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So first this essay A brief introduction. My name is Abduh Swamim Iceberg and last year in October 23rd I had a stroke and I was in the ICCU. I was a colon for a number of days and then the doctor said that he has a brain hemorrhage in his stem. There's no hope that he'll survive. And by your good wishes and the wishes of the prayers of duty and blessings in Born in time I was saying I love you to stay. So I'm taking different therapies in India and now I'm going to LA to take. So I have been there too. I have the strength to walk but I don't have the balance and the coordination so I'm studying on the way. Previously I was invited to come to Hawaii. Hope I'm not on this service. The doctors also told me that later I take the short flights at Faso so instead of taking flights straight from Hong Kong to la, I. I came to Hawaii first. So I'll be here until Thursday. I leave at one o' clock and normally I'm getting class. It's a broadcast on Internet so they could see me around the world. But here they say there's no Internet in India, everywhere there's Internet. This is some wire.

Sorry, some wire.

It doesn't reach in here. The other rooms too.

I could. So normally what we do is. Whatever you're reading the Bhagavad Gita, you continue, you shall read the verse in the third part and I sleep for a short time and then I have questions and answers. So that's what we usually are doing unless it's on a special day like last Sunday was the last. The Codesi was the our parents and Bihar Gita so they had a young guy to Hong Kong and we spoke on that and Krishna Chetra Guru came also. And sometimes there's some special occasion because half of my face is still a paralyzed so I. I get excited, I speak a little fast and it's hard to understand what I say. So I must speak slowly, loudly and succinctly in case I did the implement. You don't understand. Raise your hand and I'll try to speak slower and distinctly. I don't know if you can understand what I am saying. Excellent. This is my shot this morning lunch. That was the best song I had.

Chapter 15, verse SA Whoever knows me as the supreme personality of Godhead without doubting is the knower of everything. He therefore engages himself in full devotional service to me. O son of Arab. There are many philosophical speculations about the constitutional position of living entities and the supreme Absolute truth. Now in this verse, the supreme personality of God that clearly explains that anyone who knows Lord Krishna to be the supreme Person is actually the knower of everything. The imperfect knower goes on simply speculating about the absolute truth. But the perfect knower, without wasting his valuable time, engages directly in Ka consciousness, the devotional service of the Supreme Lord. Throughout the whole of Bhagavad Gita this fact has been stressed at every step. And still there are so many stubborn commentators on Bhagavad Gita who consider the supreme absolute Truth and the living entities to be one and the same. Vedic knowledge is called Shruti. Learning by oral reception, one should actually receive the Vedic message from authorities like Krishna and his representatives. Here Krishna distinguishes everything very nicely and one should hear from this source. Simply to hear like the hoax is not sufficient. One must be able to understand from the authorities. It is not that one should simply speculate academically. One should submissively hear from Bhagavad Gita that these living entities are always subordinate to the supreme Personality of God. Anyone who is able to understand this according to the Supreme Personality of God, Sri Krishna knows the purpose of the Vedas. No one else knows the purpose of the Vedas. The word Vajati is very significant. In many places the word Vaidati is expressed in relationship with the service of the Supreme Lord. If a person is engaged in the full Ka consciousness in the devotional service of the Lord, it is to be understood that he has understood all the Vedic knowledge. The Vaishnava paramparat is sekhara that if one is engaged in the devotional service of Ka, then there is no need for any other spiritual process for understanding the Supreme Lord. He has already come to the point because he is engaged in the devotional service of the Lord. He has entered all preliminary processes of understanding. But if anyone, after speculating for hundreds of thousands of lives, does not come to the point that Ka is the Supreme Personality of Godhead and that one has to surrender there all his speculation for so many years and lives is a useless waste of time. Whoever knows Me as a supreme personal Godhead without doubting is the knower of everything. He therefore engages himself in full devotional service to Me.

