182. “We’re $350k in debt & have no savings. Will I have to work until we die?”

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We can't imagine a rich life.

We've always been either living like paycheck to paycheck or actually on assistance.

Don is 50, Tana is 48 and they have struggled to make ends meet for their entire adult lives.

We've always had hustle side hustle and second side hustle.

I have always stressed about money. We're kind of always waiting for the other shoe to drop.

They have a lot of debt they never really saved. They never actually thought they'd be able to retire.

We just never thought we were actually going to be able to retire.

Don and I had both sort of just given up. Just like assumed we were going to work until we were dead.

Their income increased significantly and for the first time ever they are starting to wonder how to handle the extra money.

I make more a month now than I made in entire years.

We're not used to this. We don't. This isn't our world. We don't know what to do.

Can Don and Tana set aside their scarcity mindset and make an actual plan for the money?

It was really Hard for me to accept being paid what I'm worth.

We need a plan.

See what we have here. Their assets are $200,000. Investments $11,000. Okay. Quite low for that age. Debt is 387,000. That debt includes $51,000 of credit card debt, 145,000 for the mortgage, 168,000 for student loans. That's at age 50. And a $10,000 personal loan, plus $12,000 for a lease. It's a lot of debt. Okay. Income is $21,500 per month. That's a lot. I think that's recent. That's $258,000 a year. Rent. Housing costs are quite low. Debt payments are $5,895 a month. Wow. They have a lot of margin to play with with this income and they've chosen to put it towards debt. Makes sense. Investments at zero. And they have zero dollars in savings. Okay. Of course, their guilt free spending is working 20%. $2,792. This CSP tells me a lot. It tells me that one of them recently started making a lot of money. That part is good. The part that is problematic is how little they have for investments and how much debt they have. The great news is that if they can keep their expenses low, they can certainly shovel money towards that debt as they're doing. That's great. I think the more psychological problem here is this need to constantly work and being more worried now that they're making money than before when they weren't. That's quite interesting.

All right.

Sometimes when you can actually see a light at the end of the tunnel, you actually feel worse than when you were completely in the dark. We're going to talk about that today. I'm very eager to talk to them.

We've always been either living like paycheck to paycheck or actually on assistance, and all of a sudden we made a huge leap. We're not used to this. We don't. This isn't our world. We don't know what to do.

We've always had hustle side hustle and second side hustle. Just the other day I was out and I was like, oh, I could probably do Uber eats and pick up a few extra bucks. And I'm like, wait, why? Why am I thinking that way? But that's just how we're, we're, we're so wired at this point.

Can we go to the moment where your financial lives changed? I suspect this happened pretty recently. Don, can you walk me through it?

We've always done consulting on the side, just trying to pick up a few extra bucks. And during COVID someone approached me and said, hey, I'm starting this new business. Would you mind, you know, taking a look? So I signed a small contract to do a look. At the end of it, they offered me the COO role. And so I did that for a little over a year. Company had great success. So much so the investors flipped it and I lost my job. But a contact there remembered me. And so that opened a door for a consulting opportunity that with one client, and then I've added other clients since then.

How much did you make as a CEO?

I never made above $35,000 a year until that job. When I left, there was because at 120. Wow.

So you basically quadrupled, almost quadrupled your salary. How much did you both make as a household for most of your career?

We actually had some years where we were under 20,000. And then the. And then we got up to like 70 for a few years. So we were in and out of assistance.

And as of today, how much household income do you make?

Like 2:45.

Wow. So, yeah, so five to 10 times more than you used to make.

I make more a month now than I made in entire years.

Wow.

Yes.

First of all, amazing job. That's incredible. How do you feel about that? Don't I.

It's a mixed bag, right. Because, you know, first of all, it was really hard for me to accept being paid what I'm worth. Tana has been my biggest champion, like, get paid what you're worth. But there's a part of me that has some bitterness because, you know, I spent so much of my life doing activism and justice work. And so now when I stop doing that, now all of a sudden I'm benefiting. So it kind of feels a little backwards to me. And there's a. There's quite a bit of psych psychology there that I need to work through.

It's not often I get to talk to a couple who has 5x to 10x their previous income, especially at the age of 48 and 50. It's quite extraordinary. What has changed.

I have some, like, survivor's guilt because, you know, I started a nonprofit that worked with homeless and food insecurity folks. And so we're now the people I would approach, hoping they might consider to care for folks in our community. I never imagined in my life that having money would actually be nearly as complicated mentally, psychologically, for me as it is when you're in non profits when you're in justice work, there's a sense of it's a call and therefore you shouldn't be in it for the money and make all the sacrifices. And so to then all of a sudden everything change and it's. That's been, it's been really hard. It's also been really great. We actually went out to dinner tonight before the show and the person said, are you here for, you know, a special occasion? We're like, no, just dinner. And I looked at Tana, I was like, what a fun thing to be able to say. No, we're, we're actually just here to eat. It's a Monday night and we're eating.

I love that you have the appreciation for that. You know, to be able to go out to a restaurant, so many of us take it for granted. And to be able to step back and say, oh, that's not normal. Tana, how has it felt for your household income to increase like this?

I have always stressed about money. It's a huge relief to no longer have to worry about paying our basic bills. To no longer have to worry about our. Do we have enough money in our checking account before the next paycheck comes so that we don't overdraw? So I think that's the biggest change is that sense of sense of relief. There's been some, some anxiety along with it because I think Don and I had both sort of just given up and just like assumed we were going to work until we were dead.

Did you make jokes to people like we're going to work till the day we die?

Sure, yeah.

I'm a 50 year old guy. Of course I made that joke. Like.

That'S a very comm joke. Among people who don't have money or, and, or people who have a lot of student debt, they frequently make that. And it's not really a joke, it's a half joke. They do it with a bit of a laugh, but also they kind of believe it and they say it enough times and it starts to become a self fulfilling prophecy. And just to see if that's true. Tana, after your household income has increased by 5, 10x has has your money stress vanished?

I wouldn't say it's completely vanished. It's changed, it's gotten better.

That's good.

So the stress now is more so about not screwing it up. We've had a lot of stuff happen to us throughout the years and so we're kind of always waiting for the other shoe to drop. And so it took several months for me to kind of get past that, that this, like. Like, oh, this is just a flash in the pan. And so I'm feeling that a little bit less now. But now the stress is like, oh, man, we actually be able to retire, so how do we not screw that up?

Would you say you love money or hate money?

It's straddling that fence. Right. Because it's a mystery in some ways. And because, you know, I don't know what to do with it.

Tana, what about you? Love money or hate money?

I. I definitely feel like I have a love hate relationship with money just because it's been so difficult to come by for most of our lives. And then I love when I can make life easier because of money. That's. That's a big thing. That would always frustrate me. In the past, it'd be like, oh, we broke our whisk. We can't afford to buy a new one.

Whisk, like for pancakes.

Yeah. So it's like, well, I guess I'm using a fork now, you know? And now. Now it's like, oh, it broke the whisk. Let's go buy a new whisk.

One of the first things we bought was we replaced our measuring cups.

Yes, exactly. You couldn't read them. You couldn't read the numbers anymore.

