Quantum Tarot Reading - October & November 2020 | Antojai Quantum Healing | Quantum Reiki

What's happening? So, fam, it's Tarot Tuesday. So this Tarot Tuesday is going to be a little bit different than all of our previous weeks. Normally I have you pick out a deck and then, you know, you wait for that deck and I read that deck and that message is specifically for you. This week I want you to just let the, the devices that are here speak to you. Maybe the dice or this deck, this deck, this deck highlights itself to you. This is going to be a collective reading. So this, this is a very important message for everyone. This is an energy that's coursing for everyone. But let's say you feel like you really connect this deck as well. When this deck pulls out certain cards, then those are going to be the most important cards for you at this time. So really allow yourself to take a second here to connect. And while you do that, if you are not a part of Patreon, go ahead, check out the link in my description below or in my link tree on my Instagram or my TikTok and become a member of the temple. All of October, I'm going to be doing Tarot workshops. I'm going to be teaching people how to channel spirit guides, loved ones, etc. So if you're really into wanting to grow your psychic abilities, that's where you want to go. Don't forget that if you're ready to evolve beyond Reiki, beyond quantum healing, and you want to become an ascended master or just master all of your psychic abilities in just a few sessions, check out the one on one coaching that I provide. Link is also going to be in the description below. And now we can get started. Don't forget to give this a subscribe, a comment and a like. All right, so we're going to start off with the moon energies right now because like we're going through the Aries. Oh no, sorry. The, the harvest full moon, which I it all. It is also the Aries full moon. So we're going to go ahead and we're going to first of all roll the dice. And I like doing those live. So then we have the full moon here. Then we're going to disorganize them and their. No, bam, bam, bam, bam. We're going to switch these two over. All right, so first we're going to dive into the dice. Since the full moon, it's been activating at our root chakra this high awareness and understanding with Neptune. So basically this is all about heavy reflection that we've been going through, asking ourselves why we're fearful. Why? Why? We have certain patterns that don't serve us anymore. I was definitely yesterday at the gym, and all of a sudden I'm on the bike and I have, like, this epiphany that was like, whoa. Like, I do this one thing over and over and over again expecting a different result. Obviously. Axel, this programming is insane, right? So then, as we've been coursing through the phases of the moon, as they've been coming along, we went through Ketu, which is analyzing, like, your deep desires within the subconscious. Right now we're going into Pluto energy, which Pluto energy is also all about, like, death and transformation. That's going to be a lot of, like, death of the mind. Since it's a solar plexus chakra. Right after that, we're going to be walking into Rahu. Rahu controls all of this year, all right? And it's going to be that heart chakra. So you're going to feel these impulses, if you haven't been feeling them already, to just destroy a lot of things. Maybe even feeling like you. You're putting in too much effort into life, which might sound really crazy, but a lot of people are feeling that way. Like, you've been trying too hard to, you know, try to manifest your desires. You've been trying too hard to pay the bills. You've been trying too hard to, like, feel happy. That's all the Rahu energy, right? So we have a shadow aspect here. We have, like, a destructive quality here, and then the shadow aspect that's controlling our whole entire year. So as you see, the month of October is going to be a lot of shadow energy at the throat chakra. Right over here we have Mars, which is controlling the moon right now. So that's going to be one of the things that you really need to be paying attention to during this time because you're being forced to make authentic movements. Mars has to do with moving and traveling and, like, changing things so that they accommodate you. We're going not only to the Mars retrograde, but we're also going through the full Moon. So the retrograde is going to be, like, draining you some of that enthusiasm to make a change. But the full Moon is like, you know, you have to make this change to get out on top. Okay? So this is one of those things where it's going to be very hard for you to balance yourself. It's going to be like your yin and your yang are fighting each other because one of you wants to make the shifts. The. But the other one doesn't have the energy to do that. So you're gonna have to find a balance between your life right now, maybe create a new schedule, maybe, you know, make an action plan so that you can get the things you need to get done before the retrograde itself from Mars is over on November 14th. I believe all of this is just to allow us to understand that we have a lot of love, particularly love for ourselves and our subconscious. If you want to ease up all these shifts that we're going to be going through during this full moon, it's time for you to love yourself, understand why it is that you do certain things because you lack love in that certain area, right? Maybe you're always attracted to people who don't give you the