Relationship Experts Debate the 5 Hidden Signs of Cheating! | Matthew Hussey & Sadia Khan

I always ask, was there anything before marriage that signaled this person has a propensity to have two simultaneous connections? Nine times out of ten, there's always something.

What are the main things that he was in another relationship?

Other simultaneous relationships or the person just never was single.

It's a fairly dismal view of people.

I know.

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Welcome back, Saadia Khan, a psychologist and relationship coach.

Saadia Khan.

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An expert and coach, the inspiring Matthew.

Hussey in the house. My man. But I know plenty of very strong.

Women who have been cheated on.

Yeah.

When we get into relationships with people, it comes with conditions. Nobody's unconditional. Now, we sign an imaginary contract that I've seen the needs you have. You've seen the needs I have.

We naturally expect our partners to guess our needs. Human nature is flawed. Forgive me if I'm misreading. No, no, no. I'm sure you're right. But it feels like for you, the.

Headline is it was your fault.

And for me, the headline is this was them.

And I highly disagree with that because...

I am truly shocked.

When someone is wearing a mask or living a double life, meaning they have a relationship or a marriage or kids, but then they're going out and trying to seek something else somewhere else to live a different identity, to express themselves in a different way. what is that saying about them that they're either missing or that they need to work on to overcome?

They're unable to have difficult conversations with the people they need to have it with. So instead, they just find a way to release the energy and mask what that need is rather than actually confront the issue where it should be. So whoever they have fallen in love with or started a life with, they started it on more kind of on the dynamic that you were describing in your 20s. They started it on that dynamic of suppressing who they truly are, suppressing their true needs, but not having the courage to walk away and not having the courage to end it. And as a result, they've had to maintain this false identity for the rest of their life, which as they get older and they get more disgruntled and they fear like the fear of losing their family decreases as men age. It's not like the sex drive goes up, but their willingness to cheat kind of sometimes goes up because they're like, oh, they're a bit more Brave. So they end up then, you know, engaging in behaviors that they shouldn't be doing. And this all stems from if they just had a more vulnerable, honest conversation with the person they love to begin with, they wouldn't find themselves searching for themselves in other people. Wow.

Could you, when you say men get older and they get more kind of brave about cheating, what, what, what I.

Noticed is, like, in the beginning stages, because they're still in the people stages in a fearful state, they don't risk it as much as Children come along and as they feel less and less appreciated, I'm not saying they deserve appreciation all the time. Some men really are difficult, but as they mentally feel like I've spent 10 years being loyal to her and they almost feel like it's a credit, like 10 years of being- I deserve this. I deserve, yeah, so I deserve. So they say, I've done this and I've always been a great husband and I've always been picking up the kids and I've always, you know, kind of suppressed my sexual desires whenever she doesn't want it.

Now I deserve something.

I'm not getting what I've needed for the last 10 years or what I wanted. Yeah. and I'm not saying they're wrong or right, but that's the mental conversation they have. And because they develop this deserved entitlement, I'm not saying maybe they do deserve it, maybe they don't, they then say- we- should probably say it's wrong. yeah, I mean, sometimes what happens, and in their defense, sometimes what happens is they have created a really good, and they have been a good husband for many years, but in the process of being a good husband, it's been done by suppressing their needs. So they sometimes are- they haven't been courageous in expressing them either. that's the main problem. It's not that the wife is this evil wife that deprives him of sex or deprives him of intimacy. months, years without getting that fundamental need met. But they never voiced it enough. They might say in a jokey way or in a drunken night out, I don't get enough sex, but they don't say it in a constructive way.

Why do you think men are more willing to cheat than have a courageous conversation and say to their wife or their partner, Here's what I really want sexually.

Because what they truly desire sexually is going to be met with some resistance with the partner they selected. And they understand that- Or they think it will. They think it will. And they think that it's almost uncomfortable, whatever they're desiring, When you have a wife and you've seen her breastfeed your children and you've gone through that kind of experience with her, it almost feels unfair to tell her your fantasy about what you want done. So they have these two kind of compartments when it comes to sex and then that one almost feels unaligned to the woman they marry.

That's interesting. But why are we talking about this just in the vein of men and not women saying that I've put in all of this work, I've raised these kids, I've been here 20 years. I quite feel entitled to a younger, hotter man now. Why are we talking about this just in the context of men? In just my experience of it, what.

Happens in my experience of women that love their husband and have this connected lifestyle, their desire for sex decreases as they feel more connected, as they have the kids, as they're stable, they feel like, oh, we had the adventurous sex in the first 10 years. Like, I don't need to do this at 45 years old. Like, I've done my time.

Aren't stats though, though, I can't, I don't know the stats on this. Yeah. On their stats, Aren't the stats actually more damning sometimes for women than men in how many women cheat in long-term relationships?

I would imagine they are so, but I would still say it might be because they had a people pleaser kind of husband that they couldn't get that masculinity out of, or they couldn't get those courageous conversations out of, or they couldn't get that confrontational nature out of him. And they found it in a man that would just say, I want this from you, I want that from you. And that made them feel a bit more alive than the guy that's kind of suppressing himself. But again, this is just, like I said, I have a skewed version of male version of events. So in my experience, if they think they've done 10 years of loyalty, they deserve 10 years of like enjoying their life. Or even one year, or even one year.

Or even one year. They're like, okay, I can just have.

A few escorts every now and then. Particularly if they've been deprived of sex, they can almost compromise with any other deprivation. But when they feel deprived of sex, they feel like they've earned the right.

To free sex with as they get older. But what can men do in that position? Let's say there's a man who's been in a five to 15 year marriage. They've got a family, they have kids, and they've tried to do their best as a husband and a leader and a father. But they are just craving some type of sexual adventure. And they, deep down, don't think that their wife can give them that. Or maybe they can't get out of their head what they've seen the last 15 years of their wife breastfeeding and being a motherly figure and not a sexual figure. Whatever it is. Yeah, something's the switch has turned off. Yeah, maybe the switch turned off because they're now like motherly as opposed to sexual being, whatever it might be. what can a man do to communicate what they want sexually without hurting the woman they're with?

I think the first thing is to watch your habits. If you are constantly stimulating yourself with too much pornography and too much social media and stuff, that's not going to help your situation by looking at novel situations again and again. So watch what you consume. The second conversation is you've just got to remember what means more to you. Does the thrill of sex mean more to you than the safety of a marriage and kids? Now, if you recognize that marriage means more, but doesn't mean I I don't want the thrill. I still want that. I still deserve that. Then what it moves on to is having conversations with your wife to understand how you can ignite that sex appeal in her. Perhaps there's something you're doing that's making you not feel like she, you are not tapping into that femininity in her. It's sometimes a dynamic. So ask her, is there something that I used to do or I can do that would make you feel more connected to me? And they say, oh, in the beginning she was so wild, but maybe in the beginning you were taking her out more, or maybe in the beginning you were texting her a lot more, or maybe in the beginning you turning to pornography on nights when you were. So maybe there was behaviors in you in the beginning that ignited a part of her that made her more. I don't hear that. Yeah, yeah. So have those conversations. And sometimes some women are just playing difficult. And I understand those circumstances. But until you've tried what you did.

In the beginning, you can't completely complain that that's gone. Yeah. And before I jump to you, Matthew, do you think from the men that you're working with that you hear conversations with, are you hearing that more men.

