First-person account of an individual experiencing sudden hair loss, new-onset anxiety/panic attacks, and progressive joint stiffness after childbirth; the speaker sought medical evaluation (cardiologist ruled out cardiac cause and diagnosed panic attacks) and describes functional impairment (difficulty rising, knees and joints stiff) and a perception of accelerated aging.
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Hair was falling out and not growing back. Like, even, you know, my whole hairline was moving back and on the sides. It was really, really bad. Then I had anxiety attacks all of a sudden, and I didn't even know what's going on. So I got my heart checked. I went to the cardiologist. I said, like, do I get a heart attack? And he's like, now you're perfectly fine. You have panic attacks. I was like, why do I. Am I having panic attacks? I'm happy. I don't understand. You know, my life is okay. I don't know why I have panic attacks. Then other things that occurred were, like, very stiff joints. Then, you know, like, not being able to move easily. Totally weird. I would sit down with, like, I had my second child, then I would sit down on the floor with her to play. And when I get up, I was like a grandma. Like, I couldn't move my body, and my joints were stiff and my knees were hurting and stiff. And I was like. I felt like my body is 20 or 30 years older than I actually am.