Mercury Retrograde June 2021 Quantum Tarot Reading by Shaman Axél Carrasquillo

So I'm trying to set this up so that I can have it be seen by multiple feeds at once. So give me two seconds here. I'm trying out a whole new setup for Instagram and whatnot. Hope you're all doing amazing today and you're having, like, a juicy time today. We're going to be reading a bunch about Tarot, especially because we're stepping into the Mercury retrograde, so. So we definitely want to know what that's all about, those energies. There we go. Now you guys can see a little bit more clearly. I got a couple different decks, and we're going to be doing a different kind of read that I normally do. All right, and then I'm almost ready for Tick Tock and Instagram. If you're on Patreon, you already know what the deal is for you to get a special question, and then, yeah, we're just gonna do our thing. I think we're almost ready. We're gonna go ahead and we're gonna launch it. Just a few seconds. Just waiting for Tick Tock and Instagram to turn on. Ah, perfect. Now we're ready to rock and roar. Okay, if you're not part of Patreon, think about joining, because we're doing a bunch of courses there, teaching you how to tap into your sole purpose, teaching you how to do alchemy and all these other wonderful things. And, yeah, not sure if my live stream system is working, but we're gonna see. Seems to be having a little bit of an issue here today. So excited for your live. I'm doing great. How are you guys? All right, so you guys, are you guys hearing me clearly or is there like an echo of some sort? Just want to make sure that you guys can hear me. Great. Hopefully you guys can hear me. Great. Looks like my other system's crashing right now, so I'm just gonna go straight into it. I'm not gonna wait anymore for it. So today I'm gonna show you a little bit of a spread. First, I'm gonna set up the spread that I do normally, and then we're gonna go from there. Okay. So you can grab any deck, any, you know, like Tarot or Oracle deck, if you want to do it with me, and if you don't, then that's okay. You're still gonna get some valuable messages. I'm gonna just shuffle all my decks. That's what I do right off the bat. I like to shuffle them, get them in the go in the flow state. They feel like they're all ready I just start pulling. Okay. Today's spread that I'm going to be showing you is great for any and all retrogrades. Okay. All right. And it's going to move this because this is just not working today. All right, let's get started. So we're first going to do the traditional reading, and then from there we're going to do the Patreon readings. If you want to get a specific question answered, please become a patron on Patreon or in our circle, and I will answer your questions. Okay. So since Taurus is really being controlled by the Mercury energy, we're going to start reading this Taurus energy right here. It does not matter if you are not a Taurus or you are a Taurus. It's just Mercury is tied to Taurus. So we're just going to start reading from there. Okay. So what I like to do is if I. If you have one of these blankets, you can do that, or you can just draw one on a piece of paper, something very similar to this, and then you just start putting. Pretty much pulling out the energies. So what I like to do is I like to do about like three or four going across that way, and then I usually go directly across so that I have, like a comparison on each side. And then I will usually pull out the top card put in the center, and then the bottom card, putting it in the center as well. And I'll leave, like the top layer energy of the deck here. Okay, so this deck right here is the Angelarium deck. This deck is going to tell us about the cosmic energies that are ruling our reality in the current moment. So one of the things that you really just need to understand is like, this can be playing out in a bunch of different ways in your life. These are the energies that are affecting everyone in the cosmos right now. Because we're going through the Mercury retrograde. Once I start reading, you're gonna get the gist of it. So whenever I read this deck over here, anything over here, the counterpart to it is everything over here. You can set up the same thing. Even if you don't have, like a tapestry, you can still set up four over here, four over here, two in the center, and then the top deck at the top. This is amazing for every retrograde because it'll tell you what's conscious, what's subconscious, and how you can bridge the two in between. Okay. And then you can just stack other cards from whatever decks you have to further dive deeper into the knowledge that we're tapping into here. Okay. So thank you so much for being here. Follow us on Instagram and on TikTok. And if you want to join our inner circle or Patreon, there it is. Let's get started. So the first card that comes out since Taurus is the main energy that we're going to be working with is the angel of Rain. So the angel of Rain really just reminds us to let go of emotional baggage. The angel of Rain is also really tied to the energy of crying. Okay. So if you're somebody who does not cry on the regular, this is the best time to start doing that. Figure out a way to make yourself cry. If you got to stub your toe, go make it happen. If you got to go ahead and you got to call up your ex just to feel a little bit of that, why'd you make it feel that way? Sure, you can do that. I don't recommend it, but that's one of the things you should be doing. Why? Because right now, there's a lot of emotional energy, and the emotional energy that is ruling us at this current moment has to do with the past, and it has to do with, like, coming into a reconciliation with ourselves and with the situations that have played out in our reality. So right now is a great time to just kind of do an emotional purge. Some people cry when they dance. Some people cry when they journal. Some people cry when they do something, like, specific. It doesn't mean that you have to cry water out of your eyes. It means that you need to find the release that is equal to you crying in your reality. Okay? So that's like, the main thing. Like, if you find that release through dance being. Do it through dance. Somebody's telling you not to do that. Right? So then we go ahead and we look directly across. Okay. And then we have the angel of Dust, which the angel of Dust is about destroying something and recreating something at the same time. So as we let go of these emotions that have been stagnant in our reality, we are also choosing to destroy and recreate. It's not just enough for you to step into this reality and be like, oh, hey, you