#522 The Lack Cycle: The Stingy Universe
29 Jan 2026 · 51 min
Summer McStravik explores whether the universe is stingy or abundant, tracing how beliefs about deserving trap people in cycles of lack. She shares personal stories about health and career shifts, then guides a visualization to help you feel held and co-creative with the universe.
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Flow Dreaming. It's a show where we talk about the power of your mind to change your world around you, to literally affect the fabric of your reality. We talk about this feeling of hope and joy and relief. And that is what being aware of your flow does. It gives you a feeling of power again in your lives. And that is what being aware of your flow does. It gives you a feeling of power again in your lives. Breathe. It is the feeling that you bring forward. It is your emotional connection that really sets the tone for what is going to be happening to you and for you. And you know that feeling when you touch it, it just spreads through you. I'm Summer McStravik and welcome to another episode of Flow Dreaming. Hi, it's Summer, and a quick request before we jump into the show. If you like this podcast, the number one reason Flow Dream has grown is because of your reviews. People rely on your opinion and frankly, they often misunderstand Flow Dreaming. The only way to correct that is through you leaving a few words about the program. So pop over to itunes or your podcast app and write a review. It means so much to me when you do. Now, on to the show. So is the universe stingy or abundant? That's our topic today. Welcome to Flow dreaming. I'm Summer McStravik, about to spend the next 30, 45 minutes with you. I don't know, however long we go, it's however long I end up kind of riffing and letting go and letting flow in whatever needs to come through for you. So we're continuing in the Lack cycle volume. I produced three of these programs last year about the lack cycle and just decided it's time to refresh it up to date it new ideas and thoughts that have that have kind of surfaced over the last year. I'm finding more and more as I work with people in Flow Dreaming in MI school that it's not enough to teach people how to manifest, how to create. We all create every day. We're manifesting and most of us are doing it unconsciously, of course. It's just whatever happens for us, happens for us. But what we don't really see is what's generating that manifestation. I mean, what is it that really creates what you're receiving each day? Either you believe it's all random, you just get what you get, you make the best of it, or you believe I'm kind of co creating, I'm making something and other people and by extension the world, the universe and source is making something with me. Right? I mean, that's it. You're one. You're one team one or team the other. Most of us who are into personal growth are recognizing that we're not doing this just by ourself, right? It's not you against the world, it's you in the world. You with the resources of the world, you sharing the world. And the world isn't some passive object that you just kind of, you know, rail against. The world is an active conscious object that's responding to you. That's what co creation means. So if you're involved with this idea of manifesting and creation and by extension flow dreaming what we do, you're recognizing, how do I get better at making things with the world? Here I am in life. How do I get better at making things with life? So today our episode is about recognizing what not just you give to life, but what life gives to you is. Does it come to you as well? And I mean, for me, of course, it's like, yes, yes, yes, right? Life gave me a body, it gave me breath, it gave me DNA, it gave me a sequence of days that, you know, move through my lifetime. It's given me so much already. It gave me so much without my even necessarily air quotes deserving it, yet it's given it to me. In fact, listen to last week if you want to hear about what you quote unquote deserve or not. So today we're tackling the second of this new installment of the Lack cycle, right? What does the universe really give you? Is it abundant or is it stingy? I know, it's kind of a funny thought. Like, is the world stingy? So we're going to get into that today. Little housekeeping. Before we do, guys, Inflow is coming up. I get to see and work with you and teach you in person. In fact, right before I recorded this, this episode for you, I was emailing someone that they wanted to know how many people were in the VIP. I'm like just 19 of us, like, are going to hang out, having lunches together over a number of days. That's not very many of us. If you're interested in pursuing flow dreaming, please check out Inflow. Right now, I'm doing it for the very first time. If you're listening to this in the archives, maybe I'll have done it a time or two since I don't know what I'm going to do in the future. But right now I know that February 2017, I'm having my first big, like open invitation event where anybody around the country, around the world can come get into flow. Explore this practice. If you meditate, if you. If you do yoga, gosh, if you do about anything, it's worth