A woman describes developing breasts at nine and spending decades hiding her body. High school brought unwanted attention from older men. After having a baby, nursing made her breasts even larger, and she felt like her body was a tent.
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I was, like, 9 years old when I started developing, so by the time I got to high school, I was a 32F. I was uncomfortable all the time. And when you're in high school and you even have old men staring at you because of how big your chest is, you're, like, grossed out. So I always tried to put on sweatshirts, hoodies, didn't want to be looked at. So in that mindset, I was more so, like, please, please make this smaller. Like, I was massive. And of course, when I got older, you're just surrounded by women wearing certain clothes that you're like, I can't wear that because I look like I came out of Louisiana, whorehouse type of thing. Like, I can't. Like, I just. I was always uncomfortable in my body. And then, of course, after I had my own kids, I grew even more because I was nursing. I was pretty mortified with how large I got after that point. And it wasn't just, like, feeling uncomfortable with what I was wearing, because I always felt like I it other either felt like I was wearing a tent or I felt like I was falling out everywhere.