TED Talk During a Health Crisis

I can't even watch that second TED Talk because it's too painful. Because when I look at that, I'm like that woman who had only been out of the hospital for like two weeks and was prepping for this talk, had no idea what was coming. There was the. Before that hospitalization meet and the post. I was so disconnected from my body. That's the only way I could pull that talk off. Literally. I did that talk at the end of March, and I was discharged on March 2. And then 10 days after that talk, I had my appendix out. How many people do a 10 talk with a ruck shoe pen? That's just craziest story. I can now acknowledge that there was this degree of dissociation which allowed me to perform at a level that obviously changed the trajectory of my life and my business, and for which I am grateful because I wouldn't be where I am today. But so much emotional growth that came out of that, out of still and processing. Just when I think I've gotten over that next hill I have to climb, it's like scratching the surface. The work that we do emotionally, spiritually is lifelong work.