Amazing. I appreciate that. Here we have a couple who truly struggled for many, many years, and then suddenly their financial life changed. How do you grapple with those changes? Remember that money is not simply numbers in your bank account. Money is a core part of your identity. It's where you live. It's what you eat. It's what you can do. Try to imagine how you would handle going from being on public assistance to. To Suddenly in your 50s, earning hundreds of thousands of dollars a year. Would you know how to handle the money? Imagine the money is like driving a fast car. Sure, if you've gotten your driver's license and you've practiced on slower cars, you might feel confident driving this fast car. But what if you've never driven this fast, ever, and suddenly your only car is a supercar? Would you know what to do or how to think or even how to feel? I think it's quietly beautiful that the first thing they bought was measuring cups. See, if you've struggled for this long, you can probably relate. The first thing you'd buy is probably not some luxury vacation. It's something simple, like the expensive bread at a grocery store. I got to tell you, I love hearing my guest stories. We'll get back to the conversation after a quick pause to support our sponsors. Real question for you do you know how often you're supposed to see your primary care physician? How about the dentist? How about a dermatologist? A lot of us just wait to get a text from the dental hygienist to know it's time to make an appointment. But your health is important and we talk about going from defense to offense with your money. What about with your health? Why not make your life easier and Book this year's appointments today with zocdoc. Zocdoc is a free app and website where you can search and compare high quality in network doctors and click to instantly book an appointment. They have over 100,000 doctors across every specialty from mental health, dental, primary care and more. Just filter for the doctors based on your insurance, your location, even ratings and find a doctor who's a good fit for your needs. Plus, Zocdoc appointments happen fast, usually within 24 to 72 hours. Instantly click through your options, book the appointment and you are good to go. If I needed to find a new doctor today, this is what I would use. Stop putting off these doctor's appointments and go to Zocdoc.com ramit to find and instantly book a top rated doctor today. That's Z O C-O C.com Ramit Zocdoc.com Ramit there's this myth that if you rent, it means you haven't made it. I don't really believe that I rent and I want you to know that you are not a failure if you choose to rent. In fact, I want more freedom right now than buying a 30 year mortgage. But if I'm spending thousands of dollars a month, I want to get some of the perks that homeowners get and that is where built comes in. BILT is a loyalty program for renters. You pay your rent through BILT and you can earn points for it. Think about it. You're earning points for your biggest expense every single month and you can redeem those built points towards flights, hotels, Lyft rides or even future rent payments. BILT has evolved into a complete rewards ecosystem where you get rewarded for the first time as a renter. And it's easy. Almost any payment method is compatible so you can start earning right now. I wish I had had this when I first started living in New York. Plus BILT recently announced that homeowners will be able to get rewarded the same way on their mortgage in 2026. So stay tuned. Join the loyalty program for renters@joinbuilt.com Ramit that's J O I N bill b.com Ramit and make sure you use our URL so they know that we sent you. Now back to Don and Tanum. What do you remember your parents or your family saying about money when you were young?

I got the money doesn't grow on trees, you know. But other than that, there weren't a lot of conversations about money. My parents were both self employed, so the income went up and down and I could tell where we were at based on what we were eating for dinner. When things were good, there'd be the occasional like, oh, we're having filet mignon tonight, you know, and where things were not great, it was meatloaf and, you know, spaghetti meatballs.

Okay.

Who did you see dealing with money in your family?

My mother.

Mom.

Okay. What about dad?

My mom did the bookkeeping for his business in addition to the bookkeeping for her business. And so then she did all the budgeting. So any money negotiations through Mom?

Don, can we go back to your childhood? I'm curious.

Sure.

What do you remember about your family or parents, what they said about money when you were a kid?

I grew up in a really poor, abusive household. It was like if you finished the last of something in the cereal box, like you finished the last little bit of cereal, you got in trouble. Everything was scarcity to the nth degree. If I wanted to buy something, then I was going to have to go out and make money and buy it myself, which I started doing at 14. At 14, I found some pottery place that let me fold boxes for a nickel a box, and I would fold it and then I would buy all the kids all the Swedish fish they wanted at the. At the swimming pool.

Really? Why'd you do that?

I think it's probably because at my house there wasn't anything and there was no generosity. You know, I think some people, the response goes one direction, and for me it went the other, which was then I'm going to give everything away.

Right.

Which, Tana can tell you, is an unfortunate theme of our life that relate.

To the activism, to the nonprofit world, et cetera?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Very much so.

Do you ever have a discussion that Tana said something like, you are so busy giving to everyone else that you don't focus on this family?

Yes. Not necessarily in those words. I received it as I'm making choices to give things away or care for someone, and our nose are barely above water, and why would we do that? And I want to be very clear, all reasonable questions to ask me, 100%.

Did you have any values in your relationship, looking back from the beginning?

Yeah, I think one of the big values was that we always had people in our home. We were kind of a hub for young people, college age students that were displaced from families. So we would host big Easter meals and have everyone over, which then led us to feeding them. And we didn't have any money to feed them.

How did you pay for that? Credit cards.

Credit cards.

Tana, what about you? What values did you have in the relationship from the beginning?

We both value social justice. We both value giving back. My jobs have almost all been in non profits as well. I just earned more than Don did. And we, we definitely value creating a community. I think you and I just also have a sense of responsibility to the world, of wanting to leave it a better place than it was when we entered it.

After hearing about your values, a lot of which I love, like, I, I understand community. That's how my family was raised. But it strikes me, and I'm wondering, do either of you have trouble saying no?

No. Yes. Yes.

Yes, you do. And Don.

It depends on the circumstance. If it's, if it's. Someone is in need, then I, I really struggle saying no.

You know why I asked that question? No, Tana, no. Hosting community, paying for it when you didn't have the money. At some points, feeling obligated. Real or perceived difficulty saying no is the undercurrent of all those things. Do you see that? Where else did the inability to say no show up specifically in your financial life?

I've mostly been the one who's done the finances. We didn't have a lot of money conversations. At some point during our marriage, we kind of just stopped having them. But Don would be like, well, I need this. Can we afford it? And I, even though I'm like, well, no, not really, I would still, you know, be like, yeah, okay.

And what was your magical phrase that you said? How would you say it to him?

I don't know how I would say. I guess like, yeah, you can get that.

Or I don't know, I think it was stuff around. It'd be, it's going to be hard, but we can, we can figure it out.

Figure it out. Thank you very much. I was looking for the F word. It never fails. We'll figure it out. That's code for I have no fucking idea how to do this, but I don't want to say no. We'll figure it out. All right?

Yeah.

So Tana, how many times you think that happened?

Oh, a lot.

A lot, right? Dozens, hundreds, etc, probably hundreds.

Yeah.

It's pretty interesting that a deeply held worldview like I struggle to say no can come up in 10,000 different permutations in our life. And we can chase after him and try to play whack a mole, but it's this, it's here and it's here and we have to change this. We have to acknowledge what we believe, but to trace it back to why and then we have to decide if we want to change it. We could change a lot. We can't change everything. We could change a lot, but we have to have a reason to change it.

I think I know where that comes from. For me, for a long, long part of my life, very low self esteem and being like a people pleaser and so I felt like, I always felt like I had to prove my worth. And so, you know, giving to people, saying yes to Don when he wanted things. I always felt like I had to be giving more than I was receiving in order to feel okay about it.

Because if you're taking more than you're giving, you are what.

In my mind, holding myself too highly.

Right.

And I, I don't deserve to be up here. Yeah, right. So to prove my worth, I need to give more. I need to be adding value all the time.

Yes.

And don't similar dynamic exists for you, right?