Cheat or more women cheat? From my experience, it's more women. Yeah, from my experiences and there are a couple of reasons for that is women are naturally, in my experience and being a woman myself, is we're a bit more aware of a man's propensity to cheat. So we're not particularly naive when it comes to when he's gone for too long and he hasn't answered too many calls and he hasn't been available. We're a bit more attuned to these signs and we kind of know what's happening. Yeah.

And you ask him, Hey, where were you? And you weren't saying what was happening or vague.

We've had friends that have been cheated on that tell us all about it and they tell us all the signs. Our mums might tell us all the signs and stuff. because for men, that conversation is so sacred. They don't really have that with each other. So they're also missing, so they go in with a little bit of naivety that women just don't cheat whatsoever. They just think my wife would never. That's their common thing. That she would never. And the other thing is they're not attuned to the signs. They're not attuned to the signals. So when she is depriving him of affection or depriving of attention or when she starts taking care of herself and going out a little bit more or making more of an effort to go to work, they just see that as normal feminine behavior. They just see that as, you know, girls getting dressed up there. They don't necessarily see the signs that it's a change in dynamics. they don't pick up the signals as much. They become a little bit curious, but they don't become accusatory the same way that, and really.

But were you saying, why do women cheat more?

Or, I'm saying who cheats more based on your experience of conversations you're having and what you're noticing.

What are you thinking about why women cheat more?

If that's true, in my personal experience with the women that do cheat, it's not that all women cheat, but the women that do cheat, it's very little to do with the woman herself, it's more to do with the man she selects. Really? Yeah, in my experience, I can look at a couple and tell by the man if she's going to cheat, where the men and her have a very strong dynamic, where it's very clear that they know each other inside out and where they can be themselves completely. And more so than anything, I can tell she feels safe in his company. It's unlikely she cheats. But where I feel like she's kind of the boss or she feels like she doesn't respect his opinion. And it's not necessarily she's just like he's kind of allowed himself to take that backseat, where she can disrespect him openly where she feels like she can tell him anything and he just instantly believes it and follows her commands. It sets him in a position where she doesn't have a fear of losing him. And as a result of no fear of losing him, there's an openness to try alternatives because she knows if worst case scenario, he finds out, he's still gonna stay.

And that's the thing. It's a fairly dismal view of people you've just put forward.

I know.

Because what we're saying is that- Unless.

They don't have values within themselves.

Right.

Yeah. The thing that's missing from this conversation is values on the men's and the women's side is that It's kind of, you know, the idea there with women is that if they don't respect their man, they'll cheat as opposed to if they lack the values, they'll prevent someone from cheating.

I would imagine their values determines what they select in the process. When you don't have, when you have those values that open you up to sex, you tend to select people who have a kind of agreeableness that allows for that. And I would say the same for men. Men who know they have a propensity to cheat are probably not going to select a very strong minded woman who will say, Absolutely not, I will walk away if this this happens, they tend to select, I think their values combine, it affects their selection process. And so they select a more agreeable and less secure individual to be with.

But you must know, I know plenty of very strong women who have been cheated on.

Yeah, I do know plenty of strong women who have been cheated on, but in the process of being cheated on, at the time of selection, they weren't strong. I would say that there's something in this, most people who have been severely hurt, cheating is not something that makes you an evil person. I have to put it out there. I personally have never cheated, I'm not saying this as a moral how I don't see it as an evil trait. I just see it as a misbehavior. Some people are cheaters and have terrible other traits. It's just an addition. Some people are driven in a desperate state or whatever it is. But when you've been severely hurt by somebody, you have to look at the day you selected them. Chances are if you select somebody who's very difficult and treats you badly and then on top of that cheats, the.

Day you selected them, you were not in a secure place. I don't know if I can buy that.

That may be true for some.

Or maybe you didn't just ask all the right questions. Yeah.

The information is not there.

But I think there is a kind of, there are plenty of people who wind up with people who end up treating them very poorly. Where there was just, you know, they just could not have foreseen that this person was...

I always argue the opposite. I say, humans, nobody lies. And the reason I say nobody lies... Nobody lies. And the reason I say that is verbally we can all lie. I can sit here and tell you I'm a bloke, But you can, you as a human being are responsible for assessing whether my words and behaviours align.

Right, but I don't know if you're.

Going to cheat on me in five years.

I personally can't go into a relationship going, I know for sure you won't cheat on me in five years. And if, by the rationale that you said, men cheat in relationships, which is that they essentially feel like they've put in their service, like they're in the army and they've done their time. And, you know, at that point they feel like, God, you know what? I really feel entitled to an escort or to this stage. by that rationale, you couldn't have seen it with that guy because back when he was putting in his service, he was a totally committed man. I would say that even with men.

I would say there's a couple of things I would say that it's not that I can, even with my own husband, it's not that I know for sure he's gonna cheat or not cheat. But you know, when somebody has a propensity and how you know they have a propensity is chances are most cheaters have cheated in the past and they've told you something. They've told you something, they won't tell you directly, but they might give you hints where they might say, oh, and we weren't working out. And so towards the end, I met somebody and they'll use that common phrase towards the end. Or you might just notice that they are a hypersexual. They need that as a form of connection all the time. So if you deprive them of that, they might... The key thing is you've got to know what people are like in terms of what they do when they're at their worst. If you've noticed that they're worst, they can be emotionally abusive, at their worst, they can be cheaters.

They kind of show you that in the courting stage before marriage. Sure, but someone can be hypersexual and just be great sex in a relationship. how are you to know that hypersexual means they're going to have an inability to be monogamous versus they've just got a very high sex drive that's going.

To make for a great sex life in a relationship? If I deprive them of that, that hypersexuality is not going to go anywhere. So I know that if I am dealing with somebody hypersexual, no problem, but I have to understand with the hypersexuality means when, if and when I deprive them of that, I open a door. Similarly, I might be hyper, I'm a hyper emotional, I'm hyper clingy, all those things. Luckily, my partner is very kind of responsive. If he deprives me of that thing, that is very very clear to him from day one. Chances are, God forbid, who knows something might happen. It's when you deprive people what they're.

Letting people off the hook so easily.

Really? Yeah.

Because if your husband wasn't giving you attention or time or whatever, I would assume that there would be 200 conversations that would happen prior to you deciding, I'm gonna go off and get with a bloke on the side.

Yeah.

The same is true the other way around.

You may not cheat.

You might just have a different definition of cheating. I'm personally not a cheat. Yeah. So I understand.

If we're taking the guy you're talking about, this hypersexual and the woman who hasn't had sex with him for a period of time, yeah. There's nothing that excuses the inability to have the 100 conversations that need to happen.

That's what most people do.

I would love if that was true.

That's what you're saying.

I would love that to be true.

The issue with is not calling out. It's almost like a calling out of the person who's not had sex with the person.

Yeah.

As opposed to calling out the person who's not having the conversation.

Yeah, I understand what you mean, but here's the thing. When we get into relationships with people, it comes with conditions. Nobody's unconditional. Now we sign an imaginary contract that I've seen the needs you have, you've seen the needs I have. We naturally expect our partners to guess our needs. If people are naturally, we're in a very all praise be to God privileged position where we understand the importance of communication. The average person who's never done any self help or who's never done anything will interpret, my wife doesn't have sex with me, she doesn't love me. They're not thinking, I need to vocalize this. Similarly, a woman saying, my man's never complimented me. Do I Do I tell him I want more compliments or do I go with the guy at work who naturally compliments me? Human nature is flawed. So instead, I get, it's totally wrong. It's not a justification. It's more just understanding that ideally we should have these conversations. Ideally we should be emotionally articulate and realistically it doesn't happen. So the best thing we can do is select people who are values naturally align with us and people show us our values quite early on.