time of day. Maybe it's because you don't love yourself, right? That's the answer to, to unblocking any of these other shadow aspects. Love. And we always hear like, love, love, love, love, love, right? I'm not telling you to plunge into love and be all hello Kitty and love everybody for what it is. It's about loving yourself right now. Okay? And if you can manage to do that by the final phases of this full moon, before the next full moon comes up, you're going to get a lot of abundance. Now, this full moon is also called the harvest full moon, where you, where farmers get all the harvest, right? And in druid alchemy, it's tied to jarrow, which is very good for abundance and like cycles and stuff like that. So this is an abundance cycle that's coming to you in this present moment, and you need to own that abundance cycle, otherwise you're gonna miss out. So one of the things that my tarot has been really, really communicating with me lately and my spirit guides as well has been, listen, right now you're in this dualistic standpoint. You don't have to be affected by duality, but you need to understand that, like, you are duality. So what does that mean for me personally? They've been like, okay, you know, you have to do these certain things in your reality to come out on top, and you don't have the energy to do a lot of these things. At the end of the day, if you don't get it done, you're, you're not going to see the, the abundance that's coming your way with the projects that you've been working for. And, and that's going to be your fault because you're the one that chose that duality. Instead of staying neutral and saying I'm being affected by what's happening. I'm just going to try my best and keep moving in this direction. No matter what happens. You really, really, really, really, really have to be on top of your game right now. You got to find the energy, you got to find the motivation. If you don't, this is going to be real difficult for you. Okay, so then I'm going to use my Native American tarot deck, which is my baby. Every time I shuffle closest to the camera, the camera loses focus. So I'm gonna just try to do this without trying to lose too much focus. All right, so we're gonna start off from the full moon and we're gonna go all around. And this again goes for everyone. If you felt a highlight with this deck, particularly a lot of these messages are going to be for you. Okay. I'm also being told that I should shuffle the other decks just to have them be put in their position. Okay. And we're going to do this final one, the soul deck. Okay. All right. Remember, whatever deck you feel. The moon. I started talking about the moon because I really felt like it was really important to talk about how this moon is messing up a lot of people. And the first card that comes out is the moon. 1818 has to do with manifesting abundance and breaking patterns. Okay. The moon, when it comes up, it's telling you that there's this battle between intuitive forces that are going on in the present. Mom. And that you need to learn how to balance light and dark. Otherwise you are going to be affected by the shadow aspects of the moon. Right. The moon moves water. Right. And it ebbs and flows the water. So, like, if you're not paying attention to your duality, you're going to find a lot of tension happening right there. Most importantly though, this is all about breaking a pattern that is so difficult for you to break. Okay. We each have something that we know is self sabotaging behavior. Rather, you get angry really fast or you're constantly smoking weed, or you keep telling yourself that you're gonna go to the gym, and you never make it to the gym because you always find an excuse. There is something in your reality that has to die that has to do with the Katu energy that I was telling you about. That shadow. If you don't defeat this aspect of yourself by saying, I am the creator of my reality and not even gonna let my subconscious make me do things that I don't want to do, then you're gonna find a lot of difficulty in your reality moving Forward. Now pay attention. The warrior of shields comes up upside down, and the moon comes up upside down. These two cards together, when they show up like that is telling you that subconscious, subconscious grounding, okay? This is water energy. This is earth energy. So you need to use water energy to ground or, like, wash away a lot of, like, the gunk that's inside of your subconscious. The only way you're going to do that is by sitting down with yourself, analyzing and asking yourself some really hard questions, right? Like, I'll give you a great example for me, I had asked myself when I was at the gym the other day, why is it that I always attract someone who shows up in my life that gives me a lot of attention, but, like, it never works out romantically in that sense, right? Like, why. Why is there always, like, this romantic connection, but it never actually, like, manifests itself fully? And why is it always driven around sex? Is what I. Is what I asked myself, right? And I heard this answer like, oh, you have this major shift going on with sex because that's the link into one of the things that has to be fixed inside of your subconscious. And I basically understood that, like, my sexual attraction to certain kinds of people is because I inherently, even if they don't show any signs of it, I inherently feel that they're lonely or inherently feel like they're ready to ascend. And, like, I feel attracted to that, right? So that's one of