Osana Hariyom Datsa. So in the Abhavad Gita, there's Nikarastra, there's Shamjaya, there's Arjuna, and there's Krishna. Fifteenth Chapter Krishna. This is a funny question. All new Krishna in the 15th is unique because only Krishna form and it's the yoga of the Supreme Krishna. Later I'll tell you the glories of the 15th channel. But it's Bhagavad was stressing that throughout the Bhagavad Gita everywhere it says that Ka is the supreme personality of Goddess. And it's encouraging us to surrender to Ka to serve Krishna. Still there are stubborn commentators, stubborn people who they say the individual soul and the Ka is the same. This is called as Vairavam. But we are not sin. And I preached in sin supreme. I was in the first year I was in the Hinduja hospital for two months and then I was in the. What's it called? The Bhakti Vedanta hospital for three months rather. So I made this Bhakti Vedanta heart stone. I see a lot of disciples who were doctors and nurses and they wanted to do their profession in the association of devotees. So about maybe 50 or 60% of the doctors in that hospital are all devotees. It was. I mean I don't like to be in the hospital but if there's any hospital that was pleasantly. And we said hospital 24 hours a day. So they also have a unique department which he gets to. They have a spiritual care department and they offer spiritual care to all the patients. So when they told Miami I would ask them to tell me some story about their interaction with contagions. So they told me one story which is very much related to his verse that there was a man who was from Delhi. He had some nine or two karlos and he was put in the ICU intensive care unit. So he had various books of Sai Baba and Roma Pumaris and he had all kinds of books and magazines. So they said, oh, you're interested in spiritual life and all these books? He said, yes, I'm interested. But you see, one conclusion I have is every group I listen to they tell me that their founder is God. Ramakumar is saying that Raja Bhakti or everything is God. Sahaidallah says God. Everyone says their founder God. Who is really God? This is my doubt. Who is God? I want to find out. You see the stars appearing. The Bhagavan said, you know, we had the same doubt. We wanted to know who is God. Remember Bhagavad Gita as it is and Bhagavad Gita Ka says he is the supreme personality of Godhead. Everything he has done to him, he's got really. Oh really? That's what they wanted to know who is God. How do you know? They tell me someone else is God. I want to know. Sure, sure, sure. So they show this version, any other version. I'm so happy. Finally I found my quest. Why in all these books I wanted to find who is really God. And now I know it's Ka. Why? No one told me before. Oh, I'm so happy. So he began to chant and now he's a member of our ISKCON congregation. So that many people, if he survived in India, that 99% believe in God. But they're all so many confused people, they don't know who is really God. One life when a Krishna Swami, that's his last name Swami. And I test the last name and it's again used in India. So he became a life runner. He had a whole set of books, but he never read them. He just gave a donation. So then one day he got let me read the Bhagavad Gita. So he took the Bhagavad Gita read and then he saw my goodness, it says Krishna is God. I always want to know who is really God. In his pushing room, he had, he had elder, he had Durga, Ganesh and Shela, you name that. He had, you know, Ramana and Ram and Krishna. So he had some side boa pictures and you guys hear all, one of them must be God. Puja to all. So they were Brahma hit one of them. So then he had now his whole family, it's all his name is Krishna, Swami. His whole family now is Krishna. Doctors. So this read a Krishna. This is a book in the Bhagavad Gita. This is a great. We don't know. And most people, they say, oh, I know the Bhagavad Gita and they know the Bhavad Gita doesn't mean they read. It means, you know, there's such a book called Bhagavad Gita and our great grandfather used to read it. And they may or may not have a copy. They may or may not know one verse or two verses that usually 20 years ago they were taught in school. Jeddah, Jeddah, Hira, Mahsya, Vanar, Babaji Bharat. They do it one verse. They say, oh, I know Baba Gita. They don't actually know what is the Baba Gita. They haven't read it. I never found anyone except, you know, some sadhabs who actually read the bag. But everybody said, oh, they don't know Baba Gita. I'm the Indians in the city. I have always said to the Indians. But we have also our work to do there. They are naturally very pious people, very religious people. But they don't know. Some of them don't know who is actually not. So this is one of the problems. Lord Shiva in the Padma Purana he tells the glories of Bhagavad Gita chapter by chapter two. Poverty, duty and the Shiyasm. Well, what's the glory of the next chapter? Swam Sri Lanka, 15th chapter. He told a story that there was a king called Narasimha Maharaj. And he had a general Senapati. And he conquered the whole world. He was the king emperor of the world. So at that time that was how they would unified the world. Now you have the United nations. But there's still a party war going on in different parts. I don't know if it's working. But the idea of the United nations is to have a world like peace. After the first and second world war anyway, they would have a peace night. One elder over the entire world. And then he was ruled by the advice of the robbers. And in this case Narcissa Maharaj was a very good ruler. So he rewarded his San Butti with like a noble hood in castle and all, all kinds of things. But that sin is Fatima. That general. He thought I should be the emperor. Let me overthrow the king. I'll assassinate him and I will become the emperor. I will be the emperor of the world. Please. Satan had divine I the one that bought all the medals finest king. I didn't want to risk my life fighting in the field. So he made a plan with his people. The day before the cooling him, he died. You never know. He had simply death. All the other guys went back to doing the duration. He was the king. Nehru, the elder Neruda. Now this. The atma of the general was taken. The Anurad's away. The anarch said you wanted to kill the king. He was very kind with you. He gave you all kinds of facilities. Being a king is not just a question of political or military powers. You also need a good karma. You don't have this king. He did a lot of sacrifices. He's a devotee. He had a good karma. So you could become the untir of the world. You ought to be the greatest. Well, you can be according to your karma. You're going to be the greatest hearts in the world. So your next version is a heart. You will be the greatest horse in the entire world.