know, I'm just going to cry for just the sake of crying. You have to be crying so that you can grow and you can change. Oh, the wind. No. So you can go ahead and change and you can grow in whatever particular way that you need to. Sorry about that. I have the window behind me open to get a little bit of airflow in here. So as you do that, just remember that's the Main goal is to release. It's not to create, like, because sometimes people cry and people get into the state of. Of crying or like, emotional release, and they're doing it just to kind of like, reinvigorate themselves into trauma. So sometimes people cry so that they can relive the pain of somebody betraying them or something like that without actually doing the work to, like, let me purge this out of my system so I can recreate a new version of myself. It's not enough just to let go. You have to recreate yourself in this moment. There's a lot of destructive energy happening right now on so many different levels. If you're working with me on Patreon, I've been talking about set energy, Kali energy. If you're working with me on the Inner Circle, I've been talking about death mantras and death alchemy and how to rebirth yourself with, like, powerful magic. If you're going through your own personal journey, when it comes down to talking about, like, destructive energies, maybe you're doing specific mantras for rebirth or maybe you're doing something else that's making you step part of the plan. This destruction energy is also very scary because that. That scary energy can be that you feel like you're walking away from something that you've built for a long time. And that can be the hardest part for a lot of people. When we look to the second energy here, which is tied to Aries, which Aries is all about taking action. And this is why we're going to be reading it upwards. Because this energy with. With the Aries is about war. It's about doing it right now. It's about making sure you're in alignment and just going for whatever it is that you want to go for. We have the angel of Annihilation, and the angel of Annihilation is exactly what it sounds like. It's very similar to the angel of Dust. So here we see the conscious energies and the subconscious energies are starting to, like, bounce off of each other. The counterpart to the angel of Annihilation is the angel of Mysteries. So what are they trying to say to us as we dive deeper into this consciousness? As you purge emotions that no longer serve you, and sometimes it's not even about another person, it's about you, right? Sometimes you need to forgive yourself. Sometimes you need to have, like, a real moment with yourself, destroying old perceptions of yourself so that you can rebirth yourself in the process of destroying and annihilating the things that no longer serve you. Now annihilation is very powerful because he's tied to the third chakra, the third eye chakra, and the throat chakra, which the chakra is about becoming and following your intuition and knowing what's better for you, even though other people don't know what you're on. Right? So sometimes you. You feel like you got to stop talking to a person, and then, you know, you just stop talking to that person. That person takes it personal because they don't know what. What journey or what intuitive prompts you are receiving in this moment. By following that path, you will unlock mysteries, alchemaic mysteries. Mysteries that will allow you to become more powerful in your reality. Whether it's bending reality, healing people, or just manifesting in general, these two energies are telling that, that you cannot have your cake and eat it too. You have to change. You need to give something up so you can get the secrets of the realities that you're looking for. For some people right now, it's about changing their lifestyle. It's about really putting themselves, taking care of themselves, going to the gym, you know, eating a little bit better, reanalyzing what kind of people that they're going through, maybe, maybe even spending some time treating themselves to like a spa day or something like that. This is very. So the energy you need to put so first and understand that in order for you to grow, you need to sacrifice a little bit of something. Sacrifice is not always a bad thing. Sacrifice can seem scary, but when you kind of get on the other side of it, it's a huge payout. It's a huge, like, benefit overall, right? So here we have those double energies telling us what to do. Now the mysteries is tied to library, and then the dust is tied to Virgo. Okay? So there, there's a lot of thoughts coming up in the dust, like, what should you let go? What should you keep? Why are you letting this go? Why are you keeping this? That's okay. With Libra, the mysteries of the cosmos are waiting for you to balance yourself out with the thing that you want. So if you've been manifesting something for a while and you're like, oh, my God, I feel like it's almost here, but something's still missing is because you still have not annihilated and destroyed something in your reality to balance out cosmos so you can actually go into the flow of what you're experiencing. Now we go up to the top one. Okay. We see keter. Which keter is the emanation of the crown or the crown chakra. We see Keter again, here in the center, which is the, the main powerhouse of the whole entire reading. This top deck right here is the cosmos and what everybody's going through. So it's really interesting that it's pops up twice in two different areas of our reality tether being tied to the crown chakra is about life. What is giving you life? That should be the only thing that you're focusing on. It's not about, like, what's gonna, you know, make everybody happy at the end of the day, you know, what's the image that I'm trying to uphold, you know, whatever. It's none of that matters other than life. And the main thing that you should be focused on in your life is love, happiness, or ease. Okay, you want to make your life happy, full of love or easy, or all three. That should be the main energy that you're focusing on. And then we have the energy of Sagittarius side, and that's basically telling you, like, focus on one goal and make it happen, like go after it no matter what it is. This is also a fire energy here. So we, we see ourselves kind of like bounce from Aries over here to like Sagittarius on the card, which is double fire energy. Fire energy is tied to Mars. Mars is tied to making action. Okay, so then when we look at this one right here and this one right here, we have two water signs, we have Pisces, and then we have Scorpio. So right now we're being told to go with the