Life is a Game and Its Your Turn to Win

I really want the next few months of your life to be the months that you change everything and you change the game that you've been playing up until this point. Because that's why we're here. We're here to play the game of reality creation. And if you're sitting in a version of reality that is making you depressed, anxious, stressed, sad, hopeless, any of those negative, lower vibrational feelings, then you're playing the game wrong. And I want to give you the tools right now in this video to so that you can change how you've been playing the game and learn the actual players in the game and the reason why you've been getting these results and how you can actually start getting the results that you want in your life. The only way you're going to actually figure out how to change the game is to know the rules of the game. And I need you to know and understand that this is a game of creation. We are here because we are many expressions of the Creator, the Creator of all. We're here to be like micro expressions of that. So we are also here to embody creator energy, okay? And until you realize what that means, what that entails, you're going to have your existence backwards. You're basically living your life kind of like in reverse to why we're actually here and what we're actually supposed to be doing in order to actually have fulfillment. And that's why people default to pain, suffering, anxiety, lower frequency emotions being overly influenced in attached to external circumstances, not feeling like they can get a grip on the reality or the results is because people don't understand that they have the game backwards. People are at the whim of everything going around them and they are acting. So people are acting as the effect and circumstances, environment, physical reality are acting as the cause when it was intended to be the other way around. So if you are a micro expression of God, creator, source, energy, you came here to be the creator of fulfillment, joy, happiness, abundance for yourself. That's why you're here, okay? And when you default and you instead allow reality to kind of whip you around and you're at the whim of everything, instead of being the cause, you're the effect, when actually you're supposed to be the cause and your reality is meant to be the effect. And so it's any wonder you feel powerless and hopeless and you feel all these bad emotions in your life, it's because you're living kind of a backward experience of why you were intended to be here, but it's not your Fault. Because there's forces at play, and we're going to get into it in this video. There are really strong forces at play that challenge us when we come here into this physical existence. And it is by the nature of us overcoming those challenges that we really begin to feel our true alignment and our true embodiment of this creator energy. Which is why we're here and which is what is going to bring us the most fulfillment. Let me backtrack this for a minute. The reason we're here, the essence of our existence as human beings, it's literally one reason. It's to create fulfillment. We all desire. We all yearn fulfillment and happiness at the base level. When you strip away all the material things we have attached onto that note. No matter what you desire, it varies from person to person. It always comes down to us desiring and yearning for some kind of fulfillment. There's always a yearning within all of us. Whether this manifests in the form of somebody wanting to live in a tree and sing Kumbaya, Whether this manifests in the form of somebody becoming a serial killer, somebody becoming a professor. Whatever it is all these people are actually looking for, as crazy as it sounds, is fulfillment. They are looking to scratch this internal itch that we all have. This yearning for something beyond ourselves, which is fulfillment. There is almost not a strong enough word in the English language. But we're going to use fulfillment to describe the word that I'm speaking about. But I want you to know that this energy that you're yearning for is kind of source energy. It's higher levels of consciousness. It's where we come from. It's God energy. So you may have felt flashes of this in moments where you've gotten into creative flow, in moments where you've fallen madly in love, in moments where you've worked really hard and you've thrown yourself in the deep end and you've made yourself uncomfortable and you've created something for yourself. And you know that that's going to bring you lasting fulfillment and joy. Okay? So these things are what kind of give us indication of what exists beyond the physical. And these feelings are what we crave the most. We crave them because it' where we come from. But the reason we kind of decided to leave this vast ocean basically, of fulfillment, which is where we come from, is because we had a yearning to enter an area where there was darkness so that we could become creators ourselves and express creative energy ourselves and create that fulfillment for ourselves as individual expressions of the Creator. And so that is why we're here, here. So that was a lot to process. But for us to be able to transform, right? If you can think of us floating in, you know, the endless void as part of source, God consciousness, creator, the all, whatever you want to call it, if you can think of us just up there, enlightened, fulfilled in God energy, as part of God energy, we came down here and we had to enter an area of darkness so that we could personally individually transformed from being passive receivers of fulfillment and abundance of this God energy, right? To being able to create that within ourselves for ourselves. So you see what happened there. We were kind of just floating, if you want to think of it, in outer space. We were floating in the infinite feeling of fulfillment and