40 Day Abundance Incubator with Siobhan Wilcox Week 4

Good evening, everybody. It's lovely to be here with you all. I'm going to. I don't have my sage stick with me where I am today, but I have my sage spray. So I'm saging where it's all. And I'm going to light this really beautiful candle. I love the smell. To hold the frequency of light for us all, let's take a moment to just soften into our bodies, releasing, relaxing and melting. Take a moment to really be grateful for your presence here on the planet, for this cell group you're inside. We're going to call in all the great archangels to hold a space sacred for us this evening and all the beings of light that are here to support us for our best and highest good. We're going to invite in our guides and master guides, our supporting ancestors, our teams of light, Pan and the most appropriate nature, spirits and devas, the divine feminine and the divine masculine and the fullest aspect of source. We thank you all. We thank you all. We thank you all. We are so honored. We are so blessed. We are so loved. And as we are inside of this container of light today, just allow any unbalancing energies that wish to approach to be instantly transmuted into love by this light. We thank you for this light. We thank you for this process and we especially thank you for this time that we get to share with one another here today. And take a moment now to recognize that you are surrounded in light. Feel into that energy of the Divine in side of you and outside of you. This whole abundance process is really about recognizing the Divine inside of you, recognizing your true nature of abundance, recognizing your value to make a difference and to matter. Handing over to your higher self, to your God self. This process of opening up for expansion of abundance and prosperity. It's also recognizing that the earth beneath you supports you completely with everything you need. From the food you eat, to the water you drink, to the electricity and heat in your home, to the very structure of your home is made from substances that are coming from the earth. She provides for us on an ongoing basis unconditionally. Just take a moment to be grateful for that supply of energy. Unconditionally. Take a moment now to turn that energy to be aware that you are an extension of the divine and that being here today and inside of this program is being what the Dalai Lama calls wisely selfish. Focusing on your evolution and your expansion, developing practices that support you. Shifting consciousness within your ancestral lineage, within your family, within your friends groups, within even your work environment, your Community, your culture, wisely selfish. So when you take the consideration that you are shifting consciousness for yourself and others, that this time you spend each day is being wisely selfish. I want you to consider that any of those moments where you forget to do a session and have to start again, or wake up after you've gone to sleep because you forgot to write it down and, and start writing in that moment, or that you carve out time that feels selfish to you because other people may be wanting your attention, but you carve it out to be present with these statements, to be present with yourself. This is a very, very important job you are doing because it's not just about you, it's about your DNA. Shifting, changing it, changing your pathways in your brain, changing frequency in your environment because you turn up differently, changing how you receive and allow, letting go and letting God just honor you for all that you're doing every moment. If you've been feeling frustrated inside of this process at any point, recognize that that's an old pattern, an old way of being, a way that you choose to separate yourself from nurturing yourself as if you were the divine. Recognize that for a moment. Notice how you turn up for yourself. Are you turning up for yourself in judgment and acceptance, in allowing, contracting it. Allow yourself to bring love into yourself right now from the divine flow, that love all through you. From the crown of the head, into every cell of your being, into your rna, into your DNA. Unconditional love, acceptance, joy, abundance, prosperity, well being, connection. Understand that you matter and make a difference. Take a moment to say that to yourself and see how that feels to you. I matter and make a difference. Maybe bring your hands to your heart, space, to your womb, wherever feels aligned for you. I matter and make a difference. Are you able to accept that you matter and make a difference? Are you able to feel the love that flows into you as you receive that concept? I matter and make a difference. In the allowing of that statement, you bring in even more expansion, more receiving, more, saying yes to opportunity. I matter and make a difference. It's take that energy of I matter and make a difference. Feel the unconditional love coming from source. Let's take that energy now and build it between our hands. Even bring the hands together in prayer position, move them out a little bit from each other and start to feel that energy building. The heat, the love, the abundance, the energy of this concept, your energy on the planet, mattering and making a difference. Feel the energy building and building between the hands. Now when you're ready, turn the hands out where it starts sending this energy to people that you love. Send this energy out to this whole community that you're inside of here, the abundance group, this whole incubator. Some of the people in our incubator haven't been doing very well, just with different illnesses and family situations. So let's send love to everyone who is here and then also didn't make it today. Maybe they're watching this later, but they're receiving this energy right now. It then start to send this energy beyond your immediate love circle your family, your friends, out now beyond this circle of this incubator, out now into our communities, into our cultures, into our cities, our towns, wherever it needs to go, out into the world to all of those who need support. Right now we're not getting drained by this. We're just creating the energy coming through us from the Divine. It is not a draining for us. It is just us transmitting the power of the Divine through us. Sometimes your body might get hot, sometimes you might feel heat in your palms. Notice if you're aware of where your energy wants to go and just trust that it's going to the most perfect places it see when the energy just wants to stop naturally. When it does, just bring the hands back together, pleasing in this moment. Be aware now when you can, of the floor beneath you, the Mother Earth connecting you. Be aware of the chair beneath you supporting you. Be aware of your presence back in the group. Be aware of your presence back in your environment. Feel your connection to Mother Earth through the soles of your feet. Feel your connection to the Divine through the crown of your head when you do a transmission of energy. We do this all the time when we're in relationship with people around us. We're in communication. Sometimes it can feel draining afterwards if the person has needed a lot of support or drained energy from us. So a technique I use every time I'm in session with clients or in a group is I take the energy line and I cut it down the front of the body like this, cutting all of the cords in the connection. Just allow yourself to literally cut all the cords in the connections. So you're here, Sovereign, back in your own space. See, now you're surrounded in that golden light of God. Source energy it. And then when you're ready, just bring yourself back into the group. Open your eyes, be present, be available. Look at all you beautiful, beautiful sounds. Thank you, Nitu. If anyone wants to unmute and say hi or talk about anything that's been coming up for them that they want to talk about, Feel free. Or put it in the chat box if you prefer to just type it out. Excuse me for sitting here in my hat and my coat, but it's 44 degrees outside and it started raining. And if I turn my heat on, it makes so much noise that it comes out on the microphone. So it's just cozy enough. You don't hear the. My heating in the background.

