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Hello friends and fancies. Welcome back.

Stevie.

Couple of people slid in the DMs. Matt, do you want to hear what they had to say? And it's not naughty.

Okay, I'm less interested, but go on.

Okay. Well I thought, you know, I know we read out the reviews, but I wanted to read out what someone said on Instagram which was very lovely. This was from Coconut who responded. I don't Know if you remember, Matt, we talked about how I wanted a relationship with someone who reads books. You said, no, you don't. You just want someone you can have some intellectual conversation with. And I said, I'm a reader. I want someone who reads books. She says, hello, Stephen. I just listened to the podcast with Matthew about love bombing and giggled at your bibliophile comment about dating as well as Matthew's dating app suggestion, BookUp. Why? Because I am a librarian and I love books, but I read less now as a librarian due to the fact that I will give away the books to my students or the nature of my reading is trades, and I listen to audiobooks while cataloguing. I would have to agree with your brother on this one. How dare you, coconut. She says, I enjoy you both. You are darling. And the podcast keep me in check with my dating to life. Thank you to you both. Cheers. And she signs off as Courtney, so thank you, Courtney. That's very kind of you, but she's a librarian, Matt, and she agrees with you. So she thinks I'm being the monster by saying, I want to. I would like to date someone who reads books.

Well, I. I knew when I made the point I was making that I was right.

Right.

So. Well, what Courtney says does not come as a surprise to me.

Brilliant. Well, that's that.

But I will say that. I'll tell you. I tell you what does come as a surprise to me. How? Well, bookup, as a name for an app for people who love books has aged since I last heard it.

Right. You made. You made it up about a day ago.

No, I know I made it up.

So it's not. It's not a fine wine. It's literally been about a day since you said it.

I know I made it up, but what I'm saying is it really is quite good.

Right. Okay.

It's a. It's a. It's a really good idea. And. And Steve, I came up with that name on the fly. I hadn't even prepared that.

Yeah, well, brilliant, Matt. Are you gonna do that then? Is a book dating app, which you've said is a silly criteria for people to have, so I don't know. You're not very aligned with the mission.

But if a dating app on books called bookup was gonna be started, it should be started by a librarian. So, Courtney, if you want to evolve your career into dating apps, I feel you'd have a lot of credibility starting an app like that.

Also, this is a. We need to start pitching this in Hollywood about a librarian named Coconut who starts an app called BookUp but then falls in love with a non reader called Mango.

A librarian. A librarian who isn't as into read, would rather read audiobooks than physical books.

Steve, I feel having just used that DM in your DMs to talk about how wonderful I am in myriad ways, it's probably an appropriate time to say that we're going to be talking about narcissism today.

Hiding in plain sight, are you?

No, Stephen, I don't believe I'm a narcissist.

I don't. I don't think you are either.

People, I suppose, can decide for themselves who who gets to do the diagnosing. You know, we live in a world now where there's an awful lot of diagnosing going on. People are very quick to point the narcissist label. Other people.

They are. Yeah, it's a very. It's a fashionable mental disorder.

Yeah, narcissism is very in fashion. Well, we'll, we'll come on to this. Well, come on to this. By the way, for anyone who does want to email in email podcasty.com that is the email where you can send in your stories, your thoughts on the podcast, anything you'd like us to cover on an upcoming podcast. Just something interesting to entertain Stevie and I.

Let me just say that's also been incredibly kind, Matt. People have sent DMs showing us on their Spotify wrapped playlist. So Spotify gives you this thing at the end of the year where it shows you the music and the podcast you listen to the most. And we got a few people who showed us that we were literally top of their charts.

Now, Steve, I always think that this is a compliment depending on who else is on their charts.

Right. Well, I can't see all the other ones on their charts, so I'm not gonna be that judgmental, but do you.

Know what I mean?

Sure, sure, I do get what you mean.

If we're there. But. But they have horrible taste in the other four top ranking podcasts they listen to. I always wonder whether we should take it as a compliment.

Well, if we're top, they have excellent taste, I'm afraid. And Hazel even got the stats that she listened to 43 episodes for a total of 13,046 minutes. So bless you, Hazel.

Wow, that's like four hours.

That's very kind of you. And yeah, thank you to those of you who, who had us top of your Spotify wrapped playlists this year.

Steve, I wanted to kick off today with A little neuroscience study out of the University of Colorado that talked about the placebo effect in breakups. Now, in this study, Steve, 40 people, both male and female, who had recently gone through an unexpected and unwanted breakup in the last six months were given a powerful nasal spray to reduce emotional pain. Now, I say in quotes, powerful nasal spray to reduce emotional pain. But because this nasal spray in reality did fuck all.

Oh, you mean it didn't heal your broken heart?

They hadn't researched and found a chemical cure for a broken heart that came in the form of a nasal spray? No, Steve. But people were told that it would make them feel better. And these faulty people reported feeling better after seeing an image of their ex. Scans show that their brains responded differently too. So it wasn't just a feeling. It genuinely was a different reaction in the brain to the picture of their ex. Now, it was just saline solution. The nasal spray didn't contain any chemicals. But these findings suggest that placebo treatments reduce emotional stress by altering effective representations in frontal brainstem systems. This suggests that if you believe you are being helped through the breakup, this can massively help your breakup. In other words, the act of taking action alone can engender results. What do you think about this, Steve?

I think that's a bit like self care, isn't it? If you take some time for self care, you are signaling to your body that this is recuperation time, that you are doing something nice for yourself. There's probably something going, I know it's not going to heal a broken heart, but like going to a spa probably tells you that you want to relax and do something positive for your body and it makes you even feel more lifted and de stressed because you have signaled to yourself that it's time to de stress. And I guess if you tell yourself, I'm recovering from this by doing good things for myself, seeing friends, a broken heart, it's probably a weird mix of psychological and physical healing.

Does it ever make you wonder how many of the things we do to get any result actually do anything? And how much of what we do is literally just our intention, giving us this sense that we are actually better?

Yeah, I do sometimes think that even with coffee. I've drink drunk a lot of coffee over the years and now I'm not even sure what effect coffee has on me or not. It just, I could just taste it and I feel good in the morning.

You know when you buy like a really expensive moisturizing cream for your face?

