Two voices trade confessions about feeling broken and alienated, rejecting the pressure to be heroes. They describe eroded goodness, hopelessness, and a desperate need to escape pain, creating a raw dialogue about mental health and identity.
If I don't reply to texts and I don't wanna be around, it's 'cause I know you're there to lift me up. I'm here to bring you down 'cause I'm broken to pieces. Don't even need this, not like it makes a difference. Yeah, I'll put it all in the music, stupid, thinking the mixtape could fix this. And I know we're all going through shit, but there's nothing like feeling you're stuck in your bed with a million thoughts in your head and you don't even know what it is. Am I sick? I had a good childhood, so that's something that I try and figure out. Word to my mama, why do I got too many traumas to count? I wanna talk to friends who understand just what I'm talking about. So if you come to me with bullshit or with drama, I'm out. I'll run away, let me run away, baby, help me run away. Far away from the pain. I'm never gonna change, I'm no superhero. I'm not trying to save the day, I just wanna save my face.
Pardon my hesitation, I'm having reservations along with revelations. Blind to think it's been mistaken, at least it was in the past. Used to think good times would last. Nowadays, watch the hours pass. Last grain of sand in the hourglass. I can't save you even though I want to badly. Take a bullet for you, yeah, you know I do it gladly. Antagonist in your story, I'm the villain sadly. Used to be the good guy, but the changes happen gradually. I'm missing broken, so very broken, nobody knows. No, I'm feeling hopeless, can't ever focus. World is bogus, yeah, can't let them break my stride. Even though I still let them do it sometimes. I'm no super I'm just trying to get by.
Had a good childhood, so that's something that I try and figure out. Word to my mama, why do I got too many dramas to count? Wanna talk to friends who understand just what I'm talking about. So if you come to me with bullshit or with drama, I'm out. I'll run away, let me run away, baby, help me run away, far away from nothing. I'm never gonna change, I'm no superhero, I'm not trying to save the day, I just wanna stay Come on, face it.
Get into your battle positions. Repetition, we're addicted to pushing, fighting, victory. I follow my conviction, so I have made my decision.