Yeah, 100%. I had the advantage of my job was giving and caring and you know, helping people. But the number of times that we, we said yes to things that we didn't have any business saying yes to, but we just trusted it would work out. And you know the hard part Ramit is it worked out because now we're earning. And that lie plays in my head of like, you know, see, it did work out.

I love that Don and Tana are service minded, but their relationship to giving reveals something pretty interesting. Generosity to others can be a good thing, but taken too far, it can become very harmful. In Don's case, he's generous, but he's gone into debt to help other people. He and Tana struggle to say no. And that shows up in lots of places in their lives. When they had little money, they were generous and they went into debt to help others. If they continue that same behavior of giving, but now they make hundreds of thousands of dollars, how long do you think the money will last? This is why I love the phrase money changes you. Most people say it with a sneer, but money should change you. It's made me more adventurous, more spontaneous, more generous in their cases. Money should change them. And one of the things it should help them do is to set boundaries so they can prioritize their own rich life. Did it work out? You two are earning a high income, I agree. But your financial status, still pretty tumultuous and problematic, right?

A hundred percent.

Yeah. The Washington Post came out with this thing like, are you rich?

They didn't contact me for that. Washington Post, literally. Who are you going to call if the headline has the word rich? And there's only one person to call. I didn't get a call. All right, go on.

So it's a. It's a thing where you fill out your net worth and your income, and it tells you how you compare to other Americans. And we are literally in the bottom percent for net worth and then like top 6% for income.

Yeah, your income is quite high and your net worth is quite low. It's like my take from that Don Antana, is it hasn't worked out.

Agreed.

You've gotten very lucky in many different ways, and you have a chance to change your trajectory, but you have to make several intentional changes. I'm not just talking about where money goes. We'll talk about that, too. But it's this. Who are we? If we have money, what changes do we need to make in the way we approach the world, the way we approach each other, the way we approach our money? It's basically in a way like, you won the lottery. You all heard stories about lottery winners, and they all, you know, a lot of them go broke. Why? Because money alone isn't going to change a lot, but changing money and your approach to the world will, right?

Yeah.

All right.

What do you say we take a look at the numbers? Don, can you read off the word in bold and then the number in full next to it?

Assets, $202,824. Investments, $11,043. Savings, 0 debt, $387,990. Total net worth, negative $174,123.

It's scary to hear those actual numbers read out loud, right?

Yes.

I think one of the things a lot of people don't get about money, about fitness, about relationships, about these big things in life, is when things are not going well, we don't want to talk about them or think about them. That's why I have a lot of compassion for people who are in a bad financial state and they ignore it. It's because you have to have a Real pressing reason to want to engage with negative $174,000 at the age of 48 and 50.

Yeah.

I want to break down your assets for a second. $202,000. Is that a house? Yeah.

Yes.

Okay. And your debt? Let's work through this for a second. So we have $145,000 mortgage. We have $168,000 of student loans, $51,000 of credit card debt, $12,000 lease, and $10,000 personal loan.

Yes.

Okay. Had to ask a few questions. $51,000 of credit card debt. What's that for?

That has built up over time.

I think it came from, like 30 years of barely keeping our nose above water and just $2,000 underwater one year, 3,000 under the next year.

And we went up like 20, 25,000 during the time of unemployment, just buying.

Groceries and because we had no safety.

Net, paying medical bills.

When that happened afterwards, did you take any lessons away from that sort of.

I. I mean, I think yes, but it's the conflicting information you get online, right. Of like, do you pay off your high debt credit cards? And that's what we did when, with our first go round of getting good, getting healthy financially was we just put everything towards our debt, but that meant nothing to catch us when we both lost our jobs. The safety net became the credit card space that we created by being aggressive of paying our debts. And that's exactly what we're doing right now. And that's part of the reason we're like, we don't know, like, is that the right thing to just pay off as fast as we can, or should we be splitting that up and putting some in a emergency? So I think we've learned to ask the question better. I just don't know that we've made any changes yet because we're uncertain.

You can see that they're paralyzed by these basic questions, and they're still trying to make decisions as if a job loss is right around the corner, not as a powerful couple that makes hundreds of thousands of dollars per year. We'll be right back after this short break. When I talk to new business owners, I hear a lot of the same motivations. I want to make extra money. I want more freedom. I want flexibility. But I will tell you something that I've never heard. I want to start a business so I can fill out a bunch of tax forms. That sounds like my hell. The good news is you don't need to be a tax expert to start your own business. Instead, you can use gusto this episode's sponsor, Gusto, is online payroll and benefits software built for small businesses. It's all in one. It's remote, friendly and it's incredibly easy to use so you can pay, hire onboard and support your team from anywhere. They offer automatic payroll tax filing, simple direct deposits, health benefits, workers comp 401k matches. You name it, they can help. Plus, it's quick and easy to switch to Gusto. Just transfer your existing data and get up and running fast with no hidden fees and no surprises. Try gusto today@gusto.com ramit and get three months free when you run your first payroll. That's three months of free payroll@gusto.com ramIt Once more gusto.com ramit what comes to mind when I share these specific moments? Renewing your passport. Scheduling a dentist appointment. Replacing that light bulb that's been out for six months and you're not sure what's the right bulb. We all procrastinate on weird stuff and taxes are usually right at the top of that list. We wait until the last second that we get overwhelmed. We got to pull all this paperwork and we're panicked because the deadline is approaching. That's why I recommend gilt. Now that tax season's over, this is actually the best time to get ahead. If you run a business or you filed for a tax extension, one small move right now could save you thousands later. G is not just another CPA firm. They helped one of my colleagues rethink his entire tax setup. Now he's saving more than he spends on tax prep. With G, you get a proactive year round strategy, not just a one time filing. Credits, deductions, business structure. It's handled. And their tech platform makes it easy to stay organized. You'll also get access to G's full tax library with guides on retirement plans, QBI and more. So if you've got a business or you filed for an extension, this is the window to take control of your tax plan. Head to joingelt.com ramit to book a consultation. And as a member of my community, you get to skip the waitlist. Again, that's joingelt.com ramit join G-E-L-T.com ramit Taxes don't have to be a task with Gelt. They can be a tool to build wealth. Welcome back. Let's keep going. All right, let's go on to your income. Tana, read me off this combined monthly income.

Okay. Gross monthly income 21,500.

So that's $258,000 per year. Who knew that you make that much?

We both did.

Wow.

Really? Literally 50% of the people on this show don't know how much money they make, so.

Are you serious? How can you not know?

And not only that, we make.

We make more than that.

Why? What? Why?

Because I do consulting, and that's the number that I felt comfortable saying that I could have it.

Yeah. I love a good conservative planner. And for everyone listening, what do I mean by conservative? I'm talking about it's almost like running with a weight vest. If you're going to train to run a marathon, I'm speaking as a guy who doesn't run a freaking marathon. Okay. But you want to train in harder conditions than you're actually going to run the race in. So when you're putting numbers on your csp, if you're putting your income and you're not sure round down, round down. Because it's better to end up with more than to end up with less. And if you have expenses you're not sure round up, you'd rather end up with more money than less at the end of the year. So that's how we do. That's conservative planning. All right, so it says you make 258,000. How much are you actually going to make? Give me the range from 258 to what.

320, 325.

What the.

It's like $60,000 of buffer. Didn't you guys used to make $60,000 in, like, two years?

Yes.