the things that I've noticed. Whoa, that's not. That's a shadow aspect in my subconscious that needs to be, like, removed, okay. And that's all based off of some sort of weird fear that Neptune is telling us about, right? So the next card that comes out is Newt, the sky. So Newt is really powerful because Newt basically ends up telling you that you're full of powerful protection. You have opportunities around, you can transcend any previous limitations. So it's a reminder for you to be a being of vastness. Remember that you are the cosmos itself. And if you're not embracing that cosmic power, especially because it's. Hello, the moon. The moon is another cosmic element, okay? Newt is a starry sky. Newt looks beat down upon the people and reminds the people of their luminescence. You more than ever have to find the inter. The inner strength to come out on top. You gotta be your own boot camp sergeant, okay? Like, you can get a lot of help from other places, but nobody's gonna do the work for you other than you. And if you haven't absorbed that lesson by now, and you haven't been making shifts by now, you're already behind. So you need to, like, pick it up and start doing something now. It's not like tomorrow. It's not like when you get the next chance. It's now if you want to make your reality happen now. Okay? Now the next card is Kikuy. And Kaku basically tells you that there's an immediate transformation of a situation that's happening right now. Okay? So the light is shed on a perplexing problem that needs to end its obscurity. All right? So again, Kikuy, this warrior of shields, Ketu, it's all telling you you're this cosmic being. The only problem right now is your human story. All right? And that's. A lot of people don't like to recognize that the human experience is a limitation itself. Like, you need to be in this position where you recognize that my identity is a spiritual, strong being in the cosmos. And I'm going to embody that, and I'm going to choose to be that and put all my faith in that aspect of myself and slowly let go of the human stories that have gotten me to where I'm at right now. So it's kind of like thinking about, you know, you had an iPhone 8, and then all of a sudden you're like, you know, it's gotten me really far. You know, it's got all this stuff, but I need something that's, like, faster, it's got more space, you know, it's capable of doing more. Maybe a bigger screen, right? So you upgrade to an iPhone X or whatever. So this is exactly what's happening. Like, we're going through this transformational shift, and, like, you have the choice to stay on the iPhone 8 and keep complaining and then miss out on a really good deal to, like, upgrade your phone or. Or you can upgrade your phone, take advantage of the deal right now and make your reality happen. So then we have the eight of pentacles, which. The eight. Eight of pentacles obviously talks about, like, abundance and bringing in, like, wealth into your reality, but it also tells us about, like, a farewell. It's like a. It's a moving away from something while you're actually learning how to master your skills. And you're also learning how to be tedious with your label labor. You have to be methodical, okay? The eight of of pentacles is all about consistent, constant effort. When we look at the eight of pentacles with this limitation, that has to be completely destroyed because it's so obscure. And we. Then we look at the warrior of shields with Ketu, it's telling you that this is not gonna be easy. You're gonna be. You're gonna have to work at it. It is a workout. If you've been very accustomed to just getting your manifestations randomly. If you've been really comfortable because you just always gotten just what you need and you haven't, you don't really have much to complain about. But it's not everything that you want. This is the time. It's consistent effort that has to be put into it. If you don't put in that consistent effort, if you're not recognizing that just because today you did a healing and tomorrow you're going to have to do another one, if you're not recognizing that, you're not going to make it out on top, okay? So the next card that comes out is the Seven of Swords. And the Seven of Swords basically is a messenger. It tells you carry your plans through obstacles. Speed is important. Someone brings news or a message. And remember not to be careless. All right? I'm literally reiterating myself. Like, I'm repeating myself over and over and over again at this point. But consistent effort, like, that's pretty much what we're talking about right now. And it talks about speed as well. So you have to have that speed to say that you're going to come out on top, because Pluto is not going to give you that chance to say, like, oh, my God, I'm sorry, can I get a redo? No. You snoozed, you lose. Okay? Time and space doesn't exist. But when it comes to Divine Time, Divine time resets itself. And that's a. That's the thing that a lot of people don't recognize. Divine Time can take the same. Can take a form of, let's say, like, you know, your. Your twin flame, right? Let's say you come into one contact with the twin flame, but you miss the gateway in the Divine time. So you have to wait a couple more years before you run into that twin flame again in a different scenario. And then if you miss that opportunity again, you're going to have to wait another couple years. Okay? So right now's the time, like, don't snooze because you are going to lose. They cannot get any clearer on this. Smoke