flow. The main mantra for the rest of this month is going to be going with the flow. Going with the flow is not just letting reality dictate what, which direction you're going to go. Going with the flow is not letting other people dictate which way you're going to go. Going with the flow is understanding that you should be focusing on improving your life in the terms of happiness, love, or ease, and then going in the flow to those directions. Sometimes you need to create a new structure to make sure that you're going in the flow, make your life a little bit easier, consolidate certain programs, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. Maybe rely on other people as well to get certain tasks and jobs done that you are not in the mood to do yourself. Right? That's really powerful energy right now. It's about taking action right now. Now time and time and space are illusions. So you're never really actually running out of time. It's your mind that tells you that you're running out of time. It's your body that tells you that you're running out of time. Right now, you need to understand that your life is not on a clock. Your energy is on a subconscious clock that you've created through your earthly experience. What does that mean? You should not be focusing on. Like, I have to get all these projects done by the end of the day today because that's working in. Instead, know what needs to be done so you can be successful and just tackle that list progressively every day, as much as possible. Don't burn yourself out. Just keep the momentum of being in flow. You're creating your own flow. Okay, you're already in flow, but you have to create a new flow that's even better than the one that you're currently. Excuse me. That you're currently in. When we read upwards on these two spectrums right here, we see the angel of the stars and we see the angels, the angel of the waning moon. Okay? So the angel of the waning moon is telling you that you're going through a subconscious shift. You're even going through a subconscious battle. There's part of you that is afraid to change. There's a part of you that does not want to fully change. And maybe it does a few changes to make you happy, and then it tries to set you back and put you back in a previous state. This can be with clients. This can be with your job, this can be with your relationship. You. You might be noticing as well that there's people in your life that you've been communicating with. You've been trying to tell them the same thing over and over and over again. And it kind of just falls on deaf ears. Because whatever it is that you're trying to get that other person to do or that other situation to do is not in alignment with what you're actually creating. Right? So this can be one of those energies where your significant other doesn't take care of themselves. And you try to go ahead and you're like, okay, well, you know, I. I really want you to go to the gym. I really want you to do this. And they're like, yeah, yeah, yeah, I hear you. I hear you, hear you. And they don't really do anything, right? That's because that's not part of your path of them going to the gym. You gotta let that go. That energy of, like, you want them to go to the gym. You want them to be like this new person. You can only focus on yourself and your subconscious. So your subconscious needs to analyze what objects are for your highest Interest and what objects are not, what are responsibilities that you're tackling on upon yourself from other people versus the things that are solely your responsibility. This is one of the hardest things that the cosmos right now is asking you to do, to live in the vibration of the stars. Because when you live in the vibration of the stars, you're automatically in flow. Okay. The cosmos is got this Milky Way kind of feel, right? It spirals. Spirals have to do with like curvature of water. So again, this is coming back to like the stars being in flow. The cosmos is working with the water element. So right now is a great time for you to be drinking programmed water. You know, like with affirmations, taking like rituals in salt bath or, you know, spending time near lakes and rivers and stuff like that. Because that's all going to help you stay in flow. If you can go on a vacation where you're primarily surrounded by water, that's great because it's going to help you get rid of this energy down here that has to do with like emotional baggage that no longer serves you right. So now that we know like these counterparts that are flowing back and forth with each other, okay, and we're focusing on life, what are the main two cards in the center here that we need to be analyzing at the end of the day? We have the angel of the Divine, sorry, Angel of Divination and the angel of the Unseen. Okay. These two really are powerful together because divination is usually something that you consider like there's something still unseen. Right. What we're doing right now is divination. You to look into what we are not currently seeing with the things that we're currently like, not fully in perception of, but are going to play out anyway. Right? So the angel of the Unseen reminds us that sometimes we're making movements and we don't even know that we're making moves, right? Because we can't see them all. And that's one of the things that really hangs up a lot of people when they're trying to manifest. People are like, I'm not seeing the results quick enough. Sometimes you just have to keep moving. And then one day everything just comes out of nowhere and like, whoa, where did this all come from? Everything I've been working for has finally come to surface. Right? But you have to be able to know that even though you're not seeing every result that you're creating in this current moment, it's still moving, it's still creating, it's still bringing you closer to your goal and you need to know that that's just part of the process of divination. Divination is not just you saying like, okay, well, you know, I'm gonna sit down and I'm gonna read tarot, or, you know, I'm gonna go ahead and I put this creation into reality and it's go. I know it's going to happen. Right? And if you talk. When they use the law of attraction to manifest, they have to know what they're putting is actually going to happen. Because faith and belief is not enough. Faith and belief is not saying that you own this. Faith and belief is. Is not saying you're a creator. It's saying, like, I know I can potentially create, but you know, I don't really know, you know. So you have to really be in flow of knowing that everything you're doing, everything you're creating is getting you even closer to your