I've had interesting couple days. I just feel like there's been static, like just disruption, and it was flow. Everything was flowing, you know, with the statements and all of that, and. And I just forgot a day, and. And I just was so surprised, you know, and. And, you know, during the meditation, you know, you just did, you know, the judgment and feeling like, wow, you know, and then. So then yesterday I. I, you know, I thought that I had done it. I started over with the first one again, and this morning I went to look in my journal and I skipped yesterday. So I had two days in a row. And that was just. And then I was really, like, hard on myself, like. So I've just been kind of sitting with, like, okay, why is this static here? And I know there's much. There's a much deeper reason. And so thank you for kind of opening things up the way you did, because it. It just spoke to me, you know, just. And I thought, well, maybe I just needed to hear this lavish, unfailing abundance, because the word unfailing, I had to hear it twice in a row.

Yeah.

And. And so I just.

I.

You know, I think that's a piece for me that I'm just really sitting with now is, you know, flowing for all these lifetimes and just recognizing that it's. It's, you know, it's unfailing. It's. It's not victimization. It's not, you know, all those things that. That the collective has kind of conditioned us to hold. And so I think that's kind of the. The energy I've been feeling is how do I really let go of that and trust it? You know, just. Even though I know it. It's just like the. The embodiment piece needs to just let go and quit resisting it. And that's. I know it's what I've felt today, and. And it's. And it's okay to recognize. I don't feel emotional about it. It's just almost matter of fact for me, so. So thanks for letting me share. That's just what's coming. Coming up.

Yeah. Thank you, Michelle. Beautiful. And you're not the only One who's been forgetting. So I've had some emails from people saying, oh, my God, I can't believe it, I forgot. And then I forgot again.

Okay, okay.

