Stop "Begging" Reality if you Want to Manifest

What if I told you the only thing that's standing between you and the reality that you desire is your desire is the desire itself. If you're desiring change in your reality from a place of lack of incompleteness, then you have fallen prey to what I call the paradox of desire. In this reality, the reality of your dreams is waiting for you to stop begging for it. It's waiting for you to stop chasing it, it's waiting for you to stop wanting it so desperately. And specifically, it's waiting for you to simply become the version of you who can naturally experience it. There is a paradox in this reality and in this self help manifestation space. The paradox is this. The self that wants the world cannot receive it. Self that wants nothing becomes magnetic to every thing. And so the problem that I've noticed in this space, in teaching this stuff for over a year, in coaching people one on one, in running my online community, in seeing people trying so hard to manifest their desires into this reality, it's the trying that's killing the manifestation. And it feels so counterintuitive. Because, you know, we want, we're programmed to hustle, we're programmed to work hard, we're programmed to try harder. But that's the very thing that is repelling what you desire. Because your energy is not aligned with what you desire. Your energy is aligned with not having. It's aligned with begging. So if you're in a begging state of consciousness, if you're in a frequency of begging and of not having, you can never correspond to a reality of having. So when I say stop begging reality, I mean you need to exit the energy of begging. You need to stop chasing things in the world in your circumstances, in achievements in order to fill some void that you feel within yourself. And this is what I see in most people in this online space, the ego self. Everybody's operating from this ego self that feels like they're not whole and complete, and so they're chasing things in external reality to fill that void and make themselves feel whole and complete. When things can't give you those feelings and they never ever will. So it's a perpetual chase and it never brings fulfillment and it never brings you what's actually meant for you and what you truly desire. Because what you desire from the energy of begging and what you desire from an ego state of consciousness, which is a lower incomplete on whole state of consciousness, is never what you truly desire when you're whole and you're in your most aligned, authentic self, which is this state of consciousness up here. And so even if you end up getting the things, you don't find wholeness in those things because they're not true desires. They're desires coming from your incompleteness, from your insecurity, from your sense of lack within yourself. So the trap is here in this energy of begging and yearning and chasing things to try and fulfill you. The desires are not aligned. You're essentially running throughout reality, trying to self soothe your trauma from the past, your process, programming your internal discomfort and pain, rather than going directly to the internal discomfort and the trauma and releasing that and raising up in your frequency, in your energy, in your perception and awareness, and then aligning with desires that are aligned. And there's a great phrase that I want you to keep top of mind as we go throughout the points in today's video. Wanting nothing gives you everything. So when you're desiring from this lower state, you're desiring from lack. And we even see this esoterically represented in the Bible. So we see this in James 4, 2 and 3. You do not have because you do not ask God when you ask. You do not receive because you ask with wrong motives. So this is asking from the energy of lack, from the energy of an illusion that you are separate from the creative source that created this entire universe and therefore can create your desired reality. When you separate from that, you're asking from the wrong energy, you're asking from the wrong motives, you're begging and you've lost touch with the fact that you are actually one with God. That's what it means to ask God. It's to align with the God's creative consciousness within you and stop this illusion of separation from that God creative consciousness. And from there, that's representative of you aligning with the kingdom. Okay? The kingdom of God is within you. And you have to seek first the kingdom, the heavenly state of consciousness, and then all these things will be added onto you, that is the divine order. So in order to manifest everything that you desire into your reality, you must first realize that you have everything that you desire, that you are already everything that you desire. And from there the creation of everything that you desire will be automatic as a byproduct of your beingness, of your wholeness, which is the true essence of who you actually are. So here's what you need to know to begin liberating yourself from this trap of yearning and chasing and begging and never actually materializing anything that you desire in your reality. You have two aspects of you, of the self as a human being. Everybody does. So I Like to call this the dual self. And the more I study everything, the more I realize how true this is. So we can see this actually represented in the story of Genesis in the Bible. And stay with me because I'm going to bring it all the way back, as always, and make it practical. So what is the story of Genesis? Genesis is basically the story of gods, of pure consciousness entering form, entering the physical world via Adam and Eve. Okay, so it's consciousness or God entering form. And at first, consciousness or God entered form in Adam and Eve. So Adam represented the masculine principle of spiritual energy, and Eve represented the, the feminine principle of spiritual energy. Essentially at first, when they were in the Garden of Eden, the