goal, even if you can't fully see everything yet at full speed. So now we're going to go ahead and pull up my fake cards. Okay. Which I really love my fake cards. They're amazing. They want me to shuffle them slightly, just a little bit. So I'm just going to layer them. So if you're following along with your own reading, if you set up this spread with me, you can follow along and read your own specific cards in your reality based off of the massive energy that's ruling the cosmos. Right now I'm really reading the energy that's ruling the cosmos, but you can get a little bit more in detail with your own personal cards if you're following along with this spread. This spread is great again for any Mercury retrogrades, Mars retrogrades, whatever retrograde is happening. Okay, so the first card that comes out is the Empress with the power of the Rain. So the Empress is all about, like, love. It's all about Venus energy. That's what she's really like, controlled over. And then the Empress is all about the number three, which is creating. Isn't that what the first spread told us? We need to be focusing on happiness, life, or love and letting go of any emotions that are holding us back from experiencing that higher resonance within ourselves. That is the energy of the Mercury retrograde right now. Now, sometimes the Mercury retrograde hits people in a really dense and kind of like stagnant way where they just don't want to do anything. They don't want to, whatever. When the Mercury retro hits you in like this lower vibe where you just want to sleep all the time is because you haven't deal with a shadow. Whoops. I apologize. The messenger kind of dropped for a second. The last thing I was saying here was if you're. If you're in the Empress energy because you're really owning your vibration right now, just remember not to get into any stagnant emotions that accept things, forgive yourself, cry, do whatever is necessary. Necessary. So then we pull out the counterpiece, which we're gonna go this way. The Queen of Extra shows up with the king, the angel of Annihilation. So when the Queen of Extra shows up, it says that there's too much in your reality right now that you're signing up for. So maybe you had a million different projects and you're like, oh, they're all gonna get me to my end goal of having the perfect business or being a millionaire or, like, having the perfect relationship or whatever, right? You're signing up for too many things. Focus on the one thing that matters the most to you. And this is one of my techniques that I like to do. Whenever I have a lot of projects, I will grab a piece of paper, I'll write down all the things that I want to get done in the next 12 months, and then I pick out the first thing, the thing that's going to bring me the most ease for the rest of the projects that are to follow. And then from there, I draw another list where I write all the things I need to get done for that one thing. That's going to open up the door for everything else. And then I start tackling it once I prioritize it. Okay, so that's something I'm going to teach you a little bit more on Patreon and in the inner circle. But you need to make sure that you declutter your life. Decluttering your life is making things easier. Getting rid of people that don't. Don't vibe with you, and even being honest. Because remember, the angel of Annihilation is the throat chakra as well as. As the, you know, third eye chakra. So sometimes you need to communicate something with people and know what is working for you, right? So, like right now, I know a lot of people who are, like, on the brink of. Of getting out of a relationship, Right? So you need to make sure that you communicate everything that's on your mind first. If you are working with clients that don't serve you anymore, and you've chosen to kind of communicate with your clients that this is no longer the perfect fit, or you don't feel comfortable working with that particular individual, that's Part of the process right now, you need to really make sure that you honor your voice, you honor your authenticity, you honor your wisdom. If you don't, you don't have space to complain later when things aren't playing out for you. The next card that comes out is judgment. Judgment comes out with the crown card. Okay? So right now, that's the ultimate judgment. Like, there's nothing else that you need to be focusing on. Whenever the judgment card comes up, it's telling you, stay focused positive on this particular subject matter that we're talking about and make moves. Do not get caught up in any stagnation because it's not going to help you out. With the angel of the Stars, we had the Page of Assassins, which the Page of Assassins reminds us taking action, being stealthy and not kind of like giving away your position until your things are accomplished is the way to go. The cosmos wants you to know that you want to vocalize what you have to say into the cosmos. But you do not want to self sabotage yourself by telling people what your day by day movements are. Why? Because you might have haters that they don't even know that they're haters just yet. And then you tell them, listen, I'm about to make these moves in my business, I'm about to make this move in my life. And their negative energy sets in and tries to like, self sabotage you from moving forward in the specific direction that you want to go. So this is one of those things that you really need to pay attention to right now. Move in silence, focus on yourself, simplify your life. You are royal, you are amazing, and there's nothing left but to, you know, accept that. So now we're gonna pull out the subconscious energy so we can read out the subconscious aspects. Here we have the King of Extra with the angel of Dust. So the King of Extra is somebody who he. In order for him to open up the doorways to simplifying his life, sometimes he has to get confrontational. He has to tell you, listen, this is not working out. Listen, this is like, you know, even having a conversation with him being real, that like, you need to change, right? So this right here is telling you again with the angel of Dust for the second time, focus on what is truly you and let go of everything else. Okay? Sometimes analyzing who you truly are is one of the hardest things. And when you realize who you truly are, you need to accept that person unconditionally, because that's unconditional love. The moment you do that is the moment that you're telling the cosmos, I want more of this, right? As well as you do this. When the King of Extra gets rid of something and even is confrontational at times to get rid of something, he takes the time to show