Manifesting Wealth - Quantum Architecting by Shaman Axél Carrasquillo

And I just want to say that I know my lives might seem a little bit impromptu, but I just felt like, why stop creativity? And whenever it's coming in, it's just coming in. And I'm just going to turn on the camera. We're just going to do a live. And if you're here just because you needed to see this now, or maybe you were in alignment with this answer, and if you're not, you can still catch the replay. So there's a win, win anyway, right? So let's just get this all situated, make sure this is clean so you can get a crystal clear photo. Perfect. So today I'm like showing you about architecting. And if you don't want. Quantum architecting is. It's when you are designing reality with your thoughts. Everything in the cosmos comes from mind. It comes from your thought first. It's not enough to just have something in your mind. It's about actually creating something from it. One of the ways that I have progressively grown my wealth with this quantum architect technique is by telling reality what my milestones are like, where am I going to go next? How am I going to know that I'm shifting? Right? And one of the ways that I really started changing my wealth was first stating what did I want to see in my bank account. There's a bunch of different ways you can do this one, but oops, hopefully bank account, one of the things that I really started doing to change my wealth in the material universe. And this technique isn't even one of the most powerful techniques that I'll be sharing with you. It's just the one that will help you get moving and getting into flow. Basically, if you feel stuck right now with abundance, maybe you, you make major moves and then you kind of slow down. This is one of the ways that you can get out of it. I remember the days where I only had like a couple hundred dollars a month that I could use for anything personal because the rest of that would go to living expenses, right? Because I only had a thousand dollars and whatever I had in savings was probably anything that was left over from this $500 at any given moment. So maybe on some months I would have, you know, an extra hundred dollars left over. So next month I would essentially have a total of $600 to spend while my expenses were still 500. So it was kind of like I had made 1100 dollars. But the month before I literally had to rather sacrifice so I could have this extra hundred dollars or I had to kind of hustle, maybe even Try to figure out another way to make that extra hundred dollars. This is not life. You do not come to this planet to have an experience like this where you're living paycheck to paycheck and you're wondering how you're gonna make it through. And you just feel like you're making it just barely, right? That's not what you're supposed to be doing. So being in the middle of all this, I said, how do I get out of this? How do I bring myself to the next level? I don't like seeing that, like, maybe I'll have a couple hundred dollars, if anything, in the bank at any given moment. I can't keep living like this. And I said to myself, well, I want my new zero. I'm going to think about my bank account, and my bank account is always going to have a new zero because my bank account right now is pretty much broke, you know, so we can say it's somewhere from zero to a hundred dollars at any given moment of surplus. I had to change this. And what I started doing was saying, okay, well, my new minimum is always going to be like, my new zero is always going to equal $1,000. That's how I started. And I said, this is the goal. Once I have a thousand dollars in my bank account as my new zero, all the time, I'm gonna feel better and things are gonna get easier. That's what I said to myself, why is this so important? Because if you don't have a goal, if you don't tell or architect what it is that you want, rather you do it through paper, you do it through your head, you do it through videos, Whatever it your method is. There's no right or wrong method. You have to put your thought into action. You need to know where the direction of your flow is going to go. I struggled for years in this realm up here because I never once told myself I needed a zero other than the zero that was being given to me from the cosmos. And the cosmos wasn't really even giving it to me. It was like the cosmos was just matching what I felt my reality was capable of. Isn't that crazy? So then when I finally said, okay, my new zero's got to be a thousand dollars, and I said that to myself, and I held that. And it wasn't just like I said it to myself. I wrote it down. I held it. I pulled out a blank check, and I wrote down that on that blank check, my. My new zero is 1000. And I wrote it all out in words. And I filled the whole entire thing out, and I held it in my wallet, I put in my wallet, and I carried it with me everywhere, just as a reminder if. If for some reason I was going to go in my wallet and I was feeling broke. Oh, remember, this check is to remind you that you always have a baseline zero, which is a thousand dollars. And I said, okay. So then I started to really hold that idea in my mind. I would meditate, and I would see my bank account. The zero is always a thousand dollars. It's never going to be. Be under a thousand dollars ever. Visualizing that, I started really drawing that into my attention. I focused on it, and then I started to save. Okay, so the first step. The first step is always going to be the hardest because it's like, okay, I'm here. How do I get out of here? And then it's like, okay, well, this is what I want. How do I get here if I'm still under these conditions? You just have to make effort. Literally, that's it. Once you make effort, the cosmos is like, oh, okay, so you seriously want this? A lot of times people get stuck right here. This is a condition. This is what I want. And they don't bring it together. They don't meld it together. They don't make it. They don't make it. An infinity. They don't connect the dots. They're usually always right here, always hoping to get here. So then whenever they make some sort of shift to go this way by just using Law of Attraction, they always get drawn back to the original place. The Law of Attraction is not going to give you the solution because you are the solution. So many people are like, oh, my God, I got to use alchemy. I got to do this. I got to do that. The alchemy is you. The consciousness that you carry is what's going to dictate which infinity you're going to exist in. How are you going to exist in an infinity if you don't know what first you want? And then you don't make any effort other than just expecting that the cosmos is going to shower you with blessings? You're still stuck staying in the position of being a victim because you're thinking you're creating a perception, an alternate reality that's going to keep you here. Okay, so you make the idea, and you're like, okay, $1,000. Well, this month, I'm gonna at least try to save $50, if not more. I'm gonna try to replicate this $100. And if I can. If I can't shop at all and I don't do anything at all for the rest of the month, I'm going to go ahead and I'm not going to spend this $500 whatsoever, the $500 that I usually have for my own things. Right. A little bit of sacrifice is the equivalent exchange of the cosmos, whether it's putting your consciousness in sacrifice or doing an action that requires sacrifice. So I started thinking this way. And the following month, after I, you know, I was in this position where I was like, okay, because I was living off of disability, Social