But based on what you've just said, I would say the best thing we can do is is partner with a good communicator.

Yeah.

Not partner with someone that we just hope to God we always meet their values because they can't communicate. And if we ever don't meet them, they're going to be running.

I would agree with that.

That's why some people break up is because they get into relationship without communicating their true values and who they truly are. And they get together based on attraction or based on common likes and interests.

My greatest fear early on in meeting someone would always be if we can't have conversations because the, you know, if you take it, if you take, you know, a version of what you're talking about that I think shows up in early dating is ghosting.

Right.

What is ghosting? I've decided I don't want you anymore or I'm not getting my needs met.

Yeah.

And I do the ultimate in not communicating. I just disappear. And when that happens, It's, you know, what we have is someone in front of us who cannot communicate. So the answer to that to me isn't how, you know, how do I figure out how to make sure I do everything right next time so that I don't get ghosted? The answer is how do I make sure that I pre-select for the kind of person that when things get difficult or when they don't get their needs met has a conversation with me instead of just just disappears off the face of the earth.

Yeah. But have you not seen in your practice sometimes some people have never done, like never cheat or anything like that, but something in this relationship or something has triggered them and they become a person they don't recognize. But I do agree it's down to poor communication because every need can be communicated. But do you think it is just a character flaw or do you think it's a flaw in the dynamic of the relationship?

Or.

Have you been in relationships where that person, I could have cheated on this person, I can do you ever think of doing? Do you think it's a dynamic... For me personally, I would say it's more of a character thing because I've got religious beliefs and blah blah.

But I do think most people, it's a dynamic thing rather than a character thing. I mean, I don't think the rest of the world needs religious beliefs to.

Have that character thing. I think that's a, you know, the golden rule is enough. Yeah, but do you think everybody has that or do you think it's a.

Dynamic in the relationship that can ignite a different character? I think People are... Look, I think people are capable of all sorts of things. And we have to, you know, of course there's a place for real life. And I'm not someone who says, you know, if someone cheats, that's an unforgivable sin. That's up to the person who's in a relationship with them, whether they want to forgive that or not. And certainly the person who cheats is going to have to learn how to forgive themselves. Otherwise they're going to have a miserable life afterwards. So I, But I do think what protects us in relationships is the values that we have, the character that we have.

And do you think it's on us to select people with that right character or just expect them to have that character once we select them?

It's up to 100% up to us to select people with that character, to look for, you know, beyond attraction and say, how does this person show up on difficult days? How how do they show up when they're not getting what they want whenever they want? How do they show up when, you know, I happen to be the one today who needs more than I can give?

How do they show up when their needs are deprived for a while?

100%. And that ability to communicate is, that's where trust comes from. And I think the reason I'm pointing this out is because I think.

It.

Would be a frightening fight to be with someone where your trust is based on making sure you're always meeting their needs, no matter what, not in their ability to communicate if their needs aren't being met.

I agree.

You know, trust has to come from you will communicate with me if your needs aren't being met. And of course, there will be. There's gonna be consequences at some point if you keep communicating with me that your needs aren't being met and I don't take that seriously. there are going to be, of course, consequences to the relationship. If nothing else, you might leave.

And what do we do? Because, look, I have this very candid conversations with men about this, you know, sexual deprivation, which tends to be a driving force in a lot of people's cheating. And even me being on the therapeutic end of it, even I'm surprised at how important it is to them. And even I'm uncomfortable with the information and it's not directly at me. What advice would you give to women in receiving this very brutal kind of conversations that men may be secretly wanting to have, but they know It's not socially acceptable. They know it's not going to be the nicest way to tell a woman. I'm saying this as somebody where it's not even about me, and even I leave going like, oh God, is this.

What men really say?

What's not acceptable about communicating what you want sexually?

Yeah.

Or like how the first time I had sex, I would look at that and I would argue that that's a guy who's not been himself for a long time or maybe ever. Right. Because why is a, why would a person find out 10 years into a.

Marriage you're a free Freak. Seriously.

Because someone's ashamed of it.

That's my point. That's my point.

That's not on her.

That's on the, that's on the, that's.

Not on her to ask the right questions though. I mean, it's maybe, but it's, it's, we have to take, just as we wouldn't say, if we were talking about it the other way around, we wouldn't say it's his job to ask every right question to understand everything about her. It's not his job to be a mind reader. It's her job to make sure that she communicates the blueprint for what really turns her on, what makes her excited, what makes her happy. that no one should be asked to be a mind reader in a relationship. And also, if you don't just communicate verbally, how do you end up, how does someone know within six months of dating you that you are a very, like, you've got a lot of kinks sexually. You try them. You start like, you start to bring some of them in and you see if you have an active, you know, a willing audience. But that's something someone should find out at that point. We've not been being ourselves for a long time. If we're saying years into a marriage, God, how do I communicate these things that I really want to do to my partner? We've got to communicate early on. And to answer your question, I think that the woman in that situation or the man in that situation, frankly, because I hear from a lot of women who say, God, I want to do things with my man that he's unable to talk about. You know, I think that's true on both sides. The number of women who get disillusioned in their sex life because they're like, God, my man won't show up in the adventurous ways that I want. I'm enjoying it both ways. Oh my God, the number of women that are like, I really want to do this. I want to do this kinky thing over here and he's just not into it or I'm afraid because I feel he'll judge me for it. That's huge. I think we have to have a partner that if we're the partner on the receiving end of that information, what we have to be is brave.

Yes.

Because what we receive it as is a threat. It's, I'm not good enough for you. I'm not, you're, you want something.

You're not attracted to me. Yeah.

You want something else that I can't give you. You're having all of these fantasies away from me. You're watching porn. How dare you? You're thinking about other women. And it's like missing the headline. The headline is your partner trusted you and the relationship enough to bring this to you and to have this conversation with you. And it takes some bravery. It's not easy, but it takes some bravery to say, well, they're trusting me with this information, and it's interesting information. It's actually, if I can get past my ego, go, this is valuable in information.

It's an investment.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And this, if I, if I can start to be brave, which will require me to break my own patterns, because if they really want to, they want me to show up like this in the bedroom, I'm gonna have to get a little uncomfortable because I've been showing up in my comfort zone for the last 10 years.

Yeah.

I have to, I'm gonna have to grow here. I'm gonna have to, like, bring a different energy that takes bravery and it takes a growth mindset. It really does. And if we don't have those two things, then when someone brings something to us, we're going to get defensive or shame them or judge them for it. And then of course, you're creating that, then you're really hurting the relationship.

But you know, in my personal experience, when clients do come to me, when they have had some level of betrayal, I always ask, what was your relationship like before the marriage? What happened before the relationship got serious? And 99% of the time, the person showed them that they have the capability to have two simultaneous connections at the same time. stole that person from an ex, that person was either dating somebody else, they knew that person was already married. There's always some signal that is there somewhere. It's more when the childhood sweethearts and they turn out together and that comes out of the blue or when somebody's lived a double life. But majority of the time, most people, when I ask them what happened before you got married, they'll be able to.

Tell you why there was a cheating.

When they ended because of a betrayal. I always ask, was it anything before marriage that signaled this person has a propensity to have two simultaneous connections? Nine times out of ten, there's always something.

