Money Trauma: The Pattern That Keeps You Broke

Hello, a big bold welcome to Mountain Millionaire Mountain Woman TV. So yes, I've totally come out boldly in my millionaire identity, which I've hidden from for years. And this is the boldest step that I'm making, and thank you for joining me. I trust that you will join me on a regular basis. Before I start about this story and about what this channel is, I want to identify one particular thing that led me to the identity of a millionaire mountain woman. You see, I, I've worked hard all my life. I'm a worker. I'm not frightened of work. So that is good, but yet it didn't bring me the results that I wanted to have. So I started to explore, to take training courses, to listen, to videos, to read books like I've never read before, and began to explore. And one of the first things that I noted and I wanted to discuss more is that journey that led me to start to think from the end. So what I did, like, I started to gather books I'd read years ago, Like Stephen Covey, Begin with the End in Mind, books like that. Do study courses, invested in myself to study and understand further. As I came through this journey, as I'm going through that journey, one of the things that really occurred to me is the trauma, the money trauma. And for me to get to a certain place which I call mountaintop thinking, and this will come over and over again as you join me on this journey, is that we're going to look at mountaintop thinking. It's going to be a big thing in this, on this channel. And I began to course that trauma through journaling. So the journaling approach is one of the biggest approaches that has helped me. And the other approach is mind mapping. Mind mapping is a concept developed many, many years ago by a writer, Tony Buzan, and I read his work many years ago. But to delve in and understand our money trauma or my money trauma. I'm not claiming to be an expert or the best, but I'm claiming the experience that I have through journaling and mind mapping. And I'm thinking through that I've started to do things in a new identity that I never knew before, and that comes also from my training on different programs. And I had 2 options as a businesswoman, an entrepreneur for many, many years, is either go into a corner, give in, fail, or decide take another option. And that's when the option of the journaling and looking closely at the stories that underlies why I start— I seem to go back to the same place as I started, that forcing myself to understand why, and also using scriptures and the Bible as tools, and books by, you know, Napoleon Hill. Use all the sources available to go on that journey. So this is why I developed the idea of the mountaintop thinking, the millionaire mountain woman. And I've come on to this channel to encourage as many people want to come along with me on your journey, that path, that sharing. And I'm coming and coming from within a different identity. And in order to do that, it's been so many things have been instrumental in that. So I'm just going to review on that. So the journaling, the connect to the divine, the divine, the Almighty. And the divine within me, within you. And what I'm challenging on this channel will be the encouragement for you to join me on a weekly basis as we track our experience together. We journal together. We— I will have some Small or large training packs. I will be doing e-publications that will be of value to, to anyone. They can purchase those, download them. So every week I will be here as the Millionaire Mountain Woman And what you take from this channel will be a reciprocation, not just what you receive but what also you give. And an example of something powerful that took place for me on this journey took place a few days ago, reminding me of my new identity. You know, this is your identity, this is where you function from, this is where you're in. And I think this was so powerful when it came to me, was so powerful that it made me realize I was shrinking back. I was shrinking back from coming on this channel. I was using a caricature. A character video to introduce the, the channel and not come in myself, because my, my divine self, I was hiding it away. I wasn't being bold. I had to hide behind. But today, like you, like anyone who comes to visit this channel, this is not time for us to shrink back. This is not time for us to hide. And one of the biggest things I've learned in this last 6 months to a year is that everyone has a word. There's a word for you. Come, of course, and share my word and share my experience to bring you out, to elevate you, to connect you to your divine. But remember, in that search, in that journey, is your word, your word that is meant for you. And that word is going to trigger you and create and connect you with your divine so that you can be everything. Millionaire is just one word, but millionaire doesn't always mean the money. Yes, it's money, absolutely financial freedom, but in under that sits so much because you're connected to the divine you, the you, the purpose for which you came on this earth. And I'll explain and I'll tell the story of what happened to me and I'm not going to shrink back. I'm going to come in boldly with it. I was thinking for a few weeks now, I need something for me. Yes, I love listening to everyone, and I'm being so encouraged. It's— I would be telling a lie, and I'd be ungrateful and unthankful if I wasn't explaining how encouraged I've been. But I just said to God, I need something Where you connect with me, you resonate with me, the me that wants to connect with that