A person reflects on why they keep pushing forward despite uncertainty. They fill their days with baseball, workouts, and time with their kids, unsure if persistence is their strength or a way to avoid facing what's missing. They're waiting for something to click.
The reason why I continue to grind is because I don't know what else to do. I literally don't know what else to do with my time. And I've gone through periods where I think that's an asset. I've gone through periods where I think that is some self sabotage. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but I literally don't know what else I would do. I watch baseball every day, I work out every day, play with my kids every day. At some point there's got to be something that inspires you to grow something or do something. I honestly continue to grind looking for the next breakthrough, waiting for that next thing to be like that is the moment of intention, inspiration. And I want to be ready when it comes to.
