A personal testimony-style YouTube talk in which the speaker describes a profound life change driven by faith. The speaker recounts health struggles (chronic sleep deprivation, back pain), emotional distress from a broken marriage, and a decision to rely on faith to transform her life and behavior.
But what I realized was I was changed. God had told me, you're a new woman. And here's the thing. I needed to be. Because my personal life and my health was a disaster. I was faking it. I was pretending to function on chronic sleep deprivation by living on caffeine and sugar. I was putting on a happy face to my patients while secretly being in excruciating back pain and just depressed from my broken marriage. So I had to do something different. So I decided to faith it.
