Dallas Bragg describes chasing a sexual high with a woman named Tina for three years, fueled by methamphetamine and the belief that the next time would finally match the original. The pursuit spiraled into emotional collapse and personal loss. He urges listeners to stop chasing what cannot be recaptured and find their true self instead.
You know, I remember after my first experience with Tina, I was so happy. I had had the best sex of my life, and I was able to forget about my insecurities and my troubles for a short period of time. And I remember saying to a friend, where has this world been all of my life? But then the next 3 years was spent in the relentless search to repeat that experience. Sure, sometimes I would get lucky and have a decent time, but I was never able to repeat that first time. But my meth mind convinced me over and over that this time, this guy would be different. Fast forward to me spiraling emotionally and losing my life. I invite you to surrender the pursuit, accept that you'll never find what you're looking for, and begin today striving for the life you truly want. You truly want to look for your best and highest expression, your true self. He's inside waiting to come forth.