coming to. Inflow. Explore a new modality that helps you emotionally connect with yourself, connect with the world, connect with the universe. Get on track for the year ahead. Discover what your set points are inside you. You know, this is your mirror. Inflow is your mirror. This is where you go, oh, my God, I'm filled with lack, or, oh, my God, I'm filled with abundance. What am I going to do with this? And then we figure out what you're gonna do with it. It's so worth it. So come join me here in San Diego. It's beautiful in February. Warm, typically sunny weather. I booked a hotel right on the marina in San Diego where you look out at all the beautiful yachts. Great place for the family to come. It's over Presidents Day weekend, which is awesome because it's extra long. So think about it. Think about it. And think about MI School as well. MI School, of course, the year that we get to spend together where I teach you. And sometimes people think, oh, well, you teach everything in your podcast. No, I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could. A podcast is 30 minutes, 45 minutes where I can kind of drill into certain ideas that I'm thinking about at the moment. MI School, it's a whole different animal. MI School is built so every single month, you grow here, and then I build on that, you grow there. I build on that, you grow there. It's an arc of development. It's well thought out. I've put this together over years and years of teaching people. I want you to start as this person and end up as that person. Right. Free from the lack cycle, completely in your flow. Absolutely. Embracing change up, leveling, finding out who you are, what you're actually able, capable. I was confusing able and capable. What you're actually capable accomplishing. Right? That is me School. It's a once in a lifetime event. And just the people who get into MI School, frankly, are the people who finally said, I'm worth it, I'm worth it. I mean, that's half the conversations I have with people. Are you worth it? No, not yet. I'm not worth it yet. I've got to earn some more money first or I've got to. I've got to square it away with my family first. I'm like, all right, let me know when you're worth it. Let me know when you're worth it. And I say, that half in jest. But you know, this kind of plays right into the topic of today's episode, the Lack cycle. When are you worth it? How old do you need to be? How much success do you need to have? What do you need to have squared away to be worth it? And if you're that other person who says, oh well, I always buy things and I've bought too much and I'm not worth it, I want you to examine what are the things that you've done bought? What are the things you've bought? Are they really for you, inside you? Or are they things that you slap on top of you that you put on your skin and your hair and your body that you hope you'll do? Oftentimes people, I found they buy coaching and business coaching and they buy all kinds of stuff, educational stuff, and they think they're going to do something with it. I'm going to do with it. I'm going to do with it. That's not me school, that's you acquiring skills that you will do something with when you become worth it. It's like you gotta go really deep into the core Right now if I purchase something, a big program or coaching or whatever, I can do amazing things with it because I'm worth it. I know it sounds kind of weird and egotistical. Even as I say it, I'm kind of like, ooh, that's kind of weird sounding, but it's true. I'm worth it. If I buy it, I'm going to do something with it. A lot of people confuse like, if I buy these skills or if I buy this information, I'll be able to then translate it into blah blah, blah in my life. The problem is when you buy skills but you yourself are still feeling like, I can't do it. I'm not worth it. I'm tracked by trapped in the lack cycle. Other people are better than me. How will I get this off the ground? I don't have enough time. I hear a lot of stuff like that. I don't have enough time or I'm too busy still, or I'm working full time still. All of that stuff needs to be cleared. Skills are just skills. You get them, you learn them what they are and you practice them. The real, real inner stuff is are you able to practice them? Are you going to own them? Are you going to get on the phone? Are you going to get into the gym? Are you going to talk to your boss? Are you going to talk to your husband and kids? Are you doing that, that's me school, that's flow. That's manifesting. You do that kind of stuff when you feel so good and confident and in alignment and strong inside. You're like, of course I'm going to do that stuff, Summer, are you kidding me? Of course I am. There is nothing stopping me. Literally nothing stopping me. If there is, I'm going to say to Flo, hey, why is this stopping me? Oh, is there something I need to like slow down for and hang out in here for a while? Okay, I'll do that for a while and then let's keep going. Right? That is, for me, that's living the highest fidelity life that you possibly can. That's what flow dreaming ultimately leads to. It's not about manifesting your next new car or your nice apartment or a man or a woman. It's about living