Your Clinical Fellowship Year feels chaotic because you're jumping from grad school to real practice. Find mentors and resources to fill the gaps. The mess is normal, and it's where you figure out your actual voice as a clinician.
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Let that fuel you and realize, okay, I need to look for people who do know what they're doing or can find resources just like this course, or maybe other courses if you're wanting to do a different aspect of our field. But yeah, just remember, like, you are cut out for this. You did like the hardest part, which is all the grad school stuff and the studying. And so now it should be the fun part of applying it. It might be messy, obviously, because nobody's going to be able to jump in and do it perfectly right away. I know I'm still way far from that, but it's okay. Like, this is the fun part now, you know? This is the part where you get to kind of apply what you learned and, I don't know, I love— find your own voice in doing it all too. So that's important.