signals coming up upside down as well has to do with 8 and abundance. Right now is not a time for you to be spending money, all right? Like, if you got to spend money to pay your bills, you got to Spend money to like get by, you know, like just take care of the most essentials. That's great. Or to grow. Okay. It's not time for you to go out and be like, oh, I'm going to spend my money because I really want this, this dope car or, or I want this one other thing. Like, that's right. Now is not the time for that. Right now is the time to apply your money wisely. Money is energy. Money is consciousness. Okay, so and we're going to just say like money is matter, right? And the energy behind money is conscious. Okay. Even though money, money itself, the physical form is conscious as well. Based off of the feng shui properties. You have to abso. That was really cute. There was a white butterfly to just like bumped into my window. Great omen. We're transforming. These are transformative messages for you. You need to recognize that it's not time for you to spend money. If you're gonna spend money to like, you know, let's say I don't take a course like onto high or something to grow as a person. That's exactly what you want to be doing. You know, whatever it is, even if it's not on so high, you want to learn stocks, you want to learn how to do knitting. You want. Because it's gonna grow you to be a better person or get you to your next objective. That's what you need to be doing at this moment. And you cannot be wasting your time on anything else other than that. So then we have Saket and I just don't know this one right off the bat. So let's see. Cirquet. They're telling you there's a danger of misuse of sexual energies or conscious choice in either direction. Magical protection and the magical protection of marriage. Okay, so basically they're telling you like, if you haven't been using your sexual energy to move forward, then you're really missing out on a lot of vibrations here. And if you've been using your sexual energy to manipulate certain aspects out of greed or out of a lower dimensional reality, right? Like maybe you're using your sexual energy to connect with somebody in astral space, right? Because you don't want to let them go, that's a misuse of your sexual energy. Maybe you're watching a lot of porn and like, you know, you're, you're. That consumes a lot of amount of your time. That's sexual energy that you can be applying to fixing this issue or manifesting the rest of the issues that are going to be coming up as we go through here. So you really need to pay attention to this massive message. Okay, the next card is Mutt. All right, so Mutt tells us that the role of the mother gestation in a physical, mental, spiritual sense, selfless love. That was something else I. I had gotten as a message was giving selfless love. You have to be able to say that, like, I'm gonna help somebody just because I'm gonna help someone, not because you're gonna get something out of it in the future. You have to be able to say that you're in this position of giving and trying to become the best version of yourself to help the greater collective. That's something I've been doing on Patreon. Like, I've been analyzing myself, my, like, my limitations, where I want to go, what's not fitting into that equation and slowly letting it go like. And, you know, because of it, people transition out of your life because what they're looking for out of you, you know, or. Or from you is not what's in alignment with your highest good. So you really need to allow yourself to just say, okay, I'm going to just go ahead, step into this power of myself, and I'm going to let whatever else doesn't serve me move away from me. Okay? Another thing I wasn't looking at was we need to stay positive, number two, because changes are happening in our environment with the number five. Number six, they have to do with materialism, materialistic aspects of ourselves. Number six, they have to do with material aspects of ourselves. Number six, they have to do with material aspects of ourselves. And this one is. This is another one that's like, pretty brand new to me. So give me two seconds and I'll read exactly what it means. And it is net heteria. There's love, pleasure, and beauty that is coming into your reality. If you can manage to pay attention to what's coming through here in these energies right here with the Egyptian gods. So I was really pulled towards the Egyptian gods because the Egyptian gods, they're really, like, blunt to the point. Like, they don't care whether or not they hurt your feelings. And that's kind of like how I am on the regular, the hermit. It's a time for you to again find wisdom. When we see it with Rahu here at the heart chakra, find the wisdom internally for yourself that will allow you to transcend the material world, give selflessly, give selfless love, and allow yourself to understand that, like, there's a lot of things that are going on not only for you, but for a lot of other people. And if you can't recognize that you're going through your own growth and other people are going through their own growth, then you're going to have an issue and you're going to notice that there's resistance. So take time. It's okay. Being a hermit and saying, like, I don't want to talk to anybody. I don't want to hang out with nobody. Like, I just want to be by myself. I don't want to go on social media. Like, that was one of the things I definitely did last night. Actually, I think it was two nights ago. I