose touch with your ascension? I've had people tell me, like, oh.

My God, long hair is a sign of ascension. You know, if you cut it, like, does not mean ascension stops.

I've had other people tell me, hey.

Like, I feel like if you cut your hair, you're going to lose all.

Of your abilities because your hair carries all that wisdom that you've been carrying for such a long time.

And one of the things that I.

Really wanted to, like, show you with this, this message here of non attachment is the fact that, like, I started growing this hair to remind myself of the lessons that I needed to keep in the forefront of my mind. Right?

And when my mom, my mom was.

A hairstylist, she was really, really well known for it.

She was awesome. Loved her.

Everyone loved her.

And one of my things was like, you know, when I found out that my mom was sick, I was like, well, I'm gonna grow my hair until I feel like I've become the person that she would have wanted me to.

Be or that she'd be proud of in general. And that was my whole thing.

Like, I'm going to let it grow until the day that I feel like.

I've attained, like, that ability of saying.

Like, she's proud of me and like, she. I've become that person that she wanted me to be.

Right?

And that was my whole reasoning for the last five years, there's been more multiple times where I've been like, oh, I'm ready to cut my hair. I'm ready to cut my hair.

I'm ready to cut my hair.

And something always stops me from actually doing it. Now, the reason why I always stop myself is because a little bit of fear, like, I have some fear of the fact that if I do cut my hair, what's that going to mean for, like, the community that I help.

And the community that I work with in general? Like, what does that mean?

And one of the things that, you know, I've had to come and be.

Brave with myself about is, like, if.

People are just following me for my.

Hair because my hair gives them the.

Ability to know whether or not a shaman is present or not, then they're not really focused on the major message of me being here. If my hair is the only thing that's my selling point, then I don't want to be associated with those people who are just looking at my hair.

And saying, oh, he's a guru because.

He has long hair. I'm a guru no matter what it is I'm doing, no matter what outfit.

I have, no matter how long of a hair that I have.

And I had to, like, sit with my meditations the last couple days and asking myself, you know, when am I going to say that my mom is proud of me? And this is the thing. My mom talks to me all the time from the afterlife.

Like, she talks to me through my ISIS tarot deck.

She.

She's always, like, sending me dreams.

She's talking to me through my friends. And when am I going to feel satisfied with myself to say that I can cut my hair because I am.

The person that she would have wanted me to be?

When is that day? Is it going to be when I'm 60? You know, when I'm 70? Is it going to be when I've become, like, ridiculously famous? You know, is it going to be when I. When I've attained some other materialistic aspect in this dimension? Or is it that I've become that person now and I am that person? The moment I chose to step into my shoes as a healer, because that's one of the last things my mom told me. She said, you're going to do something amazing that's going to change the world. And. And that was before I even started channeling Quantum Reiki. That was before I started channeling Onto High. She told me, be careful. You're going to change the world, and you're going to be a force to be reckoned with. So, like, as I'm, you know, sitting here and meditating, I'm just like, okay, when am I going to become? When am I, when am I going to say that I'm satisfied being that person?

Right?

I become successful. I have created a six figure business. I have, you know, been able to influence the globe from the comfort of my home. You know, it's a lot of people haven't been able to do. I've been able to change the medical game when it comes to energy medicine and subconscious reprogramming. When am I going to be satisfied? When am I going to say that my mom is satisfied with me? I'm already at that level. I have to be satisfied with myself.

And say that my mom's proud of me because she's told me it.

When I was on my ayahuasca trip.

She told me it, you know, just.

A couple days ago through my tarot.

She told me it.

Through so many other aspects of my reality. I'm the only one that's not listening.

I'm the only one that's holding onto.

This hair because I don't feel good enough, right? I don't feel like I've met her.

Standards, but she's told me she loves me.

So I need to trust myself and I need to trust the universe. And I need to put myself in this position where I'm not going to let my hair hold me back from educating people. I'm not going to let my hair hold me back from feeling like I'm complete, like I am whole, that I have attained, that I am worthy. I'm not going to let my hair convince people of my spirituality. I'm not going to let my hair make people cleanse to matter and say, hey, you know, if I don't have long hair, then am I still as spiritual as I've always been destined to be? Okay. One of the things that I've been really focusing on is like when I was 19 in general, I would cut my hair all the time just to prove myself in the terms of Buddhism that I am more than the experience of my hair. If my hair is my attachment to not feeling worthy because I'm always trying to meet that aspect of my mom. Like, you know, I want to be that ultimate version of myself. If that's what's always stopping me, then I have to put myself in this position of saying, I'm gonna do something different. I'm going to change me. Changing is choosing to cut my hair and not let my hair be part of the bigger illusion, the part of my illusion that says, hey, if I cut my hair, people are gonna stop following me. And I really am so huge on cutting against the grain and not being tied. Attachment is the root of all suffering, right? And because of it, I'm going to choose to make the next step. And the next step is me cutting my hair and proving not only to myself, but to all of you guys that your hair or your material objects or whatever that you want to use to cling on to your reality to justify your ascension, it doesn't matter, because it's what's deep inside.

Okay?

