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In this brief spoken‑word monologue, Antonio Matta confronts an existential crisis he labels as the "screwed up paradox of my existence." He describes himself as being below rock bottom, suffocating within the metaphorical arteries of consciousness, and expresses a desperate willingness to give everything away if only there were something concrete to anchor his sense of being at rock bottom. The piece is a raw, poetic articulation of despair, self‑reflection, and a yearning for meaning.

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