love and joy and God energy. And we, we had to come down into darkness. We had to feel darkness and contrast so that we could begin to create that for ourselves and that why we're here. So this all came to be, this darkness is here so we could go from receivers, passive receivers, to the actual creators of our own inner fulfillment. And this energy all feeds back into the universe, God source. This is all light energy. So when you're faced with challenges, when you're faced with obstacles, when you're faced with hurdles, the bigger the challenge you face, the. The more you overcome that and the more you go into this transformation of yourself and evolution of yourself towards finding fulfillment within yourself, the more and more kind of God higher consciousness energy you create and the more you tap into that. But if you were to come here and if you were never to experience any challenge, nothing would really have any meaning. And I know you maybe think you want a life of ease and you want a life of abundance and you don't want to work for it. And I hear a lot of women especially talk about this, where they say they just want to be paid for and they want this and that and they want to relax. But most of us, if we were to just be handed everything we ever wanted on a silver platter, it would not have the same meaning to us. We only feel the meaning of winning something because of the risk of losing. The, the risk of losing and losing itself has to exist in order for winning to have meaning and in order for fulfillment to be created. And so that is why all of these struggles, all of these obstacles, all of these difficult things that we're faced with, that's why they exist. And I'm going to pull this back in because I know this is really broad and esoteric, but this is just stuff I want you to Understand, like it's not random and you're getting caught up on the obstacles when the obstacles don't matter. Your reaction to the obstacle is why you're here. To transform from being somebody who reacts in a certain way to somebody who instead becomes proactive. Okay, so you're kind of here and you're at the whim of everything going around you, and you're kind of just on this game and this training ground where you're sent little missions and quests. And let's say, for example, the mission is somebody sends you a nasty text message. And your normal reaction is to send a text message back to call five friends and to demean this person's character. And you're generating more and more darkness in that moment, and you're moving further and further away from this God, creative energy that you're supposed to be the more and more you do that. Whereas if you can take control in that moment, you're faced with the obstacle. And instead of giving in to your reactivity and being the effect, right? So the. The event has been the cause. This thing happened in your reality. And now you're going to be in effect, by reacting emotionally and reacting instantly with what you feel triggered to do, instead of doing that, you decide you are the cause and you take control of your reaction. And so you see that this is the test. You take 10 minutes to process it. You calm yourself down. You don't allow yourself to be overwhelmingly emotionally triggered, and you respond calmly without the need to fight back, without the need to engage in. In gossiping, in slandering this person's name. And when you do that, in that moment, you take control of your reality. You. You put yourself back in the position of the creator. You put yourself back in the position of being the cause, and your effect is going to change, the situation is going to change. And this is what I'm trying to get into your head. Everybody's got it backwards. You must take radical responsibility for your reactions to everything in your life and stop complaining about the things. Stop complaining about the things. Stop worrying about the things. Stop giving, gossiping about the things. Stop insulting people. Stop being a victim. Stop feeding into the things, the situations, the circumstances, the people, the events. And take radical accountability for your reactions, because that's what you're here to do. You're here to transform from being a reactive being who's at the whim of everything around you and is not expressing creative energy to a proactive being who is a creator who is in control of their reality and who is sharing this creative energy and this fulfillment that's created through that with other people. Because this is the only way to create fulfillment. The other way doesn't create fulfillment. If you're constantly at the whim of everything around you, that is not how you create fulfillment. You may, in a split moment, in a tiny fraction of time, it might feel good. And this is how you start to distinguish between these two things. In the moment when something happens, your first instinct, the louder voice in your head is going to tell you to fight back, to complain, to gossip, to do this and that and this and that. Kind of your normal reaction to things. And in the moment it's going to feel good. In the moment it might feel a small bit fulfilling, but it's never going to create lasting fulfillment. And that's the key word. Lasting fulfillment is what God energy feels like. Knowing that you're going to have never ending joy and fulfillment and be free from fear and worry, that's what God energy feels like. And so you tap into that by resisting your natural impulses and your natural reactivity to circumstances and events in your life and instead choosing to react in a way and create in a way that is more fulfilling to you. Our ability to overcome darkness, stressful circumstances, negative emotions, negative thoughts, negative feelings is what creates the most fulfillment when we're here. It creates the most lasting fulfillment. So we come here and we kind of have two voices in our