First-person account (transcript extract) from a YouTube video where the speaker recalls being unable to speak aloud at age 15 due to intense fear about how her voice would sound. She attributes this social anxiety to repeated parental criticism from her father (phrases like “you're not good enough”), which suppressed her willingness to express herself.
15 years old.
So I wondered, I asked myself why you can't be the person you want, why you can't talk. Try to talk now. Try to talk now. I said to myself, you know, 15 years old, I said to myself, try to talk now. And I couldn't. I couldn't. And I realized that I am so scared to talk that I am worried how the sound of my voice will sound to other people. Even that. And I realized at that moment that this comes from how my father is behaving to me, because he was telling me all the time, you're not good enough. You're not good enough. What is this that you are doing, that you are doing? And I came to the point where I was scared how my voice will sound.
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