Wow.

So there he was. He was born. He was the greatest horse. So when this is man, he saw the horse and he thought, this greatest heart has ever seen. He deserves to be given, to be sold to the entertainment. And there she had the greatest horse. So he did 2 million rupees and bought the hearts. It's very good, he thought. He's a very stunking horse. He's running right. Take out the shell to the emperor. Now, they didn't make a thing that fars into the emperor's court. So he would make him promote shout singing. His voice going on. Yes. In those days anyone could go to see the king. It was the olden government. So they said, well, there's a man here, he said he has the greatest horse in the world and he wants to give to you. So he said, oh, the head of the galleria, a veterinary doctor, they go and check him out. Tell me, is he worth seeing? Is a really good heart aching him back? They gave the bark to the other. He's really a great heart. He's never seen horse like this. So then the other he saw the hearts. And then he looked here. He has really great his hearts. So for you I won't make any profit. Poor money. 4 million. No, but he told me for you. No, prophet. Poor money. So the King had treasured 4 million released. And he got the greatest horse. He was eager to go out and try the horse out. So he went out one day, hunted with all his generals and nobles. But one problem with having the fastest, greatest hearts is no one else. He loved you, doctor. He was chasing a stake. He went deep in the hearts, very deep. He lost everybody else. He got thirsty from his side. I remember the river fall, water fall. And then he lift the heart sprigged water. He dips the water and shall find a verse. So he was now, as soon as he read that verse. Maybe it was this verse. I didn't know he read that verse. The hearts are listening. The hearts dying. And the hearts often the hearts is bodied in the sun. Body of the general. His general. You. What are you doing here? I don't know how it. They should put this kick down. Back to Gadda. What's going on here? What happened? We worried about what happened. He was worried. What happened? How did he know where to go? It was like an amazing thing that happened in front of him. So he followed the scene up. And there he saw the hermitage, Allah shadows and ramanas. And he showed the verse. And he said, oh, this verse. Glory is in the 15th chapter of Bhavad Gita. He said, widened the hearts, heard the verse and out Came the general kind of arts and went back to Gandhi. Well, this general, he was planning to kill your coup but he died. And since you weren't really the greatest, you're the greatest. But he didn't have the Vidar so he the greatest horse. I heard about in the 15th chapter he got purified of all his sins and he was taken back to Ghana and then the Empress also. Why was I taking that? I was not concentrating much. He was really concentrating. So he was concentrating. So he went back to Godhead. So the elders started to read the 15th chapter of the day. It's only 20 verses but by reading the 15th chapter he eventually went back to homeland to garden. So this 15th chapter is a very special chapter. We should read it and this verse does it. If he have a full page picture if he is a supreme personality of him, then our resolute determination to engage in his devotional service will be there. So it's a very nice verse. Hamya New are determined to render devotional service sufficient.

Almost.

This side one hand. If you read the Bhagavad Gita you should get the faith that Ka is the supreme personality of it. If you read the Srimad in the Bhagavatam at least you get that faith. And then if you have the faith the Krishna says wait. It comes that resolute, that determination to engage in Kaerva. Krishna, Krishna, Krishna. Sorry, I don't have the papers. I think tomorrow we're going to read papers. Anyone has any question on this version? Any Krishna conscious question?

So what is the difference between a.

Person who.

Has accepted Krishna with full faith in as this verse describes and then engages in voswas and service and the difference between him and someone who's aspiring and trying to develop that faith. So where does that leap from the initial faith to the full faith come in? And it seems to me that the full faith would be more like the higher stages of Krishna consciousness. So how do you get from initial faith or a weaker faith to that stronger faith?

Well, there was. Welcome back to Hawaii.

Welcome back to Hawaii.

