My Family Told Me I'd Never Have A Child | Supermom Spotlight Hiral Gala | Riddhi Deorah

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the magic thank you so much man for giving me the opportunity and being always so supportive and really what im today all because of you and all because of your guidans in support without your support and without is parenting home i would be not this warson for so so thank you so much for everything and before i start i want everyone to take on the bread because today is not just a success story, but this is a story of braking susp्rेssिंg surviving heliंg finally becoming the person who really wants to be and onnestly if someone had met me before your back, i would never imaging and i think they were would also never imagine that one day i would stand confidently in front of हंडरेड ऑफ मदर्स एंड स्पीकिंग because one time i was a woman who was silently crime in the bathroom silently smiling outside, but i was a complete book inside and today if my story even help on mother to chose herself and every pin i went through had a purpus i would फ so before i start and before i share my journey i would like to have a permission that if i have your permission please put p for permision to start my story and thank you so much for putting p and the chat box let me just share my screen can you all see my screen if yes, but yes in the tag box, thank you so much for koniformingso here i am from wanting to give up to finding myself again and i was born and brought in the small village of gujrat colvalsarwere my child was really amazing but from child i was struggling was complete bing juge always

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judgment for my looks for my height for even my face all this redness and all because when i was small i was dignit with सम elogic things and that really pes me of because of all the schools all the society judgment that you should look beautiful you should have a color far your body should be proper your height should be at a moment, but i was a very time babe when i was bon i was जस्ट ई थिंक not one city i would say so from jiuli was struggling for my wait sanall and in the school also i started geting comparision। because my brother was a topper of the school and i was a or evered student and thats loli stop make me see myself who was i was only seeing through comparison what others are seeing so that one sentence slowly enter in my subconses mind that i am not enough because i know whatever i do i have to i just they will not egrevertmwithmy looks with my hit whatever i म कैरिंग in my

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that one day was i cried a lot and i accepted the im not in of and i think i know many women her carry the same on silently that we become mother s we become wife, we become mother in low but inside that small girl still wanted validation i loss confident los interest in studies started feeling in exam but at that time one person never give up and never give up on believing me and that is my father he used to tell me always failure is not the end it is a depoloningandthat red mark in your marks it is a starting process to lone and that today i realize sometimes one supportive sentence can change a child confidence for ever so i really great ful for my father for making my cilevुd so inspiration and so supportive that all the nice which i got lake of confidence all the awerness which i was wanted and giving me and slowly slowly आई स्टार्टेड स्टडिंग बैक एंड इंटेंट i लिट्रली गॉट toper in my school and everyone was so surprise that how it is possible the person who is feeling in all the exams and all and cerdenlyinthetenc she is passing with the topping so i think the confidence with my father gave me really help me so i am really grad ful for my father for always being very supportive, and i started slowly my college and in the college also like i started helping up other cइल्ट्saंड they started believing me and i got an opportunity also in to college life to take the subject and guiding other other other child who was really lek in science and max cause that to subject was i was able to help others and i was able to g make more deep insect। because that to subset i love it so that is my college life and during my college life, i went o my nati place and then i met my husband for the first time and slowly slowly बिकम फ्रेंडस and he proposed me and as veardransand we like having a same col devi the madrid should never happened, because in the same coll devi and same this mataji what ever they like you are like a brother sister you can not marry and i just give up or on my relationship that in future there is there is no future of it and there is नो manage right now whatever the dating period will be in i m fall sure the parent will not agry and my husband never give up on me he said, now we will do whatever it tik, but i never accepted so i said no he waited for me to more yours and was ट्रिंग तो impress me an all दैन सr्डnलyआi also got it let me try and we started dating and the dating period was सो beautiful ही suported मी like in any area where i was feeling los वैर आई वॉज फीलिंग कॉन्फिडेंट बिकाज ऑफ हिम he gave me that collage he gave me that confidence back which i missed in my child hold i think all he would agree that some or other we need support and if you egryputafor agry in the taidpox any time in life, we re we feel support need validation we need some type of one person wo says here you can do this okay here you do that and we always seek someone else approval and we forgot that insider we also have दैट पॉवर टू टेक दैट डिसिशन and that decision i was not able to do it to say yes to my husband for anything so slowly slowly, we started dating and my parents got got to know that we are dating and my father who was so supporti, suddenly started disconnecting with me and he gave an option to that man or me and i was so set, because both my father and my husband a

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so important for me that i cannot imaging my life without them and sedenlyhave to those on posinthatmade me religedthat in life we need to take some step beyond what ever odorsarfealing and i took corrig total my father i will not give up and i am not marin weyn i will only marry to that one person and i told hasbend also that we will marry with the permission of a parents i if we give up or not you up, but i will not get marry to anyone else only i will be with you wemarageis happening i will still vetit if it is not happening, still we will rated and my husbend also grid सो after nine after nine years of dating we finally god marad in to thousand and seventeen with permission of a parents

