Patreon Webinar Nov 2019: On Manifestation as Source Energy | Antojai Quantum Healing

Okay. All right, so today we are going to be talking about manifestation and how we can use manifestation in different formats. But before I even dive into that, is there anything anyone wants to like, ask questions about, about any of the most recent stuff that we've been working on or maybe there's something that you've been going on, that's been going on in your life that you need some help with? Okay, so when it comes to manifesting, I want to know whether or not, what are your struggles when it comes to manifesting? Do you have any struggles when it comes to manifesting? Guys are so quiet. All right. I doubt that no one has the perfect manifestation technique, but guess I'll just teach you something. I've been channeling lately, so we're gonna just do it in the form of a manifestation meditation. So this month, you know, on Patreon, I've been really showing you guys about radionics. Not only just like there's a machine that I've been running, but there's also a paper radionics machine that you guys can use that you can feel with your intention. The problem with a paper radionics machine is that you feel it with your life force. And that's why you want to use it for most of yourself or for like people really close by instead of like larger concepts. Because there's nothing that's really powering it at that time. So when we're manifesting and it comes like, let's say we're using a, a paper radionics machine, you, you need a way to like supplement all the energy of life that you, you're putting into the manifest machine. Anyway, other times you are. Connecting with like these really high frequencies of energy.

