In this YouTube video, Axél Antojai Carrasquillo delivers a Tarot Tuesday reading focused on the Divine Feminine following the Saturn‑Jupiter conjunction (the December 21, 2020 gateway). He uses three decks—the Goddess, Isis, and his new Kali deck—to interpret the current Age of Aquarius energies. The reading emphasizes the emergence of hidden societal and personal secrets, the need for shadow work, and the balancing of light and dark aspects of the self. Specific cards (Guya Kali, Divine Sun Child, Brigid, Athena, Devi Makali, Lakshmi) are linked to deities (Kali, Isis, Horus, Osiris, Athena, Lakshmi) and interpreted as guidance for self‑love, ethical vibration, strategic planning in family, finances, community, and career, and the pursuit of ascension and prosperity of consciousness. Carrasquillo stresses unconditional self‑love, embracing both positive and negative traits, and using strategy to integrate these insights. He shares a personal shamanic experience of confronting fear and gaining “angelic wings.” The video concludes with a teaser for a second, Patreon‑only part of the reading, promotion of his Quantum Tarot course, and calls to follow on Instagram and TikTok.
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What's happening? So, fam, we are back with another Tarot Tuesday. We're reading this. Okay, so yesterday at the time of this video, remember, time and space is an illusion. So it doesn't even matter if you watch this, not on the day of, because you're still going to be experiencing the same kind of energies. Yesterday was the Saturn Jupiter conjunction, the Gateway for December 21, 2020. And there are a lot of energies that came through my galactic channeling that I had early morning told us that the whole entire spectrum of this reality is about us really stepping into our authentic selves, our own vibration, and owning that vibration. So now we're just going to read the Divine Feminine energy, as we are in the Divine feminine right now. And it just makes sense to read feminine cards. So we have the Goddess deck, we have the Isis deck, and then we have my new deck, which is the Kali deck. So we're going to start reading right off the bat right here with the Aquarius energy. But before we do that, don't forget to subscribe, comment, share, press a little notification button so you don't miss a beat. And you know, if you're not supporting us on Patreon, already support us on Patre. It brings more videos like this, more classes, more education. You can even win one of these tarot that we're using. Just make sure that if you're looking to tap into your tarot abilities, check out the new Quantum Tarot course. All the things you need are going to be in the description below. Follow us on Instagram and on TikTok. Instagram is ndohigh and TikTok is at Ondohai Quantum Reiki. But enough about that. Let's dive into it. So starting at the Age of Aquarius, we have the Guya Kali, which basically means, like secrets of Kali. And really right now, with this Age of Aquarius energy, we're stepping into understanding profound secrets within ourselves. Not just ourselves, but reality and society at large. Okay, so there are a lot of secrets right now that are being kept from the population on many different levels, especially with medicine and things like that. So right now, this and this, this energy after the 2021 Gateway is going to be really presenting us with secrets from all over that's going to cause a little bit of chaos. Now, why would it create chaos? Because sometimes the secrets that come out are not good secrets. You know what I mean? Like, they're not things that would make us happy. And that's not just like with society that can be with you right like you come to a profound understanding that you've been lying to yourself about something and why have you been doing that? Right? So then we have the Divine Sun Child with Isis, which is basically telling us that we do have blessings. This is being driven by feminine energy, the divine feminine, to dive into the subconscious because we have Horus and we have Osiris as well. So Horus is basically telling us that energy of the subconscious mind. And Osiris tells us about rebirthing ourselves. We need to understand the darkest aspects of our reality to then find nurturing with the power of Isis. Then we have Brigid. Brigid tells us this is all about a healing modality, a healing exploration that is happening right now in our reality. And we have to be 100% attentive to this. Now, this is going to require us to have a lot of strategy with Athena, especially when we are analyzing our secrets. Sometimes analyzing your secrets is not enough. Sometimes your secrets have to be fully comprehended. And then you have to create a lifestyle or an attack plan to. To get over those secrets. Now, there's going to be a lot of strategy right now as we step into the new year. The beginning half of the new year is going to be very intense with strategy. That means strategy with taking care of your family, strategy with taking care of your finances, strategy with building your community, strategy with working with others, strategy in your career life. There's going to be a lot of different things that we need to focus on. But the reason why that's happening is because we have Dharma of Kali. Now, yesterday in my channeling, I told you that we need to understand, to embrace the positive and the negative of ourselves. And this is exactly what this card is telling you about. Like, you need to start understanding what your ethics are, what your vibration, vibration is okay, good and bad. Yesterday I shared that I. I recognize that my vibration is not for everyone, right? Because I have a lot of king energy and that sometimes rubs people the wrong way. Right? They might see me as like a diva or something, or high maintenance. That's okay. That's. That's a dark part of my personality. What is a dark part of your personality? Because if you can balance both of them, you'll be in your true power. That's the whole point of stepping into the Divine Sun Child. You're supposed to be ascending by balancing right now the best way you're going to balance is by loving yourself. That was something else I shared yesterday, is like, love yourself