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and onosly i that my stroge war over। because now my parents are gave the poision they are settled im geting marry to the person, because that was the de my head it to me to mary सoमeoनe हो is the man, who i wanted to get married and this was the manage my dream manage, because this was really a dream we were never tort would happen any time, because no one was a green, but we never give up fepotnever give up to each other n finally the day game re god madrid and that day i think i was feeling like i got to everything in my life, now i dont more anything, but life is life you never no and after marrage i was thinking is now i have got everything i dont want anything now my parents are happy m n i am also happy i m also meri to the person i wanted to and i thought that love is solving everything marrage mens imotional safety and i got my safety and now my life will become very peaceful बट आफ्टर मैनेज लाइफ बिकेम मोर कम्प्लीटली डिfeरeंटकoम्पeटलy zero थ्री सिक्टी डिग्री

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i was started pleasing people, because i was a friend of losing everyone, because new marrage new people, there expectations were very different and what i was caring was very different so i stop being that her who i was and i became someone ho constantly trying to please everyone, because i was call cad all the time what if they dont like me what if i ap set someone what if i make mistake so i keep adjusting and i said yes to everything on i did not like it my heart was screaming just see know, but i was not able to see and i think all the mothers here is this is where i think many woman lose themself and if you all egreputaforegre that thank you so much for putting in the tag box so not in one big moment, but in small daily self avendencewe give up so easily and self espect is also got because in my journey till now if i say i dont have any single help i have to do everything at home also no made no support a single tiny things from cleaning to de cleaning every day, because at my in las house, they want the wall also to get clean every day with the deep cleaning of sop water so i started doing that which i dont like it all the house hold things all the stuff, which i never done before manage and i was like if i see i dont want to do it they might leave me they might and all this frustration and all this things started affecting my relationship with my husband and all this house hold things आल दिस to trying to prove that i m a good doctrin lo i m a good life, my body started colepsingand vitinaoneyour i started i got dignolostisd of thiroid। and that thyroid is so so hi that was shocked and they will like have you are a life with this thiroid numbers you might be peralised i dont know have you are so wife trying to prove my body give up and all i started getting more anger in myself। because now everyone started, because of tiled, you will not have a cid, i was just expressing and i was as accepting my third issues, but then society my own families, they started giving me back now। because of third, you will not have a cut and that one line made me feel i m nothing now m just living in a body, but my school is only not that after hearing

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so sometimes i used to eat sometimes i dont like to eat and because i dont even say i dont want to because i was not having that college at this food, i dont like it i feel disconnecting from my self, so much that even your likes dixlaporsandthat⁇s all that suspressions and all that are used to scrysilently in bathroom and then wash my face and come out smiling aman and i think may be many mothers here are doing the same today milling outside and breaking inside

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you are in the position put me in the chat box or if you have done this in your life some red thank you so much so i started fighting with my husband with my mother in law and all that angle all that my husband i started saying that you are not supporting, you are not believing in me you are not there for me and then my husband started saying me one thing if you feel please leave the house, then i think it s better we leave it alone because we never are use o de tell him that this is imstruggling this is i am feeling because of all the iditation and all my energy and the house energy was so mes he was also educated and he started saying me its better if you dont like it here please go to your mom place and that one line me a lot that were should i go because we always used to her daur home is the home that you get maridwhere is my home where the child was a happine they say your home is where you are now and when we are now they said you go to your mom place that please

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that line made me realize that if i want to be in any relation i have to edges only and i have to keep mom to not see any or single word and i started suppressing that and i stop expressing my feelings even to my husband whatever he was telling me i was just doing it and i was just not there i was being a body with him and just doing whatever the flowers happening and then seney i got on the face of my life where i got to know that i became a mother and that pregnancy gave me confidence because the son who was seen in third you can not have a did i proved i trong but this mother who journy was also not easy when i miss my period and when i did the checking in all my all reports are negative all reports are coming negative sonography and all the test but inside me i was feeling now there is something change in my body i am pregnent and doctor was seen you are

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but i did not give up i went to one of the doctor the doctor also told now you are not pregnant i do know i am having sin i am feeling whatever the pregnancy i feel in the force face then ही अगान चेक and the two lines the second line was so so lit the doctor was surprised and he told me how can you just not give up on this we all were like now but i was no i know my bodies feeling something in side there is some change is happine but god has an other plan my baby was so so with my told me that we need to wait one week of more time because the hard it is not coming to the lines are coming but the hard bits are not

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so we waited for one week i did all the precsion but in that perid of time so i would not get any support i still it all my house hold work which i should not do it all the support my husband was there but it was not able to speak up to his hit to her mother and doctor to you need betese if you are going to do this work you will lose this chile and i just ol one single line to my husband i want this child please help me he started supporting me slowly slowly we gradually start telling to my mother in law about all the situation solisolyhe was helping me all my jadu pusa an al so

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all this one man to man on was so bad my baby wet was incresing but not much that we wanted then i call my mom mom i want to your help i cannot be here if i am here i will lose my baby and i told my husbend i want to go to my mom s place for this delivery he agreed we volgedandplin together we tool my mom to call my mother in law and ask and my mother in law surprisingly agreed and i came here i did all my check up again with my moms place and all was very good, but सिक् mont fifth सिक मंथ i got my baby waite whatever it requires and i could take care of myself, but again, destiny has another plan in seven month, my labor started and डॉ कm्pलीtलीtोलनी बेबी गोइंग टू कम आउट histri to come out and all we cannot it this age, we cannot do it so you have to go complet adres all the pain sticcinanallvidid seven mind was bad full on bad just coming to the hospital to house coming to hospital and house आल इंजेकशन आल