gratitude for the things that he's left over in his reality. There's a lot of destruction energy happening right now to be in the flow, right? Because being in the flow is also letting go. And sometimes people are like, I want to be in the flow, but I don't want to let go of anything. That's not being in the flow. That's being stagnant. That's creating illness, death, hatred, envy even, because you're not in flow. Sometimes when you're in flow, you just have to accept the fact that you know you're gonna have things switch out all the time. People, situations, houses, money, like opportunities. That's all just part of the process. But when you're letting things go, it's not just about saying, I'm gonna let go, I'm gonna let go, I'm gonna let go. You need to stop and be like, okay, I let these things go. I let 20 things go. I have 10 things that are left over that I recognize that are helping me get closer to my objective. I'm going to take some time to express gratitude to these things. Now, if it's a person, send them the energy of gratitude. You don't have to verbalize it to them always. You can just instantly feel that gratitude because everything is energy. And then the cosmos is going to recognize, oh, you feel grateful for this one friend that you have because they're always rooting for you. You guys are always helping each other grow. I'm going to send you more people like that, right? Because you're taking the time to clean your house. If you want to think about it that way, right now, you're cleaning your astral house. You're cleaning your astral reality so that you can have a more like Zen space. Right? That's what we're really focusing on right now. Now, the next card that comes out with the angel of Mysteries is the Star, which is really interesting because the stars and the star, we're starting to have a repetition here. The cosmos is reminding you that this is all happening so that you can unlock more mysteries in your life. Mystery, the way I like to think about it is like divine secrets or alchemy, if you really want to think about it that way. Divine secrets only come through when you're in alignment with the cosmos. And a lot of times we're all like, I want to become super psychic and I want to know how to do this, I want to know how to do that. But they're not in flow with the cosmos. Maybe they watch these kinds of readings on the regular, but they don't actually take action all the time when they hear something because it doesn't feel comfortable for them. That's not you unlocking the maximum amount of mysteries. So take it from somebody who's been doing shamanism and alchemy their entire life. Every day you are a new person, regardless of whether or not you want to be a new person. Why? Because your cells are constantly replacing themselves. You're not the same person today that you were a week ago, only based off of the anatomy that you have cellularly. That means that even though you didn't want to change, you had to change anyway because your cells replace themselves. So why don't you work with that change and you start saying the next step, like, you know, shift that my body is going to go through is going to be the shift that's empowering me to be the millionaire, to be the person that's like a better lover, to be the person who has a fantastic body for the summer. You have to understand change is inevitable, especially because the cosmos is constantly changing without you necessarily wanting it to happen. Right? Sometimes you don't want something to happen in your life and it still happens anyway, no matter what you did to try to keep it in that place. Some people who are wise are going to see that shift that seems inconvenient as, you know, just part of the process. You have to just go with it, right? Other people who are stuck in the 3D victimization state will see a change, find resistance, and like basically self sabotage themselves. So it's very important that you pay attention to this. The next card that comes out is the World with the Sagittarius Energy. The World card has been coming out for a lot of people. And what is basically telling you is to understand that no matter what's happening again, the shifts are going to be happening regardless, like period. There's nothing else you can do about it. If you were on my in the Inner Circle, you'll notice that yesterday on the the tarot spread that I was sharing with you guys, the Judgment and the World came out on the demo that I was showing you guys. So you can see that there's repetitions happening already in the cosmos as we pull out new cards day by day. The world is always just reminding you that if you want the ultimate reality with the Sagittarius card. You make that happen. You focus, laser like, focus on what it is that you want and you go after it. No matter what it is. You're always going to feel resistance when you're making a change. It's not that you are deficient or anything else in your reality is deficient. It's just not in alignment with you anymore. Sometimes people find this excuse like a fault in another person or situation so that they can finally move, right? Like, oh, I'm going to stay in this relationship a little bit longer even though I know it's not working. I can only move when I know for sure 100% that this relationship is over when the guy dumps me, right? That's not what you want to be waiting for. You know, the relationship is failing already. Start making moves so that you can transition into something better. And who knows, maybe, you know, a week or two from now, the whole entire situation gets better. If not, you're at least prepared so that in a week or two from now, if goes down the drain. You already had your ducks in a row and you're not caught off guard because you didn't take action. This is the main energy that you need to be focusing on. The final card that comes up on this subconscious thread is the Queen of Berserker, which is like coming up with that. That. That waning moon energy of the angel, which is telling you you cannot right now, the best way I can describe it to you, you cannot give a about anything else but what's going to make you happy. Okay? And that's scary because sometimes we're told that if you're not putting other people into consideration into all of your creations and you're being egotistical, you're not being humble, you are selfish, you are this. But this is the energy right now that we're being asked to. It's not about always working in life and light and sacrificing yourself is sometimes understanding that light illuminates the darkness so that you can then focus on specific things. Light is not always going to be comfortable. And if light were