head. And you can think of these as God and Satan. Okay, because this is a lot, there's a lot of interesting stuff around this, but a lot of these spiritual texts say that Satan, really, it's been construed in different ways, obviously as a character now with horns and everything. But really Satan in the old spiritual text was the voice in our head that sought to control us through the lower level emotions, thoughts and concepts. So like selfishness, greed, ego, pride, envy, all of these things that cause us to react impulsively and cause us to feel maybe better in the moment, but not in the long term. That voice in your head that's pushing you constantly to do those things, you can think of that as Satan. And the voice in your head that's, that's kind of much quieter, to be honest. You're probably your intuition, the voice in your head that says, oh, you should do this, and then gets spoken out of by the other voice. So the one that you always talk yourself out of, that's God. So it depends really on how you're showing up. But if you're watching this video, and most people, I'd say 98% of people, they're controlled by the Satan voice. And I know this sounds really harsh, so please don't be getting triggered. I just mean, like there's a voice voice that's. That's basically the reactive voice, as I mentioned a minute ago. And then there's a voice that's the proactive creator voice. So the reactive voice, the one that's at the whim of reality, that's never really going to find ultimate fulfillment. That's the Satan voice. And then the God energy, creative energy, fulfillment energy voice is God voice. So I'm just using this to simplify it. Obviously it's more complicated than this, but it is interesting. The spiritual text, you talk about it like this. When you are looking to take control of your life, the first thing you have to do is start listening to the God voice and start ignoring the Satan voice. Stop allowing that reactivity to take you over and watch how different you feel. Because so long as you just keep letting that kind of sway you and mess you about, you're not going to be able to really tap into your intuition. You're not really going to be able to become a powerful creator and find that fulfillment. You're always going to be swayed away from the actions that are going to actually bring you the most fulfillment. And when we come here, that voice tries to talk us out of things in particular that are going to make us uncomfortable. So it tells us that discomfort, like, is not good. It tells us to not bother to start tomorrow, that we need this first, that it's not going to work anyway. All of these things, that's just your reactive voice. And you have to have enough strength in your will, in your character, that you decide consciously now, from this day going forward, that you're not going to give into that because you know that that's not where your fulfillment is. Your fulfillment is in honestly facing into the things that make you uncomfortable, but that you know, you know you have to face and change. So if there's something you're struggling with in your life right now, we unfortunately, this reactive voice, if it's what's controlling us all the time, it's probably telling you a story about whatever it is that's been going on that puts you at the seat of powerlessness by blaming everything around you. So let's say, for example, you have a certain pattern in relationship. You always attract a certain type of guy, and then you're kind of blaming the partners that you're attracting all the time. You're blaming everything around you rather than sitting down and actually looking at yourself, right? Because it's more comfortable to do that. That's, that's the reactive voice in your head. It wants you powerless. So it's going to tell you that it's not your fault, that you don't need to dig up this negative emotions, that you don't need to look at what's uncomfortable to look at. But looking at the discomfort, looking at the thing that is most uncomfortable to look at is what will change everything for you. Looking at the thing that is most uncomfortable for you to look at is what is going to bring you the most transformation from being reactive to being proactive. Because then you can change that thing and you can become the creator in your reality. And that is when your energy shifts and you feel fulfilled. So the biggest thing blocking you right now from tapping into your ultimate creative power, this God creative energy that we were all gifted with, is avoiding looking at your own negative limiting traits. That's the biggest thing blocking you. It's nothing to do with outside influences. Obstacles are just there to reveal something to you that you must transmute and transform to create your own fulfillment. It's there to teach you to stop reacting a certain way and to start acting in a way that puts you in a position as a creator in your life. And the way you start to take control back over your reality and you become the cause and reality becomes the effect is by facing the things within yourself that must be faced. So this could, this is going to be a multitude of things. Once you open Pandora's box with this, it's going to be a never ending process. But the more you do this and the more honest with yourself you are about this, the more and more fulfillment you're going to create within yourself. And the more and more you're going to become a very powerful creator and the less you're going to be controlled by reality and the more you're going to be able to control your reality. So big things to look out for is when you're blaming other people, when you're blaming situations around you, when you're overly influenced and emotionally affected by everything around you. Ask yourself, how can you respond differently? Ask yourself, what can you do in this situation? How can you be more responsible? Who can you show