What are the main things? That he was in another relationship?

Other simultaneous relationships or the person just never was single. They went from one person to another person to another person. Then they were using you as a numbing cream to get over the last person. Or there was inconsistencies in the truth. They weren't telling you the truth. And a lot of times you caught them in a lot of lies and you forgave every lie. You forgave a lot of cheating in the past. You thought that is done and dusted before marriage. So the reason why I put all.

The accountability on the person rather than.

The actual cheat is I always say this- the person who was cheated on. Yeah, I always put Myself included. And the reason I put even my own accountability on there is because I'm very aware that there's thieves everywhere, but I lock my doors. I do it on purpose. If I leave my doors unlocked, I can't be totally blindsided if something's stolen. Similarly, when I'm selecting a partner and I've seen these major flags before marriage, but because I love them and because they're given a green light because I'm so attached to them and I've chosen to ignore it, then I can't be totally the victim in the situation. I was in a voluntary participant. And the reason I say this is so many times when people do have the Betrayal and the rage is over, they'll say, oh, yeah. In the beginning, he used to do this. I should have known in the big. They always refer to the beginning stages of the relationship. They did know.

There was something that they knew. Right. It's like they chose to, like, they never come or wish that they would change.

Or maybe they're not going to be this way in the future. Same thing with any abuse. Similar.

Same thing with abuse.

They never come to me and just say, yesterday this Physical or emotional abuse? Yeah, abuse and is cheating. They never say yesterday this started. They say they've always did this and I gave them another chance. They said they would stop, but they promised me they would change. Those sentences come up so much suggesting that this person showed you something.

But I think that the reason I can't, when I hear this, it really, I struggle with it. It's not because anyone who knows me knows those for me, like, I'm as close to, like, extreme ownership as you'll get. And as a person, I wanna own the ability to change anything in my life. So I'm not someone who. I'm not a, you know, complain. Yeah, that's not me. But. But the reality of so many relationships is that there are people who are extremely convinced. There are people who are extremely.

Their.

Ability to brainwash you into something you never thought you would be capable of accepting. The ability to have your reality distorted over time, it is profound and it is humbling, and everyone thinks it could never happen to them, until it happens to them, and then you go, oh my God, how How did I allow that for so long? And it's, I feel it's important because, forgive me if I'm misreading it.

No, no, no. I'm pretty sure you're right.

But it feels like for you, the headline is it was your fault. And for me, the headline is this was them. At some point in the process of helping you, let's definitely get to the question of what was happening in you that allowed you to turn a blind eye to this for so long or ignore those signs when they came up. And let's do that work because we need to make sure that no one can ever get in in this way again. But to me, the headline, the only way to heal is to start from a place of what was done was wrong. It was them, it was their character. It was disgraceful and that we are someone that that was done to. That doesn't mean we can't change it and it doesn't mean we can't get out. It doesn't mean we can't change the way we approach these things in the future. But I just worry that someone listening to this would think that the headline is it's my fault as opposed to the headline is this person revealed who they are. showed their character and did something really, really wrong that you deserve compassion for.

I think you're both right.

And I'm really glad that you're saying this because I'm sure this is what people in the comments are probably reaching to say.

This is what I'll add in here because I can relate to both things. Like, okay, here are the signs that I saw even though this thing happened later. I'm responsible. because I did see signs, but also they did something horrible and it is their fault. So I think it's a both. And I think it's, and what I could say now is like, can both.

Of those be true?

I think they can both be true. And what I can say from seeing it from a different perspective now where I feel like I'm in a healthier place in my own relationship is that when I entered my relationship, with Martha. I entered it from a place of, I don't need this relationship. Not that I like, screw you, I don't care if this works out or not, but I don't need this. I'm not anxious to make sure this happens. As we started to get to know each other, I was like, I want this to happen if we're in alignment on our values. If we're not, then I wish you the best. But I'm not gonna enter something if the values are not aligned for both of us, because then we're just gonna, it's gonna be too much friction. It's gonna be so hard work. It's not gonna be enjoyable for either of us.

Us.

And therefore, in the dating process with Martha, there was never an inconsistency with her words and her actions based on her values. So I was able to see words, actions, they vanished.

They vanished.

And she was able to see that with me. And that means we both had to be extremely communicative to each other. We both had to be courageous with each other on our wants, our needs, the things we don't like. and speak those things early on in risking someone, the other person not wanting to be with each other, right? And I think because we entered in that way, it feels healthier. Now, it doesn't mean like everything's gonna be perfect and work out for, you know, the rest of our lives or whatever, but it feels like I can fully see who she is. And if she did something, sure it would be out of character that would be hurtful, But I'm also okay as well. And also another side note here is.

Like.

I just, yeah, I mean, I love that you're both sharing this point of view.

Because I agree, my headline is it's your fault, and I really stand by that.

The person who is like, cheated on me.

Yeah, it's true.

You also see, to finish the thought here is you also hear this, when women go through a divorce, Yeah. And you asked him this question on your wedding day, when you were walking down the aisle, did you have a feeling that something was off? Most people would say something was off. Some people might say, no, everything was perfect.

It was the happiest day.

It was perfect and like, I had no signs. It's like, were you really also asking the tough questions? Maybe you were. But did you ask all these different questions?

Or did you just want to be with that person? And that's why I would stand by you.

I'm not saying it's your fault. I'm not saying that.

I have neither of you ever you've had a personal relationship, a friendship or a business relationship that's. That really caught you off guard when someone didn't show up and you thought, God, that was a day where I really thought they'd show up for me, and they didn't. And it really caught you off guard.

That's never happened to me.

Oh, there might have been times.

They were signs, right?

But that's.

That's incredible.

You have hope that we're going to.

But it's so lacking. self-compassion to go straight to and therefore it's my fault.

It's not meaning it's your fault if.

They don't show up. Yeah, but it's also not having the wrong expectations on the wrong. Here's what I would say. I definitely stand by it's your fault in life with everything. Your weight is your fault. Your income is your, everything is your responsibility.

I'm on my own.

Those are different things.

Those are different things. Fault and responsibility are very different things. But some people, you know, some people.

Say it's your consequence, which is like a positive.

It's a consequence of choices. It's a consequence of. Right, but that consequence. sequence doesn't, to connect all of that with fault is a strange connection to make in a lot of cases. Responsibility makes sense always. Wherever I am today, me taking responsibility for making my life better always and forever makes sense. But I find the worrying, spending this time worrying about where to point the finger to be quite unproductive and also completely devoid of self-compassion. And it is absolutely true. that there are people who we may have seen on a lower level some inconsistency in their behavior, or we may have seen some things that we didn't love. It is anyone who spends a lot of time in narcissistic relationships will tell you that the ways that someone was able to shock them, on when things really hit the fan. Could the traject, there wasn't some steady trajectory to like low level grievances to I had cancer and they wouldn't drive me to the hospital.

Yeah.

No one knows until they're in that place. No one knows who that person is.

I always disagree with that. And I would highly disagree with that because very few people who maintain promise then don't show up when you're in the hospital for cancer. So when I'm go, my husband, one of the reasons why I'm so attached and why I select is because I never experienced a canceled date. I never experienced late. It was never a case where he'd say, I'm coming at three, he'd come at five. Never. And I remember there would never be a canceled date. So when you're dealing with that person and then I went into hospital for cancer and he didn't turn up, then I can honestly say, well, this may not be my fault or there's been such a change in his character that I haven't paid attention to. Maybe recently he has there has been breaking promises, but this is just the final one that I paid attention to. So I would still take onus on that. The reason why I think self-compassion should be replaced with self-responsibility is being compassionate with yourself will allow you to think that you are a victim to other people who are just terrible. But when you realize that selection is more important in determining your outcomes than any other factor, you'll be more cautious of selection.