Ah, yeah.

And you think this is going to, this is really going to be the one. This is going to be the one that gives me great skin. How much of it is. Is it really a better formula, or could you slap a bunch of burger grease on your face and tell yourself that it was miracle Cream and your spots would clear up?

I do wonder about the entire moisturizing industry. I have to say, I probably. I probably have a 50% skepticism about the whole thing, but it does feel nice putting that cream on your face.

Well, I think that the. What's interesting about this is that you really can in the wake of a. I think, in a way, the empowering thing about this is that there are so many ways to feel better. And we often. If you take a breakup, it's an intense, dramatic event in one's life. It produces this avalanche of pain that we're left just spinning and going, how am I going to deal with this? What can I possibly do to make myself feel better? And in any situation where there's a ton of pain, we can often find ourselves searching for the perfect solution to that saline solution.

In this case.

Very good. The we look for this precise way to overcome our pain. In a way, you could say the same is true even in situations where there's not pain. You could say the same is true when we're trying to. To get fitter or healthier or. There are so many ways to do it. The intention of just doing something that's going to help matters more than anything else. That I am going into this breakup with the intention that I am going to feel better. I don't need the perfect situation to get over it. I don't need the perfect remedy. I don't need the perfect therapist. What I need is a ton of intention that I'm gonna do what it takes to feel better. Because there are so many ways you could feel better. You could feel better doing jiu jitsu. You could feel better going to the gym. You could feel better going and meditating. You could feel better spending more time with friends and connecting in your relationships in your life. You could feel better taking on a new purpose. There are so many different ways that you could feel better. But just the intention of I'm going to do something to move on is half the battle. And the brain is so ridiculously powerful. I mean, if the placebo effect proves nothing else is how creepily scary and powerful the brain is in being able to reorganize itself based on what it thinks is happening.

Yeah.

Rather than what is actually in any chemical form or structural form happening from the outside.

In to the story you say about that breakup as well. It's not that there is no you're in trauma. There's nothing that's going to suddenly make it better. You're going to have to go through this repeated waves of pain. But even if the story in your head is either this is going to defeat me and I am broken and I will never have someone wonderful love me again, or your story is I'm a survivor, I'm able to rebuild. I am a loving person. I have loving people around me. I'm going to, you know, I'm going to move forward with my life. Totally different story, totally different meaning in the way you approach everything from that point.

Did I mention on the podcast the rat, the, the rat on the wheel experiment?

It sounds familiar, but I don't remember it.

There was a, an experiment that they did with rats where one rat was put on a wheel, a running wheel, and it could just run at its own pace. How whenever it chose to. And there was another rat that was hooked up to a wheel, that or that was on a wheel that was hooked up to the other wheel. So whenever the first rat ran of its own volition, the second rat had to run on the wheel. So they were both doing the exact same amount of exercise, the exact same amount of exertion, except the results were completely different. The rat that was on the wheel that chose to run had all the positive markers associated with exercise. The rat that had to run, albeit at exactly the same pace and distance as the first rat had all of the marketers markers associated with stress. The result of the experiment was linked to what you're saying right now that someone can, if they, if you're choosing your struggle, it can be a wonderfully empowering growth experience for you that has a lot of positive meaning and does a lot for your mindset. For all of the good things that you, all of the, all of those markers of having achieved and overcome something that we get when we, when we do something difficult, if we believe that just some stress has been imposed on us and that we're just reacting to.

It.

Then it's going to have a lot of negative effects on our life. There's going to be resentment, there's going to be frustration, there's going to be all the cortisol associated with stress. There's going to be a sense of helplessness. So in a breakup, if we believe, if our story is, this was done to me, I did not choose this. I do not want this. And all I want is for this pain to go away. And I am going to be, in every sense of the word, a victim of this time in my life. That is going to be something that is going to produce an extraordinary amount of stress and helplessness and, and depression and a whole world of, of increased pain. Pain, the pain of a breakup turns into a genuine kind of suffering that can now last a lot longer or can just produce much more devastating effects. If we can look at the story of our breakup and see it differently, we actually have a shot at an incredibly cathartic, growth driven time in our life that we associate with a ton of achievement and pride and confidence and even control. If you can take ownership of your pain in that moment now, that could be in the form of saying, okay, I may not have chosen this, but. But this truly is an opportunity for me to become a bigger person. This truly is an opportunity for me to show what I'm made of. You know, people choose to climb mountains in life. This is the interesting thing. We're all going to have to climb mountains whether we choose to or not. Some people climb mountains in their free time. Some people just decide to as an activity. Sometimes in life we get given a mountain that we have to climb in the form of a breakup, in the form of a lost job, in the form of a lost loved one. But if we can remember that there are people in life that choose to climb mountains, that's what they do for fun. They go out and they climb a mountain. Then we realize that there is a type of suffering that we actually choose. Well, what if the suffering that's been imposed on me is suffering? I decide to choose.

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I'm going to treat this like suffering I've chosen because at some point I was going to choose suffering anyway. If I wanted to grow, well, this just. This just gave me it in a form I didn't see coming. But, okay, here we go. This is my suffering. I was going to choose suffering anyway. If you run a marathon, anyone who's listening to this, who's ever run a marathon, you chose suffering. Anyone who listens to this, who went to the gym in the last week, you chose suffering. Or what if the suffering that was imposed on you becomes the suffering you choose?

And there's that stoic concept, that stoic concept we've talked about before. Amor fati. Love your fate. What happens to you? Can you embrace it with both arms and say, I'm gonna embrace the challenge, the pain of this moment right now and take it on?

Yeah. Or maybe go a step further and say it's. I'm not just dealing with something I would never have chosen to deal with. I'm, in a way, I'm just substituting. I was gonna choose that really difficult thing to do this year, but now that this has come along, I can switch that out. I found my difficult thing this year. You know, I can substitute this for that thing I was going to do this year. That's a powerful way of looking at it. And by the way, for a lot of people who go through breakups, one of the things I say is maybe you chose it even more than you thought you did. If, for example, your breakup happened because you had a conversation with someone about something that you needed more of, maybe more commitment, maybe you needed to be respected more, maybe you needed them to try harder, maybe you didn't feel they were communicating with you enough. You, essentially, you spoke up about your needs, and that precipitated the breakup because you spoke up, that person decided, oh, God, this is all too much. I can't do this. You broke up with them. It may feel like they broke up with you, but it could be just as accurate to say you broke up with them because finally you decided to voice your needs. Because why did you break up today? Well, because I made a fuss of something today, right? Maybe you didn't make a fuss about it last month or over the last six months. Maybe you didn't tell that person how you've been feeling for years. So in that time, you were choosing not to break up with them. You were choosing not to have a conversation that you know could lead somewhere bad. But today you chose to have the conversation.