up as? What can you release? You must go to the root cause of why you're acting, the way that you're acting, why you are creating the results that, that you have in your life right now. And that is what is going to shift this for you. And I really want you to remember in the moment where you're going like towards what's usually comfortable for you, you're, you're going down the well trodden neural pathway of the comfort of getting something that brings you instant gratification, getting something that appeases your ego, doing something that is selfish and not for others, doing something that is a fear based action. Right? All of these things show that you're completely at the whim of reality and that you are not in the seat of the Creator in your life. So when you resist acting in those ways, acting out of fear, acting in a reactive way, acting out of ego, acting out of selfishness, when you resist doing that, whether that looks like boasting, gossiping, complaining, doubting, stressing, overthinking, it could be a number of things. Indulging in bad habits, procrastinating, oh my God, procrastinating. Talking yourself out of things is a huge one as well. When these are your natural reactions, you can pay attention to those in particular and catch yourself in the moment that you're defaulting to these things. Catch yourself and take yourself by the hand and resist knowing that resisting, resisting this natural urge and this natural impulse to be reactive and be at the whim of your reality is what's going to actually allow you to bring the power back into yourself. And realize that you are responsible for your reaction. And how you take responsibility for that is going to change your outcome and change your results and change your reality. And until you realize this, and until you get this, nothing in your reality is going to change. You're going to be living Groundhog Day. If you keep reacting the same way to the same situations, you're going to keep getting the same situations, probably on a downward spiral, probably on a negative spiral. If you're reacting worse and worse and worse, and you're allowing yourself to feel worse and worse and worse, you're going to to get worse and worse and worse. You must break the chain. You must take responsibility for how you are reacting and instead choose to be honest with yourself. To not mask things in ego, in overconfidence, to not opt for the thing that seems most comfortable at first. To opt for the thing that you know is going to bring you lasting fulfillment. Okay? And you're gonna intuitively know what I'm talking about here. So I want you to do a quick exercise and I want you to think of one area of your life that needs to be improved on. One area. Okay? Let's take for Example, relationships. Again, so if. If you were told, if you were taken by the hand and told, you can have the most loving, supportive soulmate connection, amazing relationship, till death do us part, you can have that. Okay? It. It could be everything you've ever dreamed and more. But in order for you to have that, you must stop reacting the way that you have been in your relationships and in your life up until now. And you must be honest with yourself about how you're showing up, about what you're creating, about how you're acting and feeling and behaving. That's the only condition. But at the end of that, you're guaranteed to have the relationship. This is a test to not react. I normally curse at that dog, but I'm not gonna do it today. Oh, he's so loud. But it's okay. He's just a dog. He's just a dog. Yeah, we're not reacting. See, this is what I mean. These things, these little things, they're tests. And I want you to actually go and test this out for yourself. Little things waiting in line, somebody trying to gossip with you. When you cut that off, cut it off at its knees like this right here. My instinct. My instinct is to shout and curse because that would make me feel good in the moment. But instead I said no, I laughed. I said, okay, the dog is barking. Okay? So these little things are the tests that are sent to you so you can build up this creative God energy within yourself. And once you realize that, then you can really start to play this game of life, because this is what it is. It's a game. So all of these little things that happen, just like a dog barking, they're tests to see are you going to be a creator or are you going to be mulled over by reality and at the whim of everything around you. Because basically, when you keep submitting to everything happening to you, you're actually just being created by your circumstances. Circumstances, rather than you creating your circumstances. So as these tests happen, catch yourself as you feel yourself wanting to complain, as you feel yourself wanting to default to laziness or whatever else, catch yourself and realize that is a test. And the test is testing whether you're being created by this experience or whether you are the creator of your experience. And as soon as you take the power back and you decide to respond differently, you decide to follow your inner voice, your inner guidance, and what you know is best for you. That is when your experience will shift very, very, very, very, very quickly. I'll give you another example, because I Forgot my example a minute ago. Let's say you are having certain career aspirations, so you want to create a successful business and you are just encountering all these issues and all of these problems. And you, you really desire and you want nothing more than to create this beautiful business where you make scarves and you want to be a scarf maker really bad. I don't know why I'm so random, honestly. You want to be a scarf maker really bad. And you keep seeing all these challenges and all these problems and you keep complaining and you keep finding reasons not to do the work. But if somebody told you, hey, if you