mountaintop thinking, that mountaintop person whose energy will reach out into the world, into thousands, into millions, and connect them with their divine. But to, to do that, you have to have your own word. Not dwell in the background of someone else's word, someone else's experience. And so I, I kept— something came to me one morning when I was meditating. It said, really old scripture, oh everyone who's thirsty, come to the waters. Come and buy bread, buy milk without money and without a price. Which has no cost. And I thought, this is weird. It just kept coming to me and coming to me, and I thought, I'm gonna read it. It's Isaiah 55, and I read it, and I'll read it now. Verse 1 in particular: Everyone who thirsts Come to the waters, and you who have no money, come buy grain and eat. Come buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Simply accept, accept it as a gift. And then two mornings ago, I woke up quite early. I wake up early anyway, and it really came to me. What it meant for me—that was my word—and as we're on this path, you're going to get your word if you've not already received your word. The invitation is to live in my identity as a person who has who have it who have it all. I have it all. You have it all. It took days in this thinking. I'm not going to rush because it resonated so deeply. I understood then that my money traumas had blinded me to the fact That there's a space where God, the Divine, has encouraged us, encouraged me, encouraged you to come to a place and buy without money and without a cost. And I was thinking, well, can't be telling you to go and rob somewhere or take something that doesn't belong to you. So what is it all about? Then I realized it's a space in your spirit, in your soul, where you enter, and anything that you owe You pay. So you see yourself in that space. You've paid for it. You— each one, each item. If it's your mortgage, it's paid. You pay it. You see yourself paying it. You have the celebratory champagne in the fridge. You— and for me, we needed a new, uh, well, I drive a Mercedes anyway, but we needed— I want a new Mercedes. So it's like, okay, I go into this place. And I, I'm at the end, and it's, it's purchased, it's cash, it's mine. Each thing, each item. And as you're doing that, all the anxieties, all the fears come to play. But then you say, well, just a moment, you stay back because I'm in a place, in this place where everything is paid without money and without price. So it's a place of faith, the eye of faith, that is more powerful than just the word faith. You've actually entered into it like you've entered into a A different dimension of yourself. And the thing is, to stay there until you've gone through everything, that is a challenge. Everything that is a worry and is dealt with. And in that space, because it's a powerful space, so in that space, because you're being given, you also have the gift to give. So you think, who should I give to? Which charity should I give to? Who should I give to? Which neighbor needs something that I don't know of that might be put on my mind that I might give to them? But it's that space. And so I'm going to go— it's go into what I picked up as I was in that meditative space. It's an invitation. Come, buy, eat without money and without cost. So it's, it's inside our imagination, but I think it's, it's, it's just to say it's imagination alone is not enough. You go through with your imagination. But it's also a divine space. It doesn't matter what your world looks like or what my world looks like, but the fact that we've been to that space means that we've— it's accomplished. It is finished. The line is drawn under it. It doesn't matter what trauma comes the next day Or the next week, because when we go back into that space, we go back on a regular basis, even daily. So the bank account— well, the bank account was ridiculous, it's really low. Well, when you go into that space where you've been invited, it's not like you're there uninvited, you're invited in. To come and buy, eat milk, drink milk, eat without money and without cost. That's your place to make everything. You're making everything in that space. It's it's it's powerful, and once you've made it in that space, it's made. And then something says to you, well, like for me was like, how dare you make a a channel about mountaintop thinking millionaire? Mountain woman. It's so easy. Years ago, I would have shrunk back, hidden, but I'm not hiding because I've gone into that place and I first purchased without money and without cost. And that's that place of my deep identity. That place where I am born and I'm destined while on this earth to produce, to give. And in that space, I'm a millionaire writer. I'm a millionaire scribe. And after that experience, my writing went to another level. My writing is at a— when I write, the muse comes. And dwells in my spirit, and I believe it's the Holy Spirit of God. And that muse, the muse comes, and the things that come through my writing is phenomenal. But after that time when I went in to that place that I've been invited to, I've been read this scripture for years. So it's not like I've not known about it, but something opened my eyes to it. And then the other thing that I noted is that when we go into that space, that is a space where you're in touch with the divine and you're divine. So there's no need to force, there's no need to have trauma. And of course, money trauma is money trauma. Money trauma has its identity and it plays itself out as we witnesses. We watch it, we watch it plays itself out, tells you what can't be