What the hell kind of planning is this?

Well, to be fair, he's a consultant, so he doesn't, like, get paid for vacation. So he's trying to find a way to establish a number that won't make him stressed out.

I. I can't take off work remit because a day's work off was the equivalent of over a month, like, a month's salary sometimes. And so I can't, in my mind, I can't even take a day off. I can be sick and I'm going to work or even take off a day just to go for a walk in the park. Because I'm like, is that walk in the park really going to be worth X number of dollars?

You remind me of me. Except it was when I was in college. Back then, I rated everything in terms of loads of laundry. Like those tacos from Jack in the Butt. We had a Jack in the box right off campus. That's like two loads of laundry.

Right.

And so people who earn variable income, they Become really weird. They're like, I can't go to my son's soccer game that my, my son is going to cost me fifteen hundred dollars. I'm like, I'm not a parent, but I'm not sure that's a healthy way to look at your relationship with your son. And they're like, yeah, but what about the cash?

I can tell you tonight at dinner I was like, I knew exactly how many minutes it took me to earn that dinner.

Okay, listen, that's super unhealthy, but I understand it. I understand, especially right now, like, money is top of mind because for the first time you have some, you have light at the end of the tunnel. I get it. But I just need you to know that's not healthy. And we need to put a plan in place so you don't think that way, because that's a real messed up way to think about money.

Okay, agreed.

So let's say I like your plan here. 258, 000. Probably going to make more. That's awesome. We can make a plan for what to do with the additional income. We always have a plan. And let's keep working our way down. So your net income is 13,675. So that means what, you're taking a lot of pre tax, 401k type of stuff.

I, I have pre tax health insurance and 401k through my job. And then we pay estimated taxes for his consulting income.

Oh, okay. All right, that makes sense. Let's look at your fixed costs, shall we? What's this number right next to the.

Fixed cost on 79%.

What do you think of that number?

I think it's really high, but I'd like to defend it with the debt payments. Yeah, that's an extra 4,000.

Yeah, that is correct. Your debt payments are an extra $4,000 a month. You are paying it aggressively to pay off your debt. I understand that. And if we took that down by 4,000 bucks, let's watch what happens to this number here. That's 79%. Read it off to me now, Don. What does it turn into?

50%.

50%. 5. 0. All right, so that's like right now with your income. 50%. Great. And let's talk about this for a second. So why is your fixed cost 50%? Well, your mortgage is really low. It's 1125amonth. Let's look at a couple of other things here. You got a car payment. 441. What kind of car do you have?

It's an electric suv.

Oh, okay. That's why you're leasing? Because it's electric?

Yes, we lease. Honestly, because that is a security item for me, not wanting to deal with surprise repairs and stuff like that.

What. What car did you have when you were a teenager?

I had.

Okay, hold on. Let me just guess. I'm just gonna guess here because I know it's a horrible car because of the way you talk about car repairs. Was it a Chevy Lumina?

No, it was not. It was actually a Honda Civic. Was my first car.

Blasphemy. I don't believe you.

Wait, that's the one.

Okay, then what was the next.

I got a Toyota Tercel. What?

The cars. How do you have a Honda and a Toyota? And you have this view about car repairs.

I got a really old Toyota.

I'm sorry. Honda and Toyota. I didn't know this would happen. Okay, these shows are not scripted, okay? I'm trying to make friends with Honda and Toyota. I love you guys. I love you. All right, listen, so. All right, I understand that. Look, first of all, the lease isn't that much, so I'm just going to move on past it.

All right?

Groceries are 1200 for two people.

Mm.

Clothes. Whatever. Zero subscriptions. 235. Cleaning and lawn care. Was this like house cleaning?

Yes, that is my. My one thing I did right. Almost right away. The my one, like luxury is.

All right, fine. Medicals, 335. And haircuts and hygiene, 125. All right, so you're paying 10,000, 783amonth. I have no comments right now, except I recognize that you're overpaying, quote, overpaying towards your debt. You're doing it intentionally.

Fine.

Let's go down to the rest of it, though. Your investments are at zero.

Yep.

And if we look at your total investments, you have 11,000 bucks at the age of 50.

Crushing it.

Yeah, that's a problem, right?

Yeah, big problem.

Okay, good. Savings are. Now, this was another clue that was quite interesting. You're saving $100 per month. This is the only savings. And it's going to a contribution for son.

So our son gives rent, pays rent, and we decided that we would take $100 of that rent and put it in a high yield savings for him.

Okay, I appreciate that. Let's go down to. So that's all the savings you have? That's.

Yes.

And you currently have zero in savings.

Yes. Other than the accounts for the tax.

Yeah, we have a. We have a high yield savings account. We put our estimated taxes and we set aside until it's time to pay them.

So you're all, like, dialed in on, you know, Uncle Sam. You're like, okay, we're not going to mess that one up. How about your own freaking savings? What about that?

That's one of the reasons why we wanted to do this is because we don't know. It feels like anytime I put money in savings, I feel like, oh, the cards are charging so much more interest. What's the value of this stuff sitting here when it could pay down interest and save us that money every month?

But it's interesting that you only started thinking that way now and not for the last 30 years.

No, we.

Did you have $51,000 of credit card debt that. That you've had?

Oh, yeah. But we just didn't. We didn't have a lot of money to do that. We were living paycheck to paycheck.

Other couples might say we didn't have the money. So one of us went out and got a different job.

Oh, we've done that.

Where'd the money go?

We did not make a lot. Like, Like, I don't. I don't think I can emphasize enough just how little money Don made. I'm not trying to, like, throw him under the bus, is just that, you know, part of the time, I had a decent paying job. Other parts of the time, I. I did not. And so for most. Most of our adulthood, we've each been working two, three jobs.

Something odd is going on, but I can't figure out what. Can you feel it? My antenna are going up because I can't understand how they ended up with so much debt, even though they both held multiple jobs. What were the jobs? Why did they have so much debt for so long? I keep asking, and then suddenly I find the answer. What was the pay disparity between the two of you?

Double or triple?

I think it's more than that, Don. It was more.

Sure.

Five times.

You made five times more Tana than Don.

Yeah.

And was there a discussion about, like, hey, like, in order for us to pay our bills, like, this is how much we need to be bringing in together. This is how much I make. So this is how much you probably need to make?

Don't think so. And I think a lot of that goes back to, you know, the sense of call. So, Remi, part of this is I was a pastor for 20 years. I've walked away from the church. Right.

So.

And there was a real sense of guilt and shame. I got defrocked for actually doing inclusion for doing LGBTQ weddings, right? So I got my credentials stripped. I got, you know, blackballed in a lot of places, right? And so. But there was a sense of these people that we helped and we cared for that were like, you can't walk away from this. Like, the number of times that Tan and I would have conversations, I'd be like, I'm done. I'm just going to go get a job. I'm done. I can't do this anymore. But then people were like, what you did? Or the conversations we had, blah, blah, blah. We were stuck in this weird spiritual guilt and shame and this sense that if. If I left, how could someone like me who has done so much, how could I go and walk away? I will say the one thing I'm proud of is I was very progressive and was racial reconciliation and LGBTQ inclusion and fought a lot of people in that. But that also embedded it even more. Right? Because you're the one person that's doing that or saying that. And, you know, I got played like a fiddle. And emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and I'm also really bitter about that. Ramit. I'm so angry.