Why?

Because on some level, on some level, some part of you was ready to risk something. So if that resulted in a breakup, take some ownership for that of that breakup. Don't be the victim of that breakup. Take some ownership. Oh, we broke up because I stated my needs. So in a sense, I broke up with them. I was the one who started the breakup. They just pulled the natural trigger. They did what I pushed them to do because they couldn't give me more and I asked them to give me more, thereby, thereby precipitating this breakup. Then you can really take ownership of it and say, this is. I'm here because I played a part in this, albeit for all the right reasons. I'm suffering right now because I made an important decision for myself to speak up, and that led to a breakup. And now I'm on my own. And it's excruciatingly painful. It's so difficult. There's a lot of pain ahead in this process, but I'm going to take some. I'm going to take some ownership of that pain. And in doing so, this becomes a kind of suffering that I have chosen. And thereby I can embrace it as a growth exercise as opposed to simply something that I have to grit my teeth and try to white knuckle my way through and hope I survive. No, we don't go to the gym and hope we survive. We go to the gym in anticipation of growth, demanding growth as the reward for our time and energy. Go into your breakup demanding growth the same way that when you do a bicep curl, you demand that your bicep grow. I'm doing this so that you grow. Well, go into the breakup demanding the growth I'm demanding. I'm going to get growth out of this. I'm not hanging on for survival. I'm demanding those muscles to Grow right now so that I can be a bigger person when this is done.

Wow. I love that.

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Well, there was an article about a self confessed narcissist who apparently gives gives advice on social media for how people can basically avoid dating a narcissist or find out if they are dating one. So he's sort of turning to public service and he's on his name according to this is Ben Taylor and on TikTok he has more than 30,000 followers. So a narcissist on TikTok, what could possibly go wrong? But yeah, and before and before you.

Jump into this Steve, send us an email. If you are someone who has suffered at the hand of a narcissist, podcast@Matthew Hussey.com what's been your experience of being with or dating a narcissist? How's it affected you? What did it cost you? Are you still in a situation where you're entertaining someone that you believe to be a narcissist? Tell us all about it. Podcasty.com by the way, I'm only joking.

I'm sure, I'm sure he's a nice chap. He's doing his best to help people now, so. So fair play.

I he's using his powers for good.

His powers for good. So yeah, he basically talked about how throughout his life he always felt different and that he handled emotions in an unusual way ways he connected with people and the lack of empathy he felt and said that when he got married he would be in an affair, cheating with multiple women over eight years. His wife experienced the worst of him as he would gaslit, gaslight her, manipulate, lie and cheat, all while maintaining a good and prestigious image at work. And so his relationship crumbled, his lies started unraveling and he was questioning who he was and why he was acting this way. And upon sort of scouring online, he found that a lot of the symptoms he found were synonymous with being a narcissist, which he says he initially denied. So he gaslit his wife and denied it according to his own words, insisting he was not a narcissist, but but eventually accepted it. And he gives some sort of signs you're dating a narcissist. And some of these are backed by a therapist in the article as well. But just to sort of zoom out on this, Matt, I mean, do you think I feel like a lot of people now come to us and say they've had experience with dating a narcissist. What does that mean about the times we're living in? Are people just aware of people's social disorders now or is there, is there something in the air?

I think it always Something always seems more prevalent once you have a name for it. So I think that there's a lot of people saying, well, I, I have a greater sense of what this is, and therefore I'm able to. I'm. You know, now that we have ADHD as a label, it's much easier to point at a kid in class who can't focus PA and say, that's adhd. So I think that there's. There is a sense in which having a widely, perhaps not fully understood, but at least a, a widely, a wide awareness of narcissism as a label allows us to look at something that someone we're dating or with, or even a family member or a friend is doing that's hurting us or affecting us and say that's, that's narcissism. And that, that is why I think it's important to make a distinction between what clinical psychologist would say is narcissistic personality disorder and what is someone displaying narcissistic tendencies? Because I, I mean, I think it wouldn't be an easy task for any of us to say that we've never done a single narcissistic thing in our lives. Every single one of us has at some point. I think narcissism is somehow. It somehow runs through the veins of humans in one way or another. The, the. Our. Our belief about our own importance in, you know, even, I mean, dare I say, our importance in relation to nature and the way that we separate ourselves as human beings from nature and give ourselves a godlike status in the world as the, as the trees that outlive us by many hundreds of years just watch on us coming and going. We believe that we have this special right to dominion. We believe that we have a specialness that we are separated from animals, that we are separated from nature, that we have this godlike status above it all. You know, we, we behave as we behave in this way, in the way that we live out our lives. And so you could say that there is this streak of narcissism that is just. It's inherent in the human condition, but that in some people that goes way too far to the point where some of the traits that we're going to discuss today become a real problem for other people. But I. It certainly is something that the women who come to us and the men we speak to as well these days. Of course, it's not just women that, that come to us for help anymore. It has become a very, very rife issue for so many people. You know, my boyfriend is A narcissist. My husband is a narcissist. My ex is a narcissist. How do I avoid a narcissist when I'm out there dating? And I think that it comes from two things. I think there are the people that are just generally find it easier to, that it's more at their fingertips what they think a narcissist might be. So it's very easy to call out someone based on one behavior and say they're a narcissist. But I also think that some people have had genuinely terrible, terrible experiences with an ex or with someone there with right now, life altering experiences from someone who has, who for a long time truly turned their world upside down. And narcissists can not only turn your external world upside down in the effect that they have on your life, your relationships, in some cases, your finances, your ability to live your life in a normal way, your ability to have autonomy, they can take away your control, but they also can turn your internal world upside down because you begin to question yourself and everything you believe to be true. It can, they can dismantle your confidence and have you reach a point where you don't know which way is up anymore. Because they have so, they have so constructed a narrative that you have bought into about who you are, what you're capable of and what you deserve, and how right they are about everything and how wrong you are about everything. So, you know, I don't want, when I, when I kind of joke about the idea that, you know, everyone's a narcissist these days by today's standards and today's buzzfeed listicle diagnosis of who is a narcissist. I don't want people to, to misunderstand me in my acknowledgment of people who have genuinely suffered at the hands of someone like this and have had their lives all but destroyed by a person like that. So, you know, I want us to kind of take this opportunity to cover both in this episode. But Steve, why don't you tell us some of the things that came up in this article as signs that someone is a narcissist.