done, what isn't done, what happened before, what could happen again. That's his role. But as we sit in ourselves, in our divine, in our identity, and we explore our wealth and our financial freedom goes to another level. And it is what it is for me. What I'm realizing is that when it goes to that level, it's up to us to rise with it because it's, it's an invitation to rise. And while we're there, now while I was there, I just had to have a word with the Divine. Said, God, you are the Divine. You've invited me into this place. Now, is there anything that you want to communicate to me while I'm in this space? And because all this sound of thunder and lightning and all the rest of it, but I don't believe that. I believe that when you dwell in that space, even if you can't see it at the moment and you can't participate in something has come with you, a beautiful phenomenon, and, and, and, and, and connected you in, in, in, in, in a way that you never ever dreamed. So when you're on this channel, yes, you're going to have ebooks, we're going to have e-publications, we're gonna have videos sometimes. These are all tools to help us to grow in our journaling And no one is forced to buy because we're not objects. When we buy, it has to be that there's a, a 3-sense Of reciprocation, and that in that purchasing process, a person is respected and cared for and not seen as just a banknote to fill another person's bank account. So we don't know how to always walk this path. So this is why we ask the Divine to assist us, to help us, so that we can be good to each other, we can be kind to each other, we can facilitate and support each other and other people achieving their Divine purpose. And I wanted to make sure that some of those key things that came into my spirit, that I was able to put it out today on the Millionaire Mountain Woman TV. So we're talking about millionaire mountain thinking. We're mountaintop thinking, where our thinking isn't down there. Our thinking is take goes up there, and no one fully has the answer to that. So it's a path that we walk in. So I my thinking as I was going through that process is, and as I was reiterating it and telling it back to. To my husband. I was talking to him about it. I was saying that once you've been in that place, and when you go in that place, we definitely in a place where we expect miraculous things to happen. The, the miracle is always in us. But we also have a sense of expectation that something miraculous is taking place and will take place also to override the things that the money trauma brings. And then not wanting to extend too much without— because we'll be here again next week. And sharing some more of this experience of Isaiah chapter 55 is that each time we come to this channel, we will be bringing our journals And we'll be given time to spend time journaling, journaling the experience, journaling the trauma, journaling the triumph, journaling the living in. That mountaintop thinking. I don't know exactly where everything about where this channel will go, but all I know it's it's powerful, and it's not a machine that will be throwing out things all the time just for the sake of everything that will be presented. All have a purpose, so that it's connecting someone's heart, someone's mind, and it's elevating someone into the place where they're destined to be in a powerful and beautiful and gentle and loving and kind way. So this is the start of the the Millionaire Mountain Woman TV, um, and to understand the Millionaire Mountain Woman TV, well, where it started from and how I interpreted it, all the things I've interpreted over the years, I did a small, um, ebook, um, And that ebook, um, just breaks down in less than 20, maybe 20 pages, 19 pages. And then if you want to see more of what, how it started, where it started, I can put the link to that, um, but it's not pushing you to purchase it. But that is one of the documents I first created to start exploring the whole idea of the Mountain Woman TV, having identified myself and started to walk into the— in the identity of a millionaire mountain woman, because also I live in the mountains. And a mountain is a good place to be. So mountain isn't always that you're going to live there, but it's, it's where it's at. I also use it in terms of where we're thinking, where our thinking is. So thank you for coming to this introductory, and I will drop the, the ebook if it's possible in the link as a start, and like and subscribe and come each week as we, we continue to build and build content for this channel and the training that we will do, small training courses that we will do, e-publications that will be done, and sometimes we can have webinars And one of the biggest things I've learned, and I'll bring into this, is my own experience as a, a businesswoman entrepreneur. One of the biggest things I've learned is to value other people, value women, because often women in business, um, the maternal side of us Is is is manipulated so that the value of what we give and what we present is diminished, and we end up being in fighting for what really is our ours. But we're not going to be fighting. There'll be no fighting. We're standing. And as long as you— what you do is good, your work is good, your writing, your, your art, whatever it is, there's no need to fight. Just to stand firm and gentle and send out peace, but be strong. And as I finish this first recording, Of the Millionaire Mountain Woman introduction and welcome you to this channel. Please like and subscribe and see you for our next meeting on this channel. Thank you very much.