Security, basically, I couldn't work, I couldn't do all these other things. And I'm like, man, I'm trying to get on my feet, but how do I get there? I thought in the way that I told you. In the next month I had $450 that had just been like, whoa, oh my God. Like, I don't even know how I did that, but crazy. I have $450. I'm closer to having $1,000 be my zero. And as soon as I did this, I'm not kidding you, as soon as I did this, I started getting clients. Clients that even though I was charging a hundred dollars, maybe fifty dollars at the time, because I don't even think I was charging a hundred dollars. I think I was just only charging 660 because I didn't have that level of worth for myself. The next I started getting clients, I had like three clients, and they were each paying me somewhere around like 60 to $80 a client. And now this 450 that I had saved became more Alexa 83. So now I had an extra 240. Okay, so then Now I had $690 left over. I'm getting closer to that. I'm getting closer to that. And I've really penny pinched here. I was like, no, this is gonna stay in flow. I want this really bad. I. I'm gonna make it happen. There's nobody, nothing that's gonna stop me from making my new 0, $1,000. So then by the time next month came around, I had an extra $500 again because this had repeated. It took me about two months to do this. And then once I had these two sums together, I left it at a thousand dollars. I had reached my goal, okay, And I had now three clients that were paying me $240 from the previous month. So I knew now that I had this because I did a little bit of sacrifice, and the next month was going to give me a $500. So now I had reached the $1,000. And then now I have a surplus of $240 coming into my life. And then these three people after the fourth, after the first month, they told two other people, yo, listen, you got to go check out Axl. He's really cool, and he only charges you. Like, he'll give it to you for, like, 70 bucks a session. That was an extra $114 if I did my math right. Math is not my strongest suit. But you just follow with me, right? And then I was like, okay, wow, crazy. Like, it's changing. Why? Because I chose to make a sacrifice. I chose to change the hardest part of, like, doing all of this, right? Because if you're bringing this kind of energy in, you know, you. You brought in 690. You brought. You brought in 500, and then now you have an extra 240 coming in. And you got hooked up because you took action with another 114. So this is a 4, 9, 10, 14. Another one right here. And then. Sorry, I can't clearly see this. We have 12, 13, 14, 15. Did I do that right? Oh, because this doesn't count. So then this one was four. 14, 15. Yes, 15. So I had an extra now $540, $44 that were coming in just from these clients alone. Like, I was pretty. Pretty decent fix, and I think I did that wrong. Wait, all the paper is, like, throwing me off here. So we had saved 690, right? The next month gave us 500. That alone was 1900, okay. That we had now saved in the bank. This was our goal. We had an extra hundred and ninety dollars that we could spend, spend. And then we had the clients that were coming in in the new month. That was 240 with 114. That was four. That was five. That was three. Okay, so I was getting now an extra $354 a month with my target goal being hit. And then I had an Action 190 if I really wanted to spend it, which at this moment, most people would tell you, you should spend. You should squeeze. You know, you shouldn't spend that extra $190 just because of this, right? And I would tell you, go, don't spend the whole thing if you don't have to, but treat yourself. Why? Because the moment that you hit this goal and then you go and you treat yourself, you're going to retain the goal. A lot of times people are like, oh, my God, you know, like, I'm going through all of this, and I want to make that. That $1,000 be my baseline. Oh, yeah. Oh my God. Actually, I end up having $1,190. I'm not going to spend any of it. And then you don't give yourself a reward. So now you've made your goal. But since you don't feel good about it, or you didn't give yourself an incentive to feel good about it, you're going to self sabotage yourself. It's just a natural process. It's just what happens. That's why I'm a huge advocate of treat yourself. Even if it seems like you don't have the money, treat yourself. There's a limit to everything, right? You're not going to go out. And if you don't have $500,000, $5,000, you're not gonna just go out on a $5,000 vacation, right? But you can start by like freaking maybe taking a weekend off and going to, up north, you know, spend a couple hundred dollars at a Airbnb because you hit your target goal. And at this point, I wasn't able to do that. Right? $190 isn't gonna be taking you too far without breaking the bank of my initial zero. And that was the other thing. Willpower. I'm coming back right now telling you about architecting. When you architect something, you have to have laser, like focus. Laser, like focus is essentially willpower. Okay? Some people don't really understand what willpower is. They're like, oh, yeah, I gotta like, really believe in it and I'm gonna have the willpower. No, that's, that's. No, like, when you're talking about willpower is focused focus. If I knew that I wanted this $1,000, I had this laser like focus, this was going to happen no matter what. That was my willpower. Laser, like focus. Don't over complicate it. You'll end up learning that willpower is other, other formulations, like other manifestations later. But at this moment, this is where I was at. And it just. This whole formula here doesn't matter if you're already making like $50,000 a year. It doesn't matter if you're just making 20,000 or 100,000. This shit works at every level, like 100% like, and I'm going to show you exactly how. Okay? So I started doing that. And my laser, my laser, like focus was like, all right, I only have 100, $190. 190, that's it. Until I make this 354, I'm not spending anything. This is my brand new zero. And then I would try to tell myself, listen, you don't even have that 1,000, bro. Like, you don't even have that. Like, you need to make sure you have $2,000 in the bank so that this thousand dollars is even more secure if you wanted it to be secure. That way, you know you're not going to self sabotage yourself. So you know What? Take this 190, go out there, treat yourself. I spend what, probably 50, 60 bucks on a personal date, all right? I still got the surplus that just goes back into the pool. My new goal is, is 2K. I got to make sure my bank account has 2K right there, okay? If I was able to do it once, shit, I'm going to do it again. Because you already proved to yourself that you could hit this milestone. And then this is where you start developing a character, you start developing a narrative. You start proving to yourself that you can manifest whatever it is that you want to manifest. See, a lot of people want to go ahead and they want to manifest a bunch of money, and they want to do this and they want to do that, and they want to do this and they want to do that, but they never sit down and they validate to themselves, did I make something move? Because the moment you recognize, hey, you know, shoot, I said a thousand dollars. It took me two months to get to a thousand dollars, and I want to get to 2K. And now I have this going on. This is not good. It ain't gonna even take me two months to really do this if I, if I play my cards right. And that is the power of shifting your consciousness. Now, I've done this so many times over, and this is where I'm going to share with you a personal thing that I've learned when it comes to traps. Okay? You can create traps about finding security with yourself and not realizing that you're creating this cycle that's self sabotaging. Okay? So maybe you started off here. You're like, yo, I'm broke. And you were like, I'mma make $1,000 my new zero. So then you end up hitting that thousand dollars, and you're like, you know what? Why settle for a thousand dollars? Let's just go ahead and make it 10k. Let's make it $10,000. Now we're going to have $10,000. So then you end up going through the little milestones of getting 2,000. You did 2,000. And maybe by the time you have 2,000, now, you know these three people that referred. These two people end up getting you another four people to come through. So now you have a total of what, seven, eight, nine clients that are coming, paying you, let's just say an average of $70. Alexa. 