always comfortable, we wouldn't be in the situations that we're in right now because everyone would automatically choose light. And what's really funny is that sometimes people are like, oh, yeah, I'm going to choose light and I'm going to fight the darkness. And I don't want to work with shadows and this and that and whatever. But they don't realize that when they work with the light it's going to naturally highlight things to you that you were not paying attention to, and it's going to force you to deal with those things. So, in a way, is the light truly the light, or is the light just being able to illuminate what you were being ignorant to? Right, because for some people, they go for the light and they go through a dark night of the soul, and then they see that as a negative experience. But truly, you're experiencing the light. Right. There's a polarity in our reality that's constantly happening, and we need to know how to use that to our advantage. Since the destruction energy is so prevalent right now and being in flow is so prevalent, especially for our subconscious energy, the Queen of Berserker is telling you, just do it. Just do it. And this is the same energy that will come out with the goddess Chinnamasta. If you like Hindu alchemy and the Hindu goddesses and gods, Chinnamasa is all about cutting things right from the source. Like, get rid of it. Like, it doesn't matter how you feel about the situation if you know it doesn't serve you anymore. Move. Okay, so then we have the card of Temperance with the Card of Divination with the angel of Divination. Temperance. Oops. Temperance is always reminding us to basically step into this higher vibration of having patience. Sometimes we are like, oh, man. You know, like, I've been manifesting things. I'm watching other people have major shifts in their reality. And, you know, why are the. Why aren't those shifts happening for me? Maybe because you haven't started embodying the energies that you're supposed to be embodying at this current moment. So you need to have temperance with the divination that's coming through. That's part of the message right now. And then the High Priestess comes through with the energy of the angel, the unseen. The High Priestess also came through with the Temperance card yesterday when I did a reading. And basically the two are telling you that you're balancing new realms of reality, and you need to understand what that new balance is. And we come back to that energy that was here in the Libra section with the star and the angel of Mysteries. This is part of the alchemy. A lot of times people are like, I just want to learn a spell that opens up all the doors for me. But you cannot manipulate an alchemy spell if you are not in resonance with it. If you don't know what it's worth, if you're not willing to become the spell itself, that is what alchemy is. Alchemy is all about embodiment. And I talk about this all the time through the Anti Ascension Academy, through one on one coaching, through all this stuff that I'm usually teaching people. It's about embodying the frequency and making it your lifestyle. The moment you do that, that's where the true synchronicities and the true magic and people are living that lifestyle. It's like, oh my God, I feel like, I don't know, I'm living in a dream. Is this really reality? Like, because you are then embodying the frequency that you need to be embodying. Okay? So the High Priestess is telling you to focus on those energies, embody yourself and work with it in tandem with the Queen of Saber and the crown, the emanation of the crown coming at the very last frequencies here, just reminding you, hey, no one's going to do this work for you. Like, you can't sit around thinking, oh my God, the cosmos knows what I want. I want a million dollars to just fall in my fucking lap. Like, whatever. The cosmos is not going to do jack shit for you. If you're not going out trying to make the million dollars, if you're not trying to actually buy the lotto ticket, if you're not trying to actually hang out with millionaires, like, it's not going to do it for you because you're not putting in the resonance of saying, I am this thing, I'm going after it. Right? So you need to be sitting down and recognizing this is a moment for action. If you want, if you want it bad enough, you're going to make the shifts that you need to make to make it your reality. Otherwise you're going to be sitting on the sidelines wondering what happened to you because it didn't pan out the way you wanted it to pan out. Okay? So that's one of the really major things you need to be paying attention to. So we're going to be pulling out a next step. This is all subconscious Divine Feminine energy deck. Why? Because the Divine Feminine energy is tied to the flow energy, the water energy. Okay? So they're very much so in connection. And the Divine Feminine is also connected to the cosmic energies of universal consciousness. I'm going to take a second here to just take a quick swig of water. Yeah, yeah. Stay hydrated. Remember what I'm talking about, Water. Okay. And just so you see that I'm not like preaching, I'm not preaching, you know, crap here, my bottle Water was says like love, riches, sexy following, fame, wealth, community. Okay? And I'm putting that in my water cup and I'm drinking it. All right? That. That's what you need to be doing right now because water is everything. If you're looking for one on one coaching, set up a free clarity consultation with me or one of my coaches and we'll see if you're a good fit. If you're ready to step into a higher reality, I will teach you exactly everything you need to know to make your life absolutely wonderful. Especially now, because we have just launched our quantum business program. So if you're somebody who is wanting to step into a higher vibration in terms of, like, growing your business to six, seven figures the same way that I have, I will give you the blueprint and even help you design the business through our one on one coaching program. I'll be posting the links in the description below. Let's keep reading here. All right, so we already know what's happening with all these divine energies. Fire. Okay. Create. Create as you purge, Windy, think. Have a mental registry of the things that you're doing. This is a really powerful one right here because as you delete things from your life with the angel of annihilation, and as you like, kind of let go of the things that are extra in your reality that you're signing too much for, you need to keep a mental registry of what that is. Why do you do that? Because you might repeat the patterns later on in the future. So one of the things