Wow. Okay, now I get it. Imagine all the invisible scripts associated with growing up religious, and not just religious, but being a pastor, and then what it took to speak out and get defrocked or basically kicked out of what was your life's work. Honestly, I want to acknowledge how brave it was for Don to speak out and for him to share his story here. That's something I really appreciate about my guests, and I cannot begin to imagine how difficult that decision was. It's not just a political or religious statement. For someone who's a member of the church, it's often socially devastating. Hear what Tana has to say.

We had a great community and everything, but he was treated very terribly in many of our. The church contexts. And we both grew up in a more conservative Christian context. And so we both had it ingrained in us about tithing. And you tithe, even if it hurts. And so some of our original. Original debt is because we were tithing and we couldn't afford to. And this idea that if you're in ministry, it is because it's a calling and you have decided to take a vow of poverty. There was a church we were at that we got, like, a used car from someone for a really good deal. And, like, some of the church people were like, well, that's a fancy car.

It was 1980 BMW that. It was rusted out completely, but it was a BMW, so.

Right, right. So it was like, there was some criticism of, you know, what you spend your money on. And so that caused other issues for us as well in what we purchase and how we talk about money. Yeah.

Can I say, first off, I did not know any of this. It now helps me understand so much of what I see, because, you know, I'm over here. Like, the income Don was earning was really low. Like, really low. Now I get it.

Yeah.

And why is there this need for service? Service. I. I love service. I get it. I love community. I get it. But now it makes sense. I mean, hell, I speak to people who are religious frequently on this podcast. And I understand being religious comes with certain feelings about money. I get that. But I don't often speak to someone who was a pastor.

Yeah.

That is like tying a knot. It's like two people pulling at the knot. And the more you tried to become inclusive, which I totally appreciate, and support LGBTQ and all kinds of communities, the more you become embedded by saying, like, I'm fighting for this ministry, and now I can't leave because look at what I did. It's a very tricky knot that you've constructed. Okay. Wow.

Our church closing after Covid was what? Finally, I went back into the business world, and I started earning what I could make now. Wow.

So. So had the church stayed open, would you still be there?

It was getting dicey, so I think it was. It was coming to an end for me. But there's a chance, because it was a church we started.

For people listening, I don't think think they can understand how powerful a force religion is. I don't think people can truly understand what a pull it has on you. It's not like, hey, look at the csp. It's so obvious you need to go earn more money. Like, that's a different language. That's a different planet.

Yes.

Versus you being in the church, serving people, serving God, all these things. And, like, you're actually even affirmatively taught money is not what you're here for. In fact, if you have a nice car, a 1980 BMW, you must have done something wrong. That's fancy. Your values are.

I rode a bicycle for 20 years instead of having a car.

Okay. Wow. I'm so glad I know this. It really helps me understand these numbers. Giving me the story behind the numbers is why I do what I do. Because I can sit here and look at spreadsheets all day. It's boring hearing your story. Wow. I feel like I just saw color for the first time. Okay, let's look at these numbers again. We got to take it from the top. This is. Wow. I feel reinvigorated. All right. Okay, okay. You got a house. Fine. You have only $11,000 of investments at age 50. Okay, we'll fix that. Savings at zero. No way. We're going to fix that too. Debt. We got a lot of debt. We're going to make a plan for that. The income is high. It's high. It's at $258,000 and probably higher than that. Fixed costs are at 50%, but you're adding $4,000 a month towards debt. Okay, great. Investments are effectively at zero. You have some pre tax, a few thousand bucks. Fine. We'll tackle that. Savings at basically zero. We're going to fix that. And then your guilt free spending is at 20%. $2,792 a month. What's that? That's a lot.

It is a lot.

So that's the. Where we just sort of shoved it all down there and. And are hoping for guidance on what to do.

Y' all are not in the church anymore. This isn't the Lord coming and telling you what to do. Now it's your turn.

Listen, that carefree spending is also a mind job. It really is.

It is. Because it doesn't feel carefree.

Let's talk about it. Let's talk. So just so I understand, it says that you have $2,792 left. I'm going to just assume that you are spending $2,792 a month. Would it be more than that?

There were a couple months that it went over and we didn't pay as much of the stuff towards credit cards.

Aha. We are going to fix this. So that is simply repeating the pattern of what you used to do, but with bigger numbers.

Right?

That's a no go. Okay. So part of what we're going to do is reinvent yourselves. And I would actually guess that you two are pretty comfortable with reinvention. So.

Good.

Look at those nods. Big smiles, big nods. Love it.

That's the only thing constant is change. Yeah.

Reinvention is good. We get. And the best part is we get to choose what we reinvent ourselves to be amazing. At 48 and 50, you have an opportunity, you have time, you have high earnings and probably more than even is shown on here. So there's a possibility of some really great stuff happening. Okay. But the. You'll notice some of these loose offhand comments you make reveal a way of looking at the world. Like there have been months where we spent too much, so we cut back on paying our debt as much. Red alert. These are ways that the old Don and Tana behaved, the new Don Antona do not. So before we get into the specific plans, can you just tell me who are Don and Tana now as it relates to money? We are. Finish the end of that sentence for me.

Determined, responsible. Abby.

Savvy. Good. What else?

Good word. That's a good word. What do we want to be? Balanced.

Okay, good. Keep going. Relaxed. Nice. Tom.

I want to be comfortable not having to worry about the small stuff, Feeling confident that we are saving for retirement, but also able to enjoy extra special things.

I love that, Don. Anything else?

I think up until now, it's always just been today. Are we secure today? And the idea of actually having any kind of future. Future looking is. Is. Would be wonderful.

Yeah, I love that. It's very much like you two have been driving in. In thick fog for most of your lives. You can only see 15ft ahead. And if I were to ask you, what's a mile down the road? You're like a mile all. I'm just trying to get the next 15ft and suddenly the fog has cleared. Do you realize and yet you are still driving as if you can only see 15ft ahead? And all I'm saying is, Don Antona, open your eyes. Look at that beautiful vista. We can see miles. We got to make a couple of changes, but we can see further than we've ever seen. That's what I want you to recognize here. Okay, we'll make some changes to help you feel determined, responsible, savvy, balanced, relaxed, confident, enjoying extra special things and feeling secure today and tomorrow. Doesn't that sound like a vision? We'll be right back after this short break. I know that some of us think better when we write our thoughts out, but for a lot of us, including me, I'm better when I can think out loud. If that's you, I recommend you check out Whisper Flow to save you tons of time to bring your ideas to the page. Whisper Flow turns your voice into clean final draft. Writing inside whatever app you're already using. Email, Slack docs, even text messages. And it works on Mac, Windows, and iPhone. So instead of spending all of your time responding to messages, especially while sitting at a computer, you can hit a hotkey, speak, and the text appears. It's accurate, it's fast, it's all formatted so you can get back to work. Here's what my friend said about it. Whisper is amazing because it learns the way you speak. So you can send this rambling note as a text message and it kills all the filler words and it perfectly formats it for you. They said it's much better than using the Apple voice to text feature. The spelling is way better. If you want to buy your time back and get back to what matters, check out Whisper Flow. Try it for free at whisper flow. AI/ramit. That's whisper flow AI/ramit w, I, s, p r flow.AI/ramit or click the link in the description below. Now back to the show. So you currently have a bunch of debt. Do you know how long until this debt that you are paying? $5,895 a month towards will be paid.

Off July next year.

