How to Handle Heartbreak on Valentine’s Day

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February the 25th lovelifetraining.com to sign up for my masterclass How to Heal from Heartbreak. I will see you there and enjoy this. episode. Hi, everybody. Welcome to this live that we're doing on this Lovely Friday, wherever you are, welcome. Leave me a comment once you're here so that I know that you can see me and hear me. And I'm really excited to spend some time with you today. I'm spending time today talking about something that is very close to my heart. which is the theme of heartbreak. And I want to make this an opportunity for you to comment and talk about what you're going through right now, because I know that many of you are currently going through heartbreak. I think there are even statistics around Valentine's Day being one of the peak moments of the year for breakups and for people to decide they no longer want to be in a relationship. So some of you may be experiencing the timing of this being very apt for your life. Welcome to Instagram as well who have just joined. We're gonna go live today on Instagram, Facebook, TikTok, and YouTube. But Valentine's Day is typically a time, this week is a time when a lot of breakups happen. And even if we're not going through a breakup that's fresh this week, for many people, this will be a time that calls to their mind a breakup. It exacerbates a heartbreak that you feel. already because, you know, you're seeing Valentine's posts everywhere. I mean, even, my God, the newsletters that I'm getting today from companies that really have nothing to do with love whatsoever, but are still talking about products that somehow relate to Valentine's Day. I don't know how, but. It's bombarding us from every direction. And for those of you who are experiencing a heartbreak today or this week, this will be very raw for you. For those of you for whom heartbreak reminds—Valentine's Day reminds you that you have lost someone recently, then this will be a hard time for you. And if you're someone who is single and has been single for some time and deeply, deeply wants to find love. Valentine's Day is a stark reminder of the heartbreak that we feel in not having found love yet. So there are different kinds of heartbreak, aren't there? There's acute heartbreak from having been freshly broken up with or having to break up with someone who we know wasn't right for us, but we still love. There's chronic heartbreak that comes from either not being able to get over someone from the past, or perhaps never having found someone in the first place and getting to an age in our lives where we really thought that or hoped that we would have found love by now and we still haven't. And so we're chronically heartbroken. We live with this sense of heartbreak that our life has not panned out in this area the way that we had hoped. I want to talk about these various forms of heartbreak today. And if you want to continue the session that I'm doing today with me on Tuesday of next, well, no, on the 25th of February, I should say. It's going to be on a Tuesday. I'm going to be doing a live session with all of you. to work through heartbreak and to help and to give you the best of what I know. We're going to start that today. If you want to continue with me, comment the word heal if you are on Instagram or Facebook, and I'll send you a link so that you can join that. It's completely free. And if you're on YouTube or TikTok, you can go to lovelifetraining.com, which is that link right there, and sign up. All right, well, I'd love to hear from some of you on this subject while I'm waiting for comments. And actually, one of my team is gonna be pulling some questions for me here. If the team can pull any questions that they think would be wonderful for me to answer, that would be great. I wanna start by saying, the obvious, but I think the thing worth mentioning, which is that in times of heartbreak, there are plenty of well-meaning people who give us lots and lots of advice and tell us the best ways to cope, tell us the best ways to move on, tell us the best ways to not think about it or to reframe it into something positive. and a lot of the well-meaning advice we get when we're heartbroken can really fall on deaf ears because we are in a very specific place and it's so visceral. I can remember a heartbreak in my life just driving to the gym. It was all I could do to try to just get myself somewhere where I might do something useful. and I was driving to the gym, and I remember driving along a road near my house and crying in the car, just on my own, just crying, driving to the gym. And I remember getting there, and there was someone who was my trainer at the time, and. The first thing I did, I remember this so vividly, the first thing we did was jump on a rowing machine for five minutes. And I couldn't say a word the whole time. And he knew something was deeply, deeply wrong. And I just was rowing and like a zombie, unable to speak. And then I tried to gather myself five minutes later and He looked at me and he almost didn't even ask what was wrong because he knew something was really wrong. And he could tell he didn't really know what to say. He just was saying, I'm sorry. And I found myself start to well up in the gym as I was trying to lift a weight. And I said to him, I'm sorry, I have to go. I can't be here. I have to go. I can't be