70 times 9. Now you have $630 that are coming in on the average. Now you're building yourself up. A lot of times people are just like, I want to get from. From here to being a millionaire. And then you. You don't know what the tension's like. You don't know what it's like to actually move through infinity to get to your goal. Now, this is me explaining to you how to create wealth while we're still considering time and space as a thing. This is a way that I stepped out of 3D into 4D, into understanding how I could make money. And while I was doing that, I would do. Okay, a thousand dollars. Okay. My next. My next thing was $10,000. Oh, okay, now I have $10,000. Oh, let's see. Let's see if we can go ahead and 20K. Oh, oh, oh, oh. I can. I. I went through the process because I was able to do this, and now the whole entire thing is easier. All right, let's. Why. Why keep paying. Playing small. Let's make it 50. 50K. Oh, oh, may it happen. Let's make it 100K. And you know what this whole cycle was about? I was about being afraid of being broke because I was broke and I was struggling, and I was like, oh, my God. The only way I'm gonna get out of this is if I change the narrative and I manifested myself for real. Manifested myself 100%. I'm not saying it's not gonna work, but you're gonna end up realizing that $10,000 didn't make you feel good enough. You go for $20,000. That still didn't make you feel safe. So then you went for $50,000, and you're still like, I don't know. I don't know. I might end up broke. So we got to make sure we do 100k, and then 100k is going to turn into a million. And maybe if you stay in this cycle, a million dollars is going to end up turning into a billion. That's not saying that. Like, you're not gonna. You're not gonna get your manifest of getting money. This is the way you start working your way out of it. If you don't know how to do alchemy at a larger scale, but you're gonna notice that People who manifest in this style, they're always not feeling complete in some area of their life because they're still running from. From an old level identity. So there. This is basically their ego. This little box right here is their ego. Their ego didn't want to be broke. It didn't want to have to suffer anymore. So somehow it coordinated with the shadow to create a barrier with your willpower to break that zero mark into the thousands. But that was still not good enough because you're still too close to zero. So you got to make sure you hit 10,000. Now that's still too close to zero. Oh, my God. And you keep going, you keep going, you keep going, not realizing that you're running away from the fear, the fear of being what broke. You're gonna manifest whatever it is that you want, but then you're gonna end up noticing that because you're generating things from fear, you're gonna naturally incorporate stress. Okay? The fear is still going to always follow you through the whole entire freaking cycle. You're going to sacrifice things that aren't worth sacrificing. And this is where, you know, I talk about it all the time with my friends who have. Who have missed a loved one. A loved one doesn't exist here anymore. I sacrificed quality time with my mom. I sacrificed quality time with my relationships with, you know, like, a significant other, my pets, my social life, because my whole entire thing was running away. I had to make more money. I had to make more money. I had to make more money because my ego was like, you cannot be broke. And this. Every milestone you hit is just still not enough. It's still not enough. And I didn't realize this. I didn't start realizing that this was a very negative pattern, that even though I was manifesting and creating what I wanted out of my reality, that it was negative until my mom died. When my mom died, there was nothing else in the planet, that no amount of money I had in the world, nothing could ever bring back the moments that I could have shared with her. I sacrificed the wrong thing. And at that time, you know, I. I had gone through several relationships to get to where I was at. Not saying that those relationships probably were the healthiest, but I probably could have been a better person if I wasn't so fucking stressed all the time because I was operating from fear. So I sacrificed a portion of me to get to the higher level, which got manifested. But was it worth it? And this is where, like, this lesson right here taught me a lot about how you architect Alchemy. Alchemy is literally just the phrase of understanding that your consciousness creates realities so your thoughts will literally self sabotage you if you're not architecting them correctly. This is a shit level of architecting. It was powerful, but it was not the right way to profoundly architect the life of your dreams. Because I was running away from something, I thought that getting to the next thing was the answer. And the thing that I was running for was money. It had something to do with matter, which had to do with the material universe. And in a way, this was all about, like, spiritual materialism. I could only validate to myself that I was being extremely powerful with physical results coming through every time, which it was fun. There's moments that I'm like, whoa, yeah. Oh my God, I can't believe that. Yeah. You know, but when things like this happen, you. You have to ask yourself, is what I'm doing the right thing for me, it's not. Rather it's good or evil. It's, is it right for me? And I know a lot of people are always, like, looking for a lot of money because it's gonna make life easier, but you're still gonna be the same fucking person at the end of the day. So what you're really trying to do is accept that you're not broken, that you're not broke, that the illusion of broke has always kind of played a role in your life. But that's not something that you need to heal. That's not something you need to fix. That's not something you need to run away from. That's just something you need to understand. You need to understand that you haven't been taking action. And if I had a redo, sure, you know what I mean? Like, I would do it differently, but I can't. And maybe this can help you avoid the same mistakes along this journey around, kind of like the 20k mark had a meltdown. Literally had a meltdown. I woke up one morning, and during this adventure of generating more money, I had attained success, I had attained fame, I had attained, you know, recognition. I attained all the things that most people are, like, looking for, you know, I mean, like, through social media or like, just to get remembered, whatever, all that crap. I woke up one morning, I'm like, you know what? I don't