This is a YouTube video titled "Can We Overcome Thoughts of Depression?" containing a spiritual or self-help talk recorded in June 2019. The speaker addresses deep emotional struggles related to not wanting to live, offering advice on surrendering to the present moment and dissolving the ego to find peace. The content is reflective and instructional, focusing on overcoming negativity and mental resistance.
There's a very strong pattern in me that doesn't want to live anymore. And that is really hard to deal with. Can you please advise me? Well, first you need to observe whether there's negativity in there. I can't take any more of this. Or whatever thought comes up when you feel that you don't want to live anymore, can't take it anymore. I've had enough. In other words, is it a resistance pattern that's still egoic because things are not going the way you wanted them to go? Or there may be a kind of tiredness of life since perceived existence, situations and so on? A weariness perhaps? You are not here, so I cannot ask you to explain exactly what it is that you feel and how you experience that not wanting to live anymore. But anybody, no matter what it is. I suggest that you practice dying by surrendering completely to the present moment. Don't demand that this moment should be different. It is the way it is. Then the ego dies instead of committing suicide. I highly recommend surrender. Much more effective. Die before you die. Do situations still have the power to induce in you negativity? Do situations still have the power to make you unhappy? Events, situations, people. Is that because. Is that why you want to not live anymore? That's not surrender. Try surrender and see what happens. Which means no complaint about anything anymore. Mental. Complete acceptance of this moment as it is. And even the thought, I don't want this anymore. Whatever is a resistance to what is, you don't need it. So if you feel the pull of death, die now. To the mind made self, the ego. Allow the ego to die. Complete surrender to what is and see what happens. You may suddenly find the peace that passes all understanding. It means you've died. The ego is dissolved. Sa.