God isn't hidden or distant but the field you're already swimming in, like air you breathe. The search itself creates the barrier. When your ego quiets, in sadness or tears, the divine breaks through.
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What if the reason you can't find God is because you keep looking in the wrong direction? People say they feel God only a little. They think he's far, hidden, silent. But that idea comes from one illusion. The illusion that you exist separate from him. In Kabbalah, we learn you cannot find what is everywhere. You cannot search for the air you breathe, and you cannot seek the presence that sustains your heartbeat. God is not an object to discover. God is the field you are made of. When you feel sadness and you cry, that is not disconnection. That is God breaking the shell around your heart. Tears are prayers that rise when the ego becomes quiet. The moment you stop trying to find God, you start to feel him because the one who was searching was the very barrier. Save this, share this, and remember, you already live inside the divine.