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Sorry, I just lost my train of thought because I thought I heard somebody in my house. It kind of just like threw me off two seconds. I have to get back in my channeling space. So, yeah, anyway, manifestation, fueling it with life energy. So that's what we're going to be talking about today is how to increase your life energy and how to force yourself into a manifestation state. It's 7:11. So let's just set the intention that we're in the same room right now. It. So the first thing that I really want to share about manifestation is when you're, when you're manifesting in general, you usually have this singular point where you want to get to, right? Or this, the singular point that is existing in the now. Well, you have to train your consciousness to manifest in different ways. You can't just depend on the typical Law of Attraction methodology, because as you grow, you need to be able to step in and out of ways of manifesting, because different levels of manifesting need different tools because of the project being more dense than others, if that makes sense. So as we dive deeper into understanding this concept, the first thing is let's imagine our manifestation. Like, what is it that you want to be right now? What are you right now? It's not what you want, is what you are. Even if you don't fully feel it right now in this moment, experience it as you understand it fully that it's right now. It's. Now. Start letting go of anything that you feel like your manifest is tied to. In the third dimension, is the manifestation tied to, Like a storyline? Is it tied to your name? Is it tied to who you are as a person? Is the manifestation anything other than the present moment? Sometimes we focus on a manifestation, and that manifestation for us has to be something that we go after so hardcore because it's part of our story. Axel won't be happy if Axel doesn't have this manifest. Axel requires this manifest for whatever. Well, how about the manifest? It doesn't have to get pulled towards anything because the manifest is nowhere. But right now, the manifest exists beyond your name, beyond your identity. When you start wholeheartedly accepting this, you can then start letting go and start accepting, all right, well, now that my manifestation isn't tied to my identity, then my manifestation is also not going to be tied to how I actually get there. A lot of times we manifest and we're like, oh, well, I want to make sure that I have all this stuff that plays out exactly in the best way possible so I can really get to the. To the end game of it all. Well, how about we take this second to just be like, okay, let's program our manifestation with what we generally want. I want the manifestation to be happy. I want the manifestation to have fulfilledness I have. I want to have it be peaceful, harmonious. Think about the things that you wholeheartedly want. Right now you're programming a script is basically how this works. Your manifestation is going to work off of intention, similar to the radionics machines that I've been, like, showing you through different mediums on Patreon. And part of it is you letting your mind exist like this and getting comfortable with it. Little do you know that you're subconsciously manifesting right now. You're surrendering into the manifestation because you're not focusing on bringing or actually creating the Manifestation. What if everything becomes faster because everything already exists, all you have to do is fall into it instead of pushing yourself to create a reality that potentially exists. What does that mean? Well, sometimes people are trying to manifest and you think of it as the future, right? And the future is something that you always have to strive towards, keep moving towards, keep moving towards, keep moving towards. So you got to pull it towards you. And the future is this avenue of oceans. And who knows what could happen during point A to point B. And point B can have all these different options. So I don't know. I got to make sure I'm super anal about controlling where I'm going, where I'm going, where I'm going, so I can get exactly where I need to go. Well, that's kind of like, you know, that would work, right? And has worked for people. But that's very Yang masculine form of manifestation. That right there is going to require you to have more energy. That's going to force you to definitely stress out over it more because you're going to be more conscious. The Yang is more conscious about everything. So you're going to overthink it. And that's why when people get really comfortable manifesting like this, the pros can manifest like super fast in yin and Yang energy. Because Yang energy is very like fire energy. It's very creative. It forces creation into being. But that also says that creation is a possibility. It's not actually something that exists like right now. It's not something you move to. It's something that you have to create from ground zero. That right there is one way, dualistically looking at the universe. But let's say that you can manifest with the same potential, just in a totally different format if everything already exists, all right, why don't you just go into the flow, taking the water approach, the female approach, the yin approach, the goddess approach. If the template already exists, fall into the template by not putting so much conscious effort out into the universe and be more subconscious by understanding that the truest level of magic exists because it's right in front of your face already. Take a deep breath. When you start understanding that, then all of a sudden, who cares how you get to the manifestation? You don't have to create the manifestation because it's already been created. Because you are the all and because you are the all, and we know that the all is every possibility that already exists. You are right this second just choosing to observe the manifestation in which you call life. So if you don't like whatever this is right now that's going on. Change your observational perception to something else. So, Bert, I think you're. You're. You have an echo if you took out your mic. So I think. I think it's fixed now. So once you. You understand all of that, again, stop caring about your manifestation. Like, what is it that you want it to have? You want it to have happiness. You know, happiness already exists right now because you are the all and every potential of you exists right this second. So why do you have to create it? Just change your observation and surrender subconsciously into knowing that that's your. Your highest potential. If this is a hologram, you need to start thinking about it and wholeheartedly owning it. Like a hologram. That's how we manifest. That's what these radionics machines are all about. Actually, there's a lot of research out there that not only do the paper radionics machines work, but there's been actual full tech equipment with radionics machines that they haven't even been plugged in the wall, and they still did, like, things like curing cancer and stuff like that. All based off of intention, right? So we know that if we know that, like just a radionics machine, even though it does work and it does things without our consciousness actually fully working on it, it's still an extension of our consciousness because this is all of our own dream now. This is how I really. This is gonna be one of my little secrets for you guys who are present. Like, one of the things that I've gotten really good at with understanding the cosmos is legit being like, okay, if. If there's a piece of. Piece of technology that can summon some sort of energy, like a radionics machine, why can't I do it? Like, if everything's spiritual technology and everything's a version of me, why can I not do it? And that is what has literally opened the door for me and in so many ways. Now you can say that it's one thing saying that and it's one thing saying, like, for real, that's like, duh, hello. If I'm in a dream and this simulation is mine anyway, why is it that I can't do what, in energetic terms, what this one machine or this other device or whatever can do? Like, I should be able to produce whatever result that comes out of any other extension of my dream because it's just me anyway, but I'm somehow perceiving it to be a foreign object, like a piece of tech, right? And I've proven that because Because I've been able to read auras and tell people exactly what's going on with them way before I ever got an aura cam. I got an orcam to show you guys how to do stuff and how to show people that exactly this is what you can see with the human eye. And that's because I've always known that auras are there. Because, hey, I saw other people doing it. And it's. You step into this mindset of understanding, not only that everything's an extension of yourself, but you start replenishing your inner