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and i started giving up again, i tell my mother i think i would not survive the pain is so unverablethat i think if i can be a live on my baby, because i was not able to bar that pain which i was getting all that injections there was so many ives and just for s pregnancy my way of seeing pregnancy was different and what i was going to a so different because in my head the imagination which i had for the hood was so different, but still my mom never give up on me and she hold my hand and i completed nine months somehow and then my dr now i think we should do it and we will try। because now we can not take a risk सो we operated and the babe also came everything was looking like a happy family happy family, but again after i wanted to be or for fit mother i started seeing myself i will be the best mother to this chile i will give my best i will do whatever it is and i will make sure that my daughter is getting everything, but all that motherhood was just a medical। because when actuall mother food start

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that presure of becoming the perfect mother, i will not give sugar, i will not give screen the perfect parenting the perfect everything and i onnously i became a imotional existed trying to become a perfect mother, i started fiting back again to my husband, because my husband wanted a different parent i wanted in a डिफरेंट पैरेंटिंग and the family राउंड was doing a different palenting and all that fighting started again and then the dark is moment on biggest fight between my husband n me happen when night and she told me please leave my house i think it s better we need to separate and i started here in back all those words which i dont want it to her and i left my house and i try to give up my life i dont wanted to live i was like why should i am living if no one is understanding me, if no one is supporting me why am or its better i give my life and go to god and i give up my life, but somehow i dont know how i got saved and the day i got i got one face this dine face in my rund of my is what is my daughter s fault in this y i m doing this with heart and that day to my site this step, i will never take it in my life, i will never take this step again। because this tiny needs me she s your। because of me i have no rites to take my life, because she depends on me then i just surendr to

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and i just told one thing please give me my pat please show me a vi and may be this is how healing start not when life becomes perfect, but when pain becomes unvarableand that one day the angel of my life cap and that is i just croldoutand one face on por angel comes in my life and that is back siting in one outfit। i still remember the white dress looking like a proper god is talking about parenting healing relationship and after losing to her i was feeling there is no judgment i felt shes talking to me she just talking to me there were might be hundred of mothers listning, but she was just talking to me but she was taking टाकिंग बा पैरेंटिंग ही इमोशंस रिलेशनशिप and for the first time in my yours i fall understood there is no jugement no blame and someone is there who is really understanding me and i without any thought i just join gol membership imately and onoslyhaftejoining gol membership what touch to me the most was the steps was so simple and easy to implement there was nothing complicated just simple things like larning twenty mints daily in the app attending the calls and that also i can do it any time any were with any work its what so simple and i started just listening to her blindly i was just following whatever is saying we have to do this i was just doing she says we have to do this i was just doing and slowly slowly all that simple step which i was implementing twenty minutes in the ap attending the life calls and that also i was doing with listing cooking all my daily stops i was just easily doing with my cooking and all and my energy was so so different i started healing myself all my smile was coming back all the tiny heal which was in side revimemget that out and for that thank you so much mam i really feel so gradfulyourelly mad herle टुडaywhat m and all the smiling cooking cleaning all that energy was also pasak all over my house and a shift i was able to shift it in myself all the simple steps i was doing an slowly slowly my life started changing my energy started changing my reaction started changing i was i was a ver how we should talk how when we are in the emotionally hist how should be controler emotions all the technics which my mastool i was just trying it and implementing it। and was so simple that it was easily how it got inside my body and i was just able to do it easily and that one day i again got to know that this is not in up there is something more which mam has it and that one call se announced about black in and onosly my first resistence i broke tet that i dont have extra time, i dont have extra time, i dont have money because i m already managing child house hold cooking cleaning responsibilities but then i el समथिंग वेरी imपोरटnट she old me platinum doesnt required modi and that give me corigetherii⁇malready doing the gold membership to easily use to learn wale cooking cleaning and all and the same thing i have to do it there there is no extra step setup there is no extra pरेशrjuसlerniंg living the daily life and slowly i changed my mind set i changed my confident i changed my whole an orgy and one resistent which i broke is money over her that i dont have money because the relation which i still had met my husband galsoutnatमच held that i should ask about i ask my father somewhere i take said my cifi don save my self now i will completely lose myself so at old my father i called her imigitely that that i want to do this and he just told me one thing you should never ask me like this that i want to do this you should tell papa give me this much because you are still my daughter weather your marit or not mare i m still your father a live here and onously that sentence held me something very deep inside because that help my father gave me and then my life started again three sixty digri and her i really want to give gratitude to my father and ritymem for trustingbecause i still believe message marm also that it is really important to take platino and she old me only one thing just go for it and that corrig gave me so so imencstrentiin me that i able to asked able to brook मई रजिस्टेंस and i jomedintoblatin all because of this two person in my life my father and ridimamandistarted growing i started completing on my courses and when i join that time there were no riddidivera ab or now there was a techable and there was no extra calles, which we are getting now and in all that learning man started one more mission the super mom revolution mission for the first

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and that mission was so powerful so so easy simple technics that we can implement in a daily life so easily small small activities just we have to do it and the connection part with mothers that held me a lot and when i was hearing other mother story i feel my stories not that much what they are going through after listening to the stories i was thinking i go i have gone nothing i was just blaming myself my situation there are so many other people who are struggling more than me and i got a chance to become a leader and thank you so much men for this leadership journey। because i think this leadership journey gave