here. And I couldn't even bring myself to do this thing that, you know, in theory, you know, what do people say? Go do the things that are good for you. Go do the things that will make you feel good. Go work out. Go, you know, hang out with friends. But we've, most of us all have had that, that moment where we are simultaneously a zombie in the world who it feels kind of deadened and numb to life, numb to the outside world, but internally we're anything but numb. Internally we are breaking. It feels as though we are breaking to pieces and we have no idea how to handle the amount of pain that we're in. That's you know, what genuine heartbreak feels like. And one of the things that was a fascinating experience for me, and you tell me in the comments if you've experienced something like this. One of the fascinating things to me was that being in that feeling, I, firstly, I didn't do what I had done in the past in breakups. In the past, in breakups, I had tried to just distract myself. I tried to go meet other people, go on dates, hook up, do something that would just take. I was running from that pain and doing anything I could to numb myself from it or to it. And this time, I didn't do that. It was. I I don't know if you've ever experienced this before, but I felt so ill with. the heartbreak that the idea of even being with another person made me feel ill. Have you had that where it's like you're too heartbroken to even rebound? You feel so sick with it that you can't even imagine the idea of being with another person. And it was through this almost complete incapacitation. It was through this complete devastation, through this complete inability to do anything but be in that pain that I started to be with myself in a different way. I actually, I, you know, I, I have spent a lot of my life and I've worked on this. One of the reasons I talk so much in my work about core confidence, the relationship we build with ourselves is because I have had in my life many struggles with the relationship with myself. It for some people, I know there is, there are those people in the world that to just naturally have a wonderful relationship with themselves. I wasn't one of them. And it took me a long time to figure out what it meant to be kinder to myself. It's taken me a long time to get to a point of realizing what it meant to be compassionate to myself, to have a good relationship with myself. And there was this interesting thing that happened to me during the worst heartbreak of my life, which was that I was so battered and so, so sad, so deeply sad, so inconsolable that I actually began to feel a sympathy for myself. It was a sympathy that I don't think I had allowed myself other times in my life. You know, my. Usually in my life, when something bad happened, usually when I failed at something, normally when I got hurt, I would go to a place of self blame. I would go to a place of self loathing. But I was in such a terrible place, and I felt so wounded. that maybe for one of the first times in my life, I actually felt genuine sympathy for myself. Does anyone relate to that in the comments right now? I'm just curious. Sylvia, it sounds like maybe you relate. Does anyone else relate to that feeling of feeling so bad that finally you're actually able to access a kind of sympathy for yourself? Christina on Tik Tok. Punisher on Tik Tok. You can relate. Punisher sounds like a name where you'd be hard on yourself. DD. Be kind, be true. Yes. Staphizoid. Yes. On Instagram. Emma Caroline on Facebook. So, there was something special that happened when I began to... I actually was able to access that sympathy for myself. Something really special happened. I started to get closer to myself in a way that I hadn't before. I certainly got closer to myself than I was in the relationship. Because when I was in the relationship, I absolutely was not close to myself. When I was in the relationship, in a way, I couldn't have been farther from myself. I spent my whole time making someone else happy. I spent my whole time worrying about whether I was enough or whether I was doing enough or whether I was being impressive enough. It was all about, you know, essentially it was a way of me telling myself constantly, you know, you better show you're good enough. You better show you're enough here. You better not fail. You better not mess this up. And Claire, you said the right phrase there. I see you, Claire, on YouTube. You abandoned yourself. And that's exactly what I did. I abandoned myself. So I couldn't have been less close to myself. Me, the me that needed me to show up, the me that needed love and compassion, that me was somewhere in the background. It's almost like, has anyone seen the film get out? There's a moment in that film where the protagonist is he. He goes. I forget what they call it, but it's like he's in this sunken place, deep, deep, deep inside his own mind, looking up at his eyes, looking out. and I felt like I was in that sunken place. I was somewhere so small, so reduced, looking up at the me that was trying to impress and trying to be enough and trying to somehow, you know, fit in or not lose someone. And it, when I went through the breakup and when I When I had my heart broken, I suddenly felt like this return to that version of me, this return to that part of me that actually really needed me to show up. And I was finally able to stop trying to impress somebody else