In this rapid‑fire monologue, Axél Antojai Carrasquillo outlines his shamanic framework for manifesting reality. He argues that the obstacle for most seekers is lingering belief rather than true knowing. The shift occurs when a person actively looks for concrete evidence—synchronicities, coincidences, or external confirmations—that the desired outcome is already manifesting. He illustrates this with the example of “light magic” appearing in books, conversations, and media, treating these as proof of reality‑bending. Carrasquillo then explains that every manifestation must first be anchored in a bodily feeling, likening it to the innate sense of gravity. He distinguishes belief/faith (which contain doubt) from knowing (which is confirmed by felt evidence). Finally, he advises a practical habit: deliberately seek out proof of others’ windfalls (lottery wins, sudden payouts) to reinforce the belief‑to‑knowing transition, promising that repeated practice will reshape one’s reality.
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Here's 25 years of shamanism in less than 90 seconds. Belief literally has to turn into knowing. So if you're stuck right now is because you're still trying to convince yourself of the belief, you don't know it yet. The way you transition from belief to knowing is looking for the evidence that proves to you that you're actually bending reality in real time. So let's say that you want to understand how to do light magic, for instance, and suddenly you start seeing books on light magic. You start watching shows and you're talking about light magic. Your friend randomly starts talking about light magic without you ever talking to them about it. That is all a confirmat that you're actively moving reality. And once you know that that's what's communicating with you, you have to work from that stage. You can't keep believing that something's going to work out for you. You got to know, like, man, I said this, it happened. So now what's next? Now you have to go ahead and you have to identify the feeling behind the knowing, right? We all know that gravity exists. Like, there's a specific feeling inside of you that if you jump, you're going to come back down if you're on Earth because gravity, gravity is going to naturally bring that down for you. And if you think about, oh, gravity won't affect me the next time I jump, there's a different kind of feeling in your body associated to that. The feeling of knowing that you're going to come back down. Because gravity is there, is very strong and it's anchored versus, hey, I'm going to jump and I'm going to continue to float all the way up into the universe. That doesn't really have weight in your body. All of your manifestations work this way. Every manifestation has an energy that anchors into your body first, that then manipulates reality outside of you so, so that you can have the physical thing later. If there's any part of you that's still trying to convince you of the fact that you're getting this manifestation, you still don't know it. You're still trying to force yourself to believe it through faith. And faith and belief are just like intro starter kids to actually manipulating reality. Every shaman that knows how to actually bend reality, they know how to bend reality. They don't negotiate. I hope it's going to work. No, they'll tell you, I'm about to read your tarot and I'm going to tell you what's going to happen in the next 10 years or with complete and total confidence. See, belief and faith still have doubt in them. You're still asking for proof before you can actually turn it into a knowing. But you don't have to wait for the proof to show up. You can actually just go out and seek the proof and then that's it. It's just as easy as saying, like, okay, people just randomly come into windfalls of money. There's proof of that. You can find it on the Internet. People randomly win the lottery. People randomly get like an allowance from somewhere, you know, a relative passes away or something. But people fall into money very easily in a bunch of different ways, literally every day. Like right now, as you're watching this, somebody just got a huge fucking payout. And it's just like, what? Like you're not hearing about it, but you can look it up. You start off believing that this is a possibility for people, and then you look up the information, you're like, no, I know that this happens to people. And that's it. That's the process. That's how everything literally works. If you do this on the regular, you're going to see your reality change, like, and follow for more on to hi.