just stop reacting and complaining like you normally do, if you stop defaulting to the path of least resistance and you decide instead to do the work, even though your inner Satan is screaming at you to leave it till tomorrow and to wait it out, you decide instead to follow your voice of God. If you commit to the voice of God within you, you will have that business in six months and you'll be able to quit your job. If, if someone came and told you that, would you do it? Because that's how it works. That is literally how it works. When you commit to this, it has no choice but to work. You have no choice but to become the creator of your own fulfillment. It's the only path. There's no other path. You are either the creator or the created. So decide. Decide today. And no matter how many videos you're going to watch on YouTube about this, no matter how many things you're going to read or whatever you're looking at on Tik Tok or Instagram or anything else, these are the only two paths. You're either going to give in to the voice that's trying to keep you comfortable in this shitty reality that you don't like, or you're going to get uncomfortable and get in alignment with the. That's actually going to bring you fulfillment. You're going to be uncomfortable. But then you're going to actually create lasting fulfillment and decide which one you want. Instant gratification, comfort, or lasting fulfillment, being a creator, being empowered, those are the two paths. Those are the only two paths. And if you decide today to exercise your God creative energy that was gifted to you and to begin resisting this voice, this inner opponent in your head that is trying to keep you from tapping into this energy and you realize that that is all this opponent is trying to do. It's. I want you to actually identify it right this, Give it a name. This side of you that wants you lazy, that wants you gossiping, that wants you complaining, that wants you powerless, that wants to keep you in this situation that you're in right now. It doesn't want you to realize that the power of your creative, creative energy and the reason it's here is to be basically the contrasting force. So that when you rise up against it and you defeat it, the fulfillment that comes from that is going to be basically the fulfillment of why you're here. That's the reason you're here basically, is to overcome that voice, that inner opponent that is trying to keep you from realizing your inner creative power and your inner creative energy. And so the more you overcome that, by getting uncomfortable, by listening to your intuition, by listening to the part of yourself that you always talk yourself out of, by being honest with yourself about the things that you need to change, by getting uncomfortable, you are going to begin to open up a life that is genuinely magnificent, that is genuinely so fulfilling, that is void of fear and scarcity and all these lower level emotions. Because even, let's take scarcity, even that for example. So if you have a situation where you're having like a lot of lack around money, if you genuinely were to sit down and look at how you've been with money and ask yourself what's going on with you, rather than saying my job doesn't, doesn't pay me enough, rather than saying the cost of living is getting too high, there's nothing that that's going to do for you except make you powerless, you must instead ask yourself, what can you do? Stop reacting if another bill is put on your desk. Do not react. Go within and ask yourself, why am I in a situation where I am not financially abundant? What have I genuinely been doing to stop myself from having money? How have I been spending? What have I been putting off? All of these things that you know intuitively, internally, that you need to face, that are so uncomfortable to face are the things that are going to set you free. So stop running from yourself, stop running from the internal shifts that you know you have to make. If, if, say for example, you have every single month you have the same pattern. Especially you need to notice your patterns. If every single month you have a pattern of spending every cent you have, and then you're constantly blaming other things and you're constantly stressed about money and you're constantly getting bogged down by bills, what if for a month you just decided to completely overcome that part yourself? You exercised your will as a creator and you also overcame the opponent in your head, trying to keep you in this Pattern, right. And when you overcome a pattern an opponent has placed inside you, you're exercising your creative energy. I bet you if you were to exercise this and consciously overcome this pattern, and for one month you challenge yourself to stop with your awful spending habits, I guarantee you your outcomes will shift. Not only will you probably have more money at the end of the month, month, but your perspective on money and how you can create abundance will probably shift completely because you've broken this pattern that has been controlling you. This pattern that the oppressor inside you has put into you to keep you from realizing that you have power to create something different for yourself. And so when you break this pattern and you break free of the control of this pattern that's coming from everything around you, then you realize that the power that you have to change everything around you. So it is these little things, these little things that you know for so long that you should change, but they don't seem that bad. And it's more comfortable to stay doing what you already know. But it is those things that are going to transform everything for you the most. Because you don't realize how much you are controlled by this inner voice, this inner oppressor, until you start to open, overcome it. And when you overcome it, you become the most empowered, embodied, creative