Thank you. I got this Farmington one doctor who said the routine and I decided they don't have here the machines for the physiotherapy. Maybe she stayed right. So in this regard virtually all think that we're astraying. We don't think they were native and that's in our Iranian things that she can be taught on war Krishna conscious, more loving of Krishna. At a certain point everyone focuses on Ka and right now Prabhupada was in. He was in a Wardha in Maharashtra at the ashram. We know that Bali. So that time there was a conference on Bhagavad Gita and you know Vale was. He's a well known follower of the Gandhiji. So he was doing Mona because of he. He was upset that there was Kal slaughter Allah that the forefathers the province of the constitution left it up to each state to disciple rather than Disney across the board provision. So he did. He had his followers chant. I think they chant the fourth chapter Mahlikita. I think he was from the Divine Light Society. He trying to annotate him like just you know I wasn't read one guy, I just. So then Prabhupada motioned to the bodies and heard them chant. So they also. It was painful to hear him. So everybody was chanting. And then I told the Prophet said because you are pure devotees you don't feel like you're your body anymore. There's a sign drawers and you say well here I sign third voice and you're like this green banana or green angle and when you are fully right and you're right in mango but it's all still your angle. You're still your. When a singer of pure devotee he said you're a style pure devotee compared to being a haka mature pure. So Prabhupada he saw it in that way one time. I'm a DVC for some of the South American countries. One of them is Ecuador. Ecuador they're a major extroverter of bananas. But they have to send the bananas to America and to Europe and they're agreeing they have to engraving and then they rented in the ship on the way. Now what happened? One batch of the answer said not green enough. Still looking it was very green but they knew we gone rock. And then it reached out of the state. So they said any religious or nonprofit rigs they didn't take as many as they want. There was like tens of thousands of tongues. So he wrote like two truckloads of 20 tons of banana bananas everywhere. But they were like so green. It took like a week or two before we could use them. So I was just remembering that. But in due course of time they arrived in and they came at the wall. So like that if someone has that determination that Ka is God and they want to serve even if they're not very determined or very pure at that time but they're considered to be ultra devotees alright many unright. So the process there are secondary turn at the end that how do you get right? That's the process of associating with devotees and rendering devotional service and chanting Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare Krish. That the process of devotional service of naturally includes within it the right way. I think part of the verse also said that if you worship Krishna, you don't have to do any other process that's good enough. That chanting Hare Krishna and serving Ka it unwrathly includes everything you need. You get unravely writing in this voice. If you focus on a Krishna ranks on serving Ka, then you get this. You get written a good part. If sometimes you take a vacation or you don't focus, then your progress is delayed. But at some point now again you can start up and right in the process of Ka consciousness that person who restarts again. Any other question?

I was wondering. You must have had some very mystical experiences through this challenge that you experienced. And I was wondering if you could share something with us.

Well, as a matter of fact I did. But I don't think I should share all of these. But something dynamic to say how you argue that I saw Krishna rather mistakes in different ways. I was given some kind of a sin tribes to stare to go. And I prayed the same. I wanted to complete Graham's orders for me. And of course I didn't know it would be so tough, so many challenges. But be that as a man I was given the chance to stay. And along the way I had I met with the different acharyas and back to me some months. And I green the visions I met with the different ones and I saw I was meditating what to do. I cannot build the temple. And we started so that building is not in the exact place that Prabhupada put the foundation stone. Because of legal problems. We got the legal provision in the original place that Prabhupada had designated an iskcon. What to do in that center. And then I think Louisiana is kind of an indoor outdoor stadium where there is a chanting Hagadisha lecture going on. Because the temple alight is beautiful. And it's bigger than our existing temple. It only holds like 10,000 people. But sometimes you get hundreds of thousands of people at my home. So then a student would go 50,000, 100,000 like that. I was thinking them things went in the hospital. And then what my priority should be. I was given a two year. As the time went on, it was more external vision. The initial plan was it was. I didn't know where I was. I thought I was maybe in the Bhakti Vedanta hospital. I didn't know I was in the Nutra but I had not is by the ocean and the Vaksuvidana Asana is quite far from the ocean. I had this vision that I was by the ocean and there was a cave and in this cave there was some all these young people and they were like didn't know what to do so then I I showed them how the rude devotional stories how to There are some roving temples I Sabbath TV hand on worship name is them. I all think it was amazing James Some are as I said as time went out some are more external like more practical. Initially they were more like esoteric and they are every day they are all in their prayers for my recovery. So like this Sadhana bodies were painful around the world and organize rashes up to his mercy. I'm still here.