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so beautiful memories i lern so much i was zero in technology dont know anything about zoom dont know anything about like internet how to use it instagram facebok nothing and from leader to super coach graduate now taking that award a still remember this was not easy for me to take the leadership is। because the way my household things i have to do it, but i plan it in a way al yor guides all your life calles help me to manage my time and i was easily able to do all my learnings all the leadership things all my house oll things आल द मoदerफुड and also my relationship it was so simple that every area of my life was healing one by one। because of this leadership so thank you so much man for giving me the opportunity for helping so many mothers hosting the live event hosting and guiding so many women here because my biggest aword achievement is not this award, but my biggest achivement is becoming the hero again today। because i held my manage my husband support me। now my डaugterफीl इमोशनल save i can express myself i can speak confidently i can heal mothers and the woman who once wanted to give up on my on life to the standing here helping or the women choses life again and all because of you सो थैंक यू सो मच dedivgratituto you man thank you so much for giving me this support giving with this community where i feel not be judged i b i can be that her who i want to be for giving the me that space i think is parenting hub all the women should get that space and that is is parenting hub if you are in this community for sale now other community i think should give this so thank you so much man for all the support and one thing which i learned a lot is reaction from reacting to responding and this one is my biggest lesson which my take is from all this years two point five years with isepelending hub stop reacting start responding with a nice and that meter in a socal i still remember that medos activity no one can see what you can see there and i think that is what we are learning to thank you for all the simple technics that you are teaching us not just in the courses in the life calls it s really helping in a daily life so and that activities are so simple that we can implement in a life with। zero like taking any effort its just go in side and now i held my relationship i held my family so all, because of is perenting hub and the man and three powerful from my journy chusing yourself is self respect suspresedpink always come out and one brave desigen can save your life because a mother who keeps ignoring herself slowly dior dispersi that being a good women mens always adsesting everywestaing silandsaying yes secrifising emotions keeping everyone happy, but solia i realize en a mother keeps herself happy keeps has energy changing one day she no longer recognized wo she is because now she is chosing yourself is not a self respect, because it is a self some mothers here i would agree i think everyone would agree that we always feel that we we chose or self we are selfish, but remember it is not a selfish thing। it is a self respect। because when a mother heels the entire family heals with her always if you are a pressing your pain it will come always in any way any form i that silendskiprelation very peaceful i was in that mindset but स्प्रेस इमोशन बिकम कमिंग आउट इन एंगर ओवरथिंकिंग fit इमोशंस हेल्थ इशूज bond out i was not an angry person i wasn emotionally exzousted person, healing my emotions seriously change my entire house and one decision to join is perenting hub change my everything

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did not जॉइंट बीकाज i हैड low confidence। because this decision gave me or power this decision gave me or confidence this decision gave me save my marige save my mother wood save my life and somtimes ट्raंsformation does not start with certiniti start with just one brave decision and जस से यस टू that डिcिजoन so thank you so much for giving me that confident mem now i know with your guidance i always take one decision whether it is right or wrong, but i take decision and that power you gav id to me so thank you so much and now what should i say a man it getting very emotional to say about you am i love her a lot shes my mother she s my angel i dont know if she was not your how would i i cannot imagine my life without her now omdensifishe will be not your how i will leave because i m deeply connected im deeply resonating with her so much with the missions in all। because i know how she is also i know here how this mission is for her, because she is not just here to s say the things। but she really change is life and she s mother widout making them feel rong this is one quality which i like she will never say anything wrong to that mother इफ शी आलसो टेकिंग रॉंग डिसिशन स्टिल she always still and for the first time when she top to me and always in the inorsurclewhen i see her guiding mother she always say behind every engrymother is usually her heart and existed woman so you are not rong, here you just have to take c raj to come out of that and that she gives so immense energy to just in one second in one line। she gives everything in your life। जस्ट न सेंटेंस can change your life from her mouth। शी so simple, शो सिम्पलीसिटी शी एक्सप्ले शो सिम्पलिसिटी सी गाइड, because she is not here to teach parenting at shes changing genration। because shildendondonly learn from our wog the absorb energy and now i can see because my daughter is experiencing today that congress when i started healing myself and last word not to list i truly like about her that she really wants every mother to become a emotional and financial independent, because study many mother hidder knowledge in this world everyone is hiding knowlege, because they had a fear that other will grow but for man she openly tele that copy my system copy my learning framwork course materials she literally tele exactly exactly how i do follow the system, who does that with so much poority in today। शी डeजनौt क्रिएट डिपेंडेंसी, शी क्रिएटिंग leaders and that intention is very real in this world, no one is doing no one, no one, no one is doing so thank you so much mam and i just wanted to close my story here by जस्ट if some listning to my story, you fail that this story like my story to please dont ignore that feeling maybe। because your healing journy awaiting for that one brave decision and trust me if a woman लाइक मी कैन रीबिल्ड हर सेल रॉम इमोशनल ब्रेकडाउन, then you can do it so thank you so much and thank you so much for being your listening to my story and giving me so much love and thank you so much dimen फॉर आल all the support l the guidance and thank you for making this heal version थैंक यू,