unconditionally. No matter what else anyone wants to say. Remember Nobody really knows you other than you and your personal reality, okay? Everyone has a different perception of you. And, like, I don't even know you fully because I'm not living your story from your perspective, right? You are source. You are the only person that can identify source. Now, this card also tells you that you need to live by your divine ethics. Your divine ethics are not going to be universal for everyone. Some people are going to see your divine ethics and be like, oh, whoa, I don't know. I don't know about that. I don't. That makes me feel uncomfortable. Okay, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, good. It means it triggered something and it's making you grow. And if it makes you get triggered in the sense where you react negatively, that sounds like a personal problem, right? So that's the same vibration that we're going to have to have. Now, that takes strategy to do that. Takes strategy because you have to look at those secrets that are sitting down deep underneath and be able to say, okay, this is one of my negative qualities, right? Instead of demonizing and being like, I got to be something to completely different. Stop fighting it. What if that is who you are? Like, whatever. Who's making you feel bad about it? If that's an element of a person outside of you, bye. Just leave, right? By doing that, you're going to get the wings of Isis or your angelic wings that are going to really embrace you into the next level because this is part of your healing. So you're trying to step into your angelic self that's part of your healing, to balance these and claim your ascension by having strategy when you realize those dark secrets. Okay? This is very in alignment with what I was sharing yesterday. And what's interesting is that these cards, the Kali cards, came in today, so this is my first time using it. And they're talking about the same kind of energy and divine feminine energy. Now over here we have the Devi Makali, which is basically, Kali wants you or the Divine Feminine wants you to understand that though this energy is really intense, it's not to harm you, it's to help you grow. So Kali is grabbing that baby and she is nurturing it. Okay? Sometimes a baby can be very angry. Remember yesterday what I shared with you guys about, you know, like, humanity's consciousness is right now going through, like, its teenage phase. It's not even an adult yet because we still don't understand the depths of esoteric or the depths of our own consciousness business. All of 2020 was a lot of this energy right here. The Kali energy of, like, destruction and looking at Rahu and like, your inner shadows and stuff like that. This is something that absolutely has to be done, and it's unavoidable. The reason why the divine feminine is doing that is for bringing in pyramids of light. Okay. Step into your deeper vibration of love. Yesterday I said the same exact thing to you. Step into a deeper vibration of love. Love for self, love for your reality, love for every moment that you're going through. Love to the people that are even hurting you or negative. Okay. This morning on Tick Tock and on Instagram, I shared on my life that last night I had a dream where I was running into people who, you know, had harmed me at some point in my reality. Some of them being exes, ex friends, other people. And I was able to, like, have a conversation with them in love, you know, particularly with one of my exes. It was like he wanted to be my friend. And I said, listen, we can't be friends, but I do hope you find love in your reality. You're just not going to find it here anymore in terms of, like, me wanting to give you the kind of romantic love that you're looking for. I do love you because we did share a story together, but I don't have the same kind of love that I did once before. And that's why you have to move on. You're going to have those kinds of conversations astrally and physically with people, and you have to. Any uncomfortable situation that presents itself has to be addressed with love. Sometimes the shadows and the secrets make us angry, right? And it makes us kind of forget how to balance. That's why we need strategy, okay? Because this is all happening for a greater cosmic reason. You can go with the flow or you can just simply drown, if that's your problem. The other thing here that we want to pay attention to is the power of Lakshmi, okay? Prosperity. A lot of this is coming up right now because we're trying to be more prosperous. Now. Prosperity doesn't always mean abundance, you know, like, in terms of, like, money. It. Prosperity can mean prosperity of consciousness. You have a lot of consciousness to evaluate the rest of reality. There's. This is one of those things that you necessarily have to absorb, okay? Like, you have to absorb it 100%. Because if you're not, then you're missing out on the greater scope of your own reality. Okay? So remember, you're embracing your wings. And what's really funny is, like, this card right here. Yesterday, with my. With my shamanic voyage that I had, I went through this really deep experience. I ended up, you know, facing the devil head on, facing my fears. And when I got out of that meditation, I literally said to myself, I feel like I gained my wings, is literally what I said. I feel like I gained my wings. And that's exactly what this card is talking about. So as difficult as this may sound, this is part of your journey. Allow it to embrace your reality and help you grow even further. Okay, so this is the first half of the Divine energies that are coming into 2020 at the end of the year and into 2021. This is very clear cut Now I'm going to pull up a second spread. It's going to be the cosmic energy spread and we're going to be able to see the rest of this detailed reading in part two. If you're not on Patreon, this is going to be specifically on Patreon. So. So give us a like, give us a follow subscribe to any of our channels on Instagram or TikTok. And remember, if you're looking to learn Quantum Tarot like a boss, you can go ahead and take My new Quantum Tarot class link is going to be in the description below. I will catch you in part two.