give a about this or that or. Or that or this or that or this or that or that or that or that. And I had a meltdown and I shut down. I 100% shut down. I was like, I'm not fucking Teaching anybody anymore. I'm not doing anything like that anymore. Like, I'm not happy. I'm not fulfilled. None of it matters. And that is a place where a lot of entrepreneurs and, and a lot of people who are not only just building their business, but they're always running after the material universe end up hitting after some point. Some people get there sooner than later. I know I have had clients who have just figured that experience out only when they're 90 and they're like looking at the back, the back on their lives and they're like, shit, I did it all wrong. I wish I could go back. And like, the one thing I wish I could have gotten back is time. I learned a lesson with my mom. The one thing I wish I could have more with her in the material universe was time. My husband went through the same exact experience with his dad. He realizes that he sacrificed himself for a company that didn't value him, which he could have taken that time and started spending it more with his dad. But then his dad passed away. And at that time, you think you're doing the right thing because this material universe convinces you that without the material objective, you are not worth anything. So you're going to go ahead and you're going to run after the things that you think are going to make you feel better. And then you're going to realize that they don't. And that the things that you should have really put quality time into, quality effort, quality energy is now slipping you by People notices with their sons and their daughters when they invest themselves completely into their work. And then one day they wake up and their kid's 20 and they're like, what? And then their kid doesn't respect them or doesn't want shit to do with them. Why? All I did was do everything for you. You didn't give the proper energy. And this is where I'm coming back into what I'm trying to get across to you. If you haven't figured it out yet, wealth. Equals energy. And since the cosmos doesn't care what energy you want to classify as your wealth, you're going to get exactly what you are putting into action. I didn't define that energy for me was quality time with my family. That wealth for me was quality time with my family. Quality experiences, not being stressed, but having more money. Do you know what wealth means to you? I've talked about knowing your worth. What is your worth? Your worth and your definition of wealth are two different things. And one of the last episodes that I started talking about Wealth I described, my wealth is undescribable, Right? My wealth is indescribable. So I have undescribable experiences that give me more wealth, and I'm super appreciative of it. My worth, that is my worth. My worth is undescribable, cannot be described. Therefore, my existence is undescribable, and I have experiences that are undescribable, which I am grateful for, and I revigorate that energy. But my worth and my wealth are two separate things that are kind of sort of connected, but not really. So what is wealth to you? Right? If you can't classify wealth with the material universe, what is wealth to you? What is it? And this is where the Star of Lakshmi method that I've been sharing, I shared on Patreon, comes into play, where you define what is your wealth. It took me years, a ton of sacrifices of things that I wish I could still have and would have valued more to realize that wealth to me just simply meant happiness. What a fool I was to sacrifice the things that made me happy for money because I was afraid of being broke. That's not wealth. And if I would have done it again, going back and telling myself, hey, this is what you. This is what you actually got to do, I'd be like, just live happily, spend as much time with your mom and do all the things that make you feel good. The money's going to come. The money will come, because you know what wealth means to you. Wealth is a frequency. It's an energy. When I'm happy, the energy of wealth will naturally come to me because that's what my soul wants. When I know that my worth is indescribable and my wealth is happiness, I'm going to have undescribable happiness. It's going to seem like a fairy tale, because that's where you applied your attention. And when you do this, you end up creating a cycle. You say, you know what my worth is? Happiness. Undescribable happiness. An undescribable happiness. That is my worth. That is my wealth. That is where I'm working from. And you're going to notice that just money starts showing up out of nowhere. When I did this, this is where I was like, oh, my God, money's an illusion. Everything that's ever happened to me is strictly because I've never figured this out. I started living from this, and people started giving me free money in the form of, like, furniture, free meals, free trip, free tarot cards, free courses, free money. Because I said, this is what my worth and my wealth is. I've recognized that. And all these things just naturally started happening, and they literally happen on a daily basis. And sometimes it's not because of the grace of another person. Like, sometimes I just go somewhere and like, something just happens. It's a cosmic event. It happens, and it just pays me out because I'm no longer judging what wealth actually means to me via the vehicle of the material universe. You have to change your thoughts. And when you start changing your thoughts and you simplify your thoughts, because what we do is we're saying this is just something that everyone does. Dude, everybody does this. You say you want to be wealthy, right? That's what you say. You want to be wealthy. And then all of a sudden you create all these different ideas on how you're going to become wealthy. And some of those ideas kind of work together, others don't. Some of them will get you there, some of them won't. Some are more straight shot. But you're gonna realize that this might come. You. You might be trying to chase the power of wealth, the energy of wealth, through a material manifestation first. So you're gonna try creating courses, and then you're gonna kind of be like, ah, that's not really my vibe. But maybe it's kind of sort of working. So let me. Let me try to do some TikTok. Okay. You know, that's not really working for me so much. Mm. Let me go ahead and try to do affiliate marketing. Ah, that didn't really go anywhere, though. Like, why? Okay, well, this is kind of making me some cash, and this kind of makes me some cash sometimes. I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna start creating soaps. All the soaps definitely get me a little bit more money than the course over here. And you can create a bunch of forms of income. This is still you being in flow, but if you can't figure it out. Courses take time to create. Tick tock. Definitely takes some damn time to create fucking affiliate marketing. At first, it's going to take you time to create. And if you don't sustain your stuff, you ain't gonna be making money off of that. Soaps Definitely takes time for you to create. You know, all that's still taking away time, which time is one of the currencies that you can never get back in this dimension. Sure. You can bend time. Yeah. You can rewind it. Yeah. You can quantum leap. Yeah. You can pause it, you can slow it down. That's all perception, though. At the end of the day, like, I can't rewind time so efficiently because it's still out of my control. Even though I know how to do a lot of time