My Spiritual Kundalini Awakening

Hey, guys. I'm here at Lake Austin, as they call it, and this is one of my favorite places in the whole world. I have tried to shoot this video probably six times, and I'm just gonna go for it this time. I'm just gonna get through it and do it. This subject's a little bit emotionally charged for me because it's how I became an intuitive healer. And it was a very emotional journey. It was very difficult and full of a lot of trials and tribulations and growth. When I was a child, I often had experiences where I would have dreams and then things would happen. And I was taught, not by my family, but by the church I was in, that that wasn't something that was okay. It wasn't something that was accepted. Accepted. And so I thought, you know, there was something wrong with me. And When I was 13, I had a dream that really shook me to my core, and that was the Loma prieta earthquake in 1989. Two weeks beforehand, I had dreamed about this earthquake. And then it happened. I blame myself. I blame myself for all the people that were trapped and all people that were killed. And I thought, gosh, it's my fault. You know, if I had only warn these people, then they would still be alive. And of course, being an adult and knowing that that was their path and all of those things now and having that understanding, I know there's nothing I could have done. But at the time, I really did view it as a curse. And so I just prayed to God and I said, please take this. I don't want it. This isn't fair. I don't understand why I have this if there's nothing I can do to help anyone. So. So it pretty much went away. It went away. There were a couple other things that happened, but they're really of no consequence as far as premonitions and things and dreams. And then when I was 26 and I was pregnant with my second son, I had a series of dreams where God literally came to me. Bugles blaring, bright light, boom, boom, boom. I am God kind of thing. And the first two dreams, I just thought, well, they're, you know, they're pregnancy dreams, but maybe someone's trying to tell me something. So when it happened the third time, I had decided beforehand if it happened the third time that I would ask, what do you want? And I asked, what do you want? And Jesus popped up and said, I want you to help people. And there were all of these scenes from different things that I wasn't sure exactly. What all of them were. I thought they were, you know, naturopathic medicine or something of that sort. And I thought I woke up and I thought, you know, there's really nothing I can do about that right now. I'm a mother of two very young children. I'm in a small town that's really not that forward thinking. There's really nothing I can do. And it was very frustrating. And I thought, you know, he had the wrong number, obviously, because, you know, what am I supposed to do with this? So I kind of put it on the back burner. And a couple years later, I moved to Austin. And really I was falling deeper and deeper into this kind of depressed state. I don't know if you would call it outright depression, but it was definitely I was depressed and just really didn't like my life very much. So I met a friend that told me about this woman who did energy healing. And I thought, well, what is that? And she said, well, she taps on your head and your heart and tells you things about yourself, and it's really cool. And then you feel better, and she clears energy from your body. And I'm like, okay, well, that sounds like something that I might try. I tried vitamins. I, you know, tried doing different things in my life to try to shake this state that I was in, and nothing would work. Work. So I went to one session, and I did feel extremely good afterwards. I thought, gosh, if one session can do that, then this might be a path for me to feel better in my life. So, second session, I go back and she lays me on the massage table like she had before, and she gets a concerned look, and she says, well, all eight of your chakras want to open at once. And I said, well, what's a chakra? I hadn't had any exposure to that before. Eastern medicine. You know, I was very much raised with a western medicine mindset. So I thought, well, sure, why not? Sounds good. So she started tapping on my head, my heart, and this crazy fear came over me. Like, if someone's trying to kill you, crazy fear. It was so intense. And I started screaming and my body tensed up and I was burning from the inside out. It was this really just intense experience that I didn't understand what was going on. It was very scary. And then my body collapsed on the table because I had been so tense, like I was being electrocuted. But after I collapsed, I. I was really disoriented. And I asked her, I said, what happened? What was that? And she said, well, I have your Chakras up, and I want some of the. Like, well, okay, that's nice. So she said, go outside, walk around in the grass, and go home. So I did. That's exactly what I did. And the next day I thought, well, I'll feel better. I'll wake up and I'll feel fine. And I didn't feel fine. I felt worse. I was weepy. I was struggling to even get my kids to school, But I got them to school. I came home and I went to bed because I just thought, you know, I'll just sleep it off. And I woke up in the afternoon and still not any better. I just. I couldn't quit crying. So I went to get my kids at school, and I had this really intense experience of feeling everyone else's energy. I could feel what everyone else was feeling, and I didn't know what it was at the time, but I had this realization later, and I was shaking. I was stressed. I had this anxiety come over me that I could barely control. I got my kids in the car, got them home, and I was very upset. So I thought, you know, I'm going back. She's gonna fix this, because I can't function. So I went to the