So. And that's also why I brought this piece in today, because it is how we judge ourselves when we believe we've made a mistake. But there are no mistakes. You know, everything is in alignment with our soul's divine plan. We just, as humans, sometimes forget that divine plan. And then we judge ourselves from a direction. Right? So if we listen internally, we will always get guided. So even today I've had, like, it's been a weird few days with the full moon, and there's this new, new energy coming in to release all these old patterns from us. I haven't even looked at it fully, but I was just with a friend who was telling me all about this cry on energy. And there's all this energy is coming in to help us, like, literally look at all these patterns for the next six weeks and go through anything that's ever held us back so we can emerge in May, like, really reinvented. And I was literally working for four days on feng shui for love and intimacy. I've been developing a program, and I was doing a whole module on tantra and, like, a section on tantric intimacy and how to create a love altar for that and how to then create a tantric ritual to bring intimacy into either as a single person, to do it with yourself, and as a couple, to do it with your beloved. Because even if you want to create intimacy with another person, you have to be able to create intimacy with yourself.

Right?

And the same energy is this energy that we're focusing on with abundance. It's all the same. It's just different languaging that we're using. It's so love and desire and passion is the same as abundance and prosperity. It's. They're all interwoven. And even the word tantrum means woven, right? It's like we weave energy together. So when we give out to ourselves for making mistakes and we disavow ourselves, or we say that we're not good enough to receive or that our body isn't beautiful enough or that, you know, oh, my God, I've got a few extra pounds in my belly now because I'm 50, which is a true statement, but it's sexy as heck. And nobody's complaining about it except me sometimes. But I'm working on the concept of looking in the mirror every single day and going, now that is sexy. Yes, it is and I just move on. Right? Because we have to consider that all of these pieces of ourselves that we abuse or make wrong or don't want to be in relationship with because it, it doesn't fit a norm. All of this also stops us from accepting abundance. All of this also stops us from saying yes to more money, to more love, to more friendship, to more relationship, to the success we're desiring in our career or our visibility or whatever that is. Right. And when we start to own this energy, whether it's in the space of love and desire or if it's in the space of abundance and flow of prosperity, they're woven together. So if you're beating yourself up forgetting to do a, like a, like a day, you're doing that to yourself in so many other ways. That's just bringing into the awareness what you're doing, which is the piece you probably need to look at most. So, you know, as I've been doing this four or five days now of Feng shui, and I've been really enjoying the experience of creating this juicy concept of all about how our house can be our partner for love. And then the tantric piece is just so exciting to me. I really love tantra as a practice, but it's, it's a, it's a self practice before it's a couple practice. Just as this is a self practice with you and your abundance mindset, it's a personal practice inside a container, which is beautiful, but it's a personal practice that will then start to open up so much more bandwidth for those around you to co create with you, for those around you to bring opportunity to you. But it's a, it's a one on one practice with you and yourself and the divine. The same way that tantra for divine connection with another has to be about you first. We're connecting to yourself, if that makes sense.

Yeah.

And this is something I discovered when I decided I was going to leave my marriage. It'd been 28 years, it was a big expression to leave a 28 year relationship. I didn't really know how to do anything other than that relationship because I'd started it in my early 20s. So I had to rediscover who I was inside of myself as a human and how I wanted to interact with the world. Whether that was through my abundance, my visibility, my gifts, but also through my sexual power, my ability to ground, my ability to say yes, my ability to receive. It had to all. So I did it on so many different fronts. I deep dove into a year long tantric practice. I deep dove into doing this 40 day abundance over and over again, like literally every 40 days all the way through the whole year. It was like the first year was every day. If I forgot it, it didn't matter because I was doing it every single day anyway. So it was just like an ongoing experience. And what emerged on the other side of that was a whole different energy. I, I look at photographs of me two or three years ago. I don't even recognize the person I was to the person I am now. My energy field is different, My feelings are different, my vibration is different. How I look in the mirror is different. How I receive love is different. How I turn up for everybody is different. And so use this as well as. Yes, you do your 10 minutes a day statement. But then as you walk by the mirror, what is your language saying to yourself when you look at yourself in the morning, Are you telling yourself you're beautiful and abundant and sexy or are you, are you limiting yourself when you look in the mirror because it's also part of the same practice. How does that vibrate? Thank you, Jennifer. Does anybody want to say anything more? I, I'm going to do an exercise where we're going to go through the chakra system of the body. That is what I was guided to do with us tonight as well. But before we do that, does anybody want to say anything or put anything in the chat box? I have to say for the last, I would say two weeks I've been trying to remember that term wisely selfish and it was almost like a block was not allowing me to remember that term. And it's funny that you brought it up today.

