After his father's death, a man turned away from God in anger, living a double life that included infidelity, sex work, and three suicide attempts. He eventually found his way back to Jesus, moving from despair to redemption.
So how did you go from being so angry and feeling forsaken, like, how did you get back to Jesus? Well, I ran away from him first. And through running away, I would go to the darkest places. I mean, I was married, I was having an affair, I was living a double life, I was escorting, and anything and everything that would be good or a relationship with God that would say, I love Jesus, I went against it in every part of my soul. And it was definitely looking back like, "You're not my dad because you took my dad." Ooh. And so, in that, I lost myself completely to the point that I did try to commit suicide 3 times.