So one of the things this guy mentioned was narcissists do not like having rules or limits imposed on them. If you're communicating your comfortable limits and they keep pushing those, beware. And I think the idea is just that being told no or thinking that there are specific rules that apply to you, a narcissist will immediately assume, yeah, but that's nice, but I don't actually have to keep to them. I can do what I want. Really?

Yeah, I suppose. Does this get linked with just a problem with authority in general, an issue following rules in general in life?

Yeah, I think it's like lack of social, social grace or cohesion. It's just a sense that whatever I feel is right is right or whatever works for me is the thing I should do right.

Yeah, I can see that. I always, I. It's funny the whole. I don't, you know, the rules are stifling always seems to me, I mean, look, they're for sure there are rules in, in life and sometimes with other people that we think are just silly, that that's always going to be true. There always are going to be silly rules in life. But when someone is a blanket approach just disregards other people's rules about how they want to be treated or rules in society, that always seems to me to be a true, a true lack of empathy that this rule, although it may not be perfect, has been created in some form for us all to coexist better. It's been created in some form to try to improve life. Because without this rule at all, you wouldn't want to know what life looks like. It's not even being able to make that leap or it's saying everyone else should follow this rule, but I shouldn't. In a relationship, when someone's telling you that they have a rule, it's, it's for the purposes of them feeling better. So if we don't, if we have no regard for their boundaries or their rules, it's the same thing as saying I don't care how you feel. Feel. What I care about is how much freedom I have to live exactly the way I want to live within this relationship or as the case may be without. So. Very good. What's the next?

He said you, he. This is the one from one of his TikTok videos. He said a narcissist will often degrade or humiliate someone to humble them and to almost break down their self esteem so that they only come to you for validation or to kind of, you know, see if they're doing the right things. So you'll, you'll find ways to subtly poke at the things they do, their identity, you know, who they are, what they've accomplished and kind of break them down so that they think they have to win your approval. That's dark.

That's. That's dark, isn't it? I. That to me, if you, if you were. Look, firstly I Can't. I won't speak to whether these are the. Stephen, maybe on this article, it says whether there are clinical psychologists that back these up as genuine signs of narcissism or not. But I, I. Intuitively, that makes sense to me, because if narcissism can be associated with a kind of obsession with control that I. I want to be in control. I want to have a kind of godlike status. And the way that I can do that, practically speaking, is if I can dismantle your ego, if I can dismantle your confidence. Because. Because your confidence is a threat to my control.

Right.

The more autonomous and confident you are, the more agency you have over your own actions and opinions, the less I am needed and the less malleable you are. And if I'm a narcissist, I want you to be malleable so that I can control you. Or how do I make you more malleable? It's not by making you stronger. Right there. Then I have a relationship of equals. Well, I don't want you to be my equal. I want to be the best. So I have to make you malleable to stay number one and to stay in control. And I can make you more malleable by dismantling your confidence. And if I'm the one who's dismantled it, if I'm the one who has knocked you down and you're the kind of person that I can get away with this with, because let's not forget, it takes two to tango. Right. You need. You need someone who is proportionately unsure of themselves or insecure or. Or carries trauma in proportion to the level of, let's say, in this case, narcissism that someone is showing.

Yeah.

So I need to find someone this will work on. But if I can find someone who this will work on and then I can withdraw my approval of them, then it's my approval they need again in order to feel good.

Yeah.

So now they're coming back to me to feel good. I become the source of your happiness. And if I am in the narcissistic category, that's just how I like it, that I don't want you to experience happiness outside of me.

Yeah. And there's almost that thing that they say that. They say that cults do this when they're brainwashing people, but they'll often. They break you down, but unpredictably, they'll come and, like, be really loving and build you back up, you know? I mean, like, it's unpredictability and it's like, oh, they're being really loving today and I'm doing everything right. But then it'll be like, no, you put a foot wrong, you did something wrong. Like you're, you're a fool, you're an idiot, you're broken. And it's that, that unpredictability can make you desperate for someone's approval.

I think also it's hard sometimes when someone's, when someone's making us work like that. It takes up a lot of bandwidth. So, you know, if you're just trying to win someone's approval again, you, you sometimes don't even stop to think about why you're doing this or what does this make sense that I'm trying to get this person's approval? What am I doing here? They're occupying you with a lot to think about.

Yeah.

A lot to have to deal with. I'm taking away your confidence now you're having to work to get it back. I do want to also point out, though, because I think it's important in, in wherever possible, during these signs, to point out the mass market version of this so that we can all look for it in ourselves and say, well, look, I may not be a narcissist, but I've, in some way, in my own modest way, I've demonstrated this. So when we talk about that concept of if you're, you know that one of the hallmarks of narcissism is I want to be responsible for, for your happiness and I don't want you to derive any happiness outside of me. Well, most of us at one point or another have been in a situation where our partner has gone to do something that we feel jealous of. You know, they're, they're going to do something really fun with their friends. And it's something that we have this feeling of like, oh, I, you know, I'm jealous that you're going to do this really exciting thing without me, that I don't get to experience it with you. Well, in a way that's, that's just a mild form of the same thing, isn't it? That rather than put my partner's happiness first and say, oh, this is wonderful, they get to go and do this really great thing that they're going to enjoy. And because I love them, I'm going to make my peace with the fact that this happiness isn't coming from me, that I'm not responsible for this, and that it's happening without me there. I am just going to love them enough to say, I'm Just really happy that they get to experience it. That that's a form of generosity that isn't present in an awful lot of relationships. And it's not because there's a narcissist in that relationship. It's just because that person has. Has made it about them instead of making it about their partner's happiness.