and instead feel sympathy for myself. And that allowed me to get closer to myself. And so, I want to offer this before I go into answering a few questions here. I want to say that if you are in the depths of heartbreak right now, one of the great healing forces is when we are able to get closer to ourselves through that pain. And heartbreak offers this very unique and special opportunity to get closer to ourselves than maybe we've ever been. And that is something that it can be one of the great treasures that we discover in our heartbreak. It certainly was for me. I would drive and listen to certain songs. I still remember certain songs that I listened to. I still remember the words of those songs. I would clutch on to objects, things that made me feel love towards myself, things that reminded me to keep going despite the fact that I didn't know how to keep going or how it went and if it was ever going to get better. And I'm still, I almost, say that. I will say this with caution because I wouldn't wish heartbreak on myself or anyone else. But I. There's almost something I miss about that time and that. That feeling. There's something special about that moment of loving yourself in that way, of showing up for yourself in that way and getting close to yourself in that way. So, I want to hear from the heartbroken among you and talk with you. I want to also remind you that this session is really a preliminary conversation that I get to have with you before a much more robust session on heartbreak that I'm going to be doing for everyone live on February the 25th. So, If you haven't yet signed up for that, it's free. It'll take 10 seconds and you can comment. If you're on Instagram or Facebook, just comment the word HEAL. H-E-A-L, HEAL. And if you're not on Instagram or Facebook, if you happen to be watching this on TikTok or YouTube, that won't work, but this will. You can open up a new browser and go to lovelifetraining.com and sign up for free. there. Very good. All right, well, let's look at some of the questions that have come in here. And Happy Valentine's Day to all of you on this Friday. I joked in a newsletter that I wrote to my mailing list this morning that I started the email with, Happy Valentine's Day, yada yada. Who really cares? Let's get on with the email. And I feel a bit like that, if I'm honest, about Valentine's Day. I'm married now, and in theory, Valentine's Day would be something that we would be celebrating, but me and my wife, Audrey, don't really care. We care about birthdays and Christmas, but when it comes to Valentine's Day, really neither of us care. at all. So, I say Valentine's Day just to give you some love, but not because I really care about Valentine's Day. Okay, let's see. Leah says on Instagram, It's so hard to open myself up again to new love after dating someone horribly avoidant. any guidance there. So dating someone avoidant is, it's like, it could be like touching a hot stove because the burning came from someone who every time you tried to get close or, you know, build the kind of intimacy that you need, you felt rejected by this person. you felt that this person didn't need you in the way that you needed them or needed to, you know, needed to separate in ways that were painful to you. And it's likely a relationship that made you feel very not just not needed, not just not close to someone, but also made you feel bad for the way that you it invalidated the way that you are and made you feel like the strange one, made you feel like the weird one for being how you are. You know, my wife, Audrey, I'm sure she won't mind me saying this, but she's, you know, she said about our relationship that in the past, you know, she had been told that she was too sensitive and that she never felt that in our relationship. It, you know, she didn't. When we got together, she felt like a sense of home, like, oh, I could be who I actually am in this relationship. I can be someone who wants closeness. I can be someone who is sensitive and emotional. It felt right to her. And so. But it's easy when we've touched. the hot stove enough of people who have invalidated us and made us feel like we're strange for being the way that we are. It's easy to feel like now dating itself is the hot stove. Relationships themselves are the hot stove. What we have to remind ourselves is the hot stove is the kinds of people that aren't right for us, not love in general. not people in general. So what we need to get better at is sensing the heat on that stove when we notice it, when someone does invalidate us early in dating, or when we do express our needs more openly and honestly than perhaps we have done in the past, and someone doesn't respond in the right way, or someone shows us that they they can't provide what we need or that they don't truly don't understand what we need. We sense the heat and we say, oh, okay, this is. This is the hot stove again. You know, this isn't for me. Or I'm gonna have a conversation to see if I can bring the temperature down and see if this could be for me. But what I'm not going to do is ignore the hot stove in the future. It's not dating and love that has been a problem for you. It's giving too much time and energy for too long to people who have hurt you or invalidated you or not been able to provide what you need. Remember, you now have the resources and the tools to be able to say no to the wrong thing and say