child. Your inner child is what gets stomped as a child in your childhood from its imagination. So there's another echo again for cool. All right. So as we do this process with our manifestation, understanding that it's lucid, that we're surrendering because it's already here, that we don't have to actually build anything, that it's already been built for us, you start walking the path. Now, this is something that's been coming to me for a while. I have met a bunch of healers lately that have been channeling for me the moment I come into their presence. And it's such a weird feeling because. Because they all keep saying the same thing, and they all just start automatically channeling once they're in my presence. And they all keep saying, like, you're. You're meant to walk. You're meant to walk in. In the. In a path of gold is what they. Almost all of them have said to me in a different way. Like, one person said to me that they see me walking towards, like, a gold stream. And, like, another person told me that my energy was becoming a gold, like. Like force field of light. Another person told me they saw me walking, and there was, like, gold behind me between every footstep that I had. And I started understanding. Like, I was like, why? Why is this coming to me through so many people? And I started understanding, well, hello, it's because if you're walking the path, if you're existing in it, where else can you go but the constant manifest? It's not even thinking about, like, hey, this is what I want right now. This is what I want next year. It's about, like, hey, I'm constantly the manifest. Like, what is it that I need to funnel through my existence at this moment? And it's not even about, like, what is it that you want? Is like, what is it that you desire? Because you need to make the next step forward. You stop really focusing so much on analog manifestation if you think linearly. Your abilities and your manifestation are going to be linear. Take a deep breath. So the hardest part about all of this is actually accepting wholeheartedly. Hey, this is reality. I literally had this conversation earlier with someone today who came over my house, and I haven't seen him. He's one of my patients, and we're really good friends, and he comes every, like, once every couple years. So I sat down to go talk to him, and he was like, I just don't get it. I don't get, like, why reality doesn't work and blah, blah, blah. And he's a writer, right? He writes stories, and he's. He's great at it. So then he was telling me, like, we just started talking about regular stuff, and he. He started telling me about writing stories, which I don't know anything about. And he started telling me about how when you write a story, there's all these different ways that you can write a story. You can take a story and you can, like, write a list of the ideas and get. And cut up the ideas into, like, these subsections, and then you can reorganize those ideas to create, like, little sub stories and this and that. And why he's talking to. Talking about it. He's literally, like, seeing this map in his mind of cutting, like, paragraphs up and then watching it through telepathy. And he. He, like, halfway through the conversation, I'm like, you. You got to stop. Like, you. If you understand all of this about dissecting a story, like, apply everything you know about dissecting a story into the cosmos, and all of a sudden you're going to, like, you'll be able to do alchemy. That's as. That's as easy as I was able to give it to anyone ever in my life. And he was just like, what? And I was just kind of like, okay, if you understand that if you're. If we are the all and the all, right is a multitude of possibilities we create in every. Every moment. Whether we create a drawing or a story or a piece of music that somehow gets created as a vibration or is also transmitted through us as a vibration. Because if we're going to be looking at the Yang version of the cosmos, we created that piece of music into the cosmos, and we're looking at the yin version of the cosmos. We just were funneling transmitters of the music that already existed somewhere. So even though, like, maybe you of music, you're, like, gross, it could even call that music. That's a vibration that's already existed somewhere. In the cosmos, it just manifests itself as a structure of music, right? Same thing with stories. So who's to say every time we create a story, we are not just peering into another universe? Haven't we seen, like, pieces of art like that? They look so real. They look like they're breathing. Why? Because the artist was embodying that energy. He was actually looking at the painting and seeing it. And that's. Some artists are really good at channeling wholeheartedly that image into paper and bam. It looks like it's breathing. It looks like it's alive. There's art that's been said to be haunted. There are pieces of literature that are said to be like, you know, you gotta even think about how a lot of ancient texts, for instance, I know a lot of you don't. Don't dive into ancient texts or don't know how to like, start channeling them because they have to start finding you when you become one in residence. But a lot of ancient texts will start off once you under. Once you start reading this after this paragraph, you can never go back to understanding reality, however it is that you thought you understood reality. So if you don't want that to be that bubble burst, you need to make sure you don't read past this page. So when we really start understanding, like, wow, like, there's this. There's this perception of like we are constantly rather recycling and. Or creating because infinity is a loop, right? And we can dissect stories, and we can create stories because we, we were inverse created by the all because the all just exists and by us just existing, we have all these thoughts and imaginations and then we create stories or we create music and we create universes. Who's to say that when we dive into deep space and we enter another universe, we're not just coming right back around into someone's internal universe and then never realizing that it's been right here the whole entire time. Every universe, every cosmos, every parallel, everything thing is now. And when you really understand that, and then you take manifestation and you. If the cosmos is so close, why don't you have it? Because you don't believe it. Because you have a hard time swallowing the pill of extreme power. And then he said to me, yeah, that's really scary. Just. It's really terrifying knowing that you have that much power. Why, that is your. That is what ascension means to understand that you are in a hologram or a video game or. And I don't even want to call it a video game if you've heard the podcast that I did with Shay. Like, you know, there's a point where you understand, like, the law of attraction, right? Gets you to a certain point where you're like, you're putting out, this is what I want. You know, this is what I want. Like, at first you start off, this is what I want. I hope it comes to me. And then maybe some of it comes to you, and you're like, oh, man, I asked for that. And like, crazy. So then you start doing it. This is what I want. Okay? I'm pretty sure it's gonna come to me. I know what I want. It's gonna come to me eventually. Get to this point where you can keep saying, I know what I want. I know it's gonna come to me. But then there's this. Your perception gets stalled. You're in a cycle. You're in a loop. Your potential can never expand off of that. So then when you think of this reality as a game, the game is always working against you because it has to win, right? You're competing against something, some illusion. So then when you stop thinking about the game and you start looking at as a program, the program can be rewritten. When you stop looking at the law of attraction, then you become the centerpiece of the hologram itself, which is then the code that can be rewritten. When you accept that, all of a sudden, you can open up doors of understanding that, all right? The rest of the cosmos kind of technically revolves around you. And it really does. It really does. My cosmos revolves around me. Your cosmos revolves around you. Our cosmos revolves around both of us, and we revolve all around the cosmos, so everything is, like, the same. And when you really start understanding all these things and you come back to it, it might seem mind blowing. And it's like, okay, all this understanding, it seems so esoteric. It seems so grand. How do I apply it? I don't get it. Who cares? That's literally how it comes down to it. Like, who cares? My manifestation is right now. I want you to own the manifestation, whatever it is that you want right now. Have you been trying to manifest $100,000? All right, well, a person who has $100,000 is not worrying about making $100,000, because $100,000 is already