Sandra Abrams and a co-speaker share personal fears about incompetence and rejection while navigating Web3, crypto, and AI. They discuss lost passwords, confusing wallet setups, and worries about corporate control, but emphasize community support and the importance of persisting with creative work.
I realized a long time ago secrets keep me unhealthy. My secrets, not being able to share them with people, fear of being rejected.
Fear. If you knew this about me, oh my God.
My secret is that sometimes I actually think and believe I'm incapable of being a part of society, that I'm incompetent. And that's a deep fear. It's not even realistic. When I look at what I have done just over the past year, not even in my whole life. I mean, my whole life, oh my God. I created my own bachelor's degree. I designed the whole thing myself, you know what I mean? I was in the Israeli army. I lived in another country for a while. Jeez, you know, I've traveled by myself, I've lived in other states in the United States. I still feel less than incapable, incompetent at a lot of times this last year. Learning about what is called Web3, seeing it being built, seeing different protocols, seeing different people coming in to try to make their fast money, seeing all of that, having rose colored glasses, thinking, oh, this is going to happen overnight, which it hasn't. It's going to take many, many years. I've walked away from a couple of these social medias because I don't agree with them. Chat, GPT, OpenAI, they're owned by big corporations and everything you do, they got every single mark that you're putting up there, any piece of data. This isn't a polished kind of video. I'm just talking. I also think growing up we've been everything against Big Brother, you know, government, big corporations and the fear of them coming into my home, being in control of what I see, what I hear, which influence what I believe. I've been trying to make money since I moved to Florida and I haven't been successful, but I have everything that I need at every moment. It might not be the posh reality that I would like, but it is a fabulous reality. I'm on a lot of these decentralized social medias. It's new, it's exciting. People like my videos. I mean the ones you don't see. I have some art stuff that I.
Put up and I had put up.
A few on this account that I have reposted over on some of the decentralized medias. But.
I've been so confused from my fear of being incompetent, my lack of computer skills and getting frustrated because I open up all of these cryptocurrency wallets and don't remember my seed phrase, don't even Know where any of them are? Tried to open up a couple of wallets just this past week. Yeah, more wallets. I know some cryptocurrency wallets only take certain tokens, certain cryptocurrencies. So I was opening up this one wallet and to I guess sign up you have to do like ramp or moonpay. I don't remember what moonpay is, but I think I got a Meyer wallet back then, which is not ex portal wallet and I think I had to use moonpay. Don't ask me what my password is. So then I couldn't get onto the Satoshi wallet because I didn't have, I couldn't get onto my moonpay and the Argent wallet Ramp wasn't even in Florida. Wouldn't even accept it. And Moonpay, again, I don't have my password. I'm writing a book about all of this stuff because as Web two is not gone, big corporations, big government, and Web three is being built by some really amazing protocols, some still are just like in it for the money, trying to make it big. I walked away one decentralized social media, because of that, they really didn't treat the community well. And community people is what makes the future what will be. Web3 blockchain technology is being used in a lot of countries for supply and.
Demand efficiency when it comes to their numbers and their businesses.
Medical records.
And there's a med rec, there's a.
Company that actually does this kind of thing to where you have accurate patient data, you will be able to get more accurate treatment.
At the same time, it'll cost less.
You're not gonna have that middleman. That's gonna be the insurance people.
Insurance has taken over the whole medical.
Industry and, and like I said, I'm just talking here.
We're in like in between.
It's not Web two, it's not Web three, it's all of it combined because.
You have to be able to work with all of it to get what you need. And for me, getting what I need is the people that I care about.
And that care about me, that we get to hang out and we get to relate to each other and, and, and we give each other high fives and we're there to listen. When I say, you know, I, I feel like incapable. It's a mistaken belief that I've had all my life, but that's what's been holding me back. My computer skills. I'm tenaciously voracious about going on and getting things done on the computer. I may get stuck because I don't know the passwords or the seed phrase, or I may have made an extra account or two on the same platform. But I move forward because of the community, the people that I've surrounded myself with. I do have ebooks for sale. I do have pamphlets for sale for people to learn how to do this kind of stuff. Stuff. And like I said earlier, I'm writing a book about it. Don't disregard what's happening in the world today, whether it's big corporations taking over AI. AI is a very artificial intelligence. It's a very important part of this.
Evolution of the computers, the evolution of business, of how people are going to portray themselves in public, professionally, personally. I said everything. I rambled on, just to let you know. Don't give up on whatever you're doing.
Because you're already there. It's not a destination, it's what you're doing now that's important, because the destination, you're gonna get there. I'm gonna get there through this whole big roller coaster of this rabbit hole I call Web3. I don't know if any of this made sense, but selfishly, I feel better. You know all my secrets. Thanks for listening.
If you got this far.
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