In this monologue, the speaker describes the paradoxical experience of having a "big heart" as an empath. They detail how this heightened sensitivity leads to chronic overthinking, over-apologizing, and over-forgiving, causing them to care deeply for people who may not reciprocate. The speaker feels pervasive guilt over events beyond their control and habitually prioritizes others' well‑being over their own, often at personal cost. Their capacity for deep love is juxtaposed with feelings of loneliness and uncertainty about finding others who share their worldview. While acknowledging their imperfections, they express both pride in their empathy and frustration with its burdens.
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