Thank you for the opportunity to ask the question. Prabhupada said that half of his work was left undone in terms of farm communities Varn ashram Could you explain something about what you understand is Prabhupada's mission in that regard especially with the world economy the way it is and there's a lot more interest in you know greening of society and you know growing our own food and that kind of thing.

There's a number of devotees who have especially Rajti Raghava Das and Rajara Swati and Atidastas who bring up this issue that we should really focus on Daiva Var self sufficient fire. I know at the same time as they were nine got sick. So they give me a two year window that they say that my maximum recovery is two years. So already 13 months over. So I'm trying to recover. There's an info which I could do more service. So I have been able to do a lot but just a few. I went to the recent RGD that means a regional governing body. He had rgds in the States in South America and India and Europe and different basis so they're discussing this topic that self sufficient park community stuff. There was a unanimous support that she loved and that she supported. As you could say maybe in an area where we really didn't follow everything that Prabhuanga and I said to us of all the areas and the two areas but these are one of the areas that we are lacking in Mississippi they have 1,300 acres but they only grow about 10 and some they use for texture and the rest is like of course they don't Grow much. And I was, as you can see there. I was always telling them that Paul wanted us to grow our own food. They said even if we brought it, the lawyers don't want to use it. Spices, right? With a star, plastic wrap. The field is dirty. You have to wash it. A lot of our devotees are kind of suburban galore, all in on the farm. And I always said to my envoy, at that time we had like 35 ruptis a week, which is not much. So I asked permission from Prabhupada that we could use the land and grow stuff and then tell Lord Krishna Maharaj. He was saying, I think he's a Westerner, how he's going to grow stuff. He said, no, I'm sorry. You're awesome.

Sorry.

So I didn't have much else to do initially there. We had a lot of buildings to deal with initially. So I was out there, you know, being a college student. On average. I bought the ici. Indian Agriculture or something. I would say how much of nitrogen, potassium and phosphorus was organic? Manures, chicken droppings and stuff with the chicken mind. Oh, they're extinct. We tried everything. It was really good. Right around rain. All the chicken smell too. No more chicken. We tried everything. I watched some awards for the rice. It was long grand rice was the tallest. And we grew things that like when they saw the broccoli, the farmer level garden. Zachary, I really saw your cauliflower black thing. I never saw. And we had a lot of fire. But then you go like, it's amazing. A little area left grow so much food. They grow radish and what they call Katas. 1/60 of acre. And he gave me a ton of radish. Radish greens, radish cooked radish raw. The lawyer said, please, no radish. So then they started selling. He had so much. He grew like five petals and tomatoes. And you got tons and tons of tomatoes. It's amazing how much you get from the land. So the Lord is like to live with bigger all those things. So he sold. We were the first in the market. So he got five times the normal price. So I learned how to grow until it be done of vegetables and things. The Prabhupada was encouraging. He said that this is karma free veggies. It's a karma faith because it's grown by devotees. It's brought by Krishna. And we were naturally. We weren't like we didn't know about organic, but any more naturally organic. Occasionally we do cereals and use the durian stuff. That by and large we try to use the column or chicken drop things and whatnot. So probably was encouraging us at that time. He didn't have the money to see this, use it to buy seeds and grow the seeds. I didn't know why I drew what is like here. I heard that the soil is a black volcanic soil. When you have the perfume here, it's so rich and sweet that even the area here in Hawaii. I know it's a very good ear. So I just think of the food. I had the salad somewhere. It was crunchy.

Prabhupada said, there's vitamins in this air. Vitamins in this air.

Amen. So I heard that a frog said there's nowhere in mature world you can be healthy. But if it's any taste, maybe it's the Lord. So Broadway Kershaw makes it a little harder to patient. People are healthy because if they go out they don't need Krishna healthy. So actually there's a little bit of something so you can still pain. But people will be more healthy if they chant Hare Krishna. Hare Krishna, Krishna. I know you always have a question. And that's one last question.

Some of the devotees would like to know. Are you going to talk every night? There's lots of devotees that would like to come.

I'm not sure of your schedule, why you're here. I'm not as sure if I'm.

Guys.

I just feel a long series of fights In Hong Kong they had me give a lecture 11 and in the evening at seventh you. So I do that tomorrow and then maybe for Thursday we'll try to get up early in the morning. Yes, yes.

