Dr. Aravind PadmarajuHealwitharavind · Founder & CEO

upset with mother but never knew...

20 Jun 2025 · 1 min

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In this personal monologue, the speaker reflects on a deep, previously unconscious resentment toward their mother, stemming from being the eldest of four children and feeling unfairly treated compared to their siblings. They recount moments of perceived bias—such as the mother giving attention or resources to younger siblings—that fueled hidden anger. Through introspection, the speaker becomes aware of these feelings, acknowledges the weight of the resentment, and consciously releases it, expressing hope that this emotional release will improve their relationship with their mother. The speaker ends with gratitude and a blessing, indicating a sense of catharsis and optimism for future interactions.

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I had so much against my mother. I didn't know, like, why would I have anger towards my mom? As a mother, a mother of 4 children, she sometimes has to be biased. And I, being the eldest child, I was treated most badly. But I never thought I have anger towards that. But now I realize when you made me think, oh, when I was not given this thing and my mother gave it to my sister or my brother, I hated it. But I never had it in my head. I'd never think it through. But now I know, oh my God, I'm holding so much against her. But I released it. I think this will improve my relationship with her. Thank you. Thank God and bless you for that.