garden represents unity with consciousness, unity with God. Okay? Man was created in God's image. Adam and Eve, they were one with God. God was walking in the garden with them. They were not separate, they were together. And it says as well in Genesis that they were naked, but they were had no shame. Okay? So they had no ego, they had no self concept. They were one with the creative consciousness that is God. Then they ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. So when they ate from the tree of knowledge, despite God telling them not to, that represented a separation from oneness with God and identification of consciousness and life force energy with thought and matter. Okay? Because the tree of knowledge of good and evil basically represented knowledge of right and wrong. So it was separation through judgment and identification with thought and with matter. So the fall from the Garden of Eden is basically an interpretation of consciousness separating from its source, which is God, and identifying with the world and with the thought, forgetting its true nature and its true essence. And this is where the ego self was born. We know that they became rooted in an ego self because it said their eyes were opened and they knew they were naked. They were suddenly self conscious and they were hiding from God because they were so conscious of themselves, they were now in an ego self. So the fall from the garden is the birth of the world self. Here's the danger and here's why this is such a trap and a paradox. The world self has separated itself from God from source. And that is the very force that created this world, that's creating everything in this reality. It is the very life force that keeps you alive. Conscious breathing keeps your neurons firing, keeps your heart beating, keeps your fingernails growing, keeps your hair growing, keeps your wounds healing, keeps the wind blowing. It's that energy that is the energy that you cut off. The more that you separate from source and the more that you identify with thought and with the world. And you base your beingness on that over just your conscious awareness which is connected to the Divine, the infinite. So this world self, it's not evil, it's not bad, it's just disconnected. It's disconnected from the truth that you are already whole and that you already have everything, and that matter and material things can never be above you because you are one with the divine. So we can also see this represented if you study the map of consciousness and the different human states and the different vibrational frequencies that those create. Down at the bottom, we have fear, we have grief, we have shame. Isn't that interesting? Shame is at the very bottom. And shame is what they felt, Adam and Eve felt in the Garden of Eden when they ate from the tree of Knowledge and they separated from unity and from oneness, and they came into the ego self. That was like the predominant emotion. So down here we have all of these more negative or lower states of consciousness. And then up here we have acceptance, joy, peace, enlightenment, etc. Etc. One thing that I want you to just get right here and now is when you're down here in an ego state of consciousness, or you're in your limited world self that's been defined by your trauma, that's been defined by your programming from your environment and your experiences, then you are essentially having a very limited experience of what this world and what this reality is. Your perception. The lower your state is, the more your perception actually constricts, the less you can perceive of reality. So this is why, and I experienced this a lot last year, personally, I was in a kind of higher state of consciousness for a good while. And I was very creative, I was in alignment, I was in flow, in life. Things were just happening and aligning for me very naturally, like magic, which is what that life force energy actually is. It creates things out of thin air. And so I was in that energy for a long time. And then I had certain triggers and certain blocks coming to the surface. So I had to go through a phase where I was doing quite a bit of shadow work to remove these blocks that were still unconscious within me. And while I was dealing with these, these negative emotions and these past experiences that were coming to the surface, my state shifted down into a more negative state of fear. A little bit of shame, a little bit of despair, just sadness, all of these emotions coming up. And I noticed that my vision for my life disappeared when I was in this state. So I had had a strong vision and a lot of energy and a lot of Drive and a lot of clarity. For a long time, I could see opportunities. I could see possibilities. I could perceive of ideas and conversations and words and thoughts and everything in physical reality as well to align with a vision for my life that I could see when I was in a higher state. But when I came into this lower state where I was dealing with these more negative emotions, I couldn't see any of it. It's like it was just wiped away. And it's not that those things disappeared. They were still there, existing as possibilities in the quantum field, as wa waves of potential. But I was not in the right energy to perceive them because I had defaulted back into an energy of separation from that life force energy that's creating all of these potentials. Okay, Are you with me? So when I was in this lower state, I could only see things that were more negative, things that were bad. And this is in part due to the law of resonance. But it's also because when you are in a lower state of consciousness, you cannot perceive higher level things. You can perceive less. Okay? You don't have as much. You don't have as much spiritual life force energy passing to you and through you when you're in a lower state. And so you can't see the good, you can't see a vision, you can't see the opportunities, and you can't see