in that mindset, that way of being. To get there though, you have to leap to the next step, which is trust. Because you can listen to me and you can say, oh well, Summer's just saying that. Well, she's had a charmed and a blessed life. And yeah, you know, Louise Hay was her boss and she worked with Wayne Dyer for all those years and Debbie Ford and you know, Doreen Virtue and how many other names can I possibly drop? Literally dozens and dozens. No, I haven't lived a charm life, right? I went through stage two breast cancer just last year when I was at the pinnacle of my so called career at Hay House. I was let go, had transition. It was really tough, had a lot of things. Childhood was pretty brutal, to be honest. Brutal. Had a lot of things not charmed life yet. Flo continuously set me up and said, hey, do you want this or do you want that? Are you living in lack or are you living in flow? We're going to keep giving it to you until you make up your effing mind. Finally one day I did. I said, okay, I'm going to learn how to live in a way where I flow through change, I flow through up leveling, I flow through disease and I flow through the good things. And in the heart of it all, in the thread of it all, is this understanding that I'm making it together with flow. I'm making it together with the universe. You hearing me? I'm making it together right in the, in the personal growth way. The spiritual latest Wing Ding way of saying it is co creating. I'm making it together. If you go back a hundred years, I was having this conversation with my mom. We went out last Last week. It was yesterday. Feels like last week we went out to celebrate my daughter Lexi's birthday. And we were talking and she was saying how she just got into. What's his name? Neville. It's looping my mind. Neville Goddard. No, Neville somebody. He's one of those guys who was talking about, you know, flow and God and science of mind back in the 1800s, 1900s. And we were just, just talking how all of these ways of thinking, they come up in fashion and then they go away and then new people pick them up and then those people kind of filter away and then new people pick them up. And it's like every generation, every 50 years, there's got to be new spokespeople for this thread. This way of thinking, this way of understanding. And if you take it back even further, all of you who are fascinated with Egyptian way of thinking, fascinated with Wiccan way of thinking, fascinated with all kinds of, well, aboriginal. I mean, just on and on and on. All the cultures who've ever said Native American, whoever said I could keep going, who have ever said, you and God are in this together. You and source are in this together. You and consciousness are in this together. You and universe are in this together. You are not just an animal who lives and wilts and dies. There is something extra aware inside of you. Something extra aware. And religions call it a soul. I'll just call it something extra aware, something that's in a body when it's in a body and it's also outside of a body, transmitting, using the body as a kind of vehicle for experiences. Okay, this is a bigger philosophy that applies to just about every religion. This concept. Well, why would there be a universe, a source that says grow, grow, Grow as a species, grow as a single individual. Like, think about that. If there was there were cells in your body and something said to each cell, hey, cell, you've got self awareness. Would you grow now? Would you evolve? Right, that's the concept. You're a cell in this body of source. Source said grow and evolve. Just like a cell in your body might grow and evolve. You'd say, well, my cells aren't doing that. How do you know? Do you believe your body has wisdom? Do you believe your body has intelligence? Do you believe a tree has wisdom and intelligence? Do you believe the Earth Gaia has wisdom and intelligence? Do you believe perhaps the universe has a kind of inert? Not inert, has a kind of intrinsic wisdom and intelligence? Maybe it keeps on going. If you are part of that. Here is what I'm asking you to think about today in this episode. Do you trust it? Do you trust there for you? Does it have your back or does it not give a damn? Right. Pregnant pause. Does it not give a damn? It's that come to Jesus moment, you know, people have. Does it care? Does it not give a damn? Does it care or does it not give a damn? So I like to look at life in terms of patterns, right? For me, that's what flow brings me to. Pattern after pattern. I look at my family and I think they care. This is a pattern of relationships. Me inside a group of other intelligences, and they care. Typically, when I see patterns, they translate into bigger and bigger levels. So I translate that pattern to my family cares. Maybe my society cares. Maybe I have family outside of physical and they care. Maybe there's another layer outside of physical that also cares. Maybe the universe cares. Maybe Source cares. Maybe it's not holding my hand every second of the day. Maybe it's laid down some rules that says, if you are this, I am that. If you are filled with a feeling that you are worthy, you are lovable, you are abundant, then I am that. Back to you. I am going to reflect back to you what you are to me. If you say I am going to grow and evolve, Flo says I'm going to. I reflect that. I will help you grow and evolve. If you say I am not going to grow and evolve and I'm just going to sit here and lick my wounds and be mad and be in a state of anger and misery my whole life, Flo will say, I am patient. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you. Why? Because I love you. I love you. Remember that old saying, God is love. I'll wait for you. I'm patient. I'm unconditional. I don't need you to be any certain way back to me. I. I'm going to love you nonetheless. I'm going to give to you nonetheless. Think about this right now. Think about all the things life is giving you. Take a breath. You have breath. You breathe. You're alive. You have a day. What is this day giving you? It's giving you family opportunity. You could make phone calls to people you love right now. You could go make love to someone you love right now. You could tell someone you care about them. You could hug your children. You could go write something brilliant on your computer and get that novel started. You could put together that business plan. You could clean up things that are surrounding you that have felt off kilter. There's like an infinite number of wonderful, beautiful things you can do for yourself, right the second. Because flow and source has granted you that day. Today, this moment right now. Is the universe stingy or is it abundant? So here, let's just reframe this. Coming back. Many of us were brought up to think you have to push to get anything. You've got to pull the teeth out of the universe. You've got to fight your way to the top. There's only so many people who are going to get A's in the class. Everybody else has to be a loser for me to be the winner. I'd like you to reconsider this, right? This is a very human construct. Everybody else has to be under me for me to be on top. It's a pyramid. I'm up there. Everybody else below. Or I'm at the bottom. Everybody else is above me. Just think about that for a second. That's not a very nice God, is it? Not a very nice universe if it's always making you be below. If it's cherry picking, is God cherry picking? What? Why? Maybe it's not God cherry picking. Maybe it's you. Maybe God or source or flow is just sitting there saying, hey, whenever you wake up and own this, I'm there for you. Until you do, I've just got to sit on the sidelines and keep waiting. I'll wait forever, for infinity. Because I love you. You're a part of me. You're a cell in my body. I'm waiting for you to grow. I'm going to give you everything you need. I'm going to give you all the nutrients like your own body gives you nutrients, right? Does your heart say, oh, I'm going to give some nutrients to your hand but not to your kidney? And some of you are saying, well, yeah, sometimes I have kidney disease. Generally speaking, your body's giving everything, everything it can until you hit some form of resistance. Maybe that's your kidney. I hit resistance. Maybe that's you in your life. I have resistance to what source is giving me. I don't trust you. I think I have to fight. I don't believe in an abundant universe. I don't believe I can have what I want. Sometimes people feel like resistance is something where, I don't know, there's a certain amount. You know that old joke about, you know, God was waiting at the door and gave the brains out, you know, before you arrived, or something like that, Right? Some people actually believe that. I didn't get this. I didn't get that. I have to suffer around this. I would like you to think instead that the universe is abundant. There's an abundance of stars, hot burning suns, of galaxies, of planets. Just millions, trillions. And you. A life, a consciousness. Do you really feel you're fighting for scraps? Have you ever been in a workplace where you're fighting for scraps? I have. It's miserable. Miserable. What did I do? Got the hell out of there. But a lot of people don't. They say, oh, that's the way the universe is. It's my workplace. We fight for scraps. And I say, no, no, no. Look over there, look over there, look over there. And I said, no, no, no, no. We fight for scraps. That's what we do. God's stingy. God cherry picks. God has favorites. Source Flow has favorites. All this personal growth stuff, well, I guess it's not for me. It was made extra hard for me. Examine this. Pull back, open your lens. Was it made extra hard for you? You really believe that you're so special? That you were so. So punished and marginalized and hated? Really? Why are you believing that about yourself? Why do you feel that way? I don't think it was Source that made you feel that way. You, Other people, your expectations, your power leaks, the things you wanted and needed from other people who were unable to give you those things. This is what I want you to see. This is why this is like the upper layer, the next level in the Lack cycle. Last week, we talked about you believing you were enough. This week, I want you to feel like Source believes you're enough. It's not playing favorites. It's saying, ready, set, go. And some people, yeah, they're going to look like they're streaking way ahead of