bending where I can raise my mother right now from the dead, completely perfect, and still just smoke a joint with her. It's impossible at this time in my current consciousness, right? Maybe one day I will become a necromancer and I'll pull it off. But for the time, this model is still going to require time, which time you cannot get more of, and the current time and the frame of mind that you're in, right? So then you just go, you're going to go through all these different experiences trying to like, oh, my God, like, I'm going to make money maybe through my friend's business. He's going to be opening up this thing and all I have to do is just, like, sit there. He doesn't care if I watch, like, Netflix and I create soaps and stuff like that while I'm doing that. That's still incorporating time because you guys still be blah, blah, blah, okay? Instead of just saying, you know what? My wealth is happiness. I'm just going to do whatever the hell I want in terms of happiness. It's an undescribable happiness that is the straight shot to wealth. Because when you do this, when you say, this is my wealth, you're going to notice that you get the ideas to create a course that makes you banging cash versus your original idea. And yeah, it'll take you a little bit of time to create it, but you're actually doing something that's coming from your soul. So it's going to transcend this dimension and it's gonna bring you a consistent flow of cash. You don't love going to your friend's space, but maybe you can help your friend manage his business in a different way. Or maybe you don't even go down this route because you realize that's not going to make you happy. Maybe you do like making soaps, but soaps don't actually make you the happiest. You like making shampoo instead. Shit, why are we making soaps? We can still make soaps if you want to, but I'm gonna focus on making shampoo because that makes me happy. And you start noticing that those things where you put this level of wealth concentration on are the things that end up making you what they say, you know, on social media. Buku bucks, like mad money. It's not because, like, you know, the idea sucks. It's not because you're not inventive enough. It's not because you don't have the charisma. It's not any of the other bullshit that you're trying to tell yourself from your ego. You know, I'm not good enough. I need to heal. I need to change. It's none of that. It's about consolidating your thoughts and saying, this is it. This is what I want now. It's not easy always, like, being able to recognize this is part of the journey. And yes, once you recognize this, you're gonna have the floodgates open and give you everything that you're looking for. Progressively. The hardest part of walking that decision is that you end up realizing, okay, my wealth. To get into my wealth, I have to be undescribably happy. Okay? I have to read this, reach this undescribable happiness. I have to get there. That's what it is. That's going to get me into my flow. And you're going to notice that. Oh, yeah, son, the floodgates start opening. They're like, oh, whoa, you want to make your shampoo line? Yeah, it's going to make you some hot monies. Everybody loves your shampoo. What? They love them more than your soap because why you technically are putting love into your freaking soap, right? So your shampoo. And then you're gonna naturally see that. Oh, yeah. Like, all of a sudden, I made this one course that was just banging, right? And that's bringing you that money. It made things more simple. You're still in flow. You're following this. And all these things are coming as a byproduct of you saying, this is my laser focus right here. That's what I want. So you're going after it. And then all of a sudden, because this is what happens. Literally, this is what happens. Some random chaotic wave will try to come in here, and then it's going to try to say to you, you gotta do. What we'll call right now is chores, okay? You gotta do chores, which are cosmic chores, we'll say. Cosmic chores. You gotta pay it. You gotta pay a bill out of nowhere that you didn't see that was coming through. Your ex is trying to get back into your life all of a sudden. Because, like, you know, she heard you. You starting to make that money. You know, she's gotta make sure she's like, stay in your radar somewhere because you didn't think you were gonna get anywhere, right? Then all of a sudden, you realize that your car just went to Shit. All of a sudden. And then you realize that you got a bad review on your course because someone didn't get the material. So that's gonna hit you in the head. Your shampoo, you know, you can't get a hold of an in for the next, like, two months, and you're like, oh, my God, this is on back order. Holy. What am I gonna do? This chaotic wave happens to everybody. It literally comes out of nowhere. And it's so annoying. It is literally so annoying. And you're. You have to become conscious that you now chose to walk this path, and something's gonna try to rip you right away from it. Part of that is your ego and your shadow and the programming of, like, oh, my God, we're changing. We can't change because it doesn't feel safe. You gotta go back. You gotta go back. You gotta go back, and you start having that. That inner dialogue with yourself, right? But you have to hold this undescribable happiness. My mom used to teach me this all the time, and I just was like, I don't get it. And then I finally got it. So. Okay, the ingredients that are supposed to show up for your. For shampoo are not going to be here for two months, and everything's on back. Back order. All right. How are you going to stay in the flow to make yourself still feel indescribably happy? This seems to be out of your control for the time being. Fine. Let's not put any stress into it. For the customers that are waiting on backorder, we'll give them, like, a 50% coupon. Or maybe we'll throw in a small sampler or something in there. An extra soap that nobody's been buying most recently. That'll make your. Your clients happy. To be like, oh, my God, it was worth the wait. It was worth the wait. Maybe even put more love. When you create the next best batch of the shampoo, maybe you still freaking give them the Soap and a 50% off coupon. And you're like, we value so much. Maybe you can go ahead and call them and let them know what's going on so people don't freak out. You stay in the flow of saying happiness. Okay, your ex is coming through. You know exactly why she's coming through. Or he's coming through. You know what that's for now the temptation here is like, and let him back in your life. And hey, is. It's not just, I'm not gonna hate. I'm never gonna date them again. But you know what? Let's get wet. No, because you. You know that is not going to bring you undescribably into happiness. You know that. She didn't make you. He didn't make you happy before. The fuck are you gonna be giving them your attention now? That's being the antithesis to what you want. That's another test, another trap. You need to shift your consciousness here so you can be in flow. You need to negate this over here because you know better. The car. You can take that as a sign, a synchronicity. You're making more money. You're seeing things pop off. Maybe you've been driving that raggedy ass car for like years now. And you know you had to get rid of it forever ago, but you didn't have the money because you were living from a fear of space. Bam. Sign that the car is going to right now. So you can go ahead and get yourself a new car. Treat yourself okay. Stay within what makes you