So thank you.

Yes, welcome. I knew what it meant. But I, I like having, I'm a word person, so I like having the word, you know, so that you can impart that to other people as well. It is my favorite quote from the Dalai Lama. I love that quote. That when I heard him say that, I was like, okay, that's it. That's my quote for the, that's my quote for this whole lifetime. I can appreciate it that. Thank you.

Thank you.

Sharing. It's all about remembering. Thank you, Joanna. I'm just happy to be here. Although I'm working at the same time. Okay, thank you, Christy. Love that quote. Thank you, Brenda. I've been having a lot of old energy coming up to release. It's not been easy, but I'm trusting the process and self. Yes. And that is something, you know, if you've ever done this process. For many people, they're in the second time around on this process. So they've done that heavy lifting in the first few weeks that you need to do. Usually the first 20 days are usually the most intense on that up level. But if anyone here has ever done Reiki and studied in Reiki, if you do Reiki 1, it's all about clearing yourself. Reiki 2 is all about getting ready to work with other people. Reiki3 is just fine tuning it. But the first Reiki, it's usually really intense. It's like your roto root yourself. And this is what you're doing. You're rotor routing the old ancestral comments, the beliefs, the DNA, the rna, all those memories, the cultural pieces, all of those pieces you rotor route through. And it can feel very, very intense. And so if you do need extra help, that's why I did offer a discount on a session. Because sometimes it can be helpful to sit in a one on one and just get some of that cleared out of your energy field. If it's really intensely, sit there and needs to move. But you can also continue with the process. And some people from the first time we ran this were feeling the exact same way. And by the 30 days it was like, it just all started to lift off like clouds this way, like, oh my God, I feel like a totally different person. And then for the last 10 days they were like, so, you know. But if you have a lot of stuff you're digging through, recognize that it's okay to dig through it. Also recognize that you're in an incubator where you are safe. So if you need to talk more in these sessions, you can. If you need to share more, you can. And that we're all here going through similar stuff and that it's safe. Whatever is coming up will move through it, will process, it will release. It's part of the process. Okay, my loves, I would love beautiful Melanie. Yes. Melanie's agreeing that it was much easier this time around than the first time. No, no, honey, you're not. It's just that you've gone through the digging, you dug down deep and now you're like, oh, building. Now you're building that beautiful juicy foundation on top of what you've cleared through. Yeah, yeah. Okay. I really. Aha. Yes. You see? And there you are not going, oh my God, why isn't this harder? This should be harder. If it's not painful, I'm not receiving, I'm not learning. Right. Just, just be aware of that too. We do this to ourselves. It's like, how is it so easy? You know, I. I had a thought about a friend today that I haven't seen for a few weeks, and I thought, oh, I want to connect with that person. And so I'm out driving in my car, and then I went, oh, I'm going to call that person. And then I got, oh, no, why don't you go have a cup of tea? You've been working really hard all day. Go have a cup of tea at the local coffee store and just sit down and have a nice chai tea latte and relax. And I walked through the door, and there was my friend sitting there. And I'm like, that was easy. I didn't have to call her. The universe had told me where to go to find her. And she's like, oh, my God, I got her here. I was thinking about you, too. Like, that was easy. If I hadn't gone to the coffee store, I probably would have beaten myself up for the rest of the day. You should have taken that break. You should have gone here. You should have gone there. Then I would have called her, and then she would have said, oh, I missed you. I was sitting in the coffee shop. Right. So sometimes we need to recognize that it's okay for things to flow and be easy. And that's also what we're creating inside of this energy field in the incubator. Yes, we're clearing stuff through, but we can also allow it to flow back in. We can also allow for it to go easily. With ease and grace. With ease and grace. With ease and grace. Right. And this is partly developing the skill of listening, Listening to your thoughts, listening to your soul, giving you that information. Like, grab those keys as you're leaving the door. Oh, because you just locked the door behind you. And you didn't mean to, but you were told to pick the keys up, so you did. And then they're in your hand when the door shuts, and you're like, oh, well, I'm glad I listened. Right? So we do this automatically, and we just take it for granted, but start to recognize that this is you getting messages through to you. Your soul is delivering information. Your guidance team is delivering information is when you recognize those small moments and you're grateful for them. Like me going to the coffee store to see my friend and then laughing