part of their existence. What does that feel like in the body? Do you have that tension, like, the tension of you trying to struggle for money that you probably feel every time you have to pay your bills in your upper back or in your lower back or in your arms? Do you have that? If you have $100,000. No, you don't, because you are. Then the centerpiece of the hologram quantum science most recently told us that our DNA doesn't even recognize time, space, and that our DNA rearranges the light photons around us. On Billy Carson, a great quantum like researcher, he tells us that if, if there's. If atoms and particles like they exist, there's always two of them in one place, right? And whatever happens in one will automatically happen to another. The same thing happens with DNA when they research whether or not it responds to time and space. You can take a piece of DNA, just like an atom, put it across, like, you know, the world technically. And if you change one, the other one instantaneously has to change. So that means that's the same principle that comes down to your manifestation. It's not how do you attain and raise and climb higher to get that vibration is how do you fall into the vibration and just accelerate by existing. I have recently stopped using higher vibration because higher vibration doesn't make any sense. I'm not climbing towards anything. Why the hell am I still working towards it? Especially me at this level of consciousness, why am I still climbing towards something? Why not make things faster if things go faster? Because if I've been working my way up, up, up, up, up, and let's say that I'm like all the way up here, where most of reality is down here. And let's say that you come all the way up here too. Why wouldn't you want to just coast all of a sudden by maintaining your acceleration? Or you can even turn, you can even turn going up into your new horizontal. Because reality is whatever you make it. So a lot of people are always thinking about, like, going up and up and up. But yeah, there comes a point where like, you go up and like, don't. With. With climbing comes resistance. Anyway, so then there's there. This is some of the things that I've been really understanding even with my own energy work, because I started realizing that energy work for me, even though I'm such a pro at it, has gotten tedious. Like, because I have learned my entire life how to do energy work based off of the game. It's all about power, force, chakra. The more chakra you have, the more potential you have, the more, the more real estate and reality you have, because less can influence you. But at the same time, like for instance today, it was like a really good lesson because I had. I had this couple come in today and they were like attached at the hip. And like she came in for her appointment at 11 o'. Clock. He came in for his appointment at like 2, 2 o' clock in the afternoon. And there were, there was like a two hour gap between the two because someone had scheduled in between. So they were attached at the hip. And I remember like, while one would be waiting for the other one to get healed and they would start getting impatient, like tapping their feet. And like, I usually only have one person at a time in my office because I don't even have my. Like, I don't like to heal even when my husband is home. Because if, if that's the case, like I can feel all the other energy in the house and I can't just like focus on what's in front of me. I can if I really want to, but then I have to start isolating frequencies and being like, oh, just shut up. Create a quiet, quiet quarantine, right? So then they're, they're tapping, they're doing these things and I'm just kind of like. And I had to do like yang energy, which was like I creating a whole barrier, isolating that person in their own little sub reality just so I could have like this real estate to focus on the person that was on the bed. And then I, by me doing that, I was like, man, like I use, I use chakra, I depleted my battery and thank God that I've been training my entire life to have an amplitude of chakra. Otherwise if I was a regular healer, I would not be able to heal the next two people that had to come in. Like, it would have been really that intense. And if you're wasting your energy and you're a healer and you notice that happens to you, stop healing the way you're healing. That doesn't make like, healing should not be something that strains from you, nor should your manifestation be something that strains from you. Okay? Your manifestation shouldn't be something you climb towards. Your manifestation should be something that you have to hit all this massive energy to bring it towards you. Like, it's not a tug of war game. Your manifestation is your existence. Like, it's really that easy. And if you're feeling drained when you're healing as well, because healing is a manifestation. And this is where I'm trying to like blow your mind. Like, you're not even looking at how far manifesting really goes. People think that, you know, you're doing energy healing, but how do you energy heal with intention. Isn't intention the same thing that creates any other Manifestation. So when you're actually interacting with another person, aren't you actually manifesting their well being? But it seems so much easier because you're not thinking about it as manifesting, you're actually just thinking it as healing. Take that whole entire concept right there, put it to manifestation. If you're a great healer, you should not have a hard time manifesting. Now. Your manifesting will come to you in different ways. Your manifestation may not always come to you the way you want it to come to you because you haven't refined yourself. That's something I've learned about my manifestations. And back in the day I could manifest like that like crazy. Mostly because I needed it. Like I, I used to be so good at manifesting because I'd be like, holy sh. I need to pay my bills tomorrow. I need to make some at least $500 out of nowhere. Make it happen. Boof. It would come out of nowhere because I was feeding it off of that chaos energy right then finally I started learning with time that okay, if I just. If the manifestation is now, if I can do energy healing, if I can heal people and do the most craziest of effects that western medicine can't do. And I've had doctors call me from around the world asking me. So my patient said that you came to here and then like you did this one thing and they haven't been dealing with this issue for a while. How did you do it? Energy work. I tell them, energy work, energy medicine. What really it is, is like I've come to understand that if everything is me, everything's my manifestation anyway. If my consciousness is stronger than anyone else because I understand that this is my reality, nothing can say no to me. Not unless I wholeheartedly, wholeheartedly do not believe I can have it. And you're still gonna have that struggle. There's, there's things that I, I want in the cosmos that I'm working on. You know what I mean? And see that, that right there, that's, that's, that's how I've come to understand. You're not owning it. There's things that you want, but. And you're getting there. Distance. Hello, Axel. And I'm constantly like working on myself. So you're never going to stop working on your methodology. But you don't always have to keep climbing. You just need to catch yourself and pay attention and be like, oh, I'm just going to. Alright, I just heard myself say that. Gross. No, because my manifestation is right now. I'm just not perceiving my manifestation the way I thought I'd be perceiving my manifestation. What if my manifestation is to have a temple full of hundreds of people and we're doing these workshops like this? Aren't I already doing that? Aren't I already doing that? Just because I don't see more bodies in the room right now doesn't mean that the manifestation is not happening. And a lot of times people have this notion that the man, the bigger portion of the manifestation, is supposed to be coming now. This isn't my manifestation. My real manifestation is wanting to. I want to be able to have a physical space where people all over the world come and we're meditating and we're making an impact, and it's the new Atlantis. That's where I'm at. That's what I really want. But even though I'm not seeing that, I'm not technically physically sitting inside of that temple. Isn't this temple still here? Isn't this temple with every person that I'm sitting with right now? The temple doesn't have to have a physical space. It's an astral temple. That, to me, is better because it reaches more people. And it does. It's not bound to the 3D realm, which is saying, like, you need to come here, only here to have the experience. You can have the experience from wherever you're at. I'm becoming lucid from what I talked about earlier, right? Lucid with