you, and they're slowing down in the last mile. Remember the old tortoise and the hare? Some of you are just moving one step at a time, building things, building experiences that those other people you envy will never have ever actually felt before. But you have now. You're the expert in that. And they never are or will be. Even me. Me, a thousand things I'm not an expert in. A thousand emotional experiences and states of being I've never encountered. But you have. Source hasn't been stingy with you. You said to Source, I want to own this. I want to know this. I want to be this. And Source said, here you go. Take one for the team. This one. Can you. Can you go through that, experience it, and bring it back to me? And you said, yes, I will. And this often has nothing to do with materialistic, you know, getting ahead. All that materialistic getting ahead does is it makes you more comfortable in this life. And a lot of people are hell bent on that, and that's fine. But there are all kinds of other experiences you can get ahead in in this life. Joy in your heart, happiness, love, passing on confidence to the next generation, connectivity with each other, intimacy. These can't be valued in money, can't be valued in cash. You couldn't. You can't put a cash price on it. It's just unbiable. Think about the people you love and revere. Are they the richest people in the world? Probably not. They're probably people you admire because of how they think, what they did, how they blazed ahead, who they became, who they loved, how much they loved. Who are you going to be? The universe will support you. Flow will support you. God will support you. If you choose to become this being, God cannot make you be this being. Source. Flow cannot make you. You have to stand up and say, I'm worth it. I've earned it. I can hold this, throw it on my shoulders, and I will. You have to volunteer. Volunteering often means giving yourself these inner and personal challenges. Yeah, I'm going to do something risky. Yeah, I'm going to do something I don't know if I can pull off. Yeah, I'm going to invest in myself because it's finally worth it to me to do so. Yeah. That kind of conversation is what creates success. Emotionally, externally. Interconnectivity. It's not the right word, but, you know, between you and other people, that's living. That's living. We come to a point in me school each year where I ask my students for a month to go deep into, do I trust the universe or not? Do I trust the universe or not? Because it often becomes a power leak for them. They'll be like, I've done everything right. I've controlled the crap out of things, you know? And by control they mean, like, I've done everything right. And I have to say, hey, hey, that's not flow. Flow is not doing everything right. Flow is not controlling every condition to the last millisecond. You only do that if you don't trust the universe. If you pull all the power away from the universe, from Flow, from God, and say, I don't trust you. So I'm going to manage everything like crazy on my own. You hearing this? This is like the biggest nugget of the show. You try and manage it all on your Own. It's not really living. If you were in a relationship and you did that in your marriage, you would be divorced. Your partner would say, screw you, you don't need me. You're acting like you don't. You don't trust me. You don't think I can do anything, Fine, bye, bye. Be single yet. We do that with the universe all the time. I don't trust you. You're not going to give me what I need. What if for the moment, you just stop for a second, take a look around your life right now? I'm doing it right now. I'm closing my. Everything that's around me is exactly what I need. Everything good, good, bad and ugly as they say. It's exactly what I need. I've called it into existence. Through me, through my flow, through my action, through my energy, through my emotion. Everything around me is saying to me, hey Summer, we co created this with you. Problem is a lot of us go, no, no I didn't, no I didn't. Oh, I want you to get to the point where you say, yeah, I co created this. This is awesome. Even if it's kind of difficult, I'm ready because I want to know what's after that. Where does this lead me? Where does this take me? Next? That. That's the path of the flow dreamer. That's the path of the conscious co creator. That is the path of the person who says, I am in it for the long haul. Life after life after life, body after body, whatever it may be, I am in it. I'm in it to be, in love, to be, enjoy. If I have to go through healing or resistance, I'll go through that. I'm going to master that. Totally master that. Inside my heart, inside my flow, inside my life. Why? How do I have the confidence to master that? Because the universe is not stingy. I'm not fighting for every scrap. I'm abundant. Everything I need is out there. Everything that surrounds me right now is telling me I'm your next step. I showed up for you. Just think for a second look at all the stuff surrounding you right now. Even the stuff that's driving you crazy. There's an abundance of it, isn't there? It's not being stingy, there's an abundance of it. And those of you who say, oh no, I'm sitting at a