what's actually possible for you and also what's actually meant for you and aligned with you and your soul. Because you're so far from your soul, you're so disconnected from the truth that your perception is just based purely in illusion and purely in the suffering that you're feeling, which is not the full picture of reality. It's a very, very, very small percentage of what you could experience. And so this is the trap that I see people falling into. They're chasing outcomes from the world self thinking that it's going to soothe this internal pain. When first of all, what they're chasing is just kind of self soothing to try and ease this grief and shame. But second of all, it's usually not actually aligned with what they truly want. And if they could just tend to the pain that they're trying to self soothe by chasing the thing and begging for things in reality, they would probably somehow end up aligning with a greater vision for their life that's actually meaningful and actually fulfilling to them. This is why you have to seek the kingdom first. And then the things will be added to you. And I've made a video specifically on discipline. But this is a really great point. Just to drive this home. When you're in this ego state of consciousness and you're still being defined by your pain from the past, and you're in this kind of protective identity, you will be trying to force discipline and make yourself do things in reality to try and get outcomes. It's going to be like pushing a boulder up a hill constantly just trying to make things happen. So you have very limited resources. When you're in your ego, you're trying to do it with just you and your finite energy. You're trying to just channel from the finite. It's a very difficult place to be in because you're trying to rely on just willpower and discipline. And you're not even able to perceive of a vision that's exciting enough for you to even want to be disciplined for. Okay, so even if we think about something like discipline, you know, trying to force yourself to take actions all the time without a strong enough why and a strong enough vision that you actually feel connected to is always going to fail. It's always going to just fall short. And I know this for myself. When I was doing my marketing agency, I was doing that to make money, to try and just release my fear of poverty and try to just make myself feel like I was successful. And it wasn't even aligned with who I was. So my drive and my discipline to actually sit down and get things done and have like big picture plans laid out was so low because my state of consciousness would not allow me to connect to a higher vision for my life that would drive me and pull me forward. So when you start rising out of your lower self, your world self, the self that's been created by your pain and your trauma and your programming, not only do you get assisted with the spiritual energy of God passing through you into your life, you also suddenly get connected to a vision for your life that's actually aligned. And that makes it easy to become disciplined, to change your identity, to change your habits, because you no longer have pain and a feeling of incompleteness that you're trying to self soothe with your bad habits. So just the difference here I want to highlight to you identification with the world self. Again, I'm not saying it's evil, I'm not saying it's bad. It is esoterically represented as the Antichrist in the Bible, which has a lot of negative connotation, I know, but that's just something that goes against Christ. Christ being the awareness of being as one with source whilst embodied in physical form. So Antichrist is just anything that goes against that, which is identification with the external and with thought. Okay? So the world self is the self that is seeking completeness externally. That is a key point. And that is the trap of the manifestation space and people trying to get things in reality to make them feel whole and good enough. That's why that is always a trap. And the lower self or the world self is also identified with the story of the past, with the internal monologue, the chattering of thoughts, and with the body and the physical world. Okay, you might be sitting here, and you may never had any experience with meditation or any experience with connecting to that kind of higher observer consciousness within you. But even if you've never connected to it, it's there. It's always there. And I'm gonna question you for a second. I'm gonna sound like this is what Michael Singer does. He's the author of the Untethered Soul. I love the way he speaks about this. He says, are you in there? Okay, so not you the one that is having a thought, right? It's the one that knows that you're having a thought. Okay? So you're not your thoughts, you're not your body, you're not your mind. You're not the things that you're seeing. You're the one who's observing all of that. That's the higher self. It's pure conscious awareness, awareness of being. Okay? That is who God is. That conscious awareness I am. Now, we don't know exactly who God is, okay? I'm not trying to say I know who God is. God is much bigger than anything we can probably even begin to conceive. But the portion of the God energy that was gifted to us and gifted to Adam was the I am the awareness of being. That is the higher God self. So when we say the kingdom is within, when Jesus said the kingdom is within, within you, that means that you are whole and complete. All the things that you're searching for outside you, you have them within. And the higher self is anchored in source conscious awareness, the awareness of being, of knowing that you are in there. Okay? There's a conscious observer within you that is connected to infinity, that is the higher self. So Christ represented consciousness returned to God whilst embodied in physical form. The crucifixion represented the death of the world self or the ego self. Christ said, not my will, but yours, as in God. So that was the surrendering of consciousness back to the source. And the resurrection was consciousness reinhabiting the material self without fear. It was the unity of that higher consciousness within physical form, integrated. Maybe I need to do a whole video just on Genesis, because I want to talk about that for 25 minutes. But we won't go too deep into that today. But we even see this in hermeticism as well. Okay, so in hermeticism, they speak about the law of gender. Masculine and feminine energy exists in everything in this universe. Atoms and electrons, atom and Eve. Okay, atoms are masculine, atoms are masculine, electrons are feminine. They're drawn together, and those are the building blocks of what we call reality. That is the quantum field. Where did the quantum field come from? Scientists don't know. Some source, Source being God. So everything. There's two spiritual energies in this universe, the masculine and the feminine. And the Hermetist spoke about the law of gender in the mind. The being principle was the masculine. This is Adam. And the creating principle is the feminine. According to the Hermetists, this is Eve. So this is the pure consciousness. I am conscious awareness, the fractal of God. Energy that we all have within us. And then this is life force, creative energy. So this is consciousness being expressed and giving life. That is feminine energy. What you desire. Actually, in your reality, you desire life force to come in and work miracles in your life. You want this creative life force energy that's created you, your body, everything in this universe to come and create what you desire. The problem is you are cutting off. When you're in this lower self, you're disconnected from the source of that life force, which is the conscious I am. The flow of that energy to and through you into your reality is limited. You have to first come back to the I am the kingdom within the wholeness of who you are. So you have to stop wanting and start being. That is how you start working your way out of this. You actually have no idea how small you've probably been playing it with all of this chasing and begging of material things. Like there is, let's just say there's this kind of vault. It exists in this cloud, right, of the good that is destined for you. And this is miracles. This is things aligning in a way that don't make sense. Things unfolding for you that are meant for you. The opportunities, the connections, the income, all of it. It's there, it's locked away. It's waiting for you to stop running around down here with a blindfold on, unaware as to who you really are. Running around in a kind of watered down, limited version of yourself who's not really you, chasing these things that are not really meant for you and that are not going to bring you fulfillment when all of this super amazing, spectacular aligned stuff is right here waiting for you. So I want to just let you know that you have no idea how good life can get and how good life will be when you exit this ego identity, this world self that's created from your trauma and your environment and you start becoming who you actually are and living and expressing and creating from that energy. This is exactly what happened to me last year. Okay? So I spent my whole life running around like this, literally like this. And I cannot believe you guys. If you knew me, if you're watching this somehow and you knew me five years ago, you don't know me. That was not me. I don't know who that was. That was a trauma based identity which a lot of us are living in. And I cannot believe the things that I thought I wanted, the relationships that I thought I wanted and that I tolerated, the people that I chased, the outcomes that I chased when I was living in this self who was not me, who was a self just created by my past and by my pain versus now, this past year, when I let go of the self, the more I released it, the more I released it, the more I became more of who I actually was and who God designed me to be, the more that this beautiful creative energy, this life force was able to pass to me and through me into my reality. And things started happening that felt like they were miracles designed for me. It almost felt like they were just taken out of this little waiting room and just ejected into my reality and into my experience. And I said this in my last video and I'll keep saying it, everything that's been unfolding for me in the last year, it feels so much bigger than me. And that is the nature of creation. You know, we didn't create the, the plants and the trees and our physical, but we didn't create anything in this physical world. It never actually comes from us, it comes from the source. But we have to get to into alignment with that source energy within us to allow this energy to, to flow into our lives and create the best things for us in our lives. So when I say it felt bigger than me, it's like bigger than me in terms of it's the same life force that created everything else. It started making things happening in my life, in my reality that didn't make sense to my logical humanistic mind because it's a non humanistic energy. Right? That's why I'm saying it felt bigger than me. And so this, you have this good and this creative energy and this life force. You've got access to this as well. But you've to get out of your own way, and you've got to get out of the world self, and you've got to get out of this ego that's been created by your past in order for you to step into this lane in reality, in order for you to actually start manifesting an experience that feels incredible and feels aligned for you. I love this visual. I just don't want you being this guy. Okay, so how we're going to start taking this blindfold off, how we're going to get you to stop begging for things and stop chasing things and repelling things from you. And there's a phrase I love with this example as well. You