Whoa. You ran the calculations? Okay. Very impressive. I'm pleasantly surprised. Who ran the calculations?

I think we both did.

That's amazing. That's quite advanced. I ran your debt payoff as well and I got a different answer, but you have more information than I do.

So that July number or date does not include the student loans.

Oh. Oh, yeah.

No, that's just credit cards and personal loan.

I was wondering why I got such a different answer. Why did you choose not to include student loans?

Because Tana works in nonprofit and after 10 years, student loans are forgiven.

Ah, good answer. Okay, so let's zero that out. Okay. I get basically the same thing as you. It's going to be paid off in about a year. All right, round of applause. This is good, you guys. This is really good. I'm starting to see a plan here. Okay, this is great. Yeah, you guys will be 51 and 49 roughly, and this debt will be paid off. Isn't that cool?

Yeah.

Oh. Oh my God.

All right.

I'm too excited. I gotta calm down.

Wow.

You know, I rarely get like a very pleasant surprise when I'm looking at multiple sources of debt. And here I am, it's like, yeah, wipe the 168k and take that away. It's gonna be forget. I'm like, this is great. Okay. So amazing. So knowing what we all now know, that your debt is gonna be paid off in roughly a year. If you had to decide on a plan, what would you do?

And our plan, with limited knowledge, was to just continue to put every penny we can into the high interest rate debt, get that paid off, and then as soon as that's paid off, then split that same money, that same pool of money, just start putting it into investment and savings. But it Feels terrible right now not to be putting anything in an investment, but logically, it also makes sense to pay off all that debt first. So, yeah, we're just really confused.

And, Tana, what about you?

I've sort of been floundering on what the best move is. I would probably do more of the retirement.

Why?

Because that terrifies me.

Y' all find what's going on here kind of interesting. It's just, you know, we don't know anything about money and. Tell us. Guide us. Now, I am here to help, for sure, but it's time for you to step into the fact that you make over $250,000 a year. Okay. And nobody's coming to save you. So, like, getting paralyzed by, should we put money here or there's. You might as well just pick one and do it.

Okay.

50 years old. Time is not on your side. You need motion, and you need to move fast. That's what we're going to work on today. It's time for us to embrace that we have money, and we need to start getting in motion. Nobody's going to push us and make us go. We've got to do it. Do you agree?

Yeah.

Okay.

It's okay. If things go wrong a little bit, you might make a wrong decision and lose 1500 bucks. Guys, 1500 bucks is chump change compared to what we're talking about here, okay? Smart people move fast. Why are you laughing?

I just can't do fifteen hundred dollars. It's chump change.

Yeah, I know that. Don and tana 1.0. They would have been laughing. Don and tana 2.0 are like, oh, this guy's right. 1500 bucks is like a. It's a tiny percentage of what we make in a year. It's crazy to think, right? It's crazy to hear, but it's also true.

Hey, I am having a little bit of a hard time adjusting. Don and I were just having a conversation at dinner tonight where he was like, I feel like in some cases, we're still buying, like, the cheap thing that we're going to have to replace rather than saving, waiting, whatever, and buying, like, the nicer thing we're not thinking about.

How do we buy something for the next 20 years? I think we're still purchasing for today, and, you know, tomorrow, if we. If it lasts a long time, great. We got lucky. And if it doesn't, then we'll replace it.

But, yeah, I think it speaks to the two of you actually believing that you deserve to live a rich life and that you have the agency and control to actually do it.

Yeah, I definitely don't feel like I deserve.

And so if you don't feel you deserve, which I can understand so many decades of, why then every time you try to make plans about money, they could be even investing money. Why would we. I don't deserve to have $500,000. We don't deserve to be millionaires. And you will self sabotage yourself. Then the second part, to believe that you have the agency to actually cause things to happen, you know, for so long, you were kind of the recipients of whatever was given to you. And to now be faced here with extra money and go, we have. We can make a choice. I can see that it's paralyzing to you. Like, I want to acknowledge that I understand why it's so scary. Again, you, for the first time ever, you can see a mile down the road. But I also need you to keep moving. That's the key. That's the mindset I need you to adopt. I think that we need to talk about the numbers of where you can go. Because right now, like, there's so many infinite number of decisions you could make, and you're just like, what do we do? For the first time we have money. We don't know how to decide these things. Okay. One thing is we need to focus on what's most urgent. So 50 years old, you're going to want to retire at some point, and for the first time you're realizing, oh, my God, it's possible. Have you calculated how much money you will have in retirement?

I did. If we put away $5,000 or $6,000 a month from now until I'm 67 at 7%, that'll put us right around $2 million.

What? Good job, round of applause. Two million bucks. Coming from $11,043 at age 50 to having $2 million at what age did you say?

67.

Damn. So what do you. What are you telling America, Don? Hold on, let me get my mic. Tell them, tell them, Don. What does everybody need to do to go from zero to $2 million in, what was it, 17 years? How much do they need to make?

Don, tell them $258,000.

People are going to get so mad at me right now.

And me.

That's fine, guys. Hey, America, don't get mad at my guests. It's not their fault. That was my joke. I set that one up. You do not have to make $258,000 a year. Okay? But what I do love about that example is it shows that a high income solves a lot of financial problems. The only way that a couple who's roughly 50 years old with basically nothing invested could have a very comfortable retirement. The only way is they have a very high income and carefully managed expenses. There is no other trick. The only other ways would be to extend retirement probably into their 70s and to decrease the amount spent in that retirement. In your case. Amazing calculation, Don. You do have the possibility of having pretty healthy retirement at 2 million bucks, you know, plus Social Security, etc.

Etc.

Etc.

I was wondering if that calculation was based on doing that now. Because we're not putting that much money in now. Okay, what would we have to do to catch up if we start a year from now?

I want you to remove the catch up concept from your head. You're not going to catch up with what you would have done if you started investing at age 22. Why are we thinking of that? It makes no sense. You can decide right now. We have roughly 4,000 bucks a month extra. We could put 3,000 towards debt and 1,000amonth towards retirement. Let's play it out. Let's run the calculation and let's decide. But let's not use the word catch up because when people use catch up, it. It's always looking backwards. It always makes them feel bad and it always makes them do really destructive things with their money. I personally, I always like to be investing something 500 bucks a month, 100 bucks a month if that's what you can just to have it.

Okay?

And then I let. That way the factory is already moving and I can just turn the speed up. Easier to go from a hundred to five thousand than zero to a hundred. Look, there's no right or wrong answer for this because while time matters a lot to you, one year in the grand scheme, it's one year. What's more important is to get your habits correct. That matters a lot. I'll just tell you what I would personally do. Okay? I can't tell you what you should do, but I'll tell you what I would do. If it were me and I had your csp, which I'm going to put up on screen right now, this is what I would do.

Okay?

I would take this number. You're guilt free spending $2,792. Let's just say that that's 3,000 bucks. Okay? Just for easy math, I would cut that thing in half because I guarantee you've been living on less than that for a long time, right?

Oh, yes.

Yeah, like Way less so. You know, remember that, Remember that movie where everybody got trapped in the Andes mountains and they started eating each other and like, they brought him back to the hospital and they were very careful not to overfeed them immediately because it's really dangerous. That's the same thing here. You don't want to go from spending like $50 a month to $2,792 a month. You want to go up very gradually and build the skill of what it's like to spend. Same thing I would tell athletes or lottery winners. So if it were me, I would take half of that and I will put that right into savings. In my opinion, savings is more important to you right now than investing 12 months ahead because you're gonna, you're already investing a bit and you're gonna start investing a lot of money soon, but you have no savings. And that's a problem. Okay. Why would I not immediately put all my money towards high interest credit card debt? In most cases I would. But Don and Tana have a unique situation. They never built the skills of saving and investing, but those are the skills that are absolutely critical right now, in my opinion. Even if it means paying slightly more in high interest debt. See, the goal here isn't just to pay off the debt. It's for them to build the habits of saving and investing and starting to gradually think further ahead. It's like cultivating a garden. You don't just aggressively water your plants once a year and then expect them to be okay. You have to nurture them over time, which allows them to develop strong roots. That is what I want for Don and Tana. You may disagree with my suggestion. You might choose to pay off all your credit card debt all at once. Fine. That's not what I would do in their situation. Let's get back to the conversation.

If a surprise repair comes out up, is that like from the carefree spending or should that come out of savings?

So let me put it very bluntly. Couples that make $258,000, they don't have surprise expenses on their $1,125 a month house that they haven't planned for. Okay, now you'll get there. You're not there right now. I understand that you have an old house and things have come up. I'm trying to show you what it should be like and what it is going to be like in about two years. So here I am in a, in a relationship where I make 258 to $300,000 a year. I know a lot of stuff's going to go wrong. I've already anticipated it. I've put money aside. I have a specific sub savings account called this damn house. And every month. How much am I putting in there? Tell me, forget about all these numbers, just in general. How much should I be putting in that house fund?

$500?

Yeah, something like that. You know, typically they say 1 to 3% of the value of a house per year for maintenance. Now, your house might be older, blah, blah, blah, but that includes things that break. That includes the roof that will break 11 years from now. So when that happens, you will have the money saved up. That's how we think we start being proactive. Okay? Now you can't save 500 bucks a month right now for your house because you have other things it needs to go towards. But you can save how much?

200?

Sure, 200 bucks. Put it aside, Create a house fund. Get the factory moving. Okay, so you have a. I love vivid names for accounts. You know, this damn house and whatever you want to call it. And it's 200 bucks a month. And if something goes wrong, that's where you look. But you really need to be aware if something. If you have 500 bucks in that account and you have a thousand dollar problem, what are you going to do?

Take it out of our carefree spending?

Yeah, that's correct. It comes out of guilt free spending. It does not come out of an emergency fund. Nothing ever comes out of an emergency fund unless it's an emergency. That's exactly how you do it. Beautiful. You're going to pay off your debt in a year. Let's talk about what's going to happen once that's paid off. You have options. You can split it. You could invest all of it. I'll tell you what I would do if I had 4,000 bucks extra per month. The way I'm thinking about this is how much do I need to retire at age 67? Like, how much is going to be comfortable for me? And I know you've already factored in your Social Security and those things. So I'm just like, how much do we need at age 67? I'm also prioritizing a savings account. I want to get to six months of an emergency fund. Six months. And I say that because you've had some tough times, caused a lot of problems when you had unemployment. Okay.

There's a part of me that's like, we're finally making money.

Yeah.

I want to enjoy it. Like, and so there's Things that don't necessarily need repaired around the house, but I would like to improve.

Or what?

Wait, what? How? Hold on. I swear to God, I could talk to people in any situation, and no matter what, no matter what, we're always going to end up in the same place. Ramit, I gotta renovate my house.

Well, I will add, we also have taken one vacation in our entire marriage.

Listen, if you want to renovate your house, we can make that happen. Okay? But this is one of the clues that I see on your csp, which is sloppiness. A lot of things that have been mushed together and they shouldn't. So when I have an emergency fund, that is an emergency fund, I don't touch that. Okay? When I have guilt free spending, that is guilt free spending. You want to renovate. Love it, Love it. I support it. If you can afford it. Which means in your case, you would probably put money aside. Once you have the money, you spend it. Simple as that. But you don't go into debt for it.

Yeah, we're done doing that.

Okay. It sounds simple, right? Is there any hesitation?

I feel muddied when it comes to the guilt free. Because. Because things like, you know, house repairs and additional medical bills and stuff like that is coming out of that.

That's because you don't have your account set up to properly reflect your priorities. So you are constantly feeling behind because you have been financially behind for the last 30 years. But I have to. I have to tell you that it would be a tragedy to go the rest of your life feeling behind without actually changing your account structure and then changing your psychology of money. Yeah, we need clear lines of demarcation when it comes to spending. Do you know how I think about my money when it comes to this guilt free stuff? Every time I go out to spend money on something that I like, it's guilt free for me. I'm not thinking about, oh, my God, I could be doing this, I could be doing that, because I already handled all that stuff. The fixed costs are already handled. They're automatically being paid every month. Savings automatically being done, investments automatically being done. And I already know how much I need. And I've built a healthy buffer, all that stuff. So what's left is meant to be spent. Have you internalized that with your money?

No, definitely not.

Okay, so we need to do that. Let's look at the numbers again because there's one big. There's one big thing we haven't talked about. Don, you mentioned that you might make up to $60,000 more than we see on the CSP.

Correct.

Okay. What are you all going to do with that money?

Well, we've had that conversation about do we split half of it and pay it towards additional money towards debt and then take the other half and figure out investments, savings, carefree, or guilt free.

I would like to hear the two of you have this conversation about what to do with any unexpected income.

What do you want to do? Do you want to. Would it make you feel better? Make us feel better to, to put it in investments.

I see us like doing splitting up three different percentages. So like savings, retirement and carefree spending.

It's guilt free. We keep saying carefree, it's guilt free.

You all have an aversion to the word guilt because of the religious stuff. What is it? Probably.

Probably. That's probably what it is.

Guilt free, adapted, adaptive. Maybe the guilt free part includes some of these bigger ticket things we want to do. Like, like maybe we add an extra chunk to savings for a vacation or we add an extra chunk to savings for things we want to do around the house or whatever.

Tana, I like, I like the idea of us being super aggressive. We do 80% into investments and 20% into savings. How does that sound to you? What do you want to do?

There is a part of me that wants to have like some portion of it, even if it's small, that's like, oh, here's a little extra so we can get the things that, that we want, you know, that we can do the things that we want to say. The number like 60, retirement, 20 savings.

Awesome.

Let's do it. Let's do it. 60, 20, 26 months. We'll review and maybe we'll see then that we can do more in one place over the other. But I love the idea of returning six months.

Yeah, I like that too. Yeah.

Great. Ready? Take a round of applause. That was very decisive. Amazing. One thing that I think is part of your core values, who you are in 2.0, is we are decisive. We make decisions. We make them informed, we make them educated, but we make decisions. And you just did a great job of that. That was awesome. 60, 20, 20. I love it. I'm really proud of both of you for just that last exercise. That was really cool.

Thank you.

How'd you feel about that?

I feel good. I feel like there's clarity. I feel like we've hemmed and hauled around the extra income and like, kind of, what are we going to do? What are we going to do? And even if it's Something we change in six months. I'm so glad that we have. We have something. We have a number.

I just feel bad that I'm. That I was like hemming and hawing.

I understand that temptation is like, as you start to become more adept with your money, just having money. First of all, building these decisive plans, it's going to be very tempting for you to. To feel bad. Like, why didn't we do this 30 years ago? We should have done this. Like, oh, my God. But I think that many people who have felt bad about money for so long, when they have the opportunity to feel good, they go back to another permutation of feeling bad. Do you know why?