Yeah. And that's more like immaturity. Like, it's immature to feel threatened by someone, Someone else every time they have a success. Every time your friend has a success, like, oh, I'm like, oh, that. That threatens me. What does that say about me? That's. That's not necessarily. You're a narcissist. It's like, immature. It's like, you haven't grown up. You haven't. Yeah. Or.

Yeah. Or insecurity or selfishness. Because you're putting, you know, you're not putting how your partner feels first story or on a level with how you feel. It's less important. It's more important that I feel successful. More successful all the time. Or is more important that all of your happiness comes from the time you spend with me and not something you do outside of us? Okay, what's the next one?

There's one here that is ignoring your needs. Think this was one he mentioned in a video. Now, that's one. Like, your needs are just annoying to them. And it's like, oh, God, like, you. You want this thing, or this is important to you. The only thing with that one. And obviously a narcissist would do that, but I reckon a lot of people would say that about bad relationships they had where someone was bad at meeting their needs or is like, I really needed this much quality time with them, or I wanted them to, whatever it might be. I wanted them to spend more time together with my family, or I wanted to do this, and they ignored that. That may, again have been signs of someone's immaturity stages of their life where they were particularly selfish. Maybe they just were very badly incompatible with you. And I feel like that's one where someone could easily just go, yeah, my ex was a narcissist. Could they ignore my needs? Well, I.

Look, sometimes it's the. Let's also be real. It's easier to say someone's a narcissist than to come to terms with the fact that someone just wasn't that interested in you.

Right.

You know, there are people, albeit still a selfish act. There are people that aren't really serious about us, that aren't as interested as we Would hope and therefore don't. Really weren't. They weren't trying. The relationship worked so long as you were catering to their every need. But when you have a need, you become an inconvenience. You just become a burden because I. I just. Oh, God. You know, you're reminded I. This. I don't like this person that much anyway. And now they're asking something of me. Yeah, and. And now you resent them for it. But that has. That's not necessarily to do with narcissism. It can be a kind of selfishness that you're disregarding. The fact that you taking and not giving is hurting somebody. But it can be a reflection of a relationship or a dating thing that you're in because it seems better than nothing at the time, but you're not as interested as they are. So that's a. That's a distinction. Sometimes you can ask for something and they suddenly act aloof or give you the silent treatment or start to break away, and you go, well, that's. They're a narcissist because they. They were. Took all this from me, but now they can't give anything in return. Well, it might be because they're not willing to, and it might be that at some other point with somebody else, they might give more. That's a hard truth to accept, but it doesn't change our reality, which is just that we want to meet someone who's willing to contribute to the relationship in the. At least at the level that we are, even if they're not going to. You know, relationships, people contribute in different ways, but they're at least willing to give on the level that we're willing to give.

Yeah.

To the relationship.

Yeah. So, last one in this piece is a narcissist will never admit they did anything wrong. It's almost impossible for them. The only way they'll say sorry for their actions is if they know they can manipulate something out of that apology.

Yeah, that's an important distinction. I truly believe one of the most destructive traits of a relationship is someone that cannot apologize. And, you know, there's. There's a distinction to be made here. You know, sometimes we're with someone. I mean, a lot of the time, human nature is if you criticize someone on something, they get defensive. Most people are like that as a reflex response, for sure.

Most people don't reflex apologize. A lot of people, their ego kicks in, scorpion tail comes up, and they're like, I don't. I don't do that. Or they just get Mad because they know they do that and they're annoyed that they've. You've realized it.

Mm. But there's a difference between someone who can come back an hour later, a day later, a week later, and say, hey, I thought about what you said, and you're right. You know, I want to work on that. And someone who absolutely, categorically thinks they're right about everything and will use any amount of logic to persuade you that you are the crazy one in this scenario. And. And that is a very, very insidious trait. When you're with someone who. This is where you start questioning yourself and everything. You know, when you're not feeling good about something, when something's hurt you, when something's made you feel a certain way, and that person makes you feel crazy for feeling that that person makes you feel like. This is just representative of you being completely insecure, of you imagining things. The person who cannot apologize.

Yeah.

You cannot really. You can't work with a person like that. You can't build with a person like that. So if you're with someone that. That cannot apologize, cannot. Acknowledging the. Acknowledge the validity of what you're feeling on some level, that is a major, major problem.

Yeah. And I feel this is where these behaviors that really damage you over time, they are the distinction you're looking for. Because like we say about the over diagnosis of narcissism, I think some people just confuse people who have huge egos and they're attention seeking and you see them showing off on Instagram and stuff. It's like, I don't think every one of them is a narcissist. Some of them might be very well capable of saying sorry or, or they might feel guilt when they do something wrong. They don't manipulate, but they're people who love attention, have huge egos, and, you know, think they're. Think they're the shit or whatever and love adulation. They might have a whole host of ego issues, but I think then people just look at someone like that and go, oh, that's a narcissist. And it's like. But that person may not actually be like this, you know, manipulative or person who lies and, you know, makes you feel crazy.

Yes. Actively seeks to control your thoughts and. And ensure that you question yourself.

Yeah.

In the process to throw a couple more in. I. One of one narcissistic tendency is, you know, we, we. A lot of people go on a date and they're like, I had the best time. It was amazing. We did this. We did that. And they don't actually ever think to themselves, well, hang on, did that person actually ever ask me anything on the date? Did they take any pains to get to know me at all on that date? Did they make my opinions seem interesting or important? Were they even interested in my opinions? Did they come out of that date knowing far more about me than when we went in? Or. Or did I just have an amazing time because of how exciting this person was? Because we did something really amazing on the date? Because they made me feel really special. And some. Some. Let's. Let's not forget it's not like a stretch that someone with narcissistic tendencies could understand that asking you questions and being curious about you would be. Be something that would impress you. So the key here is to recognize that early on, a narcissist doesn't ultimately care about your feelings, but they do care about the way they make you feel as a reflection of how great they are.

Yeah.

If I can make you fall in love with me by the end of this date, then I'm gonna feel really special. It's gonna remind me how great I am.