yes to the right thing. Let's see. I want find some heartbreak questions here. Angelique. Okay, great. P.S. Angelique says, talk about how hard no contact is, especially when it seems so easy for the other person. Well, this is a, this is a key thing that we do in A heartbreak is we tried to imagine what the other person might be feeling. And we hope some part of us hopes that they are hurting as much as we are, that they are finding it as hard as we are. We hope that they're going to realize what a mistake they are making and that they're going to come running back. And I think many of us have had that situation where we, you know, our friends in an effort to be kind to us, to support us, to rally around us, told us that, you know, they'll be back. Don't worry about that. Oh, they're going to realize how stupid they've been and they're going to be back. And our ego fed on that. You know, we fed on this idea that, yes, they will be back, won't they? They are going to realize what a huge mistake they've made only to find that they never did come back. Has anyone had that experience? You were waiting and waiting. Your ego was waiting and surviving on this idea that this person would come back to you and that the karma would come around and they just never did. Well, certainly they never did in the way that you had hoped. Who here has had that experience, which is a particular kind of ego death when that happens. Nick, I see you on Instagram. You've been through that. Angie Cruz on TikTok. You can relate to that. So, Sushri, yeah. And really, the kind of the hope that during the no contact period, someone is going to come back and text you is not just a hope from our heart that really wants this to happen again. It's also a hope from our ego that wants to, you know, feel like it can survive this. Because the way that ego survives is by someone coming back and telling you they've made an awful mistake and begging for forgiveness. That's the way our ego survives. The way our ego survives is that this person didn't, it turns out they weren't rejecting us after all. they were just, you know, they were just making a silly decision. But I, that our ego getting involved in that way, in a sense, that feel that thing I said at the beginning of this live where I said that during my worst breakup, it was a chance to get close to myself and it was a chance I developed a genuine affection for myself. The ego gets in the way of that, you know, because ego says, I want to come out on top instead of I want to support myself. I want to show up for myself. I want to be there for myself. I want to use this opportunity to get closer to myself. Ego says, I want to win. Or I want to have not been rejected. I want to feel enough. So I just say that, Angelique, I think that was your name, Angelique, because there's a part of you that is secretly probably hoping this person is going to reach out during the no contact period. And I want you to start to quieten that part of yourself and tell yourself that is ego. It's not going to bring me closer to myself. or help me become everything I can be to sit here and wait for this person to come back to me. And you frankly don't know what's going on in the other person's mind. You have no idea. You have no idea whether that person is struggling to make themselves happy right now. You don't know if they're missing you. You don't know if they are distracting themselves with work or trying to move on too quickly or anything else. You, you, you don't know what's happening with that person. And frankly, you don't know. It might seem easy for them today. You don't know how hard it's going to be for them a year from now or five years from now or 10 years from now when they realize that they've never really known how to make themselves happy or that they've been confused for much of their life. I mean, how, how many people are there in the world that just go through life steamrolling people and breaking their hearts only to find that in Middle Age, they have a crisis because they can't seem to find what they're looking for and they don't know how to make themselves happy. This is extremely common. So you are, what you're looking at is a very zoomed in portion of a story that has not actually been fully written yet. How many people leave someone to go and be with someone else only to find that the someone else they left someone for wasn't the right person after all? Or that the problem lied, the challenge lied within them, that they don't know how to be happy. So they keep trying to find happiness in changing their partners or making, you know, trying to find little improvements in a partner in different ways that they think is going to make them happy. People you don't know the vast complexity of another person's mind. So please, Angelique, don't sit there and assume what is going on with this other person now. And don't even assume that what's going on with them now is a reflection of what will be going on for them in the future. You just don't know. The hard part about no contact for you is that you're trying to find solace and of you're trying to, to make yourself feel better emotionally outside of the context in which you have been trying to make yourself feel better emotionally for a long time. In other words, if you were in a relationship for a long time, you found your emotional support within that relationship. And even if you weren't very