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over vermin for me as mentor i think i have to stop wearing gagel for this watlitecolsand i just want to first hang god। because you know i nesty dont know what is happening i dont know your back story। you know been talking to all if you for so long, but so much i dont know i know about from the relationship it so i just now one thing that if your in this room, we are divinely connected, how many of you can feel that could feel it cannot be and there are so any people in this world, we are sitting together and we are learning we are healing, we are sharing

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know here get saying that i changed to life, i changed to life and i cave talking to god thank you for using me, thank you for using me so i just want to share one thing that god is doing this for all of you im nobody just like you right and my story is also a story of mess that turned into a message i m also getting nitin over vent, these are happy tears ocanotlikesatts tears of gratitude so i just to isis yeah so, i just feel very grateful to be doing this work and i want to thank every single one of you for choosing yourself so, but be for proud। if you are feeling proud that you course yourself

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you know because as women you know i think we struggle to those are self and thats the biggest problem i feel and because we are always thinking that you know by using sells। we are doing something grede im not thinking about my child। now how can i think about my learning। you know how a little child should focus on my child why learn wentulenwill grow up, then we think let me focus on my chiles exam by now something on the other will keep coming how many of you agree with out put a for a great this never stops and you know we spend the ft fifty years just living this life, where we just spend all or energy chosing others and we dont do anything for our self and whenever it comes to chosing or self everything becomes a problem time नहीं है, because we have time for everything but for r sels we dont have टाइम मनी नहीं है बच्चे के लिए कुछ करना है पैसा आ जाएगा खुद के लिए कुछ करना है पैसा नहीं है एनर्जी नहीं है सो आई नो वन थिंग दैट love online that here said you chosing your self self respect and you dont need anybody s permission to respect your self it is not an option we have to chose aur sels you know what hera शaरing now if we dont those are self this is going to be a story। how many of you resonate with that for some of you know we chose after the few months, some of us take years to realize that now i have to those myself and usually we understand when you know things go so bad that we dont even have an option so i just want to dead you that you know if you re in a good face of life dont vat for something wrong to happened before you cose yourself dont vat por कुछ me life me कुछ ne ha i have to wait because i am seeing this in my very very close, once somebody in very close to and you know for my sister city right and she spoke from the stage and very good family everything is so good, but then she saw a very close on go through a face of depression so i want to tell you one thing that life there is no bharosa how many of you understand so you know these are weapons in kalyug learning is your biggest stent in collyugbecause now our not living in jungles so we dont have to fight animals

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fit are on mind, we have to fight with a on thats a biggest enemy is are on mind are on torts are on feelings when people talk to us how do we think when people in salt as how do we

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and i know one thing no matter house strong talented skilled educated you are you can not go through it on why। because its all there in our books right in bagutgetakrisnagy mentions that mind controling the mind is even more difficult and controlling the strongest wind how can we do it alone so you know this space i feel and you know i dont know how, but all of you when you share and maybe you know this is how a god is what ever connected us you know yestoditimse i was watching some video and she like i was pring to my guruji and came for your master class he share that you i was ping for a clear pat and i came puja was like i pride for to signals and then she saw plat in him to times then another mother are sharing that you know i pred and then i saw krishna and my guruji foto on the same news paper so i just feel that you know this is definitely a devine connection and i could not be more grateful to god for using me as a channel to do this work and i think the reason he chose me is because that just cep showing up these are my two words show up you know supposingopke gr pe to help a one is very good and what they do im giving your this example because it is the problem with most of us may be one help is very good with what he dust and the other help not so good but very consistent shows up every

day

and if you are giving a choice to chose between the expert and the consistent which one would you choose the one i shows up every day or the one shows up three days in a week and for days cutty this is what is happening with some of us we have the skill the potential everything, but we will not show up for a sels we are busy showing off or other people and those people will not and i think that s i got pick me i was not skilled at all i had no skill like in technology even now if feel not the most skill, but i know one thing i can beat everybody was more skills than me because i one thing which is stronger than anything i show up even on bad this so i want all of you to right this show up all im not sharing this to brag about my showing up skills definitely not, but im sharing this to inspire you to show up it doesnt matter who is more skilled who is more talented who is more priti who is more nolegable it doesn matter what mateus r you showing up every single de and showing up doesnt men that you dont have to you can do the other things in your life, like you like here shared i m doing everything so its in and life, its not an r life that i will do this r this r this is women we have to design i can do this and this and this and this man a very good at this। how many of you gre, they have a good time with their friends, they go to work, they get what they want from their wives, the good time with their child so, we should learn from our huspens, they re not sitting in kringsliusthey also go on holidays

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why do we have टू बी लाइक, ये करना है या ये करना है, या फिर यही करना है या फिर क्यों नहीं सब कुछ कर सकते हम an all of you to put i can बिकाज इफ यू थिंक यू कैन यू कैन इफ यू थिंक यू यू कॉन् no i can i m giving, you are garanty im not just seeing i m giving, you are garanti that every single one of you have the potential to be emotionally and financially free you just have to show up and those yourself without gilt without feeling someone mother told me that man i m not going to ask मैं खुद ही करूंगी nes this even me। अगर आपके पास नहीं है, तो भी तो आप मांग ही रहे हो i told this i told and i really understand, but thats not you thats your ego speaking, how many of you understand that, but yes, because if your roti food capra makan also you re asking only no