version of yourself. And you begin to open up a whole different experience of reality. This is why people say your karmic cycles, when you notice your patterns and your karmic cycles and you begin to break them, you really start to set yourself free from all these kind of circumstances that have been bogging you down that you think is the circumstances fault, but really it's coming from you internally. So I had this, I have an example of this or where I had a certain pattern in relationships of not trusting the person I was with. And this naturally manifested as having partners that were not trustworthy. And I did so much inner work. I had to get super, super honest with myself about where this was coming from, why this was happening. Obviously had to start first by detaching, breaking up with my partner at the time who was feeding into this pattern. And then I had to go within and be alone and figure out why. I kept attracting this into my life and realized that it was my doing and my decision making and not these people's problems. It was mine, right? And that was really uncomfortable. But as I did that inner work, I attracted somebody who was very trustworthy, somebody completely different who, who I'd ever been with before. And it was incredible and amazing. But being with this Person triggered a lot of emotions in me that I realized I needed to reflect on things that were active in me because he wasn't giving me the same reactions. And it caused me to actually really stop and reflect on myself and my own behaviors. And I had a situation come up where normally in a relationship I would engage in behaviors where I would lack a lot of trust in the person I was with. So I think it was the first time he went like on a night out or something and he was away for the night. And my old self, my old pattern came up that was like, call him, text him. I would get these fears, these thoughts, these doubts, these insecurities. I would want to be checking social media, I would want to be ringing, like checking, seeing when they're home, blah, blah, blah. And I felt all of this come up. And I really, the urge to feed into those emotions was so strong. Thankfully, at this point, I had done a lot of this work, but this was one of the strongest, most obvious examples of breaking a cycle that I've ever actually just faced head on. And I. I could see it, and it was like taking control of my emotions, it was taking control of my body. And I had to exercise in that moment my conscious will and put my foot down and say no. And I had to put my phone down, I had to go outside and I had to bring my book and read my book and physically just say no. That ends today. I am choosing to not react in the same way that I have always reacted because my situation is different now. And I declared it and I said, this is not who I am anymore, and that is not the outcome that I get anymore. And I am not feeding into this. So I took radical accountability for my reaction, and I decided to feel and do and act differently. And from that, literally an hour later, my partner came home. He had food. I was so happy. It was a completely different result than I would have gotten in past relationships where maybe a partner would go on like, missing for days or I would wonder what, what happened. D d It was a completely different outcome because instantly in that moment, I decided to take accountability and responsibility and to create something different for myself rather than reacting in the way that was so known and comfortable to me. And we have the power to do this at any point in our lives, but we are just finding it much easier to default to what we already know. So no matter how many tips you see online, the only tip that really is going to work for you is to take back your power by exercising your conscious will over your Limiting patterns over your normal reactions, over your reactions that have been getting you the results that you've gotten so far. Be so honest with yourself about the things that you're hiding away from. And know, please know in the core you're being that obstacles are here to grow you. Obstacles are here for you to find fulfillment. And the more you keep running away from the discomfort and from the obstacles and from the hard stuff, the more you're running away from your fulfillment, the more you're betraying yourself by not realizing the creative energy and the creative power that you have. The only way for you to have lasting fulfillment is to face obstacles head on with courage. To face into changes with courage, with honesty, with integrity. That's how you become a creator of your reality. And you can forget everything else because there's nothing else to it. So I hope in the next few months you do this. I know myself, I have to go through phases of this where I do this for a while and then I integrate and I might relax for a little while and then the call to change will come knocking again in the form of obstacles and challenges and things falling apart in my reality. Me feeling conflict internally. All of these things are just calls to look within and to change what needs to be changed. To be honest with yourself and get uncomfortable and allow yourself to grow so you can actually experience this expansion and this creative fulfillment that you came here to experience. So I hope you join me. I'm going to be super committed to this in the next few months. I have already started and it feels amazing, although scary. But please remember your conscious will is stronger than this inner opponent that's trying to keep you from realizing that you are the creator of your reality. You are a portion of God creative energy, and you have so much power. So please, please remember that you know what to do. I know you know what to do. You just have to be brave enough to face that. I hope this video helped and I will see you in the next one.