successful because that person didn't provide a lot of emotional support or constantly was the source of your anxiety. That was where you attempted to find your emotional support. That was where you attempted to feel better, which is why, you know, in a relationship, what happens if we have someone that makes us feel anxious, we crave their attention, we crave their love, we crave a feeling of safety that they can give us by finally showing us love or support or telling us how much they care about us or making us feel safe. We don't get it often enough in those kinds of relationships, but it's still where we seek it. And so when you're in that habit of seeking love, seeking safety, seeking support in the relationship, and all of a sudden the relationship is no longer there, you're in the no contact period. Initially, that reflex doesn't know where to go. That muscle memory of anytime I need love or support or anytime I need to feel good enough anytime I need to feel like I'm gonna survive this life and not gonna die. I've gone to that person, and now that's the very person I'm not supposed to text anymore. I'm not supposed to call anymore. Your mind doesn't know where to go with that. Your nervous system doesn't know where to go with that. And so there is this kind of existential breaking apart of the moms going, what do I do? What do I, where do I go? It's like suffocating. I can't get the air that I need, and we don't know how to get it in other ways. Not yet anyway. So it, these are the, these are the struggles. And these, by the way, these are the things I'm going to be talking about in detail on the 25th of February. We're going to go into this more and, and really break it down. I'm going to give you a roadmap for, for working on all of this and for working through all of this and even a roadmap for getting closure. I really, I'm excited about this. We've been working so very hard on this over the last couple of weeks, and we're going to continue to work really hard on it for the next week. Right now, I'm shooting from the hip in a live. But when we're together on the 25th of February, you're gonna be part of something that I've worked many hours on with my wife Audrey, who's sat over there right now and we work on these things together. We will have worked many, many hours on putting together something that's going to help you. And I'm only doing it once, by the way. I'm. I'm going live. I've not done anything like this on heartbreak in years, especially going live to such a big audience. We're going to be doing it with people all over the world, and you could do it from anywhere. You could do it. from work, from your car, from home, wherever you are, you can sit and watch and listen to this session. But please be there because it is happening this once live and it's happening on the 25th of February. If you are heartbroken, this will be the most important hour you can spend this year. So please don't miss it. If you are on Instagram or Facebook, comment the word heal. Heal. Comment that now. and if you are on YouTube or TikTok, just open a new browser because that won't work. If you're on Instagram or Facebook and you comment the word heal right now, you'll get a message from me giving you the details for how to sign up. Take 10 seconds, it's free. Anyone can come. But if you're on YouTube or TikTok, that won't work. You have to go to lovelifetraining.com the link is right up there. If you look, if we could just pop that link on the screen, David, that would be great. Lovelifetraining.com if you just open a browser and type in that link, it'll take you 10 seconds to sign up. I see a bunch of you doing this right now. Tiger Feet, I see you writing heel on Instagram. KC Keeper with Selma Aisha. This is great. Anna, I'll send you the link. all of you. This is great. Okay, I'm really glad that we're having this time together today. Who feels like there was something very serendipitous about you being here during this session right now, given how you're feeling? Who here feels that it was almost too perfect that you're going through what you're going through right now, and we're here together on this session. Angie Cruz, Sarah Rose, Amy on YouTube. Yeah. Miss Mixed sending you love. So let's answer another question, and then I will Oh, just make sure, please, please, please, please, because I'm going to send you emails about the session on the 25th. But please put it in your diary now so that you don't forget this, so that you take the time off. And by the way, my advice to you for that session is really take the time. If you can mark it out now, don't book any meetings. Try and get your house to yourself or a room to yourself, a quiet space to yourself, where you can fully engage and participate in that session as opposed to being distracted. Think of how much productivity you lose if you're trying to be productive. Think of how much productivity you lose by being heartbroken, by not feeling better. You know, if you're trying to, if you're, like, trying to manage other people at the same time, imagine if you could just take an hour for yourself, how much more present you'll be for those people by spending this time on yourself. Because when we're heartbroken, we're not present with our kids or our loved ones, our siblings, our friends, our colleagues. So give yourself an hour of true presence so that you can show up differently in your