my manifestation. I saw the end point. I know what the end point is. But let that take whatever form it wants. That's your imagination. Because you allow your imagination to continuously keep moving. You're not working against your manifestation. You're not working against your imagination. Then all of a sudden, your imagination is. Creates a manifestation that you didn't even think was possible to begin with. Never in my life did I ever think I'd be sitting down right here talking to you guys, doing this. Ask me five years ago, I wouldn't have even thought about this ever. I just knew that one day I wanted to make a temple. Boof. It's here. Whoa. Crazy. Now I'm. I'm just like, okay, my astral. My temple doesn't have to be a physical space. Let my imagination run. I can heal people. I can do crazy things with my energy. Each one of you here has been able to do something crazy with your energy. Don't say that you have it. Whether it's been healing somebody else, or one day you did something and you started seeing auras or Maybe you did telepathy and you never thought telepathy was possible, where you started hearing other people's voices and thoughts. Each one of you is magical. Each one of you has been able and has proven to bend reality at this point, especially if you're sitting here right now. So why are you not treating your manifestation as another frequency of energy, but this time, Remember how I tell you guys all the time, the frequencies are your friend. Be your own friend. Ancient Egyptian alchemy tells you that manifesting like the gods is understanding that you're having a sexual relationship with yourself constantly, internally and externally. If you are living on the external version of all of reality, why wouldn't you want to pleasure yourself? And when. When the external version pleasures you, why wouldn't you want to give that back out into the world by being abundant and sharing your abundance and then being grateful that you're having this, like, exotic, trantric, you know, experience with yourself? Like, why wouldn't that. Where wouldn't that be something that drives you? If you know that you can bend energy, if you know that you can touch into alchemy or onto high proper, particularly because, you know, a lot of us here are in there, you can now start taking the moment to say, my manifestation is a frequency which is attached to my imagination. 3D reality tells you that your imagination has to be a certain. It has to stick in a certain frame. Like, it wasn't okay for you to have this wild idea of whatever it was when you were a kid. That was a vibration that exists somewhere in the universe. Whatever drawing you did when you were a kid, that's a universe that exists. Whatever musical piece you've ever designed, that's a universe that exists. Whatever idea someone stomped on was actually valid. That right there should have just triggered your inner child. That right there should have just inspired your inner child to be like, wait, so everything they told me to shut up and not own and whatever, that's all worth something? Yes, it's worth something. Now you have to focus on taking this and saying, it's always been worth something. You do that while you're focusing on, hey, like, my frequency is a manifestation. If I've been able to heal someone, I can definitely use manifestation energy to move things around. That is alchemy. No longer are you sitting down saying, oh, I need to, like, work within the law of attraction. Oh, I need to be the generator within my existence. But, oh, it's another malleable form of energy that you can move forward people from the future that. That have Their consciousness from the future. You know, I've talked about this a bunch of times. They talk about money in the future is energy. And not everybody knows. Not everyone knows how to tap into it because they don't get it. Because they cannot understand what I'm just telling you right now. So if you get it, do it, practice it. It's not gonna happen like that right off the bat. And you're definitely gonna have to work on it, because the more rigid you are in your own mental space with how your manifestation energy is gonna take its form, the slow. That's what's gonna cause time and space. Literally, that's it. Your own limitation that forces you to then allow yourself to be more lucid and lucid and lucid and lucid and lucid. And you will eventually get to a point of being within ascension. When you do that, bam, everything's yours, literally. And I've been seeing it, and I've been trying to like my man. The problem with my manifestation, most recently, you got to be careful, too, because the amount of effort and whatever it is that you put into your manifestation is like deep diving. Instead of us climbing and trying to get there, now we're deep diving, right? So, like, you can sink into the water. And sometimes, like, just depending on the viscosity, you can sink a lot faster than you would expect. And if you keep sinking too fast into your manifestation, you might get overwhelmed where you have everything. Holy crap. I can't keep up with it. Oh, my God. Not all manifestations are going to be like that, because maybe all you're looking for is peace, right? But you could also remember everything's a spectrum. Everything's dual. So harmony has its states of not being so fun. Like, just like, chaos doesn't have its levels of being bad all the time. There's chaotic harmony, and then there's, like, you know, kind of like persistent harmony, which, like, harmony can get to a point where it's so, like, it's drag because nothing's ever happening. You ideally want to always live with, like, harmonious chaos is, like, where you really want to be, because harmonious chaos, chaotic harmony is where you want to be, because then you have movement and you're moving, and you have a definition of you only want to stay in harmony, but you don't want to stay bored. And that's how your manifestations will work. As you keep kind of, like, tapping into your energies and understanding that your imagination is a frequency, you're gonna have to play around with those limits of your mind. Like, what is okay and what's not okay? And, like, why hasn't it been okay? Like, most recently, I'll show you how I had to, like, totally break my own programming. I'm a queer man, all right? And, like, in my culture and queer culture, like, booty bumping and twerking, that's just a thing. We just make a fun. We make fun of it, right? And it's. It's just like, whatever. Well, okay. There's also. In queer culture, there's a lot of shaming for anyone, like, doing some of that. Like, even though it's funny, like, when you're growing up in heterosexual society, this is something that you're shamed for if you're too, like, flamboyant with, like, shaking a rump or something. But there's cultures all over the world where a bunch of men get together and it's totally, like, not sexual and they're all shaking their rumps. So I kind of, like, saw that, like, probably earlier today, and I was like. I was like, you know? And it instantly triggered a thing like, why. Why am I still letting, like, cultural programming make me feel like there's something wrong with moving not portion of my body, which is, like, if you. If you have a problem moving, like, your lower back and, like, moving around, it's because you don't feel comfortable with that certain aspect of yourself. And I sometimes have problems in my lower back. So I'm. I was thinking to myself, you know, I should probably think about, like, doing twerking or I should do something like pole dancing classes. Because that's feminine. That's really feminine. That forces me to, like, move my legs and use my body and move around in ways that, like, the masculine is not supposed to be, like, moving. You might have to do something like that. That right there. When I started embodying that, I felt this energy come through me. And I was like, you know, if I do do that, like, I'm gonna be able to then manifest even more fluidly because I'm not. I'm not feeling like I gotta. I gotta fit this certain mold of, like, what the image is. I can just let the image completely summon itself. And all I have to do is exist. All I have to do is keep feeling better about myself. All I have to do is keep feeling grateful that I'm feeling better for myself. And then I'm. I'm making reality better for other people while I'm just doing me. And that's the reality itself. That's all I gotta do. Literally, it's all like, why would I have to do anything else but to simply exist? And that's the whole entire, wholehearted experience of everything I've been channeling lately when it comes to manifestation. I know that was, like, a really long rant. I'm sorry, but I'm totally down for anyone's, like, questions or whatever. Like, definitely throw in there. I want to help you apply this. It. Did I blow your minds? Did I lose you guys, come out.