feel comfortable. But damn. Move. Stay in flow. Don't let it stop you. Even if you don't have $5,000 for the car to pay it off in full, don't worry. Are you not in flow if you keep focusing on undescribable happiness? Trust me, the $5,000 that you need for this will show up much more sooner than you being like, how do I create a whole entire alternate reality that supports me getting the car? I have to wait for the next thing to show up so I can actually get the car. That's not how it works. And I'm guaranteeing you that. You want to know why? Because there's been times in my life where I didn't have a dime to do something. And I'm like, yo, I gotta do this though. I'll figure it out. And I go literally, all in. All in. I'm like, I don't even care. I'll put it on my credit cards. I'll do this, I'll do that. And I guarantee you every time I've done it. Boof. Because I've said I'm worth it. And I'm not gonna let this throw me off. I'm gonna. I'm worth it. I know what my worth. My worth is undescribable. Therefore there's no amount of cash on the planet that could stop me from doing what I got to do. Because my worth is indescribable. And that's what's gonna keep me happy. That's my happiness. I focus on that and the money just shows up. If I spent $25,000 on a mentorship program, and I'm like, I didn't have the money for it. Woof. In less than a month and a month and a half, I have the $25,000 paid off. Crazy. And it'll happen in the most amazing, magical ways. Because I'm saying, like, nope. Like, okay, I'm gonna go with the flow over here. Nope. Bye. Okay, this is not a bad thing. This could actually be a good thing. Let me just go with the flow. Somebody leaves you a bad review, and that's, of course, that's just gonna just, like, irk you. Especially if you know that you're delivering something of quality and it's helping a lot of people. And if somebody comes out of nowhere, they just don't get it. Instead of actually, like, seeking help or some, you know, some other consolation, they would rather just leave you with the negativity. And sometimes they just leave you a negative rating, and they don't even tell you what it is that their problem was. So how are you supposed to improve? And this can go ahead and, like, really put you in a tailspin. That if you're not being conscious of your willpower, of your laser, like, focus, man. Laser, like, focus. This right here is just gonna throw you on the tailspin. One of these elements is gonna throw you on a tailspin. So the bad review, all right, you sit down and you ask yourself, why did I get the bad review? Is it me? Is it them? And then after some analysis, you meditate. There's nothing wrong with meditating on why you feel this, like, do it. I mean, you don't wanna let it fester, but you want to. You don't want to give it power. You don't want to sit there, like, for the next two months trying to figure out why it is that that person left you a bad review. No, you have to go ahead and sit down today if it's bothering you today, maybe tomorrow as well. Get down to the answer. Is it you or is it them? Most of the time, you're going to end up realizing that it's them. It's them. They're going through some shit in their life, and they couldn't figure it out. They couldn't hear the message because it's. They're going through some shit like this all of a sudden. And that's where you can then start seeing patterns in the cosmos. And you're like, whoa, wait a minute. If it's about them, then it has nothing to do with my course. This is also part of a reflection of my own reality. I somehow did attract that to try to sabotage me from my laser like focus to get here and in that bill. Yeah, the bill may have come at a very inconvenient time with all this other stuff happening, but debt is not real. This is another one that's like ridiculous. You know, a lot of us had have or you know, or had bills like debt, student loans, whatever, right? Like there's some form of debt in your reality. Debt is a program that's been created in the culture of lack mentality to keep you away from your wealth. There's a bunch of ways you can defeat death debt. You don't have to get a credit card, you don't have to take out loans, you don't have to do any of that. You can also defeat debt by simply understanding that it's not real. And when you desensitize yourself from debt and when a bill shows up, instead of running away or like what I used to do when a bill just unexpectedly showed up, I wouldn't even open like the mail and I just throw it to the side and my anxiety would let the bill stack up and then I would eventually end up getting late fees and all this other stuff just because I ran away from it the same way I ran away from being afraid of being broke. So when I realized that being afraid of being broke was just a matter of whether or not I gave a shit about myself and what I was gonna do next, in my reality, I started realizing that the same thing happened with debt. Because if I'm in flow and I'm creating a shit ton of wealth, there is no excuse for this debt to be there. Unless I like that lingering around. So what I started doing was like this, this debt. Just let me at least throw something at least the same way I built up the money. Let me just throw a hundred dollars at this bitch right now. Let me just. $100 is an extra, you know, a little bit that I have and I would just throw it at it. And with time I could freaking pay grand on that same debt. No big deal. And before you knew it, that bill wasn't even there anymore. Because I had to change my perception. I had to have this laser like focus on my wealth. You easily can create this laser like focus against debt. I'm gonna crush debt. And this right here could be like crushing crush debt. That could be like your, your goal, but you have to again have laser like focus. The difference between figuring out what your worth is like the key phrase to your, your, your worth and the key phrase to your wealth. The difference about figuring out what undescribable happiness may mean or whatever your phrase is, and then saying I'm just gonna crush debt, is that debt. When you're saying that you're going to crush debt, Debt is a 3D concept. Debt is a 3D concept. So you're automatically saying matter. It matters. It matters. Therefore, you're going to need time and you're over here and being debt free is here. So your transcendence is also. Once you reach freedom from this debt, and what's between both of you is simply space. That's what's in between you. So of course that's naturally take you time. You can still crush debt because your intention is to crush debt, right? You want to crush it, but you're alternating an alternate reality because you're saying, I have debt and I want to be free. Instead of saying I'm going to be living from an undescribable happiness that is my wealth. And naturally, because I'm undescribably happy, I'm going to be free. I'm not going to have debt. I'm not going to deal with the same perceptions that a person who's living in a 3D consciousness is going to be dealing with. There's not going to be space or time because I'm no longer just thinking about, oh, debt and freedom. I'm not complicating my thoughts, I'm bringing them back in and I'm saying, I know what I want and what my existence, my worth, my wealth is. This is thinking 5d 60 while still thinking 3d and 4d. Why? Because the undescribableness. Who are you trying to describe this shit to? Somebody in the 3D? Most likely. Because your consciousness is in the 3D, right? And it's undescribable because shit like it's all coming from 4D experiences. Well, and your friends