standstill, there's nothing here, well, you've simply said to your universe, I can't take any more until I deal with what's in front of me and I've narrowed that way down because I got real stuck on this. It's still there for you. Get what I'm saying? It's right there. Everything is there for you. Grab it. Embrace it. Yummy it up. Take it in. Say I'm all over you. What's next? Here is who I am. Remember, that's the final thought of flow dreaming. You get to say who you become. You. You self defined. Pick it. What are you? I'm creative, I'm loving, I'm sensitive, I'm valuable, I'm authentic. Great. Be it. Ask your flow for opportunities to be more of that. It's the biggest request you could ask of the universe. All the physical stuff flows in around it. The cars and the trips and the homes and the clothes and I mean physical objects are just so far down the totem pole, they flow in in support of that. If you're really making a difference, probably some of that more of that will flow in. Unless you say, I don't care about it at all. Go give all your money somewhere else. But believe me, money will come in because money is just recognizing value. It's an energy of exchange. You can choose to receive it for yourself or divert it to other people or causes. But if you're really showing up and creating that energy of exchange, it will show up too. The universe is not stingy. At least not our universe. I don't know, maybe there are other universes. There are other universes, by the way, just so you know, there are other universes. I know. That's a crazy thought. Things may be running backwards, crazy different, but not ours. The one you picked, the one we're in, is about growth. You are enough. Whatever you're doing is enough to grow in this universe, to embrace this universe, to stake your claim and say, I am good at I am loving enough. I am a good enough mother. I am a good enough student. I am a good enough speaker. I am a good enough writer. I am a good enough lover. I am just add. Just keep going on and the universe will say, yes you are. Yes you are. How can I support you in that? How can I help you become more of that? How can I? How can I? How can I? The universe is abundant for you. Take advantage of it. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. All right, we're going to go to a quick break. When we get back, we're going to do some flow dreaming to help you feel that abundance that surrounds you, that holds you in its palms. Right? That old feeling of being held in God's Palms. Right? We're gonna feel that whether or not you believe in God makes no difference. Held in the palms of life, nature of the universe of flow. Stay with me. We'll be right back. Hey, it's summer on break and just wanted to tell you this podcast. It is supported entirely by flowdreaming.com my website, where you can find hundreds of of very cool flow dreams to purchase and download so you can begin reinventing every aspect of your life. And one thing you should really pick up is the free Flow Dreaming introduction kit. It's@flowdreaming.com too, and it teaches you this remarkable technique in detail and fast. So go to flow dreaming.com. get it now. And while you're there, yeah, check out my blog as well. Lots of love. Now back to the show. All right, nice deep breath. Let's get into some Flow dreaming, though. If you were just listening, you heard me talking about Inflow. Really hope to see you guys there. Coming up soon. Inflow and me school are your ways to get get deeper into this way of thinking and living. No, I am not a cult, I promise you. What do you say? What is it? Cross my heart, hope to die? Stick a needle in my eye? No, I'm not going to say, that's horrible. That's horrible saying. I won't say that. But we're not a cult. We are a way of thinking, of feeling, of relating to your life, relating to the universe, not relating to me, relating to your life, relating to the world, relating to what's next for you, how you navigate your way through the world. People who are in me school are the strongest people I know. Strong because they are not brittle. They don't break when something's thrown at them. They move, they undulate, they go with whatever is coming onto their shore. And they've had a huge say in what's coming onto their shore. It's no longer just some haphazard whatever. They're like, yeah, I made that, and I made that and I made that and I made that. That's what I'm teaching. That's what I'm becoming. That's what I'm practicing through. Some of the most difficult of experiences to practice through. Anyway, that's what I'm sharing with you. So I hope I see you guys, me, school and flow. And now let's do some Flow dreaming. If you don't know what Flow dreaming is like I say every single podcast, I don't explain the whole process anymore. I ask you, go to flow dreaming..com f like frank l o w dreaming.com. i've created a a tutorial that basically teaches you how to do this. I have never charged for this yet. It's worth a couple hundred bucks. I have yet to charge for it. I just want everybody to learn how to talk to the universe this way. It's so worth it. So download it, practice it, you'll understand. This is not meditation. It's not affirmations, definitely not