Hey, Mastery.

Hey.

So, yeah, a lot of the stuff you talked about, I, like, forgot about it a lot because, like, a month ago, a month or two ago, I was, like, really into that. And I was like, there was, like, a lot of stuff, like, that I wanted to step into, I guess. And I. Yeah, I just totally forgot about all that. Like, so, like, yeah, I don't know. It was a really good, like, recap to, like, get me back on track. Because, like, I've just been kind of, like, in a negative lately, and I don't want that to, like, affect, like, how. Because things are going good, but, like, it just been, you know, other stuff. That's just things stressing me out also.

But yeah. Yeah. When it comes to, like, things that are stressing you out, you have to understand, like, it is. It gets hard, but you definitely can pick and choose your battles. Like, are you gonna let something freak you out? Are you gonna let something get to you? Like, as hot as the biggest moment is, like, when you're reacting to it, you're automatically aware of it. A lot of times people are like, oh, I reacted to it instinctually. That's a cop out. Like, you processed it to then react, which then took over you and then made you have a response. Well, now that you're aware of that, whenever it is that something tries to trigger you, you can instantly just be like, okay, do I want to engage in it? No matter how stressful it is, am I going to let it affect. Affect me? No. And you then can you feel like a power gets nullified, and then you can be like, okay, well, what do I actually want to make with that energy that I'm not going to give this event? Where do I actually want to direct that energy? Right.

Yeah.

Hey.

Hey. Sorry I'm late to the game. I just realized what was going on. What happened? It's my friend.

Hi. Oh, late to.

This is a workshop, right?

Yeah.

Okay. Let me put some headphones on.

Well, we're actually wrapping up, but I have it recorded, so you can definitely check it out.

Where's the other ones right here. Yeah.

I'm going to chime in real quick. Can you hear me?

Yep. Okay.

I just wanted to say thank you so much. I'm actually really, really grateful for that, and I needed it again tonight. I often forget that. Well, I don't even want to say that because that's just manifesting it, but I forget sometimes that that's what I'm doing. Even though I process it, I let myself be distracted by all the.

All the things.

And today before I. I left home and decided to go to the store and everything there, that whole negative energy and everything, and I was like, all right, all right, goodbye.

Yeah, for sure. You can totally control, like, one of the things that is, like, we're. We're so good at subconscious manifesting, like, when we really want to desire. And then, like, we're not good at subconscious control, but really when you start becoming conscious of just the moments that are, like, going to trigger you and you just. You don't. Just, like, one of the things that I really learned about it is, like, when something's going to trigger you, don't just be like, oh, I'm catching myself. Like, catch yourself. And then be like, okay, that energy that I was going to apply towards being pissed at this person or triggering myself with anxiety, I'm going to actually just take that energy instead. I wanted to manifest this. And then you're still. You're still having that emotional exchange, but now you're saying, like, okay, I'm gonna not have it be negative. I'm gonna have it be positive. Like, I'm trying to manifest, you know, whatever, like a new car or something, right? And then there, all of a sudden, you're. You're using your energy. Another thing too that is really helpful too is, like, sometimes I come into contact with people who are, like, really negative, and when they're, like, getting away from me, I'm just like, I'm so grateful that I don't have to deal with people like you because you have a lot of dense energy and you don't get it. And, like, that's another way for you to start programming and manifesting your energy. Like, use gratitude not just for, like, all the awesome things that, you know happen to you that benefit you in abundance. Like, use gratitude for the things that you don't have, too, because then you can really classify, like, all right, I don't want this. I'm grateful that I don't want that. But I am grateful that I have all this and you keep anchoring yourself back and forth and you. That's how you become a conscious manifester. So definitely always redirect your energy.

Awesome, thank you.

Anything else you guys need, like, help with or questions or Nothing?

So I just signed on, obviously. Sorry.

We've been talking about manifesting.

Cool. Awesome. I always say my friend who I live with, she's the ultimate manifester because she says that she wants something and then like, literally in less than a week, it's there. And I'm like, see, you're a manifester. And so even just saying it out loud has helped her realize how good of a manifesto she is. I think it's because we. She thinks about it so much like, like ruminates on it. Almost like you just keep it in your present reality all the time. Like what you want. Like.

Yeah, And I like the way you describe that. Like, you keep it in your present reality because some people here, like, keep it in the, in the front of your mind, which they, they think is like constantly thinking about it. But you, you think about it into existence. You become conscious of it and then you just don't let go of it. It's not something that is stuck in your head, but it's something that's a movement of your reality instead of.

Exactly. And then it shows up too in your reality and gives you opportunities to work through it. It's amazing when you become aware of it. Yep. Yeah.

Well, what I was telling everyone in this, in this lecture is I went over like the. All these different concepts of manifesting, and then really the biggest thing, the biggest lesson that I've learned most recently with, with manifesting in general is like, if you can do energy healing, and if you, if you've seen yourself do telepathy or heal someone's like, backache or whatever. What is healing? Healing is intention. Intention is manifestation. If you've been able to do that, you should be able to grab the same frequency of energy, which is called manifestation now, and make it happen. Because you're not just bound to your thoughts or just gravity through your heart. Like you can actually touch it and move it.

I like that. That's awesome. Yes. Intention is so key. I think I've been looking at everything with more intention now and realizing like, that I just looked over at my words and it's all four, four, four words. Because I have like my homework open on my computer. That's funny. I get a lot of time synced all the time, but. Yeah, yeah, intention, yeah.

