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In this first‑person video, the speaker recounts a desperate moment after being warned by his brother that police were waiting for him. He flees to a friend’s cabin, discovers a rifle, and on the fourth day attempts to end his life by placing the gun under his chin. He describes being unable to pull the trigger, his fear of death, and his overwhelming wish for the pain to stop, expressing a longing for a simple reset button that would end his suffering on his own terms. The narrative captures the raw emotional conflict between the desire for relief and the instinct to survive.