Yeah, they care about their status a lot and how they're perceived.

Yeah. That you go home and tell all your friends how wonderful they were. And it's one of the reasons that in the beginning, people may. I can understand, by the way, someone hearing that and going, well, that's great, Matt. So what you're saying is, if I go and have an amazing time on a date and they ask me lots of questions and. And they show interest in my life and they. And they make me feel really special, then those are all warning signs. I'm not saying that. I'm saying that the truth is the only way you really know if this is part of the show they're putting on to make you fall in love with them so that they can get that good feeling, or whether this is a genuine desire to know you, to see you, and for you to be happy with them. The only way to know that is, over time, the only way to know that is to watch and see if that curiosity about you is consistent. To see what happens when you start actually expressing needs, to see what happens when you ask for something or when you talk about something that are struggling with, or when you bring up something that they did that you didn't appreciate. How do they react to those things? That's when you start to get a picture of whether all those things you saw in the beginning were a beautiful thing because they were just A reflection of all of these things they've continued to be, or whether those were actually a sign of something more insidious, which is that it was all about them. They gave you the greatest date ever and made you feel unbelievable so that they could feel like they were valuable and in demand. It's why you can never judge, is why you should never grieve a great date if it doesn't go anywhere. You should never get off of an amazing date and grieve it if it goes nowhere. And the truth is, most people, the more amazing the date was, the harder they grieve it was. I don't get it. We had the best time. Well, that's not a reflection of anything. Some people are really, really, really great at making you have a good time. This is no reflection of whether someone's a good partner or not. This is just a reflection of someone's ability to put on a great show. And putting on a great show isn't a relationship. So if the next time you have an amazing date or an amazing couple of dates with someone that suddenly falls off a cliff and doesn't go anywhere, tell yourself, oh, they're great at putting on a show. They have a great act. And don't get me wrong, it's a great act, but it's an act. It's not real. It's not about what we have. Because if it was about what we have, then it would have become something. I had this point written down. Everything is personal to a narcissist. You know, everything is about them. You know, those people in life who you. You do something and someone says, that's totally disrespectful to me, right? But it had nothing. It absolutely had nothing to do with them at all. It's the same as someone, you know, cutting you off in traffic and you get so mad because you think it's like this person just, they disrespected me. Not this person was late. This person's in a rush to go somewhere, which is much more likely, by the way, because are we really saying they can have any real intention toward you as a faceless person in a car that they don't even know? The far greater likelihood is this is about everything except you. But we get mad because it's about me right now. Again, this is one of those interesting areas where I would say that there's a narcissism inherent in being human, because we're all guilty of this, Every single one of us. We go to the coffee counter and someone's Kind of rude. And we go away and go, that they were rude to me, that was about me, and now you hate that person. But. But what's more likely, that they had some problem with you or that this person is going through something in their life that's making them this way, or that this person has been living their life this way the entire time? So I think it, you know, there can be a. A trait in a true narcissist that. That everything is about me, but it's also a trait about us humans in general that we also have a tendency to think everything is about us. Right. I mean, my God, what are, dare I say, star signs? That the feeling that somehow it's. The. Everything I see out there is all about me, you know?

Right.

Or. Or the feeling that the universe somehow is adhering to my goals, is listening to my desires. You know, the. The whole cosmos is arranging itself in order that I can get a promotion. This is a kind of narcissism inherent in human beings. And now we could say that that's just. No, that's more generously. We could say it's just a desire for meaning or a desire for things to somehow be controllable, a desire for stability, for safety. To know that there is some order in life, that there isn't just chaos, because chaos is too scary. But there is this streak in us as human beings that I'm having an effect on the universe, this solipsistic nature that perhaps is a little bit present in all of us. Now, if we can bring this back down to Earth and relationships, we might say that one of the ugly sides of all of us in a relationship is making everything our partner does about us. That you do this thing, and immediately I imagine how it affects me, whether it's you having a good time, whether it's, you know, me not hearing about from you for an hour. I'm jealous you're doing something. This is about me. All of the ways that we, in an unjustified way, make our partner's life more difficult because we make something about us is our own hint of narcissism that we have to check ourselves on at fairly regular intervals. The other thing which we've certainly touched on is this idea that a narcissist fundamentally lacks a kind of. I'm. I'm scared to say empathy, because I think it's possible to. To have a sense of what someone else may be experiencing. But the act of caring about what someone else is experiencing is a different thing altogether. So I may, on Some level have the emotional intelligence of knowing that the person that I'm dating is suffering, is having a hard time with something, but I'm not able to bring myself to truly care about that or act on that.

Yeah.

Because there is nothing more important to me than my feelings.

Yeah.

There is nothing more important to me than my favorite. I need my favorite. Whatever that is, regardless of how it impacts someone else. I may understand how it impacts someone else in my quieter moments, I may acknowledge it, but ultimately it's not nearly as important to me as me.

Yeah. And you think, oh, I know that really hurts them, but. But I do want to do this anyway. I want to go and get ice cream. I want to go and get ice cream now. So I know they're upset, but. But I want ice cream.

What, am I not gonna have an affair? What am I not gonna do? My favorite.

Yeah, I notice hurt. Obviously, I'm gonna have the affair, but I know this hurts them, but. But that's what I want right now.

There's a great book called Against Empathy by Paul Bloom. And basically his argument is that empathy is actually kind of a baser emotion. So he has this whole argument where he argues for rational compassion instead. But one example he uses is that bullies are actually. People say that psychopaths are bad at empathy, and bullies don't have any empathy. But bullies are quite good at empathy. They know exactly the pressure points to. To make people suffer. And so, yeah, I do think that's an important point, Matt, where it's like. It's not that a narcissist might not experience. They don't have no experience of empathy. They might just put themselves first so much that it doesn't matter.