was like, okay, well, you know, social media takes up a lot of my life. I work off of social media, right? So, like, how do I detach from social media? And I said, on certain days, I'm not going to check my email. On certain days, I'm not going to, you know, go on TikTok. On certain days, I'm only gonna be on Instagram for all of 20 minutes. And I started putting these restrictions on my phone. I gave my phone to my significant other. They put a passcode, and I can't unlock these settings now. So I'm being forced to go into, like, this retreat mode so I can find more creativity. Before I started doing this energy shift, when Mars Retrograde started kicking in, I was also one of those people that was, like, spreading myself really thin. I was trying to make everybody happy. I was trying to give more of myself than was actually available. And that came to, like, a headway where I completely stopped producing content because it was like, I had to heal people or I had to, you know, make content. And a lot of the time, people want more healing than content creation, just based off of, like, you know, like, life in general. And. And it was really starting to drain me and take its toll on me. So, like, I really had to, like, make a conscious effort to say, I'm gonna walk away from a lot of things. Even if people don't get it, even if people are mad at me, even if people are just whatever their perception of me is, I'm gonna walk away from it, because that's the only thing I can do. I gotta survive, you know, I gotta bring myself into this higher position of higher consciousness with myself. So the Three of Cups basically tells you, as long as you keep these things in mind, you're going to have a good time, though. All right? So there's. There's a lot of happiness and comfortable times together that are coming. So when that happens, it's a time for you to celebrate. It's a time for you to embrace the positivity that's coming your way. That's what Mars wants for you, okay? Mars wants love for you. Mars wants happiness for you by that full moon transition. So recognize that this ultimately is what everything Mars authentically wants you to experience in your life. That's what, that's all about it, okay? And no matter where these stages down low are bringing us and making us feel like we're, you know, we're, we're being defeated, we can't make it to the next level. Don't lose sight of your goal, all right? Which is double happiness, love, community, celebration. When you know that you're about to make it to the finish line and you are in front of everybody else, what do you do? You somehow find and you muster that energy to haul ass and cross before everybody else does, right? So that's what's happening right now. Again, manifestation on that side. The Corn Maiden isis. The number two has to say, staying positive. Okay? Stay positive, stay positive. They're telling you twice that God is isis. Stay positive. You gotta stay positive. You're gonna need a lot of strength, though, to get to this happiness center, especially because your abundance is going to be one of those major issues that are happening. Remember, it's not a time for you to spend money on things that are not worth your growth and your expansion, okay? That might take a lot of risk, like self restraint on its own. You also have to recognize that when we're, when we're going through shifts like this, there's so many different things that show up out of nowhere and they try to like, really take you away from the divine knowledge that you have. It doesn't really matter if it's your mom, if it's your job, if it's your dog, if it's yourself, if it's like a dream, like, there's a lot of things that are going on that are going to try to take you away from getting to that ultimate goal. But one of the things that Rahu really tests you on is how bad do you want something? Because if you want it, you're going to do whatever you got to do to get it, baby. And that's what Rahu is all about during this year. And we're coming towards the end of Rahu, which is like, thank God, right? Like, it's been really, really intense. If you manage to muster the energy to do this in 2021, you're going to have A massive explosion in everything that you're doing, and you're going to live in a totally different reality. The gateway for, like, this manifestation upgrade is going to be closing at the end of 2020. So you really, really, really, really have to pay attention to. To the kind of energies that you're curating right now in every aspect of your life. Remember, all right, It's. Everything's about perception and perspective, okay? The mantra of this card is always, you can give a person to. You can give two people a bag of lemons. One person is going to make it into lemonade. The other person is just going to see sour fruit and not do anything with it. Ultimately, when they come back and they tell somebody else about the story, one person's gonna complain about it and say, oh, my God, this guy just gave me lemons. What? What a useless day. The other person's gonna be like, oh, well, he gave me lemons. And, you know, he also. I took a second to talk to him, and he told me I should make lemonade with him. So I made lemonade and made a bunch of money. And ultimately, there's the truth at large, which is the person who gives them the. The bags of lemons who then says, I give them bag of lemons because I saw that they had potential, right? But so it's all about perspective. There's always two versions of the story and then the truth at large, okay? So