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In this personal monologue, the speaker reflects on the stark contrast between the glossy, curated image she projects on Instagram and the deep grief she has been experiencing since her mother's death. Over two years, she describes sinking into depression and increasingly using alcohol as a coping mechanism, all while maintaining a polished online presence. On the two‑year anniversary of her mother's passing, she has a painful realization while scrolling through her feed: the persona she displays is inauthentic, and she feels disconnected from the mother and wife roles she believes God called her to fulfill. This moment of awareness highlights her sense of spiritual distance, personal loss, and the unsustainable façade she has been sustaining.

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