Yeah. Which is really disorienting when you have someone like that in your life, because you can have conversations with them where they seem to get it, where they show understanding of how you're feeling. They sometimes can even show contrition, but it doesn't change the fact that they always put themselves first. In other words, when the rubber hits the road, their actions remain the same because regardless of how much they may seem to understand your pain. You're right. You're right. I. I can't believe I've done that. I'll never do that again. Oh, you know, you're. You're right. I was. They cannot. They cannot change what they do because what they want, their own selfish desires or for them avoiding their own pain, avoiding their own discomfort is the most important thing in the world to them. The Concept of truly putting somebody else first is something that is alien to them. But that's a very hard thing. Because it's one thing to be with someone who doesn't even get it, who just makes you feel crazy. It's another thing to be with someone who seems to get it but still. Still doesn't do anything about it. And that's a very, very painful thing. Because you have to then. Because with. With someone like that, you can genuinely connect. You can actually connect with them. You can feel like they understand you. You can feel like you're both on the same page. But that's where you have to. You have to look at, well, is anything actually changing? Is this person actually starting to put me at least on the same level of importance? You know, are they actually taking account of my needs? Are they actually changing? Are they actually doing what they say they're going to do? And then we have to look at their actions and. And if the answer is no, then the fact that they get it ceases to be important. You know, if you keep torturing me and telling me that I get it, I know this is really hard, but you just keep torturing me anyway, does it matter that you get it? Because my reality is no different. I'm still being tortured. So at that point, you have to say, I can't have a relationship with you because you're still doing this thing, even though you get it. Which actually in some ways just makes it that much more egregious, doesn't it?

Yeah. And that's why you've got to listen to that instinct. Because people so often just want to analyze, like, do you think this person is a narcissist? Why do they do this? What do you. What reason would they have? They sound understanding. Eventually it's like, it doesn't really matter. I see people get so lost in the web of trying to crack the code of someone's thoughts and mind read. And they said this, though, but eventually it's like, what's the actual difference to you if it doesn't manifest in any actual different actions? If they treat you like they don't care, but they make all the right noises about it, it makes no difference.

And this is why we have to be present with the way that our life actually is not how we would like it to be and not what someone has, for the 10th time, promised us it will be, but it's not actually showing itself to be true. We have to look at our life the way it is, and we have to check in with Ourselves and our feelings and say, what is my experience of this? The person I'm with keeps telling me what my experience is or how good I have it, or that I'm making too much of things or that I'm crazy or that they'll change. But what is my actual experience of this? And come to think of it, you know, a good barometer sometimes can be other people in your life and how they make you feel. And hopefully, you know, if you have the skill of putting good people in your life, some, some, some people, you know, they make awful mistakes when it comes to their relationships. Right. We're all capable of that. And we also often make awful mistakes when it comes to family because family are the, you know, friends that saying friends are the family we choose. Right. Well, family are the people we got and the people that a lot of people feel obliged to and feel a lot of guilt around and also have a lot of very complex connections with, historical connections with. But even when we make mistakes in the way that we handle family or our romantic life, which is a, an area we can uniquely make mistakes in, many of us have put certain other people in our lives that are far better. Certain friendships or acquaintances or people we choose to spend time with outside of those two very emotionally charged domains. And one of the barometers we can use is do the other people I've chosen in my life make me feel this way? I was reading Day Profundis, the letter that Oscar Wilde wrote when in jail to Bosie. Yeah, yeah. For those of you that don't know, Oscar Wilde was a. Well, I'm sure most of you know who Oscar Wilde was, but he was a very, very, very famous writer, academic thinker.

Yeah, Racon, famous, famous in society.

Who by all accounts was a kind of genius who ended up in a very difficult relationship with a much younger man. Is it Lord, Is it Lord Alfred Douglas or Lord Henry?

Yeah, yeah, Lord. Lord Alfred. Alfred, yeah. He was known as Bozie.

But yeah, Lord Alfred Bosie was what Oscar Wilde called him. But essentially as the. One of the crimes of the time was homosexuality, for which there wasn't a word at that point he was thrown in jail. But when he was in jail, he wrote an impassioned letter to Bosie who he felt had spent much of their, well, all of their relationship, spending all his money caring not for what Oscar Wilde felt or his, what his experience was, was completely self involved and just wanted to be seen out and about and lunching and dining, fancy dinners and ruined wild financially and also ultimately landed him in jail. And there's a moment in this unbelievably, beautifully written and impassioned essay or letter that he writes to Bosie where he talks about the other young male friends that he hung out with for whom Wild felt this incredible affection. And he would say, he wrote steve, I don't know if you remember from the letter, but he wrote about his other friend, who was around the same age as Bosie, who he could go to lunch with and come away feeling alive and intellectually stimulated and like they'd had this really productive lunch that Wild could go away from and write and be productive. And then in his scorn to Bosi, he says, when I was with you, I got nothing done. I had no creativity. I. I didn't, you know. He said, I wrote more in the. The three days I had away from you than in the months that I was with you. And he talks about how wonderful he felt in the company of his other friends. That itself should become a kind of barometer for us, that if we know when we're around certain friends, we come away nourished. And yet when we're around this person that apparently we have so much love for and this person who we cling on to because apparently they're so important to our lives whenever we leave them, when we come away depleted and anxious and questioning ourselves and with a nauseating griping feeling in our stomach that stays with us the rest of the day. That is the reality of the relationship. Not what it could be, not what they're telling you it is. That's what it is. And when we feel truly lost and one. You know, the narcissistic tendency is to gaslight you is to make you feel crazy for what you're feeling, for what your needs are, for the ways that you're upset with them, if you're with someone like that, it really can give you a lack of confidence in yourself and in your own opinions. You no longer know who's right, who's wrong. I don't know. I thought, you know, I came to you because these things were upsetting me. And I came away feeling like I'm the problem. I don't know what's going on. I don't know where I am. It's very disorienting. But if you can find stability in other people in life who remind you, oh, this is what it is to be with someone or around someone, who doesn't make me feel awful for feeling something, who doesn't make me feel like I'm being difficult Because I have a need who doesn't lie, who does what they say they're going to do, who makes good on their word, who shows a genuine interest in me, who cares about my feelings instead of just caring about how highly I think of them when I'm around someone like that, I get to return to sanity. When you get that feeling, it's extremely important that you compare that. You contrast that with what you feel around that person who makes you feel so terrible. Because in that lies a truth. That's where we can start to call home. Now, the danger is that when you find yourself with someone like the person we're talking about, that person will try to separate you from that. And, and, and here's the crazy part, Steve. We will help them. We will help them separate us from all of that sanity. Now, why will we help them? Because we start to feel ashamed and silly anytime we start talking about our relationship to those people who represent sanity. Because when we talk about what we're not happy with or what's upsetting us at first, our friends will come to our aid and they'll say, that's crazy. You shouldn't be putting up with that. That's not okay. But when we return to that person having told our friends these things, we feel shame. Because I'm still putting up with this thing. But now I know that it's my fault because my friends have already told me that it's not okay. So now I'm the one staying. So now I don't want to go back to my friends and tell them all of this stuff again because that's going to make me feel more shame. So instead, I either stop telling them things or I begin distancing myself from the people who remind me of what I'm putting up with.