that I do is like, I keep like a, you know, like a spreadsheet on my computer, and sometimes I even write it down. And I'm like, okay, well, what are the lessons that I learned this. This past couple months? Right? Like, okay, well, I shouldn't be hanging out with these kinds of people. How did I manifest those people? I was in this mindset and I just keep a mental registry. A little, you know, side note, so that if I start seeing the patterns repeat themselves, then I go back to that note. I'm like, oh, my God. These types of people are showing up again. How did I get out of that frequency? And then I'm like, okay, I understand that getting out of that frequency is doing X, Y and Z. And it kind of just makes your life a little bit easier moving forward. The angel of bubbles comes right back. Sorry, the bubbles card comes right back. Talking about clearing emotions. We already heard that at the beginning here. The fiery card tells you about card creating things while you do the. The emotional purging. The sleep card at the very top with the stars is telling you that it's not just about constantly being, working, working, working, working, working, working, working, right? Because working, working, working towards your goals is also just being very divine masculine, and is not always. There's not always space in the divine masculine for rest, okay? Because the program has to continue moving. So to have a really balanced spectrum in your reality, you need to know when it's time for you to just take a break. Okay? Taking a break doesn't mean that you pause everything and it doesn't mean that you stop working on things. Maybe you do a little bit less today than you did yesterday or you're going to do tomorrow. Know that taking a break is just going for a walk. Taking a break is also just taking a moment to eat really good food. Redefine what rest and sleep mean to you. Rest and sleep doesn't always mean being idle or spending four hours extra in bed in the morning. It means creating something that works for you, that keeps you moving in flow. Now, when we go ahead and we read the subconscious energies, we have the freeze card that comes up with the King of Extra and the angel of Dust. There are things that are stagnant and frozen right now that absolutely need to be moved. We've already talked about that with the angel of Mysteries. We have the mirror card and we have the star. The cosmos is telling you to really pay attention to the cosmic mysteries that are coming out of your soul. So the more you define your soul, the more it's going to become obvious what you need to be doing and how much in alignment you are. On Patreon, last week, we talked about an exercise that we've been teaching for the last couple months about finding your sole purpose, which is called the Star of Lakshmi exercise that I developed. Students have noticed that when they start focusing on just one of the subject matters from those lessons, they start seeing, like, this chain reaction of like, oh, this is the other thing I need to be paying attention to. These things are manifesting automatically, and that's just part of the process when you're discovering your soul, right? Because the ancient mysteries come from your soul. Sometimes people are like, oh, I'm going to try to find the mysteries of the cosmos by, like, exploring other dimensions. But you are the collection of all the dimensions. That's why you're incarnated here in this moment, because you come from dimensions that are extremely more easy than the third dimension. The third dimension is tested for you to fall into your power. And a lot of times, people want to run away from this dimension into other dimensions because it is easier. It seems better. It feels better. You know what I mean? And you just. It just. Why can't we just live there or live like that here in the now moment? That's not why you're here. You're here to understand that you have all the capabilities from being in other dimensions here in the third dimension, and you can materialize them in ways that you can never materialize them in other dimensions because matter doesn't exist anywhere else but this reality. We have the second soul card that shows up here with the Angel Sagittarius and the world card. Two soul cards, okay? They're both the same exact cards if you can see them. It's another reaffirmation that you're going through a soul experience. You're being told right now, which version of Earth do you want to live on? What are your foundations? How are you going to create the rest of your reality based off of those foundations? If your foundations are rocky, you're. You're going to create a rocky reality and do that Star of Lakshmi exercise that I've been sharing on Patreon. I help you figure out what your foundations are and target those energies so that the rest of your reality is. Is being well designed to your specifications. Okay? The next card that comes out is the Create card with the Berserker and the waning moon. The Create card is tied to the 11th chakra, which is tied to spirit. We are walking right now through a soul shift so we can live more in alignment with our spirit. When you're living in the alignment of your spirit manifestation is almost instantaneous. Like, you don't even think about it. It happens in ways that's, like, absolutely amazing. That's one of, like, the things that I personally focus on a lot in onto high is my spirit, because my spirit is everything. Everything else will come after my spirit is in alignment with itself. Sometimes we need to move certain things out of the soul or recognize certain things that our soul wants so that the spirit can come through a little bit more cleanly. Okay? So we really need to be paying attention to those energies that come through the lock, which comes down to the universe. Okay? And it's on the divination aspect again. It's telling you that there's something locked in front of you until you realize, you know, you have to be living in this energy. When you're living in this energy, that lock will unlock itself and you will have exactly what you're Looking for. And then we have the energy of the libra, which is now the second time the libra comes up. And we know that when we were reading earlier, the libra was tied to discovering your soul, being in alignment with the stars and unlocking mysteries. Okay. So basically, you need to rebalance yourself and your reality so you can be more powerful. If you're not willing to do that, you're going to be caught in the same position as you were previously. So you need to, what, erase things that no longer serve you and express your voice, express your authenticity. I have me and several