are seeing it. So these two are connected, right? And you're happy. You're happy. And it allows you to bring love into your reality and other people's reality. That's 5D. And because you're starting to live this reality, you just know things all of a sudden. Like things are just completely different. You're having experiences that your friends who are somewhere, they've been watching you do it and now they're trying, they're trying to re emulate whatever it is that you're doing so that they can get here. You're having Experiences that it seems like a fairy tale to you, that it feels like a fairy tale to them because you. You're so deep in flow that you're no longer in flow. You are the flow. And we think about separation when we're trying to talk about manifestation. I have to. I have to get in the flow, become the flow. The you talking about get in the flow. You gotta become the flow. You are the flow. You're already flowing, and you don't even know it. Because if you're creating these alternate realities and you're saying, like, I'm gonna create freedom of debt because I want to become free, These are flows. You're just not being an architect. You're not creating a channel that's gonna make the water flow in a specific way. That's it. This is literally it. Consolidating your consciousness, your thoughts, not expanding on the things that make you feel worried. So now this is where we're gonna go ahead and we're gonna meditate. This is where we're going to meditate. I want you to take a deep breath. I just want you to relax. I'm going to pull some angel cards while we do that. I love doing tarot when I'm talking about wealth. I love doing tarot when I'm analyzing wealth. And I'm going to create three different piles here. You pick a pile that resonates with you. Okay, so. Okay, so what do we have here? We have three. We're going to leave it at four. We're going to have a fifth one that comes from the bottom. And then the sixth one will be combination cards. Okay, I want you to pick a deck here. I'm going to read that deck while we meditate. Don't fast forward to the next place. Just meditate with me. Okay. Once you think about what wealth means to you, if you already did the light at the start of Lakshmi, focus on the wealth, the idea of wealth that you created for yourself. Take a deep breath and just be like, I'm not going to complicate this anymore. Tell yourself that I'm not complicating this anymore. I've been complicating it. I don't know how I've been complicating it, but I've been complicating it because I. I would be that thing that I wanted to be if I wasn't complicating it. Pick one of the decks, and right now, hold on to that thought. What is your wealth if you don't know what your wealth is? Just Try to tap into wealth. Think about the last time a blessing came to you, something that made you feel grateful or in awe that it happened for you. And if you've never had a positive moment happen to you, then just take a deep breath and imagine what it's like to have that life. This first deck we come out with. The angel of Sacrifices. Were we talking about that just not too long ago? The angel of Sacrifices just reminds us the lessons that we've talked about today. That's one of the things that you need to do. What are you willing to sacrifice? Think about it. What are you willing to sacrifice? If you really want something, are you willing to sacrifice everything for it? If not, are you sure you want it? And if you do sacrifice everything for it, is it going to be worth it? And if you hit this peak where you're like, I don't know, what do you feel? If you don't know, do you feel good? Do you feel bad? Do you feel empowered? Do you feel a rush of energy? Anything that makes you feel rush or movement, you have the right idea. Anything that's like limited or dark or deep, then you should rethink it. The angel of Punishment. How have you been punishing yourself? How have you been using sacrifice to punish yourself? Because sometimes we're like, oh yeah, you know, I sacrificed a lot already. You probably sacrifice valuable time with people who don't matter. And you're punishing yourself because you're not actually living out your dreams. Maybe you're doing something else that is punishing you. It might not be sacrificing, but you have a punishment, a self sabotaging behavior that punishes you. Maybe you smoke a lot of weed and you're not supposed to wake and bake because it doesn't work for you, but you do it anyway. And that's a punishment that stops you from being productive during the rest of the day. How are you punishing yourself? And are you willing to sacrifice smoking weed every morning to get your goal? If not, I mean, do you want it? The angel of undoing, that's something that needs to be shifted. Whatever is coming into your mind. The angel of pride. What do you take pride in? And is that pride healthy? And does that pride have to be sacrificed for you to reach the next level? Sometimes you have a lot of pride that you can't take criticism from. Somebody else had an experience with somebody like that. Not like literally this week we had a conversation. They couldn't take some sort of analysis that came through. They wanted to process it In a negative way, because of their pride, they weren't willing to grow and that was their undoing. Is your pride so intense that not only will you not let other people help you, but are you not allowing yourself to accept blessings? Because sometimes you're. You can be so prideful. And this is one of the traps I've been in where I'm like, oh, I can do everything myself because I'm a creator. I don't even fucking need anybody or anything. And then that's pride. And then that'll. That's a punishment because it causes stress. Are you willing to sacrifice that? It'll cause you sacrifices anyway and it'll bring an undoing. Deep breath. What is in your mind in terms of the angel of the Mist? Mist is associated to the mind because it's tied to air. What is clouding you right now? Take a deep breath. For everyone that picked out this deck right here, I want you to just keep telling yourself, I am free of the mist. You can write this mantra down if you want to. I am free of the mist. I am free from negative pride. I let my go, myself go from punishment. And I sacrifice the things necessary to bring me to my highest good. I allow the unraveling and the undoing of things that no longer resonate with my clarity. You can use Clarity of Sight from the Neurocodes. You can use Waters of Life, Breath of Life from Quantum Reiki. You can use the element of water movement to clear out your mind. Take a deep breath. Deck 2, We have the angel of empathy. And Deck 2, do you have empathy with yourself? Have you been caring about yourself? How can you care about yourself more? I want you to brainstorm right now. How much can you bring into your reality right now? How much empathy can you bring to yourself? How can you treat yourself? How can you love yourself? How can you show yourself that you care about yourself? It's interesting to me. A lot of times when people can find care for others but not care for themselves, this is self sabotaging behavior. When's the last time you were sitting in silence? When's the last time you took action in silence? Silent action made out of empathy. Now this is a really powerful one. When's the last time you did something for somebody else without recognition that you did it? Maybe you did it and you were like their guardian angel. You showed up at the right place at the right time. You didn't tell anybody about it. You didn't expect anything out of it. Do you have