I just have a comment.

Maharash.

I have the mercy to visit Sri Maipur Dam this last corny and see the Maha Abhishek. This is my first time there and I was so overwhelmed. It was just so overwhelming. So beautiful.

The whole property.

Srila Prabhupada Samadhi everywhere. I just personally want to thank you so much for your service in creating Maya for Dawn for all of us devotees to come and visit and get the mercy of the dawn. Thank you so much.

Thank you. I just wanted my team of Deloitte for 30 years in working I had the good fortune to stay there probably ask me to stay. So I was feeling guilty that, you know, I felt like the guru when he asked you to do something she's like something you don't want to do like that they really surrender to it. Like it was something I like to do. I like Indians. I Like the I like Vayangur. I like the Gandha Sayok Bhagavad that is it wrong to like what you're doing? What the guru asked me to do, I like to do. And should you like just like, just do it anyway? He said, well whether you like it or don't like it, you should do it your ass. It's not like if you like it, you should do it. That would be artificial. If you haven't like what you're doing, then you're a question. So he gave me a service and question. I liked that service. So I don't know how much further it. It's all proven. What's your name?

Maharaj. Many occasions that you came in before came to Hawaii before, you shared with us some very expanded pastimes of Lord Chaitanya Danjatava and their associates. That was always very enlightening for our temple to hear those pastimes. So can you share something in that regard?

Next year 2010 is the 500th anniversary of Lord Chinese taking Sannyas. Would you like this league or not? Tomorrow, let's see any shark leather. Raising his yantra to Bayanpur this year that I went in after the GDC meetings in my day the previous year at the GDC meeting I had a stroke and so I was going out for one year. And then I went to my room for two days each day. And so every day we were Prana Aswami. The previous year when I was Sikh, his yatra was in Vrindavan. So all the 4,000 devotees praying for me in Vernon. So you know that prayers and minds are redoubling or any spiritual activity is a thousand times more powerful. So 4,000 times a thousand every day that's like 4 million. I lost track. Millions and millions of them. Some of those voice that they said, well, we saw this picture of the Sannyasi on the seat. We didn't know who it was but we were praying that Rasha praying it so they could see another way of praying me. So I went back this year and he said so you prayed each year he asked everyone pray. The next year he could come dancing. So anyway, we were discussing the childhood of the pastime of the Lord Chaitanya. So one of the child once satshima to his caring Krishna as a baby, as a little toddler and kind of like Chaitanya. And then Lord Chaitanya was starting to cry because he's hungry or something. So mother said just I'll give you anything you want, just subject. So then he said, I want the moon. I want the moon. Getting along, baby. The moon seems very accessible. So. But you know that it's not. You can't just fuck the moon. And they say so then the moon went behind some clouds to see. The moon has black marks on the face. Your face is more beautiful than. More beautiful than the moon. It has no black marks, no violence. So why don't you do this blessed moon. So in this way she cast a lot. She done. When he was a little older and two or three, he was angry with mother, you know, hit a lady hit doesn't really do anyone any. It's not good to hear. So mother said she oh, she fainted, she hurt, she fell down. All the ladies told her, what have you done? What have you done? You hit your mother. You hit your mother. Only thing bring her back to consciousness now is two coconuts. She took two coconuts. He ran out, you know, I said okay, how are you going to find you? He can't run away with two coconuts. So they were amazing. Where did he get the koga? How did a little kid get the kuguras? So then mother Satsi, she came back. Sorry, please. They never understood why did he get so called that a question like this. Lord Chaitanya did many miracles. But in Hindma he couldn't be under scholar humans that worked on the human acts of Krishna. He one time Dharambhasa had a dream in Zambana saying, how are you chastising your son at stake you're trying to teach him. You don't know your son is Krishna, your son is God. How you can teach him? I am his father. It's thy dirty teaching or anything. I don't care. I didn't think of it. He is the supreme personality of God and how you can teach him. So again and again this brother repeatedly panic like the old hat. What a crazy thing. He's my son. I had to take care of him. I had to teach him. So this gives us an insight into the Vatsalya Rasa, the Panda Rasa that their program. This is usa. Sometimes he will do some amazing thing. Then they would forget. Their parental affection would take over. And that would be the mood that they were in. My son, I have to guide him. I have to listen to them. I have to make sure it goes up properly. Thank you for watching our videos. Be sure to subscribe to our channel. We publish new videos every day. And don't forget to like and share our channel.