really allow yourself to understand that, especially with Venus in play here, because the energies of Venus are telling you that, like, you have to be able to look at different perceptions of yourself and other people. And, like, that can be really testing. Downloads are coming right now that, like, are indescribable. They're only custom to you. And when that happens to us, you have to be able to say, like, whatever came up isn't going to take me down. I'm glad I know about it, and I now know what I'm going to be doing about it, because there's a higher truth behind it becoming conscious to me, regardless of whether or not it has something to do with a friend or a family member or yourself. Just remember, you cannot be impatient. All these lower cards right here, we're telling you about not spending money, right? Don't be, like, impatient or impulsive. They also tell you about game plan, game plan, gameplay, game plan, right? So you can't be impulsive because you feel like time is running out. You can't be impulsive because you want more money, you want more abundance, you want your life to Change. This is a steady project. You know, like when you play Jenga, girl, like if you don't know what Jenga Jenga is, it's that block game where you pull out a block at a time and if you knock over the whole tower, you lose. Right. When you play Jenga, you just don't rip out a piece randomly, willy nilly, all full force because you're gonna lose the game. You're gonna tip over the tower. So you have to calculate, you need to find, find a weak block. You gotta test it maybe and then, okay, this one's good. Okay, I'm gonna pull this one out, I'm gonna put it on top. If you just go all out and you just don't calculate that you're gonna lose the game. So this is the same concept that's happening right here. So then we have Ta. Ta is the creator, he's tied to number one. Ta is telling you that right now your thoughts are creating things exponentially fast. That's why you really need to be picking up on mantras. Anything that can keep you in this position of constantly reminding yourself of whatever it is that's going on in your life. Okay. So it's really, really, really important for you to be like, okay, I'm gonna listen to my own voice on affirmations. I'm going to write my affirmations on every day. I'm going to do my schedule. I'm going to make sure I watch things that are positive. I'm going to eat foods that make me feel positive. I'm going to do whatever it takes to stay in this high vibration. If you're not staying in a high vibration, you're obviously going to see the consequences of that. So it's very important. Then we have another one that I have not ever pulled out yet. So let's go ahead and see. And it is Nick Bet. And she says the gestation of plans are happening right now. Success through applying spiritual principles. Clear sightedness again, talking about making plans. All right, so when it's tied to the energies of Jupiter, obviously has to do with abundance in a bunch of different ways. You also have to start spending some time now, like defining what abundance means to you. Abundance doesn't always mean money. Abundance can mean like having an easy life and not having to worry about anything. Like, you also have to ask yourself if you're on Patreon. I posted a, a podcast that, you know, was came from one of my meditations the other day, which is all about like, okay, well, you know, like if you're. If you're manifesting a million dollars, why are you actually manifesting it? Because you think you're. You're gonna be happier? Or is it really because you just want safety? Like, which one is it? Because if you're lying yourself, lying to yourself through a manifestation, you're going to be lying to the rest of the cosmos, and then your manifestation is obviously going to come out twisted and messed up. So then we have the Queen of Cups that comes out on top. The Queen of Cups is really powerful because she. She knows what she wants. She knows how to get it. She knows how to make things happen. And, you know, it's. You're an emotional adventurer. You have a tendency to want to emotionally rescue others at times, but you need to also understand. Understand that messages from your heart. And altruism doesn't always mean being a savior. It can mean being there and being present and leading by example. That's one of the things really happening right now. And one of my friends had messaged me not too long ago and had told me, you know, with everything that's going on in the world, Axl, like, I got caught up in the drama, and I was doing all these posts, and then I realized that you weren't even talking about the world. You were still doing your own thing. You were in your own little universe. And that gave me so much inspiration to disconnect. Right? And that's the only way we can do it. We have to give our message from our heart. We have to be selfless in our love, while also understanding that as we give selflessly, we have to curate ourselves so. So we can maintain that energy no matter what happens. And again, love altruistic stuff. If you don't know what altruism is, is giving things to people so much or giving so much of yourself that sometimes it can be even a disadvantage. A lot of people who are altruistic don't even care about themselves. They just want to make sure that other people in the world are better. So this is, like, a very valuable energy that is telling you, like, you have power. Own it, Move forward. And again, the strength card comes out. So we