I I'm truly shocked to hear you say that self-compassion isn't the answer. No, I don't believe that.

I find it hard to believe.

What is your definition of self-responsibility versus self-compassion?

I think self-compassion is forgiving yourself for your mistakes, but not ignoring you made the mistakes. So what I mean by self-compassion, it's my fault. Everything in life is my fault. I might think that might have- If I forgive myself, it's not your fault. I forgive myself. But I forgive myself is that, but the other alternative is it's not my fault.

It's all them. And I just need to fix myself.

I forgive myself.

You have to believe that there are situations that people are in that are not their fault. I can't imagine that you would say a teenager who goes through abuse, it's their fault.

I would say that, look, outside of your parents and your siblings, most people are self-selection and of course your environment can help that with that selection as well.

But the adult that goes through abuse that they couldn't have seen coming. That's their fault.

Can you give me an example? Is it like a parent that's abusing them?

No, a relationship. A relationship. Someone they're on date three with.

Here's the thing. The gun that's holding you to that relationship is your own self-esteem. It's no one's pointing a gun.

But we know that they've done in a thing that the idea that everyone always, always and forever indicates that they are are something nasty is a kind of. It's a. It feels really naive to me because there are such talented Liars out there, and there are some truly talented narcissists who know how to create a. An impression of who they are and the way they show up in your world. It's. I'd be. I'm not saying that. There are many, many situations where if we were really paying attention, we'd see discrepancies in what someone's telling us and what the actions are. Of course.

We get love bombed and we don't see that.

But there's plenty of situations where you could not have seen coming just how badly someone betrayed you. It's like saying, you know, someone who forgot to pay me back a hundred bucks for dinner last week when they said they would. I, you know, six months later when they've robbed my bank account, I go, I should have seen it coming. They didn't pay me back for dinner. There's such a leap between those two things. And human beings are capable of those giant leaps in moments that truly shock us when they happen.

Do you also think people, it's not that they make those giant leaps. It's just when I decide to go blind with this person, it looks like a leap. I might have met somebody who didn't pay me back for one fee or didn't pay me back another time. Because I've become blind to it, it's, look, there are very talented liars out there, but they only work with naive people. Talented liar cannot work in my world. I've not experienced it because I'm attuned to it. There has to be a level of complicit accepting that there has to be, because people can't hide character. They can hide behaviors, but they can't hide character.

There are people who, you know, there are people who are able to pull the wool over incredibly smart people. and it's to label everyone who's ever been through that situation as naive. It is... They're trusting. Maybe it's just trusting. I'm not saying naive is a bad trait.

Are we labeling trusting as naive?

Yes, when the behaviors and words don't align.

But we're not saying a liar's behaviors and words can align.

But we're saying a liar's behaviors and words can align for a while.

For a while is a keyword.

But then when the other shoe drops, what do I say?

It's my fault for not somehow predicting this? Our responsibility as a human being is not to just believe the best in people, is to believe the truth in people. But they were showing me the best in them.

But that's not true. I was seeing a great person.

At some point, nobody can lie 24 hours a day, seven days a week.

But I'm not seeing them 24 hours a day.

But even in your experience, people will show you they come late, they don't listen to promises, they might be doing different things on social media.

But when someone shows up late, I don't think that they're gonna, you know.

Do something horrible to me four weeks later. That's not necessarily gonna lead to that. But there's always bigger signs that lead to bigger betrayals. I personally have never come across a client that's been hugely betrayed, and this is the first time this person's ever let them down ever in their life. I've never seen that.

You won't find me saying that there aren't in many cases signs that when we look back, we couldn't have seen. We often do. But I just, the scope of abuse that I have seen makes it, and how It can happen to absolutely anybody. Anybody. The smartest, strongest people I know have been through some of the worst things. It makes it impossible for me to come to a conclusion that it's their fault. It makes it impossible for me to, it certainly would make it impossible for me to ever start from a place of saying, you know, Self-compassion isn't what you need. What you need is to know it's your fault.

But what is your definition of self-compassion? Because if it's reading yourself a responsibility, but if it's a case of forgiving yourself for your mistakes.

Let me give you, I, with myself, what's helped me so much in life is if some, let's say someone speaks to me in a way that takes me back to childhood. I don't know it's happening in that moment, but some way that this person is speaking to me has like cut straight through to some part of me.

I've learned to.

And what I feel in this moment is like my whole nervous system has gone into fight or flight. What has helped me more than anything else is self-compassion. It's not, you know, I've got this feeling now and I go, Matthew, this is your, you know, this is your fault that you have this feeling. What's helped me the most is to go, this feeling comes from somewhere way, way, way back. I was not picking, I didn't pick this feeling right now. I did not volunteer for this feeling. I didn't wake up today. and go, what feeling do I want to have? Oh, crippling anxiety, feeling like infantilized in front of this person because of the tone they just used with me. It has taken me back to something which was a time I certainly didn't choose this nervous system response that's gotten wired in. So what has helped me is not self-blame. What has helped me more than anything else is a tremendous amount of self-compassion that, God, this is not actually the way, the feeling I'm having right now is coming from somewhere self-blame in that moment is utterly useless to me. Self-compassion is everything. And that, by the way, becomes the building block for, oh, God, Matthew, you know, it's actually not your fault that you feel this right now. You've had this your whole life dating back to a time where you never chose it. And, and, but what, guess what, Matthew, you can change it. You can do something about it in this moment, and you can feel better. And let's start from this place of self-compassion and also know that it's okay, it's not your fault, but we can do something about it. The combination of those two things is magic. But to remove one and say, what we need instead is not self-compassion, but just jumping to, it's your fault for getting yourself into this feeling.

Here's what I'm hearing you both say, that when someone has had something wrong to them happen, What I'm hearing you say, what tends to happen is we go into anger, blame, and externalizing. Yeah, and make wrong. This person hurt me. That's kind of the first shock. Then I think a lot of people go into, oh, how did I, what was so messed up within me? Where I chose poorly or I didn't see the signs, and then we start to self-doubt, we start to blame ourselves.

Right?

We get angry at others, and then we keep being angry because we don't want to face ourselves eventually on like, oh, where did I go wrong if there was anywhere? And the shame around this happening to us. And that's where it sounds like self-compassion is huge to have at that point. And to be compassionate towards self and say, okay, this happened to me. This person did something horrible to me. Maybe there was abuse, maybe there's whatever, something tragic happened. And the person in me needs some love and some kindness and some self-forgiveness and come bashion. And it sounds like what I'm hearing.

You say, which might be a life-saving thing.

But what about the person that beats their wife? Because when they were young, somebody used to beat them, or they saw their dad doing it, should they say, this isn't my fault, and this isn't like, this is a child in me, and therefore I have kind of have to forgive, like just kind of understand myself, or should they say, no, no, no, listen, I understand you've been through all of this. I get it. But you don't have the right to bleed on others. You don't have the right to. Yeah, so what I'm saying, I know, but that mentality, what if it's in the wrong hands? when for something to be useful, it has to be universally true.