And the other thing too is like, I guess extend this a Little bit more, because I forgot about this. I just looked at Micah's photo and I just thought about it. But I. You know, in the whole epigenetics thing, the epigenetics research lab thing talks about how the field is something that's influencing you, which you are then a manifest of the field and your consciousness itself. So if you really think about it, this is why the neuro codes really take things to the next level. Because if you start manifesting through the collective consciousness, you're changing the field, which then is interpreting you in general. And then that comes back to, like, the Egyptian alchemy stuff, which is like, you're just pleasuring yourself because you're pleasuring, like, the dream itself. Yeah. So it's like, what. It's definitely start. Like, one of the last things I've been doing is, like, I've been wondering, like, for instance, my patients have been coming in and I've been like, what is it in their field? Not only just what is it that's inside of them, but what's in their field that's distorted. And now I've been able to see that. Like, I've been able to, what is it? And I see, like, a bubble open around the person, and I can see, like, streams of energy that are almost like, creating like, the. The ideal environment for their issue. And then I'm just like, okay, well, I'm just gonna manifest that all that energy right there gets out of the way. And then you see them, like, start twitching insanely on the table because it's like I'm stripping away, like, that pattern in their DNA. And that's all they are. Like, they're walking computers. They've remembered that pattern. Whatever it is that you can't manifest is just a pattern that your sleeve has remembered, rather. And one of the things too, like, this is crazy. I think it's coming up too. I was talking to one of my friends, and I was telling my friends that my. My family has always been somewhat like. Have always been people who were at the top of society, like, super rich. And then they've lost everything and become totally, like, impoverished with nothing to their name. And I've seen it happen not only through, like, history with, like, stories from my grandparents, with friends, Franco, but also, like, through my. My actual parents. And then I saw it happen to me where, like, I was at the peak of my stuff. And then all of a sudden I came to Rob Bottom where I was homeless. And then I hadn't even thought about it for years. And I Started talking about it with my friend, and then I was like, oh, crap, what if. What if I just like me acknowledging that, like, I. I'm. I'm somewhat opening up a doorway or something. And then that's when I caught myself and like, no, me being conscious of this. I've done so much energy work to, like, not only correct my abundance, but my abundance is always tied to other people's abundance. So I'm not ever just working on myself. I'm working for the collective. I've broken the pattern. Like, the pattern. The pattern is no longer bound to my family because my family is not just the blood lineage that I've been tied to. And then all of a sudden, it allowed me to kind of feel like this freedom of understanding that, yeah, you corrected this DNA pattern because you define, like, what your family is, and you. You're defining where you're going to go with your family and the new patterns that are going to exist inside of your family. And you guys can definitely do that too, like, redefine your story, like, who are you? Rebirth yourself and then really own that. That's another great way to manifest, you know, you don't have to be owned by anything that you don't want to be owned by.

I love that concept because I've been so tied down by my past my whole life. I'm almost 30 years old, and I. I've always like, kind of joked, like, I spent my whole twenties recovering from my childhood, basically, and now I'm, like, just catching up to, like, the real world. And, you know, and I. And I've been tied down and weighed down by it so heavily that I've only just recently, like, came to these new perceptions and understandings that, like, none of that has to tie me down. I don't have to take any of those stories with me into the future. I don't have to identify by those stories. And it's so liberating and it's. It's been so comforting to, like, have these other sources to turn to, like, different tarot readings I've been listening to that have been so come, like, confirming for the energy that's been happening lately. And it's. It's like a time to celebrate pretty much.

Yeah. Yeah. And one thing that's really helped me a lot is just understanding the whole dream concept. This is everything. I've been dreaming it the whole entire time. So, like, why am I getting, like, you wake up from a nightmare and you're just like, oh, it was just a nightmare. Like, it Wasn't real anyway. Like, why not just treat everything from the past that doesn't serve you just like that?

Yes, I love that. Because, yeah, your dreams can get pretty. Pretty gnarly. And so it's like, if you can let go of that, why can't you let go of the other? It's almost like a dream. Like, that's why our memory kind of work so shoddy. Like, if we could remember details and everything so clearly, we probably wouldn't be able to function very well. Like on like a normal level. Like, so I think it. It's kind of. Well, at least my memory is. It's almost like looking into a dream. You get like bits and pieces and you don't have the full story. Exactly right. And when you're trying to say it out loud, it comes out differently. You know, it's just like, maybe it's to our benefit that it's like that.

But that's the thing though. Like, if your memory, if your memory is so shoddy, that means only the present moment is what really is ever happening. So then that means everything that's in the past exists in multi dimensionality. That's why you can reform it. So why not just take that same concept and just be like, okay, well, I'm gonna wholeheartedly, like, that whole dream was. And I like, this is what's crazy. Like, this is the best way to explain it. Anyone who's ever been raped, like, they have this. This thing where they can. They have disassociated from an old storyline to rebirth themselves, to feel empowered again. Like, a lot of rape victims do that and like, they totally black out or like, turn off whatever that experience was. They don't have any recollection to it, and they move forward. Of course that's. That's not healthy because eventually it comes out. But if you wholeheartedly are like, okay, I'm just. Instead of blocking it out in pain, I'm gonna let it go in love and just be like, okay, this is what happened to me. It was a bad dream. All right? I'm gonna comfort myself from that bad dream and just. You don't even have to, like, dive deep into it. Just treat it that way, like at a superficial level, and you'll get really far with it.

It. Yeah, I love that. Kind of. Just instead of focusing on the bad and the hurt, focusing on the now of how you're gonna make yourself feel better. Like, you know, like you just said, like, just comfort yourself, have self compassion. And man, has that been a Huge one. I've realized that I have not had that for myself, like, for a long time. So. Yeah, that's been a new practice.

Yeah. Like, compassion is something I think, like, a lot of people miss when they're growing up is like, you can understand it at a superficial level, but, like, no one ever teaches you to be compassionate towards yourself. Like, you always have to be compassionate towards others. And, yeah, that's a really bad setback, I feel.

That's good. We're calling it out. We're calling it out by its name, so it can't be tricky anymore.

More. Yeah, for sure. And then. Let me see. I think that's really just, like, the source of it all, like, for today. I don't think I have too much to add to that. But, you know, you guys just constantly remember your magical beings. And if you guys want to. This is the last thing I want to add. If you guys want to become super magical and you. You know that gratitude is a magnetizer. Feel gratitude for every magical experience you have ever had, and then feel. That's why. That's why when you feel gratitude for a manifestation, it comes easier. Well, why not? If you're. If everything's a manifestation, not only your healing, but the things that you put in the category of manifestation, why not feel gratitude for every moment that you can bend reality? That gives you more opportunity to bend reality. And then you are the walking embodiment of the manifestation itself.