have strength and strength right over there. We're starting to see, like, the messages are starting to repeat themselves. You need a lot of strength right now, especially since both of strength cards are tied to lion energy. This is the Time girl to, like, connect that Lion's Gate energy that happened in August and, like, summon Leo energy. If you have any manifestations that you were connecting with during that time, pull them back out, reread them. You know, make it part of your practice. That's what's absolutely necessary at this time. So then we have Duat and we have another one that is a dark. You're basically going to be going through a dark night of soul, the darkest hour before the dawn. Then a deer, the lowest point, point of a cycle, illness or even suffering. So technically, this right here is telling us that we're already going to the dark night of soul. Okay. Like if you've been struggling, that's been it, all right? And definitely know that's been my story. Like I've been recognizing that that's what's been happening. And it's hard to do that sometimes. But you, you got this. Okay? Remember, don't lose track of your self esteem. Your self esteem is everything that's going to get you to the next level. Also find ways to make yourself more confident, your reality. And then we have the Empress, which the Empress brings in a lot of great energy. Basically it's the protector, it's nurturing of good energy, maintaining a home in a positive environment, bringing in a project into fruition is the main aspect right now that you want to pay attention to. That's everything that we've been reading is around this one topic. And finally, by the Next full moon 13, there is death, all right, which is just transformation. It's this abundance of growth that's going to help you reach everything that you're looking for. So then we're going to look at the bottom deck, energy. And this is the final message for everyone. All right? So the first card is He Hoot, which has to do as well with time. And basically she says that there's a possibility to transcend time limitations, spiritual evolution and transformation. She's basically always telling you that like time is not real. All right? Time is just like this thing that it's based off of your mind. So if you don't allow yourself to be affected by time and the cycles and you fully understand that it's all about this, this aspect of illusion, you're going to move forward and you're going to make the shifts that are most necessary for your reality. Okay, the next card that comes up is again number two, telling you to stay positive. Four, listen to your intuition. The trapper reminds you that sometimes you have to stand alone in your own power with that confidence that was spoken about right here. So you can make the shifts that are absolutely necessary for your reality. All right? No one else is going to do what you want to happen. Other than you, time is not even an issue right now, even if you think it is. Okay? So don't let yourself get caught up in any BS drama. Then we have the three of swords, which is basically telling you that you might be having heavy feelings in the heart after emotional storms or, you know, say you got betrayed or whatever. You know, something might have happened that makes you feel discouraged. Remember, that thing that's trying to keep you discouraged is all about the Rahu energy. What is rahu testing you on? Do you want it? If you want that thing in your reality, go for it. Shut your mouth, start walking, and don't let the illusion get a hold of you. Right now is the time for you to be manifesting and connecting to your eighth chakra, all right? Which is like a halo above your head. You know what the eighth chakra is because you've seen it in, like, religious pictures and stuff like that. It's time for you to move forward. Particularly, you're the only person that can move off, pull out those. Those most painful aspects of yourself. Like, sometimes we want to grow. We want to make reality happen, but it's so hard for us to do that because we're afraid to pull out these swords because we feel, oh, we're gonna pull up, we're gonna pull out a sword from my heart, we're gonna pull out a sword from my heart, and it's gonna probably cause me more damage than what was necessary. And that's not true. Sometimes the biggest growth is when we're willing to allow ourselves to go through pain, right? Like, I've definitely been there in the wild where I hurt myself and I'm like, crap. Like, you know, the only way to get out of this is by, you know, cutting my. My leg open a little bit. And that's not pleasant. But ultimately, the original plain pain that affected afflicted my situation gets removed and I eventually feel better, right? So I had to go through a little bit of pain to move forward. And that's exactly what's happening for all of you. So I'm sending you all my love. Thank you for for watching this Tarot Tuesday today. Share this with your friends comment below. This really resonated. Which one was the which deck spoke to you the most? I would love to hear as well. And how does this resonate in your life? Make sure you give this video a like. And if you're ready to evolve your tarot skills learning how to read stuff like this, go ahead, join Patreon all of October and November actually, we're going to be doing tarot spreads every Tuesday, Tarot workshops and we're also going to be doing healing workshops that I added in there as well, every Wednesday. 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