office the next day, and I said, I don't know what you did, but you need to fix it because I can't do anything. I was. I was crying. I just felt super heavy. Everything was just such a burden. Even pouring breakfast cereal in a bowl and milk was just beyond anything I could do. So I went there, and she called her mentor, and her mentor said, well, all of her chakras open, but they're going to balance and they're going to close, and then she'll be fine. So they gave me a homeopathic to help me with my emotional state. And then I thought, well, you know, I'll get better in a few days. And I didn't. What happened was I started hearing voices and I started seeing things. And because I was in such a depressed state and my vibration was really low, all of this dark stuff could get to me. So all of these entities, these negative energies, they were influencing my dreams. I was having horrific nightmares. I woke up one night and I felt like I was being choked. And I had this black thing swimming out of my chest, you know, and would wake up to teeth in my face. You know, this kind of just crazy things. And combined with that not understanding what was going on. I also had all of this stuff that I had tucked away in neat little places. All these traumas from My childhood and all of these traumas from past lives that were coming up because there was nothing to hold them in place anymore. It was like if you pour hydrogen peroxide on a wound. It was just everything was coming up at once. So I had all of this processing that I was having to do about myself, as well as all of these external things that were going on. And it was extremely difficult. I started going to many more healers to try to have an understanding of what was happening and how to fix it. And I learned about working with energy. I learned about clearing. I learned about entities and how to discern angels from dark stuff, you know, demons or whatever you want to call them. And it was a really long process. It took months. So that went on for about six months. And I pretty much stayed to myself that entire time. I didn't really talk to much of anybody. I didn't want to leave the house because I would soak up other people's energies, and then I would have to come home and clear it. I was constantly picking up things. I just had no energetic immune system. So I was taking on everybody's stuff more than I had before. So it was a lot. It was a lot to deal with. And about six months into that process, I thought, well, I've kind of got this down. You know, I can go to the grocery store, come home, clear everybody's stuff, and then move on with my day kind of thing. It was a management tool that I had developed through this. And I was sitting there folding laundry, and I looked up, and there were these three giant angels standing in front of my island. And I'm like, what's up? What's going on? You know? And they said, we're going to teach you how to heal people. And I thought, I really think you have the wrong person. I'm quite the mess myself. But they said, no, no, we are going to teach you how to heal people. This is no mistake. And so I said, well, you know, I need to get some training. I need to figure out how to do this, because nobody's going to believe that three giant angels walked into my living room and told me that they were gonna teach me how to heal people. And an argument ensued. And they said, no, no, we're gonna do this. So I. What did I do? I went and looked for other ways to validate myself to the world, right? Doing this healing work. And I could find nothing that was in the right place, that cost the right amount of money that was gonna work. So I know that was the universe really Guiding me in that direction. So I thought, well, what they're offering is free, so I'll just do that. And they started teaching me how to work with energy, how to pull energy in through my crown, out my hands, how to feel the energy in my body and interpret it. Because whenever you pull energy in and you're working with other people's energy as well, you have to learn how to interpret what that energy is, whether that's through through clairvoyance, which is clear seeing, audiovoyance, clear hearing, or clairsent the feeling. And so molding those together, melding those, and pulling those into a cohesive space where you can basically read it. So they taught me these things, and it was an amazing process. I'm still going through the process 15 years later. I still learned new things every day when I work with people. So it's kind of an interesting path that I've taken, because going from thinking it's a curse to being called to do it when I was 26 years old, and then actually realizing this when I was 30, you know, it all kind of came full circle. So I'm. I feel super blessed to have these gifts. I feel super blessed to be able to help people on a daily basis with them, because it really is the highlight of my life. And I want to help all of you with your struggles and tribulations. I've been through a lot. Couldn't go into it all in one video. You wouldn't want to sit here that long. But everyone's been through things, and the. The beauty of what I've been through is that I've learned so much, and I've learned in a way that it's been reflective of my ability to help other people when they're going through similar things, or it can be related to other things that are completely different and still be valid. So I'm excited that I'm here, and I'm excited that I'm doing this in this lifetime and that I've been able to help so many people. So if you're thinking about working with me, I would love to hear from you. I would love to have an understanding of what you need and where you want to go in your life, because this is a journey. We're all in it together, but we also have our independent path. So I want to honor yours by helping you on your journey. Thank you.