relationships. This is the best hour you can give yourself, but only if you're truly present for it. So be present for it. Okay, let's do one more question. Audrey, any questions in particular you like the look of? Let's see. Or Vanessa, do we have one on heartbreak here that we can help with? Let's see. Megan says, Should we date as a distraction from our heartbreak? Huh? You think we've already answered that one? No, maybe. Well, let me answer it quickly. But Megan says, Should we date as a distraction? It will help you get over them. that saying. Look, I think that we're more likely that look, no, we shouldn't judge ourselves for the things that we do in the moment to move forward or to try to distract ourselves or even numb ourselves because we're doing that because we're in pain. But there are better ways to get out of pain and there are worse ways to get out of pain. And the problem with Dating someone else is it's one of those things that often leaves us with an even bigger hangover afterwards, especially because when we're in a vulnerable state, we're less likely to run into the arms of someone kind and someone who helps us. We're more likely to run into the arms of someone who is unhealthy or someone who treats us in very flippant ways, or some people who discard us very easily, or just unhealthy dynamics. You can find someone who is kind, but you get into a very codependent dynamic because you're not going there. We say, oh, it's just a bit of fun, but very quickly that fun morphs into a kind of dependence. I'm now looking to this person for my validation. I'm now looking to this person to make me feel better. I might race through the initial stages of dating to get, you know, to get intimacy. And all of a sudden, I find myself in a relationship that isn't right for me or that I don't really want. And I'm breaking someone else's heart by having to leave it, or they're breaking mine when, when they leave it. It were liable to make a lot of bad decisions from that place. and it does become another emotional distraction because what we're doing is we're asking for comfort and intimacy in the arms of another person romantically, and we're not learning to find it in other ways. And by learning to find it in other ways, what we're teaching ourselves is we're really teaching ourselves how to be strong in the tools that we have and the resources that we have outside of romantic relationships. What that does is it gives us the ability to say no next time around. The next, when you're out there and dating, the worst thing you can have is an inability to say no to the wrong people. And we are unable to say no to the wrong people. when we get attracted to the wrong things, when we're feeling, when we have a scarcity mindset, when we're worried we won't be okay on our own, when we're looking for comfort, then we say yes to the wrong things. In order to find the right person, we have to be able to say no to the wrong person. In order to say yes to the right person, we have to be able to say no to the wrong person. But we can only say no to the wrong person if we've developed a kind of muscle and an internal strength that allows us to say no and know that we'll still be okay. That's the kind of strength that you build during a heartbreak. It's the strength that becomes available to you if you don't take the easy path in a heartbreak. So, we're in a sense, by distracting ourselves, we are delaying the building of a muscle that will actually be extremely necessary if we are to find the right person. Let's see here. We'll do maybe one more question. So this is from Seyzi on Instagram. How can you back, how can you go back to the person you were before that relationship? Oh, what a beautiful question. It has been months, but still seems I am in an endless circle wishing it never ended, even though I knew it wasn't right. There's something I think. Tell me if you've had an experience like this before. This is a very common experience. You start dating someone and maybe dating that person, that particular person scratches some kind of an itch. Maybe that person is particularly handsome or beautiful and that kind of not only does that trigger attraction, it also triggers our own insecurity at not being attractive enough. And when that triggers our insecurity, we want to prove that we can get this person in order to quiet that insecurity. So now we make it a mission to get this person, regardless of how they treat us. We just think, I just want to know that I can get a person like this. Sometimes it's because of their status or their popularity that we feel that way. Sometimes it's because we perceive them as particularly successful ful or magnetic. Sometimes it's just chemistry that makes us ignore all of the bad stuff and keeps us in something for too long. But there's something that kind of had this pull that pulled us into the relationship. And what began perhaps as this attraction and this feeling of wanting to prove we could get someone starts to, with each day of investment, with each way that we show up for the relationship and become more invested in it, it starts to turn into a feeling of love. We start to feel like, oh, I love this person. Of course, when we invest in someone enough, we do love that person in a way. We are acting as a loving person towards that person, and we do so much for them. that we actually start to believe our actions. We start to