Yeah, it's like, fake it till you make it. Almost like.

But why fake it? You know it's happening right now.

Exactly, Exactly. I love that. Okay, so I have a quick. Actually, I'm glad that we're doing manifesting because I just signed. I just turned in an application for this really big, like, scholarship program that would basically pay for my full ride through PhD. And I'm tempted to kind of like. Like, I was tempted to, like, make a Facebook post about it, because I don't really make a lot of posts. I never do stuff like that. But kind of just to bring, like, positive energy to it. Like, like, you know, by. By. By putting it out there and then people kind of responding in a positive way to it. So it's kind of, I guess, like, adding positive energy around that whole thing and kind of going into the interview, because there's going to be an interview and there's, like, on next week, so it's coming up really quick. So I'm obviously really, like, nervous and anxious, and I got it in, like, just at last minute, but I'm like if, like, to make myself, like, be able to do it easier, like, kind of go into it with this almost feeling like I already have it in the bag and like it's a shoo in kind of thing. You know what I mean? I don't know. What. Is that how you would approach it?

Okay, so for things like that, when I was getting my scholarships for PhD, I. The more. The more I vibrated, like, oh my God, like, it's happening, the more I felt resistance. And I noticed that, like, I had to apply for several different ones I got. I applied for three. The first two didn't come my way. The bit that was because I was feeling like all that anxiety. On the third one, I was like, if it's meant to be, it's gonna happen.

Yeah.

And I just. How I stepped into it and then bam. Like, I got it and I had felt like a total. Like something inside of me just wholeheartedly knew, like, this is mine because it's supposed to be mine.

Yeah.

And when you feel that, you can just walk into it and if the thing is too, you got to catch yourself. Because sometimes you feel that way and you know that you're going in the right direction, but the first thing that you get doesn't. Doesn't wholeheartedly fit with that feeling that you had. So you're just like, okay, I'm still in the right direction. But this one just didn't fit for some reason. It wasn't going to fit for me. Maybe the culture wasn't right for me. Maybe something else wasn't right for me. Something else is going to come to replace it. It's even better. This one wasn't it. But then my manifestation is still there. A lot of times people, they manifest something and they put their. They put all their beans in one basket and they're like, it's this one right here. And then when they don't get it, they're like, oh, it doesn't work. Or, oh, I guess I was never supposed to have it. No, your manifestation is just in a parallel. It's just this one wasn't resonating at what you wanted. And I've literally had that happen to me with patients. Like, I'll wake up in the morning and, like, I'll have. Like, I have a minute where I think to myself, I just don't feel like doing anything today. And then boof. Like, my first three appointments just totally cancel. And like, in the matter of 30 minutes, and I'm like, I manifested that. No. And then all of A sudden. All of a sudden, I'd be like, ah, I'll just. Whatever. I'm just gonna let go. Like, if I was supposed to work, I'm. It's gonna. They'll get refilled right now. Because I'm just thinking about that if. If I wasn't supposed to work is. I'm supposed to be chilling right now. And then all of a sudden when I do that, bam, they'll restock. Like, people will take those same exact spaces over, and it's like, okay, like, if you can flow with it like that, just remember it's always there. It's just maybe not maybe the people that were going to schedule this morning, they were all going to have issues that I just was not ready to deal with. So they all had to cancel by me feeling like I didn't want it. And then now the people that came in were all people that were super chill and I want to hang out with. You know, I mean, it can be totally different.

So you're kind of, like, inviting a situation or kind of cutting yourself off from it, like, nah, I don't really want to go down that road. Or, like, yeah, I think I'm open to that.

Yeah. And is that, like, earlier in the lecture, I was talking about, like, being open. I'm glad you were talking about this because, like, being open to all these possibilities and not having, like, this one manifestation unlock, like, you know, like, the end point of your manifestation is that you're gonna get your PhD period. Nobody's gonna take that away from you. But, like, the more. The more fluid you are with you just saying, like, okay, I'm just gonna get there. How I'm supposed to get there, that best works for me. And whenever something. If something shuts down. Okay, that was obviously not the avenue for me. Something is gonna change it. Bam. My manifestation didn't go anywhere. It's just the avenue on how I'm taking it to get there. You will get there wholeheartedly. Just don't let go of the fact that it's yours. Just because you hit a wall doesn't mean that anyone said, no, you can't have it. Only you say you can't have it when you give up.

Right? I love that. That's a powerful note to end on.

Yeah.

Cool.

You guys, I'm sending you all a bunch of love. Thank you for being here today. And I'm hoping to do one next Saturday as well. I don't know what date it is. Give me 20 seconds to make sure I think it might be Thanksgiving. Does Thanksgiving always land on a 28th? I don't think so. Right. It's usually the 24th.

I thought it had to do with, like, the third Thursday or some stupid thing like that.

It's not. We're gonna call it Wait. No, it's not.

It could just be making a mess up, but I love this platform. This is really fun. I'm glad that you did this.

Yeah. Okay, so we're on the 16th. Wait, no. Today's on the 16th either. Is it November? Why am I, like, I'm in 2020.

My bad.

All right, so, yeah, so next it's gonna be the 23rd. I'm hoping to do another one, so just keep it on your calendar and. Yeah, we'll just figure it out from there. Posts in our thread, things that you guys want to talk about. That way I can make the webinars designed around you instead of just me. Kind of like going off the hip and channeling. Cool.

All right, thank you. Have a great night.

Yeah, you too. Bye, guys.

Thank you, man.