hypnosis. However, I'll clue you in soon. I had a really cool experience where I actually had my brain waves mapped by some NASA scientists while I was in flow. And I need to do a show about that really soon. Maybe I'll put it up on Facebook. Check me out on Facebook. By the way, look up Flow Dreaming or the I love Flow Dreaming Facebook group and maybe I'll get it up there as soon as I can. Okay, so without further ado, let's get into flow. Just follow with me, okay? We're not meditating. I want you to feel this. Feel it with all your heart. Feel it deep inside you. All of you. Your whole emotional being. Flowing with me. Okay? Eyes closed, deep breath, relax, sigh. Make some noise as you inhale and exhale. Why hold back? No one's looking. Who cares? Shoulders drop, jaw releases, brow releases. You're moving into flow. Moving into that state of bind, that state of being. Or you're an expansive, beautiful, gorgeous being. See yourself right now. It's like you're an oyster in a shell. That shell just goes on and on, layers and ripples of it. The most beautiful translucence, cream colored, golden colored, violet covered aura upon aura. You are this being. You are the pearl in the center. You are that beautiful. And why wouldn't you be? Source created you. The universe made you. Life itself birthed you into being. Life itself with this fertile racing forward saying become, evolve, grow, create, become. And you said, yes, yes, I will. Life itself investing inside of you this ability, this potential, this self awareness. You're this being. And you're not alone. Millions, billions of consciousnesses surround you, both in physical and non physical. You think you're the only important intelligent thing. And yet you're one of trillions, quadrillions. How far does it go on and on and on and on it goes. Grow, grow, grow, grow, grow, become, become, become, become, become. This is your life. This is your the universe. You are playing out exactly what you should be playing out. You are filled with all the resources you could ever need or want. Starting with your very blood, with your breath. With your body, whether it is working perfectly or not, it is still keeping you alive. Why would you complain about that keeping you alive? What's that thing I'm supposed to do? What's that thing I'm supposed to write? Who are those people I'm supposed to help? What are those ideas I'm supposed to transmit? What's that function I am supposed to do that would make me feel like, yeah, I get it. Who is that person I'm supposed to love? Who is that person I'm supposed to help create, grow and evolve into their adulthood? Oh, my God. I'm here for so much. And I'm not alone. I'm supported, I'm loved, I'm adored, I'm held. Every day, whatever I need is out there for me, available for me every day. Flo is saying to me, what opportunities do you need? What experiences can we set up for you? What will align to. Hmm, look at that. And Flo is looking at you. You see that? Flo looking at you. Who is she? Who is he? What can I align? Align to that? I've got to perfectly match it. What can I give to perfectly match that? What are you giving Flow to match to? Are you giving it? I'm amazing. I'm abundant. I am rich, I am wealthy. I am beautiful. I am loving, I am soft. I am healthy. I am kind. What are you giving? Flow's matching it. It's matching it. You don't have to ask it to do it. It's just doing it does it every single day to you, for you. Because of you, with you. Are you going to tell it? It's stingy and mean. Doesn't give enough. Doesn't give you what it. What you want it. Are you really gonna say that? I would not dare. I don't think you're daring either. I think your heart is just slayed open. It's saying, you're right. You give me everything. It's my fault for not asking, not deserving, not standing up, stepping up for it. So now. Now I am. I accept and I receive. Thank you, Flo. Thank you for letting me be part of this love, this reflection, this mirror. Thank you for letting me participate in all of this. I am worth it. I was chosen and I chose to. I trust you. I trust you. Let's see what happens tomorrow. And with that, you find yourself returning, Coming back and opening your eyes. Returned. There you go. Wasn't that a good dialogue? Good connection. That's where I take myself whenever I feel stressed, despondent, upset. Frustrated, unsure, hungover, groggy. Any of it. It's always right there. It's never further away. Take it, too. Okay. I sure love you guys, and I hope this helped make your week. You can always write to me. Summer Flow dreaming.com I read them all. All of them being your emails. I don't always respond. Sometimes my life right races ahead of me further than I can respond to everyone. But I do read and hear you and admire you and admire your heart and love you. Okay, so I'll see you all next time for another episode of Flow Dreaming. Until then, take care. That's a wrap for today, but if you want to keep things going, then download my free Flow Dreaming apps. That's right. There's two of them. The first app allows you you to listen to this podcast anywhere you want on your mobile device, as well as search and favorite episodes. 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