A woman describes a spiritual awakening through a chance conversation with a Scottish man on an app, followed by God's presence during years of sexual abuse and trafficking. She felt Christ's reality for the first time and experienced heaven crying for her in her darkest moments.
So in the midst of my sin and 13-year-old boy behavior— it's not like I'd prayed and fasted for this thing— in an app with a guy with the thickest Scottish brogue that I could never understand, I had a revelation of the reality of Christ. And which to me just ticked so many boxes. Like, I wasn't worthy. I couldn't understand the guy I was speaking to, but my heart became enlivened for the first time Since my creation was brought forth. And so from that forward, he always walked with me. Now, in that period of walking was the period of my greatest sexual abuse, my greatest trafficking, my greatest sexual humiliation. And, and he was there in the midst of all of that. And I, if you ever get the, it's one of the most awe-inspiring and soulful things is when you hear heaven cry for you and understand that the Father has a heart for the broken. And so those years were times, some of the sweetest spiritually and some of the dark—