Comfortable?

Yeah.

Yeah. I was gonna say it's what you're used to.

It's comfort. It's the same reason many people stay in poor relationships one after another. I've known feeling bad. At least I know how to deal with that. What was that thing you said, Tana? When's the next Shoe gonna drop? 2.0 says we work hard, we deserve to have money. We spend time talking about our money regularly. We. We expect our family to have a healthy savings account, healthy investment account, to be able to go out and eat every so often and get something nice for the house. We expect it, we deserve it. If we work hard and are lucky and fortunate and put the time in all those things. Yeah, it's going to take a while, but I'm just trying to paint a picture of what it will look like. Yeah. On the guilt free spending side, one thing I might suggest to each of you is you have, let's just say it's $100 a month guilt free spending. I'm making up a number. It's obviously more than that. But, you know, 20 bucks of that might go towards Tana, 20 bucks towards Don, and then 60 bucks towards the two of you. Something to consider. You probably want some sort of allocation in there. And that way, if Tana's like, I really want these beautiful things for the bedroom. Fantastic. Guilt free spending. And you two should decide, is it the family or is it Tana's? But I also think it's important to have some joint guilt free money that the two of you, you know, or, you know, you want to use it with your family, that's for you.

Yeah.

There's one other thing I want to talk about, which is, Don, you mentioned that you feel the need to work all the time. And if, you know, you take a day off, you're losing, you know, potentially 800 bucks. A day, A thousand bucks a day? Something like that. What are your thoughts on that? In light of all the things we've.

Talked about right now I would like to imagine that I have a better perspective on it and Don 2.0 is not going to have those same issues. I think the area that is still complicated in my brain for mathematical reasons is that then it makes me want to reduce the amount that I count on every month to give room for a day off, to give room for a week vacation or something and possibly adjust our budget to, to make that feel like that is more approachable. Whereas right now I feel like the budget we have, I'm pretty much locked into every day putting in at least a chunk of hours every single day. I would like to be able to take off a Friday and not spend all weekend sweating about, man, I shouldn't have taken off Friday.

Well, the numbers wise, you can make this model work on 258, 000 a year. You don't need even the extra income. Right. That's all gravy.

Correct.

So doesn't that answer your question right there? You can take a Friday off right now.

Yeah. I think it does all come down to psychology.

Yeah.

The idea of me sitting on my front porch and reading a book all afternoon on a Friday instead of earning money, it's hard to switch to say that was a worthwhile spent of my afternoon.

Yeah. Well, fortunately you're talking to the world's foremost expert in leisure. Me. Okay. I love it and I'm really good at it. And we're going to talk about this because it's actually very important. Numbers are numbers. Great, we talked about that. But I want to emphasize something very important to you. One of the values you need to really start to internalize is I am running a marathon. Okay. And if there's one thing that you cannot do in this entire model we talked about, you know what it is?

Die.

Yeah. Basically, you cannot lose your job. Let me jump in here to make this point crystal clear. Don and Tana's aggressive retirement plan will only work if Don keeps his job. He cannot lose the job. If they did not have this high income, this conversation would not be nearly as positive. In fact, they would be in serious trouble. Candidly, with no way out, they would be in serious debt. They would be unable to pay it off. They would have no real retirement savings and their future would be very bleak. Thankfully, they have a high income now and that is why it is so important to protect it. Now, I don't say this to discourage anyone from starting to invest later in life. Of course, the best time to start Investing is your 20s. It's also true that the second best time to start investing is right now. In this case, Don and Tana are going to be financially okay. In fact, better than okay. And if you're in the same situation, you can do it too. What I want you to understand is that the longer you wait, the harder it gets. And it's not just a little harder. It gets really, really hard. So start early if you can, and focus on building the skill of increasing your income and set up automatic investments. I teach all of these things in exhaustive detail on the programs on my website. Let me talk to Don about his money psychology now. You're like an athlete. You cannot get injured. So what do athletes do?

Recover.

Exactly. That's the way you have to think about it. So if a Friday reading on the porch is what provides you recovery, then you actually have to prioritize it and fight for it and make it happen. This is the same reason. You know, I joke about leisure, but I'm actually take it very seriously. I happily watch TV for hours at a time and to anyone else, they're like, this guy. What the hell's wrong with this guy? But the way I mentally construct it is I'm rejuvenating, I'm recuperating, recovering, and when the time calls for it, I'm ready. When Netflix called and it was get on a plane to all these different cities, you better look good, you better be ready to go. Show up on time at grueling hours for six, seven days a week, I'm ready. And that's how I want you to think as an athlete. Recovery is a priority. That change anything for you in terms of time?

It's interesting because when, when this financial shift happened, we did things such as get a cleaner right to. To buy time back. Right. That's been helping me think about if, if I'm willing to pay for a cleaner, am I willing to pay for my, my afternoon off? Basically. But that would be like my first step. That'd be like my baby step to embracing that leisure.

I like that.

I really like the baby steps you're taking. I think buying back time, that's a great, great idea. I'm glad you did it. I want to paint a vision for you that eventually your leisure time is not a transactional value to be calculated. There's value in leisure for the sake of leisure. We are human beings who need enjoyment and fulfillment. And ironically, the Money guys here telling you it's not all about money. You know that. You know that because you lived it for so many years. But I actually need you to, to to kind of bring that back and realize my enjoyment. Whether it's with my wife, my son, my dog, or just walking around somewhere, it's worthwhile. I deserve it. Part of don and Tana 2.0 is that if you achieve all the things we talked about, you're actually not behind.

You can preach ramit.

Now. That is high praise. I appreciate that. Thank you to Don and Tana for sharing their story with us. And I want to remind you, it can be really hard to share these intimate details of your finances, especially when they don't seem so great on paper. But sharing those stories is what allows all of us to learn from other couples. So big thanks to Don and Tana and to all the guests who come on the show every single week and take us into your rich lives. Let's check in and see how things are going. First, Dawn's follow up.

Tana and I have had some amazing conversations. We actually have some excitement around her future. We still feel like there's a lot of work to do and it's going to take a lot of effort and it's going to depend on us being consistent. But it is doable and manageable in that we actually really have a good shot at retiring. We thought through the ways that we were going to split up the additional income that was above and beyond what we were accounting for. We have a good plan now, which is nice. We were just kind of paralyzed by some unknowns that just really took a little bit of nudging. And once the nudging happened, it kind of opened up the gates for us to make some really solid decisions. So thank you for everything. We appreciate you. Thank you so much.

And now Tana's follow up with our plan.

We are actually in good shape for retirement, which was a relief to hear. And we should no longer view ourselves as catching up. I think it'll be a little difficult to fully overcome that mindset after years of struggling, but we are going to do it. We're committed to doing it. It's going to happen. We realized that our guilt free spending category was really a catch all for anything that wasn't in fixed costs. So we created a 5% buffer in our budget for small repairs, maintenance, actual medical, small, unexpected, that kind of thing. And then we made our guilt free spending category a mix of giving money away plus purchases that are truly guilt free in addition, we set aside $500 a month for our long term emergency savings. And then any additional income either of us earns will be split 60, 40 between retirement and long term emergency. And then we plan on reevaluating in January. So thank you so much for your help, Sam.