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why can do ask for your groth, you can ask for your brothers, weding outfit by ki shadi i need new clots, you can ask फॉर योर ट्रेन टिकट एयरप्लेन टिकट i m going to my moms house, i want my tickets, but you can ask for your grout for that you have to first make your own money, this is a blbonpuldbyouand, this is are ego, and this is the conditioning and you know sometimes we say that even after the ask, what if they say no go as somebody else like jack can feel says tell me one thing if your husband comes and tells you that dont talk to your mother, will you shop talking to your mother, yes are now in the cat no right, if somebody stealing you dont grow your self। whidyoagresoesily this is a balbonfudbyotिस। इस वेरी इमपोर्ट अंडरसटanडकोई बोलता है, मत करो, हम बैठ जाते हैं चुpcाp हमें डर लगता है and i m telling every single mother in this rom have so much confidence in your self that nobody is going to leave you even if you those yourself and not just leave you they are going to be after you later eventually they will love you more if you those yourself and this is not just min story, this is also heres story and this is every women s story so i want you to put i chose myself please dont keep wating for permission with all you रिस्पेक्ट to all the loved ones in life if we or permission, we will keep waiting for ever you have to be stubborn for your growth। i love the word stubbn, because you can also be stubbn for good things, you can be stub m very stubn for my growth and thats probably why im siting here before you i really love my husband and even he really loves me, but we have not agreed on most of a decisions specially in the begning i would do something he would be like a ne chlega,

i

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i would i would try to do something s, this is going to be a waste of your time in energy, i would still do it and it would give great results and i get to doing it till he understood that she s not going to लिसन आलसो स्टार्टेड अंडरस्टैंडिंग की सब चल जाता है last tak सो he also स्टॉप टेलिंग मी नहीं चलेगा yeah punam codhrymyhusbend scam is the favratword by the

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love you the फेवरेट वोर्ड स्कैम so even my husband used to tell you know me i used to end role for program so i totally believe you and i feel you। because i also had my husband use this word multiple times it all of this is cam they are trying to full you, they are trying to you know whatever these are on marketing strategies and this is this and this is that i was लेट ठीक है यार जो भी है मुझे ये करना है i m going to still do it in लेट मी बी fूl्डएक्ाlली टोल्ड स दैट यू हैव fuल्डमीteमोs्ट सके बाद तो मुझे किसी से भी डर नहीं लगता to fold just to you now make im realise iim a risk taker जस्ट in a fun way of cols रइ so i know one thing that you know we should just have fun in life, we should not all of us we are almost at that point where we dont have to where to much we are like forty some of us in an a fifty जॉब जो थोड़ा बहुत टाइम बच गया है we can invest in a लर्निंग इन आध्यात्मक कनेक्टिंग विथ गॉड and at least you know on the last day, we will not regret that all i did was jadu pota brtan and attended to my i did something for myself and through me a aloud myself to be used to be of service to somebody else how many of you agree that you know even if you re able to help hundred to hundred families know right now what he to old me this one messages only in up for me to di happy even if you can influence hundred two hundred families in your whatever remaining time that you have left when you look back at your life these are moment you will remember you not going to remember कि आपका घर कैसा था और आपका गाडी कैसा था those things may be right now your thinking to important but after a point you know it will not make you feel ful filed how men if you can fill you can feel me pod feel because you not even have the time to use it and more than time, you not even are the mind said to use it, because you re on a mission your just want to help penso wel take a few questions and lets get kratika so he did you have to anser the questions yes and why we are doing ceanicin jila sharing the platinum interest form and every single one of you to fill आउट and i want you टू चूज your self होगा कि नहीं होगा वो आप भगवान पर छोड 2 dont very just fill out you do your bit leave the stran god अगर आपका होना होगा तो हो जाएगा but at ease do not stop yourself from taking action, how men you agree with me put a for a gr so dont stop yourself from taking action der lage to be action an an even now whatever i do so many new things they do which is out of my comfort zone, but i still do it and there are hundred things that fail in the bagound which you guys dont get to no

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and then there are two things that really work out well and thats how it should be so i want every single gold mother to those or self gold silver if you been invited by your friends families make sure you fill this out and i know one thing if you re intention is good it will happen for you one hundred and thousand percent just leave it on god i now speak with so much confidence। because it is happening for so many mothers and it is going to be the same for you and i know one thing every single mother where there you know it or you dont know it every single mother needs it file what very good question so cute this form in the cat i m on stop the that yes kratika you can

ask thank you so much man for the portunity i have no question i want to share one thing that i was about to message you that mam i join cool membership and platinum oviously for me my kisan family, but i m now so much a short that i want to serve mothers definitely i want to self mothers im a home maker and venevermyfriends ask me ke do have any plans i used to see now i dont have any plans i just look it for myself i m happy doing this all for my family bas teak but now im over flowing with so much information that i want to help mothers yes whenever i see any one in pain or in anything i just want to connect with them to i dont know how it will take some prosesor, but yeh now the intention is clear kes i want to help and i created my instagram page also do i m not going up there my face and everything but डेली song the cords everything as you say the just शोwupnonething the name of my pages live your life for lest वanटpeoleअगरमुझे कोई लाइन में पूछा की क्या कैसे गाइड करूँ 2 रेड मई कॉंटेंट आलसो sogratitudmशनगोल बाउंडरी सेटिंग somanीthिंगेकिन ऑन लाइन में अगर कोई पूछे तो हो