clients, several students have been really taking the time to be really authentic with people that we've worked with in the past, people that we've been, you know, like, aligned with and just expressing our voice, even though those people cannot understand you now. This is the other thing. With Mercury, retrograde communication is going to be really, like, iffy. Technology is going to be really iffy. So one of the things that you really, really got to pay attention to is, like, if someone's not hearing what you're trying to express, and you've tried expressing that multiple different ways, right? Sometimes you come off and you tell the person something. Like, for instance, one of my friends, right? She's in a really shitty relationship. This past weekend, I told her what I being married to a narcissist, me personally, I see the same patterns in the person that you're d. You need to make sure that you do X, Y, and Z to empower yourself. She kind of heard me the first time, but didn't really fully hear me, like, with my message. And then now it's kind of like, resurfacing. And like, as many times as I've told her the same message in different ways, she's not ready to make a shift just yet. For some reason, you cannot take that upon yourself and get frustrated that someone can hear you or maybe that you're communicating incorrectly. You just have to move forward, recognizing that you spoke your truth. If it wants to be accepted and worked with, great. If it doesn't, then that's okay, too. Like, you got to focus on you, right? That's the main thing. We're on the last deck here. Okay. And do a quick shuffle one more time. And then, I mean, come on. I've already told you what you need to do well before you need to take action. I mean, haven't I been talking about this already? Aqua water energy controlling everything. There's a very huge psychic opportunity here for you. It's kind of like just putting things to rest, right? Putting things at that night vibration. You have a lot of luck if you decide to take, take that action. Remember to record. I already told you how to do that. Keep track of what you're going through. The spiral, which is tied to water, energy, the cosmos, things are just moving regardless of you wanting to. This is the answer to clearing yourself out of whatever stagnation you have. There's a shadow that still needs to be analyzed that we know about. And then when we shift this over the appear card, these things are going to just become very apparent to you as you dive into, deeper into your consciousness. So this is a reading that we have for today in terms of like, what's going to be happening for the next month. If you are on Patreon or in the inner circle, you already know what to do. If you have a specific question that you want to have answered, now would be the time for you to post that question up. Holistic healing with Shireen. I would like to know what should be the, the most drawn to do to get to the next level on my spirituality. This is pretty much telling you exactly what you need to do anyway. I'm gonna pull out on second deck just to kind of give you any clarity that you might be missing. So this is for Shireen. Sorry if I'm mispronouncing your name. I can only read it like so, so well. All right, so Healing with serene King of the Knight of Pentacles. Focus on luxury. Your main thing right now should be focusing on making yourself feel better, creating an environment that is very much so in advantage of like your skills, changing your, your perception with the hangman on whatever it is that has been holding you back. And then also the Knight of Wands, like allowing the magic to funnel through you. You have night energy, which is action energy. The night is the one that goes into war and takes care of things. So you have to create a luxurious environment while also letting the magic come as a byproduct of the luxuriousness. And then that's going to create more of that energy in your reality. If you do that, you'll be the King of Pentacles, which is somebody who has a lot of wealth, somebody that they can sit down on on a bank of cash and security in general. And then you have the Nine of Pentacles at the subconscious energy Deck, which is then telling you this is the only thing you should be focusing on. Taking action and creating the life of your dreams while recognizing that that's part of your alchemy and your magic. But do not over complicate things. Do not take too much out for yourself to like kind of work on. And we have already talked about that. You know, like, don't over burden yourself. It's pretty much the vibration that they're telling you. Okay, Cool. Still got some time. If you are on Patreon or the inner circle, drop your key phrase and your question and I will answer it for you while we're here. And I hope you guys understood the spread. Right, we put four over here, four over here, two in the center, and then the top deck energy right here. You're gonna have a total of 4, 8, 10, 11 cards. Why 11 cards? Because 11 is again coming back to the six spirit, which is one of the cards that we wrapped up with earlier. Oops, I keep bumping into my camera. I apologize. So, yeah, that's pretty much the gist of it. So I don't think anyone else is going to ask a question right now. If you're looking for one on one coaching, set up a free clarity call with one of my coaches or myself and we will get you to whatever it is that you need to do. Whether it's tapping into your psychic abilities or creating the business of your dreams, we help you with the onto high process which is in 130 countries and 38 languages. It's growing every day. It's amazing. We've been able to help thousands of people around the globe just master rather their health or a specific manifestation and we're doing it every day. Myself, my coaches were just crushing it. So if you want to live the life of your dreams, you already know what's up. Don't snooze anymore. This is your time. If you've been looking for a guru that can help you actually manifest the life of your dreams, you found it already. You just now need to show the universe that you're serious and you can do that by, you know, investing a little bit into yourself. Every coach, every major, you know, influencer, anybody who's made it to the next level has taken the time to invest in themselves, work on themselves, improve themselves, grow, and they see their reality grow as well. So I'm going to be posting those links in the bottom. If you don't see them just yet in the description, give it just a little bit. And we're going to be posting that in with our team. I will catch you in our next episode and I'm sending you all the love.