can't align with big things while clinging on to small things. You can't channel the infinite while you're still gripping the finite. And so we need to take this blindfold of the old self off so you can remember who you are and you can actually start tapping into your divine creative self. The difference between the world self and the God self is the God self chases nothing. So how you stop begging for things in reality is you stop being the self that needs things in reality in order to feel whole. And you come back to the realization that you are whole, that you need nothing. And that's when everything starts chasing you. Here's how to actually do it. Okay, so how to actually exit the begging world self, you've got to come back to the realization that you are whole and you have everything that you need inside of you, which I actually say in almost every video at the end, the quickest way, the most direct way, and the most effective way for you to realize that you are completely whole is to close your eyes and turn within. Okay? So if you want to come to the realization that you have everything you need within you, you need to travel within yourself to find that out. And so the first thing that I'm going to tell you to do is to meditate. As soon as you shut your eyes and you disengage your senses, you shut down the ego, because the ego is a creation of what you've perceived through your five senses. Okay? So as soon as you shut your eyes and you go within, you immediately disconnect from the world self or from the ego self, and you immediately reconnect with the inner self or the observer self within you. And as we mentioned, this awareness, this I am conscious awareness, is the God consciousness within you so simply meditate in silence every day. This is how I started accessing this within me. This consistent practice has changed my life more than anything. It's so simple. If you just do this, if this is the only thing you take away from this video, if you could just clear out all the manifestation hacks and the visualization tricks and the forcing and the trying and the productivity methods, and you just did this, it would change so much more for you than anything else, than all of those hacks combined. From here, your awareness leaves your conscious habitual thought patterns. You begin de identifying with thought. You stop identifying yourself solely on thought. You realize you're more than that. And that's when you start realizing the creative power that you actually have. That's when that life force energy can actually start activating within you. And we also know when you meditate that your consciousness enters your subconscious mind, which is the universe universal subconscious mind, where you have access to infinite possibilities in the quantum field. And so that is where the gates to your spiritual infinite self live. It's in that meditative state. It's in that state where you are relaxed, you are calm, your brain waves are slow, and you are not identified with an outside circumstance or with a particular thought. The second way you're going to exit the begging world self and allow miracles to unfold in your life is you're going to begin to surrender. What do I mean by that? A lot of people have a negative connotation of surrender. But surrendering is essentially you surrendering the limited ego self. It says in the Bible, with man this is impossible, but with God, all things are possible. So man, being your limited world self, your limited logical perspective, you don't have the intelligence of the infinite intelligence of the Creator, right? And so when you start actively surrendering how something's going to happen for you. When you start surrendering your worries and your fears and all of these erratic thoughts of the ego, you open up space for the divine to allow things to unfold in the way that they are supposed to. You get out of the way and you allow the how to look after itself. And really what you're doing is you're letting go and you're letting God being the creative energy of this universe, to work miracles into your life in the way that it's supposed to. You're reconnecting to the source. You're not disconnecting by getting in the way and trying to control and predict and do everything yourself. You're not always going to know the how. You're not Always going to have everything figured out. You're not always going to be able to control everything. And trying to do those things is just you staying attached to your ego, which is inevitably limiting you and what you can experience. So you surrender the how, you surrender the wanting, you surrender the worries. Because all of this, this just indicates that you are not whole. When you're worrying, when you're looking for things, when you're chasing things, when you're wondering how, that just indicates that you do not trust that you are whole and complete. So you enter an energy of chasing, of not having, of lacking. And that will give you a reality of not having, of chasing, and of lacking. The third way to exit the world self is, and enter the higher creative self is through presence. So you are God consciousness experiencing itself in physical form. Isn't that cool? Like, don't you ever stop and think how crazy it is to have life in a physical body and to be living in a world in a physical experience where there's all this life energy just unfolding constantly. That's why you're here, that's why you're having this experience, is to experience this. So we were brought here into these physical bodies to experience the flow of life force into this physical world. And yet most of the time we're dwelling in thought in our mind, we're dwelling in worries and concerns and ideas rather than actually experiencing this moment, this present moment in this physical world, which is what we're here to experience. And so one of the most direct ways, as well as these two, to instantly exit the ego, the world self, the limitation