So here I've been carrying my mother with me for five years. Just because I'm going to cut my hair doesn't mean I'm going to lose connection with her. Just because I'm going to cut my hair doesn't mean that I haven't still attained all the success that I was looking for in the 3D realm. And by cutting my hair, I can say I'm making a shift in my own reality. I'm willing to let go of my attachment that I feel are limiting me. And by cutting my hair, I'm going to hit the next level by teaching myself that all is well. And so it is, right?

Nice.

And so it is. You know, I cut it and I feel great. Do I feel like I've changed as a person? No. Do I feel like I'm any less powerful as a shaman? Not at all. You know, I stopped recording for a little bit because Detroit can get really noisy. But, yeah, now I feel free. I'm just doing this not only for myself, but for you. So you can see that, like, if you're using any excuse, your hair, your lover, your job, your house, your habits, whatever, you can break any of them. You don't have to have attachments. And just because you choose to let go of certain things that you use to, like, crutch yourself doesn't mean that, you know, you. You have to. It doesn't mean that you can't let go of it. It doesn't mean that even if you do do something like I did, where I just cut my hair, you know, and I've been growing it for five years before my mom passed away. I'm not any less. Less connected to her, you know, I'm not any more distant from her. So this is just for you to remember. Don't let anything stop your ascension. Not your hair, not anything. You have to choose your ascension above anything else. Because why? Attachment is the root of all suffering. It's not until the moment that you say that you are empowered, that you feel comfortable with yourself, that you can do anything, that you actually start doing it. And for me, this is a really big lesson, because I feel free. I feel free. Have you ever cut your hair? You're gonna know what that's like. My hair was over 30 inches long. Okay?

It was all the way down to.

My butt is how long my hair was. So just a projection for you guys, because I know you can't always see it in the other videos that I have. It's been really, really, really long. And what did I do with all my hair? I have it right here. I have it in a bag. I have it in a bag. I'm gonna donate it to kids who need hair. I have really great, thick, luscious hair. And I told myself that when I was ready to cut it, I was gonna donate it in honor of my mom.

So as I was getting my hair.

Cut, I was literally talking to my mom, and I was like, I love you, mom. Like, you taught me so much. Like, I'm cutting my hair because I know you're proud of me. I'm ready to take on the next phase of my life. And while I'm cutting my hair in love, in honor of my mother, I'm also cutting it saying that I've learned the lessons that I needed to learn and that today I'm with a brand new haircut. I'm standing in my own power knowing that, like, I've grown so much since the day I started growing my hair. So. And since my hair has been so heavily meditated and my hair has been with me for such a long time, I hope that some kid or multiple kids can get that hair. And by them just wearing it, they have a consciousness shift. They're like, hey, you know, like, I get something and I don't know why, or every time I wear this wig, like, I feel great, you know, like, that's all I want. I want to make sure that I help other people with all that hair. And I wanted to keep my promise to my mom. And I didn't want many, many years to go by linearly in my mind to be able to say that I honor her and then I'm going to do what I said I was going to do. And then I am the person that she taught me to be and that I am powerful and that I walk in her path and I walk her message everywhere I go, which is just love Love people. Share that love with people. Empower people. Make them feel good about themselves. Make them know that like, they, they have bullshit that they had to get over. Don't cater to their bullshit. Like, you know, I'm, I'm at that point now where, hey, I'm gonna take this hair and I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna donate it and I'm.

So happy that I've been able to.

Do this and I want you to do this. Like, if you feel like you've been on the fence with your hair, cut it off. If you've been wanting to clean out your house, do it. If you want to throw away some crap that's been sitting there, do it. Nothing is going to stop you from your ascension. Don't let fear run you. And this whole episode is dedicated to my mom. So I know you're watching from the Ethers and from Adonai, and I just want to let you know that I love you and that I'm. I know where I'm at and I will always cherish you, no matter what. My dulce cookie mama. And that's pretty much it. So I'll see you in our next episodes.

Alright, you guys. So even before I decided to go get my hair cut, I was like, oh my God, Taro, is this the right choice? And they were like, hello, Harvest that, of course this is a great choice. Like, why wouldn't you go do it? You need to weave your own future and do it out of love. Okay? Because you're creating your own future.

They were like, you need to learn.

How to not be captive and be more abundant. You need to let go of the things that don't serve you anymore. You need to think outside of the box and be daring. You need to stand in your own power, not having fear of success or failure, making changes, emphatically warning you against self deception, which is me believing that without my hair, I'm nothing. Because again, change is necessary for every shaman. 5 and sometimes giving away things is hard because you're stuck to the material. Are you going to be stuck to the material? You need to detach from drama because in a way that is connected to drama, you need to choose peace and you need to give it away lovingly. This is a form of energy healing by you cutting your hair and choosing to do something different. So make sure you clear and shield your energy before you do it. You are a teacher, so use this opportunity to teach others. Listen to your higher wisdom. Nurture yourself during this time. Let it go because this is going to bring you health and healing. So, yes, yes, cut your hair. And that's exactly how I live. Ascension is a lifestyle. They told me to do it. I knew I had to do it. I did it. I feel free.