any moments like that in your life? If not, create it, create this and your abundance is going to open even more. One of my friends has this really great story that she was struggling to write her book and then she was just at her last and she was running late because she was going to go to a book signing deal. And on her way to do that, a homeless man was screaming he needed help to cross the street. Everybody ignored this homeless man and something told her to stop and help this homeless man. Even though it might get her there late or whatever. She did it. She had a blessing open up for her where she was able to then work with Deepak Chopra, a pretty big name in quantum healing. She had to take a moment of empathy. She took action and what seemed to be silence or wisdom, she did it because it was the thing to do at the time. She worked from her heart. She gave generously. The energy of the angel of Scorpio. Scorpio is all about taking action again because we had the energy of the angel of Leo, which is taking action. Here we have fire and water. How do you create more experiences that keep you in flow of taking action? If you pick this second deck, this has to do with you having a, a lot of abundance in the area of helping others. When you're helping others, not because you're expecting things out of others, you're simply doing it because it's part of your energy of wealth. You get something out of it right, you know you're doing the right thing. You get something out of it. At a cosmic level, personal, this could be a ritual that you do on the, on the regular. I had this one friend a long time ago that every Sunday, Saturday, he was unavailable to do anything. No one ever knew why until one day we saw him volunteering at a homeless shelter. Because we had to stop there and donate something. That's where he was spending his time, completely free of charge. That same story can apply to you when you create a song. The angel of song is the angel of happiness. You will find happiness in your generosity. And if you're still here from the first, and I hope you are from the first read, these lessons are like cosmic lessons. It didn't matter if you picked deck A, deck B or deck C. These are things that if you start living from it, you're going to see magic happen. Because this has to do with donation. This energy is very similar to the energy of donation. It's the second deck. You donate, you get more, you give, you get, you open up flow. If you clear your mind and you stop punishing yourself, by trying to constantly heal yourself and undo the trauma, you can actually undo the conditions that are holding you back because they're no longer there. So to undo is to find happiness. To undo the doing that we're doing. Dexi, take a deep breath. We have the angel of Cancer, which this has to do with emotions. You're a person who's very emotional or even struggling with wealth for a minute. When it comes down to emotions, take a second to recognize that emotions are like water and cancer is a crab. You gotta learn how to work with the water and let it be a foundation, but also nourish you from time to time. And not always the energy of the angel of Memory. You need to let go of the memories that you're using to justify where your lack of abundance is coming from, your lack of wealth. Oh, it's happening because my mom screwed me over. Or oh, I have all this fear because every time I make money, I lose money. Whatever. The memory of that emotion is what is self sabotaging you. So we come to the angel of the Waning Moon. This is deep into the subconscious. And now you need to allow yourself to let that float out of your reality. Your memories are not real. Your memories are just parallel dimensions. Your memories that come from experiences are valuable. It's not to say that your memories are not real, therefore your experiences were not real. But we know that memories in our mind don't actually exist because the past doesn't exist, time doesn't exist, space doesn't exist. So everything that's tied to the memory technically doesn't exist. The angel of Deception. That's pretty much summing up that whole read right there. Your memories deceive you with your emotions at a subconscious level. And finally we have the angel again. Of deception. Double deception. The greatest deception is the emotion and the memories that we carry that do not allow us to take action and work from empathy, that allow us to have happiness, that allow us to give graciously. That forces to focus on the limitations that we have. This deck and this deck really work together because this one is the mist of the mind, the pride of your emotions, the punishment that you're causing yourself because you won't sacrifice things or you're not sacrificing the correct things that are causing you the undoing that are causing you, the deception that are keeping you away from happiness, from being in flow. The final cards. The angel of the Sky. Seeing things from a higher perspective. This is to help you. The angel of Severity. So that you can actually stop these Things and bring them to justice. The angel of glory. This is the answer. The angel of life. This is pretty obvious. The angel of anger. A lot of us have a lot of anger when it comes down to wealth. Oh, if you have a lot of money, you're just an evil person. All people who have a lot of money are evil. Makes me so angry or oh my God, I just can't believe, you know, that my co worker got a raise and I didn't. I'm so angry. I don't like thinking about money because, oh my God, my mom used to make me so annoyed when she used to talk about money when I was growing up. Oh, it makes me so angry. The angel of the mountain. If you've been struggling, the first thing you want to tap into is anger. You want to sit with it, you want to accept it, you want to just recognize that it was part of the deception. And that's what's keeping you the. The acknowledgment. The fake story that anger is holding you back is what's keeping you from actually experiencing more abundance. The angel of empathy comes out again with the angel of glory and the angel of life. When you have this center row, you'll be able to balance yourself. And then we have the angel of victory. You will have what you seek. When you understand this, the main thing you want to focus on is freeing yourself from those anger points. So set the intention right now. And I want you to speak this out into reality and tell reality. I let go of all the anger. I accept that I've been angry, except that there's an underlying anger that's keeping me away from having a higher level of empathy. And I understand that it's not keeping me away from having a higher level of empathy. I am keeping myself away from having a higher level of empathy. I no longer choose to create deception and my own undoing through anger that is no longer the foundation of my boundaries. I free the energy of anger from my current life, my current consciousness, and I turn it into happiness because I choose happiness. Take a deep breath and hopefully this was helpful for you to understand the connections between wealth and your current levels of consciousness. I'm going to be sharing more tips and tricks as they come. But when you really start kind of like understanding these baseline things about wealth, you'll naturally start channeling wealth. You'll have dreams about it. You'll see the future of you doing certain things. You'll get tips on cryptocurrencies, etc. Etc. Etc. I'm sending you all the love. How we do this? Bam. Send you all the love. Thank you for being here. And I will catch you in our next episode.