say, well, I must be in love. Otherwise, why would I be doing all of this? Why would I be going through all of this? This is an amazing thing that I'm trying to hold on to. I love this person. So, what started, this is, by the way, what happens to a lot of people when they start by just having a bit of fun, but because of some good qualities that person has and because of some kind of magnetic attraction. What started as a bit of fun turned into a situation where we fully loved this person and couldn't get them off our mind. And they became a bit of an obsession to us. And of course, we all know those stories. We lose ourselves trying to please someone. We forget kind of what's important to us. We lose connection with the people. the places, the things, the activities that are important to us. Everything just becomes about being there for that person and trying to keep the relationship alive. And as we separate ourselves from all of the things that are important to us, it becomes, it sort of starts to feel existential that we must keep this relationship alive because this is, this relationship is the headline of what we have in our life. The more we disconnect ourselves from all those things that we had and were and loved before the relationship, the more we start to think, this relationship is all I have. And if I don't have this, then what do I have? So when Seyyusie, you say, How do I go back to the person that I was before that relationship? I wanna remind you of a couple of things. Firstly, this relationship was a reflection of certain parts of you or certain needs or certain desires that were there before this person ever arrived on the scene. So if someone particularly attractive comes along and all of a sudden it triggers you because you go, oh my God, they're amazing. Oh my God, I'm not good enough. Oh my God, can I get them? That speaks to an insecurity that was there prior to this. In a sense, that could have been another attractive person and not the person that you fell for. So that part of you was that existed before this person. And that part of you still wants to be seen. And that part of you still needs your compassion. And that part of you still needs you to show up and show them that they're good enough. In fact, post breakup is a chance to go back to that part of you and say, you know, what happened there? What happened to us? Well, someone came along and they were able to distract us with you know, how gorgeous they were or how successful they were or how charming they were or how charismatic they were. And they kind of triggered that part of us that didn't feel good enough and didn't feel attractive enough. And so we just started trying to please that person. But, you know, I'm. I'm that part of you, that part of. That part of us that didn't feel good enough. I'm now going to tend to that part of you now instead of looking for another person. to make us feel good enough. I'm now finally going to tend to this part of you. I'm going to show up for this part of you. You, you know, I'm not going to allow that to happen to you again. And the way I'm going to do that is by getting closer to you. So part of going back to the person you were before that relationship is to go back and look at what happened to a part of you that made this relationship a possibility in the first place. It's also part of this is to go back to what were the things that I was doing prior to that relationship that felt like me, maybe things I stopped doing, maybe people I stopped being close to. What was going on in my life that I got divorced from in that relationship? And how might I get back to that? and this perhaps is even more interesting. Perhaps I should, rather than trying to blindly go back to who I was before this relationship, maybe I should think about who I've become in and the ways that I've am starting to learn about myself after this relationship. What do there will be parts of me today that are drawn in new directions. And there'll be these little voices in me that have matured and grown and maybe even grown beyond my conscious understanding. I feel, you know, maybe you feel pulled in a certain direction. Maybe there's something you feel drawn to do or discover about yourself, or maybe even new kinds of friends that you feel drawn to different kinds of people in life that you feel drawn to, different kinds of knowledge that you feel drawn to. Listen to those voices because that goes beyond just getting back to who you were before. It recognizes that you also are in a state of becoming. There's this new incarnation of yourself that is being born out of this experience that you've had, that the wisdom of which supersedes the wisdom that you had before the breakup. You know, this is actually a chance to get to know who you are today, not simply to return to a form that you were prior to the relationship. Write me a note real quick if there's something today that has really spoken to you, if there's something that's meant a lot to you. What do you feel has been useful to you today in particular? Are you glad you came today? Do you feel like this has been a healing 45 minutes that we've had together? Let me know. I would love to hear from you. Hailey, thank you on YouTube. Nicole on TikTok saying, this helps me understand myself more. Angie Cruz, the last point you made really resonated. Thank you, Angie. I really appreciate that. Agata, thank you. Katya, I