of the world self and tap into the infinite God self is to just become present, become present to life and the goings on and actually start experiencing your life, get out of your head, get into your body and start enjoying your life. So you want to experience life now, because that is the whole point of your existence. And what will happen when you do this, it's the craziest thing, but when you're not present, essentially you can't see opportunities and things that are right in front of you. You're so in your mind, you're so in your thoughts, you're so in your worries, you're so in your phone that you can't see the blessings and the opportunities that are literally right in front of you right here and now. So when you're present, it allows you to actually seize the moment. And all you ever have is this moment. Most of what the ego does is it. It restricts your life force and your Energy and your. Your state, what you can feel by having you dwell in the past or worry about the future. The more you can cultivate presence, the more you free up that creative energy, the better you feel in the here and now and the more empowered you are to make the most out of the here and now. And the last one that I'm going to put in because I just think it's important to put it in every single video is shadow work. The world self has been created. The ego self has been created by your past. It's been created by your experiences and specifically your trauma that creates all these different parts of you that form this overall identity of who you think you are. Okay, so let's take an example of this. Let's say you were a quiet child. I always give this example. And you were told that you're really shy and you're awkward and maybe there was one time you tried to speak up and somebody made fun of you. And now you think, okay, I won't speak up because everything I say is stupid and I can never have a loud voice, so I'm quiet. And you have an identity now based on your trauma and your past experience of being quiet and shy and awkward. And so you would never consider a career, for example, in speaking or public speaking. This is very similar to something that I have, but it's not exactly this. But you could have your life's purpose and your fulfillment could be in speaking with others and empowering them and using your voice. But you have an identity in your ego that you formed from your experiences in the world. That's why it's the world self that tells you that you can't be that thing, right? So you probably can't even perceive what's meant for you and the path that's destined for you because of the identity that you have formed. And so this is why it's so important when you're, when you're exiting this world self and you're becoming who you're truly meant to be, that you do shadow work or parts work with the parts of you that have been created from past experiences, specifically the more painful experiences. Because what happens is we go through trauma, we have unresolved trauma. It lives in our body, it lives within us energetically, and it creates all of these blocks in our energy and it creates all of these illusions as to who we are. And that's what ends up building this whole false self that's not actually who you are. You then end up living a life that's misaligned then you feel terrible. Then you end up chasing status and money to feel better. But it doesn't fill the void because what you need to go to is the source of the discomfort which is your emotional pain which has been created by your past trauma and your past experiences. So you need to work with those experiences and emotions. Now I'm writing here Shadow work. I'm going to leave my video below on shadow work as I do in every video. However, shadow work sounds like this big scary thing. Life is going to show you where your blocks are. When something annoys you in the middle of the day for no reason, that's an opportunity to do shadow work. Why did that annoy me? What stuff within me did that touch on? Can I handle that? Can I go and face it? Can I go and deal with it? Can I go and speak to it? Can I look at it with compassion and non. And a non judgmental energy? And can I accept it and can I integrate it? That's shadow work. So it's working with yourself, observing yourself, which becomes easier through meditation, observing yourself in your more difficult moments, in the moments where you are acting in a way that you know is not aligned, and questioning where this came from and then working to understand it so you can release it. That's what integrates it, okay? That's all the shadow work is. So none of this is you shunning yourself, okay? And none, none of what the world self is, is evil. It's not even inherently negative. But what it is is when you're unconscious of this identity that you've been living in, you're unconscious of how much it might be limiting you. And so the overall goal with this is for you to gain awareness of who you've been showing up as of why you even want the things that you think you want. Because I don't want you going on a path in this reality where you're chasing things thinking they're going to give you a feeling and you either never get them because you're too busy chasing them, or you do get them and they're void of the fulfillment that you're looking for. Doing these practices, you're not doing these practices because there's something wrong with you and you're broken. And I think you need to fix yourself. The opposite is true. You're doing these practices to remember that you are whole and you are complete and you have everything you need within you. And as soon as you start realizing that, you will have started to flip this paradox in reality, you will have stopped being the self that wants everything and gets nothing. And you will have become the self that wants nothing and gets everything. You don't need another hack. You don't even need another video. You just need to remember who you actually are.