I'm not saying that the, the, the, the, but it doesn't, you know, someone who beats their wife should be tried and should be, should have to, and should be removed from polite society if they can't help themselves.

Or the other way, women hitting a man, sorry, to gender it.

Yeah, either way, it doesn't matter to me. There's a, there's a, there's a, you know, someone has to, something has to be done. about that. But it doesn't mean that when that person come, I'm able to hold both truths where I can say, that woman should be nowhere near that man. That man should face punishment for doing that. It should certainly be removed from any way he can continue to do that. But also, the root to his healing is still self-compassion. It's The deal is, it's not for her to give him compassion.

No.

But it is, the point that he's ready to heal, the only thing that will allow him to heal is for him to truly exercise self-compassion.

To forgive himself.

And to be able to move through that and to choose a better way of responding. Because right now, his response system to whatever he's feeling is a despicable one. And so, a better response system has to be developed.

Yeah.

What I'm hearing, self-compassion still plays a part.

What I'm hearing Sadiya saying though, is once you go through the self-compassion and the healing journey, you've got to take responsibility for your actions. Is that what you're saying?

I do.

Whether you're the one who is the abuser or the one who got abused.

You have to say, okay, where can I take responsibility? Because self-compassion is a great thing for those who are mentally stable, but the lots of people in the world are not. And sometimes their self-compassion leads to their narcissism.

It leads to, this is not my fault. This is not what I did.

It's what happened in child. So I think insecurity leads to narcissism. Not self-compassion.

But excessive self-compassion.

Compassion can come from insecurity. It can come from, I don't mean to do this, I don't, I don't.

Know if that's self-compassion.

I think that's self-aggrandization. I think those are very different things. Yeah, perhaps. But wouldn't anything in excess be, look, when I say self-compassion in something in an excess, the reason I do it is because I recognize the internet is filled with healthy people and unhealthy people. So the message is not always landing on healthy people. And I realize this when I get phone calls from people who say to me, oh, I know that he's just.

Avoidant, so that's why he treats me badly. Or I know that she's just a, and make excuses. Let me ask you this.

Yeah.

Someone, a person who has been in a relationship for a long time with someone who has treated them terribly, do you think that they are lacking in self-blame or lacking in self-compassion?

I would say they're lacking in self-accountability I really think it's an impact because.

If they had more compassion for themselves, they would get to a point where they would no longer want to tolerate that. Because if you have true compassion for yourself, you don't put yourself in harm's way. I would say the step that you're removing or saying is not important or is even wrong is actually the thing that's been missing all along that that person needs.

Sometimes the compassion can lead them into thinking, I know I'm so wounded, I can't be alone. I know I'm like this person who's always been alone. I can't grow up homeless. That compassion for themselves has made them understand how needy they can be. And sometimes we want to shift that compassion to, okay, action. I understand this is all the reasons, but excessive self-compassion can lead to people.

I think that's incomplete self-compassion. Self-compassion is I understand why I am the way I am. I can view myself holistically, even on my worst days, and contextually within everything I've ever been through. And instead of taking all of these things that I do wrong in life, my regrets, my shame, my insecurity, and using them to actually hurt myself, which is what staying in an abusive or toxic relationship is. I'm going to have true compassion for myself, which is I'm going to accept these parts of myself, and I'm going to make it my mission to give myself a better life instead of thinking that I deserve this punishment or that I deserve this kind of treatment or that this is all about the desert.

It's not about deserving.

All I'm worthy of. Self-compassion is both accepting yourself holistically and then also accepting the responsibility for taking care of yourself. So that I see, to me, the kind of thing you're talking about still isn't true self-compassion.

It's more self-understanding is what I'm trying to say. What am I?

I think this, what you're saying is if someone is, you're saying I'm excusing myself treating myself horribly and someone else treating myself horribly because of what I've been through.

But compassion without responsibility leads to stagnation.

I think compassion leads to responsibility.

Perhaps in the way you're using it. Yeah, maybe I'm misunderstanding. Yeah, maybe I'm misunderstanding what true self-compassion means, but I genuinely think what will ignite was me personally, and I can't speak for everybody. And also even sometimes when I speak to clients and I, my focus is, okay, forgive yourself for this behavior. You've grown up like this. This is you're homeless sometimes. Or you had abusive parents. You forgive yourself for accepting the views. But now what? And then the, the now what parts is, does that mean for the rest of your life, you're going to accept this? Now it's your self-selecting if your childhood is your self-compassionate for it. Your adulthood is your self-selection so your adult life has to Moving from that compassionate state to that accountable state.

They always live hand in hand though. We're going to need self-compassion forever. 100,000 more times. I'm going to make so many more mistakes. And there are going to be so many, my instinct is self-tyranny. That's not, that is, self-tyranny. If you want to say that's like responsibility, it's made me miserable for half my life, is constantly thinking, that I'm, I know I need to go out and I need to do this and I need to take responsibility for this and so on and never offering myself self-compassion. Self-compassion is something I need a thousand times a day and I give myself twice a week if I'm not careful. So I'm going to need that many more times. And that allied with taking accountability is an unbelievably potent Combination. But the accountability without the compassion is a mandate for self-tyranny.

Would you imagine that taking accountability and making better choices is then create self-compassion because you're leading a life that is more constructive?

Well, I don't think one leads to the other automatically at all. I mean, I've never, in all the.

Days I've been sorry to keep talking about this. I don't mean to, like, this is.

What brought us here. What do you think is the.

I.

Don'T mean to keep going in circles.

I mean, it sounds like you both think self-compassion and responsibility are important.

Yeah. But maybe the wrong way around. Maybe we think it the wrong way around.

What you just said that doesn't taking responsibility lead to self-compassion. It actually doesn't. I challenge everyone in the audience to tell me if they think otherwise. You leave a comment and tell me. I have found that I've worked hard most days of my life. And every day I get to the end of the day and it doesn't make me more compassionate towards myself. Every day I get to the end of the day and I say, I'll see you in six hours when I'm gonna put you through your paces again and take you to boot camp all over again. And every morning, my pattern in my life has been waking up in deficit and thinking, I need to go and kill myself today working hard so that I've earned my rent.

But why do you feel you need to do that every day?

Because I lack self-compassion. That's the point, is that without self-compassion I can put myself in a cycle of abuse my whole life. So it's self-compassion is a vital component. And then the accountability that can arise out of that is not only something that allows us to solve problems, but it's also, it's also then you're doing it from a very healing place. You're not doing it from a place of self-hatred of course, you can take responsibility your whole life from a place of self-hatred and many people do. Yeah. They, how many people get up, come into adulthood and for the rest of their lives, they work hard and they push themselves and they're hard on themselves and they are Masters of taking responsibility. But they spend their whole lives miserable and hating themselves and never feeling good enough. Self-compassion is the magic that means that when you are accountable, accountability is done from love, not from fear or hatred.

And I would personally, I think I underestimate the power of self-compassion. I replace it with self-respect. And for me, the fundamental ingredient in both your mental health and the way you treat others comes from self-respect and how I gain self-respect is by making accountable and productive decisions in every area of my life. Whether it's the food I eat, whether it's the time I wake up, whether it's a partner I select, and it's how I treat them. Now, self-compassion is secondary to self-respect.

It's first.

To me.

Let me tell you why it comes first.

I'm so sorry.

I love where it comes first. No, this is really, this is an important.

Wait, wait, before you say why it.