appreciate you being here. S on YouTube says, I'm glad I'm not alone. Michelle says, can we rewatch this somewhere? Will people be able to rewatch this somewhere? nowhere. We're not sure. Is the honest answer from my tech team? We're not sure. But the good news is that we are going to be together again on the 25th of February. And if you have enjoyed this, then you're really gonna enjoy that, because this is me. As I said, this was me shooting from the hip today. But we're gonna spend some real time together on the 25th. of February. I want you to, in fact, grab your diary. I have my little planner that I take with me everywhere. It has all my appointments in it. Grab whatever your version of this is and write down in it the 25th of February. And if you are on Instagram or Facebook, let me show you how to access this live. It's going to be free, but it's going to be a full masterclass. and I'm going to give you the best of what I know about heartbreak. I'm going to show you how to heal. I'm going to show you how to get closure. I'm going to show you how to deal with the no contact period. It's going to be very practical, but it's also going to be deeply emotional and healing. You know, there's going to be a real balance between very practical advice for you right now as you go through heartbreak. You know, what do you do if you regret certain things, if you really regret having behaved a certain way in the relationship and you think you're responsible for losing the love of your life. We're gonna talk about that and what you can do about it. If you feel like you don't know how to handle the no contact period or someone has reached out to you and you don't know what to say, should I break the no contact period to reply to them or I'm gonna show you what to do practically during that time. If you are struggling chronically to move on from someone, we're gonna talk about that. We're going to talk about all of it. It's going to be a really powerful, powerful session. And I'm also going to give you some immediate first aid advice for getting out, like for when you're in the true despair and you don't know what to do. I'm going to give you some tools that I learned that have changed my life when it comes to the deepest emotional pain. And I'm going to show you those tools so that you can use them. All of this is going to happen on the 25th of February. If you're on Instagram, Instagram or Facebook. All you need to do to sign up is comment the word heal, H-E-A-L, and I will send you a link. It'll take you 10 seconds to sign up through the link that I send you. If you're on Tick Tock or YouTube, that method won't work. But what will work is if you open a browser and go to lovelifetraining.com. i'll put the browser link right up there. If you could just throw that up, David, that would be great. www.lovelifetraining.com that link just up there. Open a browser now before you do anything else today. I promise you there will be people who have loved today who forget to sign up and then on the 26th of February they will be lamenting the fact that they weren't there on the day. This is happening once live so please come join us. www.lovelifetraining.com is the link. Sign up now and then it's done. It's in your diary. and you know that you're going to be feeling better this month. All right, it's been such a pleasure to be with you all. What time is that event happening? So it's 11 a.m Pacific Time. So I suppose that's one, what is that, 2 p.m Eastern Time? And I think that's probably 7 p.m UK time, but 11 a.m Pacific Time for those of you asking what time that will be. Mark that time off in your diary. Please make sure you don't have anything else going on during that hour. This is your emotional well-being we're talking about. And if you remember, you are the creator of the good things in your life. Whether it's career opportunities, whether it's new love, whether it's great relationships, friendships, great emotional states, you are the source of all of that. And when you work on this and this, and you get those things right again, you're going to become powerful in your life all over again, and a completely new level of power. So if any part of you is telling you, oh, I don't have time because I have to do this piece of work, or I promise you, everything in your life gets better when your emotional well-being gets better, okay? If you're not right, everything in your life is going to be harder. Love, heartbreak has a way of poisoning everything else in our life if we don't get it right. So give yourself the gift of really focusing on this session when we do it, and I'll see you on the 25th. Okay, lovelifetraining.com is the link. And I can't wait to see you all. I really can't. This has been a beautiful session, and this is just the taste. The real things happening on the 25th of February, February. All right, guys, I'm sending you all so much love today. Hang in there. Stay strong. Happy Valentine's. And I'll see you on the 25th. Bye, everyone. Thank you so much for listening, everyone. Remember, you can always email me podcast@matthewhussy.com if you want questions answered on the show or to just give us feedback on the show. and don't forget to join us on February the 25th for how to heal from heartbreak. My big free master class. You can sign up by going to lovelifetraining.com. it'll take you 10 seconds, and then I will see you on the 25th of February.