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is

so you can share this, because that s or message all of us will have different messages like for me i think i would be living my life to the fullest if in this moment i dont have any thing that i m holding against anybody which i dont i totally feel free from within so you know for all of us it would be different know for me its just like live at just be in the present so i m very much pressing the im only focus on this moment moment by moment by moment so for me living to the polices if i am happy in this moment my life is good, because your life is nothing, but it is like a connection of every second that you live if you are not feeling good now then how can you have a br how can you have a good life because if you understand quantum physics, then it is all eternal now there is no past present and future so this moment is only my future and this moment is my past and this moment is my present so if i m doing the right thing, right now with the right energy, then my future is already good and my fasters already good so that is my thing। your thing is different yours is dont suppress so for all of us it will be different so you know what you are is what your message like whatever is your messis your message

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much amazing love it lets go for amazing for critica and how many of you understand that you know and exactly like critica my jony started only for myself din want to become a couch never ever imagine i would become a couch but god has beggar plans for all of us and you might no and you might not know what his plans for you yes devi

hi here so i m so happy for you so proud of you and i dont have any questions but i just wanted to say thank you to you for giving a suchen amazing super couch and her as just went out of a comfort zone to help me as a super coch and you know when you want never directly accessible set her head you know for many questions titititrlotand we share good friend ship now so epch actually gives you good friends good family i just want to thank her for every time pushing me ma go lazy so your very lazy dont want to take action this that she s calls just like you and i just love her she so good and so proud of you for what you did and how you are living your life were coming all the asistentes which even we have the strong strand within us because many of us here may be in a better position or maybe i do what position so for the people who are in a better position, you are an inspiration because it shows as grated that we are in a better place so thank you so much for sharing your story and ride i love you i want you know that i never lose any opportunity to talk to you thank you for what you are doing and थैंक यू फॉर you know these super coaches a super coches because of you like you know you they share you part of you they re mined these so i feel it also like a mini the way she talks you no type in the chat boman you now so i see you know you in her सो also the whole गोइंग तो bcom समडे जस्ट लिक you in fact i am also trying to become like you you are and my inspiration and thank you thank you for what you re doing reti thank you so much all the super coaches actually the help us a lot they literally go out of the way and i think they have gated from you then you have toutes to be so giving सो थैंक यू सो मच thank you let

s all put thank you for table and all the leaders super leaders captan super cute they really really for the heart and soul into the work that they do and in trying to serve you and i just want to all all of you one thing you just have to be yourself you have to discover your self because you all of us have been designed by god for a particular purpose and i just want

you to

may be you can use my learnings to discover yourself and i just feel that would be how thats how you would be able to live a very authentic life यस बरदाला सुनंदा yes god have

before conect to you i will get very i know that i m going to connect on glासma actually i have to do some am working on are in office cannot were arnamentanathe dont alonstovet dont like to get rid myseltmem i dont how the best to get edit and then just like to live in iceland ton to think i b like nearly morning i woke up at five complete my col seven like to do any other house for out to get out in you dont

like to do it है so nobody you have to still do it let me dont tell me somanyguasionlet me anser this one first so first you don t get to much ready you do basic dont have to wait july ve never told you to were to m july as to look presentable which you already are looking by getting redi dont een that you have to you you dont have to wear heavy july when i mentos getting ready means your head should be neatly whatever brash you should feel fresh ver good clotesjusttospike your energy when it comes to work all of us have been born into sorten roles right like we are gre ust so there are things you have to do for the families water we like it or not and if you dont want to do it you are to much in tums so in that case you have to push yourself to do it and because if unenseinarvedas if you are not doing what you re supposed to do next live you will be on as an animal or as a mentally retarded person in the next fartyirjon on the battle field he dint want to kill his grand father his own guru but he had to because that was his dharma as a satriya so your derma as a home maker और nor or as a wife as a mother is to take care of your child your husband in your house hold so if you have। other people to help you you can take there help in doing the work if you dont have other people to help you then you do the work but you can not say i dont like to so i want if your child is angry you have to cook water you like it or you dont like it so we can not in the home no so if you dont like to do it then you build your self so that you can afford a person who will do it for

you

keep a help to do it for you and you ras your income or you know if you already have the income then get somebody helps to do it for you but you have to clean keep your house clean so these are things that you know we can you not see that i not take a share because i dont like

to

you should and you know if you a not taking a shar its very important to take a share every day it doesnt have to be like a bubble bath for thirty forty minutes but at least like a six to ten minutes quick shower is a must so you know we can not just say that i dont like to that many things that lord of us will not like to do but they must must we must do those things you know here year when you shared her story of course she was not liking the wale cleaning so what ever is that you mention it so we just do that like diwali holi big fr not every day i dont know that you know the deep cleaning of the wale she did like it but she did it because that was expected outer for as a lady in the house there are many rich friends that i have the very rich, but they have the system the lady in the house one has to cook they will not keep a cook theres no problem with money like usually in jain families gujrati families even if the very rich the women have to take care of the cooking because you energy that you put in the food so now they can say that i will not cook because i dont like to cook they will still cook now you cook with good energy or family will get that good energy cook with that being complaining energy your family will get that energy

