A short first-person motivational monologue (spoken by Mihail Pautov) urging personal accountability: put ego aside, stop playing the victim, confront your own faults (“bullshit”), and take responsibility for mistakes to enable personal growth.
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When you put your ego aside and you look at your bullshit in the eyes and you say, bullshit, I have a problem. That's the only way you can grow. He showed me who he was, why did I stay? And if I keep saying him, him, him, him, I will not grow. But if I take that finger and I point it at me and I say, where did I go wrong? What's wrong with me? Only then growth will happen. And for me to do this, I had to put my ego aside because I, you know, everyone wants to be a victim. Everyone wants to be a good person. But when you put your ego aside and you look at your bullshit in the eyes and you say bullshit, I have a problem. Yes, they're bad. I know in life they are it. But I have a problem. And that's the only way you can grow.