Goes first, I want you to finish this thought. I think you can say why it goes first. So why is it? Because here's the thing. I can live a very constructive and treat other people very very well when I respect myself. The reason why self-respect is so important is that not only does it enhance my self-esteem, but what I mean by self-respect is responsible, actionable decisions, accountable decisions, making good, sensible decisions.

Boundaries also.

Boundaries I respect myself.

And in order to... Now is this also loving yourself? And for all the mistakes you've made.

In the past... Loving is more important than loving. And the reason I say that is loving myself might involve booking a vacation, going to a spa and eating pizza the evening. Respecting myself is understanding that those are actually self-indulgence. Better thing might be to do is to wake up early, go to the gym, eat no carbs for the day, and have no sugar and sleep early. That's not loving. I don't love doing those things, but I respect myself when I do the thing. And the reason myself respect is so important to me is, I'm not saying I abide by this, but so important in relationships, once we respect ourselves, we're able to respect others and only allow those that respect us into our lives. Self-compassion makes us not only compassionate for ourselves, it can then make me think, well, he's probably been, I have endless clients that come to me and say, I've been through this, I've been through that, I've been through this, but then he's also had an abusive father and that's why he hits me, or she grew up in an unstable home and that's why she cheats on me. Self-compression can lead to you mirroring that in others and making excuses for poor behavior. Self-respect leads to you mirroring self-respect in.

Others and only allowing those that respect.

You in your life. Okay. See, Matthew, like, breathe, I can feel your breath.

I can feel your breath.

That. So let's just handle the last point first.

Self-respect.

Absolutely. Yeah.

You said compassion can be really dangerous. And compassion can be really dangerous in relationships. Especially in narcissistic or abusive relationships. Compassion can be weaponized against you. But the only way, the only way compassion for others can be weaponized against you is if you have no self. self-compassion. What I'm saying is still King. Because if you can't have self-compassion then you will have an outward compassion that gets weaponized against you.

What if your self-compassion has you thinking, this is why I act toxic.

So I can understand why somebody's toxic to me. Of course, but that's, you're not gonna, being compassionate, that still doesn't mean being compassionate towards yourself means allowing someone to.

Do that to you. Or you're doing it to others. You can also be a hazard to.

Others when you're compassionate with yourself for why you're so flawed. Well, you have to have a compassion with yourself. I'm not saying compassion is devoid of responsibility.

Just saying it has to come first.

But it's a precursor because the self-respect point is a dangerous one. Because if I don't, on the days where I don't do things that make me respect myself, like they say, sleep in. Let's say I forget to go to or don't go to the gym. Let's say.

Yeah.

The days I don't respect myself. Those are actually the days I need self-compassion the most. Self-compassion actually is the foundation on which tomorrow I do better. There is a bit.

I feel like there's a couple of.

Things becoming confused because there's the, to me, the deepest level of confidence.

The deepest level of confidence.

I ran about this in my book. The deepest level of confidence is unconditional self-acceptance it's understanding you are your human. You shouldn't ever wish for another because you don't get another. You are the only person you get. And your job in this life, above all other jobs, is to give yourself the best life you can.

Yeah.

And you start by a radical acceptance of who you are today based on everything you've been through. Right? You accept, self-acceptance is different from self-esteem. What you call self-respect, I call self-esteem.

Yeah.

Self-esteem, self-respect is built by doing hard things. Now, that's a great way to build a sense of confidence, but it's a separate thing from self-compassion, which frankly is vital on the days where our self-esteem is at its worst. that is self-compassion will actually be the thing that in a very positive and beautiful and loving way will motivate you to do things that build your self-esteem. Can you also build self-esteem based on self-hatred and self-tyranny? Well, you might be able to build some respect of like, yes, I can run a marathon. Yes, I can do this. Yes, I can work 14 hour days. You might be able to build that kind of muscle and then say, I respect myself because I built this muscle. But self-respect doesn't create self-love. And what you're saying is self-love, which is going to a beach and drinking cocktails or getting a massage, whatever, which you then said was self-indulgence. I agree. It's like, that's a different thing. That's a self-care is not self-love.

Yeah.

Self-love is, do I accept myself holistically? Can I find compassion for myself? And can I take the view this that my human is my responsibility to try to give the best life to, and that starts with accepting myself. So it's self-confidence at the deepest level is self-acceptance, which is born out of self-compassion and self-esteem, which is born out of doing hard things.

I feel- you- can't just accept yourself for being lazy and making excuses.

Who do you agree with? You have to pick one. It's not a question.

Accept yourself, well, I'm just gonna keep.

Making poor choices every day.

I don't know what to say. Well, that's not self-compassion. If you keep yourself in a place that hurts you, then that compassion is not actually, you're not really connecting with.

Wanting to give the best life.

It's an action towards something better. Compassion is what actually, in a very beautiful way, gets the car moving. And doing hard things is what builds this self-esteem that builds the belief that you can do more.

Okay, pause on this. You know, there's a lot to digest. I want people to leave in the comments.

Yeah.

Where there, what was resonating, what's opening up. I think you guys are both right. You're just saying it in a little different ways.

Yeah.

The audience usually hates me, so I'm sure you'll win that quite easily. So, no worries. I do like an alternative perspective, because I'm a very hard-headed person. I think what I think, and it's usually the way I am. So, I just like the idea of, yeah, being challenged.

Yeah.

I love it. I want to, I have about 20 questions I wanted to ask around here, but I want to finish with two.

Okay, sorry.

No, this is great.

I'm loving this.

This is great. Don't be sorry about anything. But what I'm hearing in this process is the single dating phase. Why you're single, why people being stuck in single or just constant dating and they never be able to find the right match. One of the most important decisions we make in life is who we select. Oh, yeah. It's the relationship we choose to be with our long term partner. Yeah, it can bring us a lot of joy and fulfillment and peace, or it can create extreme sadness and suffering and frustration. And I keep hearing you say the selection process is important. I know you talk about selection being an important process. You know, reason a lot of big reason why people get divorced is because they choose poorly and they didn't have the courageous conversations that you're talking about and you as well. I want to ask, I'm going to let you start and I'm going to let you add after this. Saadia, what would you say before someone commits to a marriage or even just a long term committed relationship? What are three things that that individual should do on their own before they commit or in the dating process with the person they're dating to see if they really are setting themselves up for a the conscious relationship. Obviously, no relationship being perfect and it might have some ups and downs, but setting yourself up for the best possible chance for happiness in a relationship, what are three things that a person should do on their own or starting that dating process before getting committed?

Firstly, you would ask yourself, am I going to punish this person for wounds that they didn't create? Is there any chance that I am going to use this person as a punching bag or the opposite, where I use them as an escalation So status and why using this person in any way, shape or form to heal wounds that occurred before their existence. So maybe I was hurt in my childhood or hurt by a previous partner. Am I using this person in any way to fix that? Or maybe I suffered from low self-esteem and I'm using this person's appearance or their bravado to help me regain some as a shortcut to status. Is there any way I'm doing this to this person? If I am doing this to this person, then there is no way that this relationship will work or withstand the test of time. So I need to be honest about that to myself. That's number one. That's number one. Second thing is, can I commit to being honest about my needs with them and be open to receive what their needs are from me? Am I open to have those conversations? If I'm going to simply communicate my needs and not listen to theirs or simply listen to their needs and not meet my own, the relationship is going to feel incredibly heavy on one direction. So it's going to eventually break down. And the final thing is, how am I going to behave if worst case scenario happens. And what I mean by that is if tomorrow we were to get divorced or if tomorrow we had to go be co-parents rather than actual loving parents, are we going to treat each other with respect and compassion and do what's best for each other or in those moments are we gonna become enemies? If you think that you're marrying somebody that has the potential to become your enemy when things go wrong, do not marry them. It's better to marry somebody that you can successfully divorce than marry somebody where you ignore that. And what I mean by that is if worst case scenario happen, then you know that Martha would be a good person. Worst case scenario is she put the kids needs first, you'd probably get to see them every weekend. It would be no pulling like years and years of stealing everything you got from each other. Her worst case scenario is still manageable. She's still reasonable. But if you're marrying somebody that if worst case scenario happened, my entire life would be a death sentence. Don't do it. Wow.