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and

if you are serving people and if you are serving god actually, then god will make sure that he will remove all the things that you dont like

to do

i din want to travel because in my fasion business, i had to travel to hours one way and then two hours coming for hours i would spend on the road every day and all my distance when i was traveling i would i the read or i would prat thats my value and all my pres, because that time i did know that i plan to please god now i know because i read the bagwitgetathim my full transaction would be on with god god i m प्रिंग टो यू बस ट्रैवल कैसे भी कम हो जाए i do an o travel so all my prese were transactional how many of you do ट्रांजेक्शनल प्रेस still no body is poti बट है सबका है मुझे पता है अभी भी है ठीक है सो sorry the cat s क्लोज on during what happen to the onest of this room so yeah so, then of course you know see now no travel do everything from home from this room only the only travel is from my bed room to this table। we have a flat neche i dont even go there hasbend like sometimes you should come down as like why dont you come up if you miss me so i just want to tell you one thing that you know dont when you have to do you do it and build your self in your you know way and bild your life in a way that eventually you can only do what you like to do so if i dont have a help today like my help, you know like the help ho states with me twenty for seven she s gone to a villag so in the night of somebody will eat anything and if the dishes are in der sinh, i will watch them, because my mom taught me never to leaf juta dishes in the sink at night so its in my dna। जब कोई होगा तो कोई और करेगा नहीं होगा to i do it its my house, what s the problem so i do the dishes and then a

step

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house

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do,

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agni i m so touched by you share i think i have not had such long duration of gosms। thank you and i was all test yeah i can really resonate and feel with you and i m feeling so nice you message that i got from you today is i think i want to do leadership, because i was tribe to jump to i want to do coching i want to coching and i was trying to make all my arengmentso that i have the time you know tak up the time टो गेट and then the message i just got from man is यू जस्ट सेट इंटेंशन जो तुम्हे नहीं करना है उसके लिए भगवान देते हैं i think you that but the thing is pitt want to start। because i feel one i have taking up leadership i try taking sip in the लास्ट mission, but do to set an mi happenings in my family, i could not complete and then i have just delivered a babe who i call epchbbseriously is to month old he was up even today at five thirty four wakeme up verydasesmyalom f you can say i consider month after i join i had no idrededhaving a second baby, she is my second child i never wanted। because of all the issues you know you go trou योर फर्स्ट प्रेगनेंसी i was नहीं करना people डोंट टेल यू what to do when you have a baby, but everybody टेल्स की भाई बच्चा कर लो कब करोगे कब करोगे and this is one thing i wanted to share you know i feel the night i was in the hospital, today is exactly to moंचthrटीnmaर्च remember me me started that jap wala thing yes he message in the night and i was in the hospital and i had purchase a nice counter that very day। because i visited iscontemple before i went for my diliverianahusbeen got me the best counter that was comfortable there and i was i dont know i was this chanting you know radha radha raha and i cap chanting and everybody would as me what do you want because i have for your son i was like i dont know what i won because i think got know what i should have best if if i m capable of bringing up date may be al have an otherwise i have a son, but you know i dont know that it i never chanted radha name before that मैं हमेशा कृष्ण भगवान कहीं जॉब करते आई हूँ we are getting used to you know chanting the krishna and get you realise धा इज मोर यू नो krishna in very blank language in talking and then have been blessed with a doctor and i feel so nice and immidately after she has come i dont know i have got so many ideas keep coming every day as to how i should start with you know serving mothers seriously serving mothers and the so many ideas that came up the night before her delivery and i just capt rating in mobile because i did not have a not book with me like mansesnyousould have idea book i wanted

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also understand i know that super led led का journy is आलवेज गुड, but i olisfeldilltake so much time and i wanted to but i that a mary delivery ho a let me pas may be next mission i can start with and out of words, but i m fel so nice you know expressing everything i have been जस्ट नोटिंग डाउnyo this many formations have just not on after your call and the are all fresh new formation is you can see a divine downlod that is happening and i just got my not book and नहीं मुझे लिखना है i dont know i think i forget but

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thank you a yes thank you ragnylesbudafor amazing for ragni now somani of you have so many more questions you can directly our to her in your own time, but if you think this was time well spent puts in the chat box because we have to have or timer on this, because five club your meeting again for the shares but before we close i have to thank her for sharing so one ruble because its not easy to share these things it takes a lot of kutic to share all that is happened, because it all it re services also for you, but i feel it is so important for us to share because may be that is some women silently listing to your story and she seeing that this is just me and i need to get out of that so sharing your story take scurdige but it is the most beautiful service that you can do if you can be authentic and share your trot with the world so thank you so much here for doing that lets take a picture together yes i tak got it a share it and well posted i will be posting this on the feed so please make sure you share your experiences and your learnings from here under this post, which will be posting on the feet so thank you so much everybody thank you for staying till the end and im praying for every single gold mother somani of you have been rting to me i want to join so many of you are sure that you will join im paying for every single gold mother in this room that you are able to come to platinum and i just cannot wait to serve you are the top level so thank you so much for your commitment for showing up for your energy for your love for your president and we are divinely connected for life so thank you so much so much i love you you love you love you everybody attendence is not working that some problem with the ap lets tried the able to fixed but mostly it will not work just see if its working now already tool the texten, but just see if its working for you।