Yeah, we know deep down we're making excuses. And we can see how they react when we make those excuses.

Yes. And so rather than face the shame of what we're putting up with, because the shame might force us to ask ourselves whether we should stay. And we don't want to ask that because we're too afraid to leave. So rather than do that, we get closer and closer to the poison in our lives and we separate ourselves from the sanity.

We hop in the little boat with them, row away from the island of sanity, and thrust ourselves into the foamy black waves of a narcissistic relationship.

And the really, really scary part about that is when we do push off from everything else that reminds us of our sanity, we now have nothing to compare this situation to anymore. We are just alone on that boat with that toxicity, with that poison. And we become more and more divorced from how wrong it is. And that is how people can get into a relationship over time. And. And, and something gets worse and worse and worse and worse and worse. And the people who love you think, how on earth is this person I know to be so wonderful putting up with this? How has it got to this point? But it's because it's been a long time since you've been exposed to any real sanity in that area, since you've been on stable ground. And there are a lot of people listening to this right now who will have had the experience of returning to the world after a relationship like that and suddenly being treated normally by somebody and not knowing how to deal with.

It.

Because it's been such a long time since they've been treated nice. It's been such a long time since they've been treated with respect, since their feelings or their opinions mattered. And. And that's the hard part about being single again after dating a narcissist or someone with those tendencies is that you're having to relearn what it is to be comfortable with good behavior. You're having to relearn what common human decency and respect looks like and learning to trust that and to go with that. And that is an intensely scary and emotional experience for people. Then it. It's why, you know, how do people go back to yet another terrible person after they just dated one? We gravitate towards what we know what not. Not what makes us happy. We don't gravitate to what makes us happy. We gravitate towards what we know, what we're comfortable with.

Yeah.

And that's. Well, one of the truths of seeking happiness is seeking happiness is often not comfortable because it means seeking the unknown. Because what's known to us is simultaneously what's making us unhappy and what's comfortable. And what we don't know is what's uncomfortable but what has the potential to make us happy.

Yeah.

And in order to do that, we have to start edging our way into what's uncomfortable in order to have a shot at real happiness. I would love if you feel like we've missed anything, all of you out there listening in this episode, if you feel like there's something you want to add to this, or if you have a story or maybe just you want to tell us how this affected you, there's one of two ways you can do it. You could either send us an email podcastathuhussey.com or leave us a comment on itunes. And it's really nice when you do that because it helps other people find the podcast. If someone sees a recent review from you on the podcast and how it's affected you and they're trying to decide whether to listen to this podcast and whether it could help them, your comment, your review might be the reason that they choose to give it a listen. And our hope, Steven and I and my whole team here, our hope is that more people will listen who can actually be helped by the kind of conversations that are happening here. And if listening to this, you feel that you are ready to step into the uncomfortable unknown that could make you so much happier than what you're doing right now that is comfortable but ultimately destructive for your life. We have a Virtual Retreat coming up from March 18th to the 20th, 2022, and it is a program that is a three day immersive coaching program that I have worked on for the better part of 15 years. It revolutionizes your confidence. It shows you how to manage your emotions, how to take control of your story, how to define the future you want and start actually moving towards it and trusting that you can move towards it instead of fearing that you'll self sabotage again. And it shows you how to be much, much more at peace in the present while you're moving toward that future. And this month until December 23rd, we have a very special holiday exclusive on tickets to the Virtual Retreat, which includes a whole bunch of exciting bonuses from $100 off your ticket to a live Q and A with me in an intimate online coaching environment. And that's happening before the Virtual Retreat in March and an invitation to Momentum Week, which is a week that I am running in January where for an entire week we are going to get a handle on the the resolutions you have. I'm going to give you a my structure for how I run every day of my life. So that if you want a structure for having an amazing day every day, you have my structure and you can take from it what you want. And every day that week we're going to be working together for an hour on our goals collectively on on zoom, on a video call. So all of this is happening in Momentum Week. Momentum Week isn't something you can buy. It literally is an invite only week in January for anyone who grabs a Virtual Retreat ticket in December before December 23rd. So to get your ticket for that, go to mhvirtualretreat.com and I will see you over there that link is mhvirtualretreat.com Give yourself the greatest holiday gift you could ever give yourself, which is the gift of confidence in yourself and a blueprint for creating the life you want. I want to just finish by reading an email from Cindy that was sent into podcast@matthewhussey.com hi Matthew, a few years ago I listened to one of your podcasts. It changed my life forever. Your podcasts are so encouraging as they focus on personal growth and not only relationships. I'm a very shy person and through your podcast I was able to step out of my comfort zone and work in China for two years. It was life changing. I'm now back in my home country. Thank you very much, Cindy. Well, thank you so much, Cindy. We so appreciate you sending in that email.

Thank you, Cindy.

And thank you to all of you listening. Thank you, Stephen, for an amazing contribution today on a subject that I think is gonna touch a lot of people.

Yeah, I think this was super. Will be super helpful for people and good luck out there if you need to get yourself out of that situation now.

Yeah, we're with you every step of the way, friends. We love you guys. Have an amazing day. Have an amazing week. Until next time, this is goodbye from me and Steven. We'll be with you in the next episode of Love Life. Thank you for listening, everybody. Do not forget to go and watch the replay of the Year of Love in event I did. This month is completely free, but it's only available a couple more days. This is going to set you up to find the love you want in 2026. Come and watch it now before it disappears. You can watch it@mhyearoflove.com that's mhyearoflove.com I will see you there.

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