Okay. Okay. So just to recap that, You were.

Nice about what I said there, didn't you?

That was great. Matthew's got to come up with three new things.

Well, this is cheating.

So the first thing was don't get into a relationship where you're going to heal or fix something from your past that you haven't already processed and done the healing work already, or you haven't built the self-esteem that you're trying to gain from the other person. They would add maybe, but not doing it to fix. The second one is being honest about your and if they can accept your needs and vice versa.

Can you accept mine?

Yeah, really ask them, what else are you gonna need? What do you think you might need? Is sex important? What about this?

What about like, what will cause you to divorce me? What will cause you to cheat on me?

Those are all vulnerable questions that most people aren't willing to ask. And so I think having the vulnerable questions about needs, wants, desires early on, and the third is, how will I behave or what's the worst case scenario they will behave? And it's an interesting thing you said that, because one of the, I mean, all the relationships I was in previously, again, I don't wanna say none of them were bad people or anything like that, but one of the main reasons why I never felt I could marry any of them was because I didn't feel like if we broke up, they would be able to handle things peacefully.

Yes, reasonably.

Reasonably, yeah, right. Can they just be reasonable people?

Reasonable, is that a thing?

Or are they gonna overreact? react about everything.

-You know, they are going to punish it. -Are they going to hold that in them forever and use that as a-.

I am going to suffer the rest of my life.

-Yeah, it is unbearable.

-So I think those are three great things. And what about you, Matthew? Three things that someone should do before they commit to a long-term relationship?

-What did I write down? I think really assessing whether the connection you have with this person is built on fundamentals. It's not just built on attraction or, you know, I just love having sex with this person, or I feel like, you know, it's so exciting. David Brooks said marriage is a 50-year conversation. Who can you have a conversation with for that long? You know, do you feel like this person is someone you can see yourself having a conversation with for that long? I would say, accepting, trying to do some of the work, perhaps not all, but trying to do some of the work of accepting yourself before you get there, taking the things that you feel most shamed about, the things that you beat yourself up about, the things that you, you know, if you weren't careful, you would take them into the relationship and constantly use them as reasons to not feel good enough because it's baggage is only baggage if it's baggage to you. If it's not baggage to you, if it's like you own it, like this is my history, this is my life, I have made peace with it. I have made peace with who I am today and how I got here and the lessons I've taken from it all. Then when you communicate that to someone else, you're going to be communicating it from a place of strength and abundance and acceptance. But it's a much harder struggle. It's not impossible because one of the most beautiful things about a relationship is someone can help you accept yourself by the way that they love you. And that's a great sign of an amazing relationship. But if we can take a little of that work off their shoulders and do some of it for ourselves before we get there, means that they won't have to convince us that holistically, we are this great package. We'll already believe it ourselves. Go through some hard times together if you can. I mean, I'm not suggesting we engineer them, but I think giving yourself the time, if you can, to experience some things together. you know, I think one of the dangers is that we have made a lot of decisions about who someone is and how great they are for us and how great we are for them in very few contexts of having known them. You know, we've, we've done six months of nice dinners and we think we'd be great together. Well, what about when one of you gets sick? What about when you have a family member who is very demanding and you're having to navigate how to deal with this demanding family? and, you know, figure that out with your partner at the same time who's, you know, frustrated by this family member of yours. What about when, you know, one of you is going through a very busy chapter at work and it's stressful and you're not able to give as much? Who are you in those difficult moments? That gives you a chance to evaluate the team, not the romance, not the attraction, evaluate the team. and you only know who the team is when there are tough things for the team to go through. And I think lastly, just be, be someone who's got into the habit of having challenging conversations in life.

Yeah, that's good.

Your life improves in direct proportion to the number of hard conversations you're willing to have.

I agree.

And everything that you, I know you subscribe to about asking difficult questions and what you've been talking about is It is really about being willing to have hard conversations, which is something a lot of people really, really avoid, because they are afraid of losing a person, but you have to be more afraid of someone making you unhappy than you are of losing them.

Losing yourself?

Losing yourself fa while, Price Well, I've.

Got a ton more questions to as, but I' want to wrap it up here. I would add to this just three things that came up from me as one getting clear on the vision of the relationship you want to have and making make sure that vision aligns with the other person. So really communicating hard conversations, expressing values, do we want kids, how are family involved, you know, are we gonna see family all the time, all these different things. So getting clear on the vision of a relationship you would like to have, although that might evolve and change over time, but doing the best you can and communicating that vision of the person and making sure it aligns. And then I would say number two and three is number two is fully accepting kind of like all of you, the back history, the stuff you've done bad or wrong, or whatever it might be, the things you've been through, accepting who you are and feeling that love and acceptance and then fully accepting the person that you're choosing to be with. So I think a lot of people choose someone and then they don't accept them later for all their behaviors, their beliefs, their way of actions, their thoughts. But you chose them. So choose to accept them, for entering a long-term committed relationship. Make sure you have standards and boundaries in place, but you're choosing them, so make sure you accept them before you enter that long-term relationship.

I don't think they're gonna be a different person on the other side of the vows.

And if you have to have a new set of boundaries after marriage, you.

Didn'T accept them for who they truly were. Right, exactly. Exactly. So that'd be what I'd add there. I would love people's response to what opened up, what was interesting for them, what spoke to them the most in the comments below, so leave a comment letting us let us know the biggest takeaway and what you want to hear more from. Sadia Khan, sadia@psychology.com and @sadiapsychology on Instagram as well. You've got online coaching, you do live streams, you've got Patreon, YouTube, all this different content online. People can check you out. A lot of interesting stuff and perspective. We got Matthew Hussey, New York Time bestselling author in the last week. Congratulations, your new book, Love Life: How to Raise youe Standards, Find youd Person and Live happily, no matter what. MatthewHustey.com for all your content, but the newsletter is the3relationships.com as well. And we'll have everything linked up below for these two incredible relationship experts and coaches. Is there any final thought you'd like to say on entering a relationship with, for this conversation, anything you'd like to add to finalize this point here? We'll let you go, Matthew, first and then Razia wrap it up.

No, I, I, this has been fun.

I feel like I think we demonstrated what difficult conversations look like really well.

I was gonna say, I was gonna say, I think that if, if anything, it's a fun and Lively example of, you know, what healthy disagreement looks like. And I, I wish there was more of it in the world.

Yeah, I really enjoyed that. Yeah, thank you. if they've experienced being somebody short-term filling every weekend, they'll start to get immune to connection and invested in stimulation instead.

Interesting. What have you noticed or seen for you?

It's that men want connection, but women are so jaded at this point that they're not offering it.

Yeah, I feel.