for an hour and just about making it back to be on with you all. But that was fine. I just was like, okay, driving. Right. I am grateful for the listening I did. So therefore, my soul, my Guidance team will bring me a lot more information. They go, oh, she got that tick. Okay, now she's ready to receive more, now she's ready to listen more. She can get more advanced information. So just notice what messages you're getting, what guidance you're receiving and then be very grateful for when you, you tune in and you say yes to that and what you need turns up in your space. All right, my friends, I want to, before we complete, I want to do this guided visualization through the chakras with us. So just take a moment to close your eyes. If it feels comfortable to do so, take a deep breath in, let it go as take another deep breath in and let it flow out. And really be aware of the connection between you and the earth through the soles of your feet, connection with you and the divine through the crown of your head. We're going to do a little journey with a rainbow. So imagine now a beautiful rainbow is floating down towards you. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet. It's beginning just to come closer and closer to you. And as you're now just sitting here in this beautiful, relaxed, safe space, you can become aware that you have energy centers in your body. These energy centers are called chakras, which means turning wheel, because those that can see energies can see these swirling energies in our body space. But really they're connected to our organs and endocrine system. And so oftentimes, whether we have energy that flows easily in our chakras or we hold on to energy in certain parts of our chakra system, it can directly relate to how our we are allowing the energy that comes in association with that chakra. And also it can sometimes be influencing the health of our physical body. The ancient Ayurvedic doctors and gurus in India would look at the energy body of the chakras and then know what medicines to give, what mantras to give, what meditations to give to align the human back into full health, wealth and well being. So I want you to bring focus now to the base chakra, the chakra associated with the groin area, sexual power, our foundation for support, even our abundance. That color associated is red. Notice how it's feeling at this very moment in time. You might be very visual, you might get a sense of that, or you may just have a knowing or a sensation in that part of the body. See if any of the colors from the rainbow want to interact with you here to bring balance and harmony to this base chakra, this receiving which is first associated with you at birth. Your first needs being met, your basic needs, safety. Being resourced, being fed, being cared for, being nurtured. Coming in through this base energy. Now bring that energy up into the next chakra. The sacral chakra. Also linked in with fertility, creativity. Also part of the sexual power energy. It's an emotional center for the body. Notice how this energy space in your body is feeling right now. And notice if any of the colors from the rainbow want to interact with this part of your body for your best and highest good. Bring the awareness now up into the next energy center of the body, the solar plexus. This is linked to our self esteem, how we value ourselves and how we believe other value us. Associated with the color yellow. Notice now if any of these colors want to interact with this part of the body. Bringing the energy from the base through the sacral into the solar plexus for your best and highest good. Maybe it wants to clear and purify these energy centers. Maybe it's feeding them with color. Maybe it's realigning them into power. Just be aware of what's happening with no judgment, just awareness. Thanking the energy centers and the colors as you move through this exercise. Moving the awareness now up into the heart space, the next chakra. And these are the seven main chakras we're looking at in the body. There are other chakras that are opening up in the consciousness of our evolution. But we're just working with the seven that we were born with to be activated in this lifetime. So the heart space is linked just to that self. Love and love, Empathy and compassion. Healing energy. It's associated with the color green and sometimes pink. Notice how this energy is flowing from the lower chakras into this space. Is there connection? Is there blockages? Is there receiving? Is there opening? And how do the colors of the rainbow want to interact with your heart center for your best and highest good it now bring your awareness from the heart chakra into the throat chakra associated with sky blue. How we use our voice to express our gifts, our power. Set our boundaries. Notice how this energy center is right now. What it needs to be supported. If any of the rainbow colors want to interact with it, how it's interacting with the other chakras it Then bring your awareness now to the third eye, your intuition where you receive energy from your higher self. Your guidance team. Notice how this feels. Now see if it needs have any of the colors supported from the rainbow. Now bring your awareness to your crown chakra. The connection to the divine, your full sourcing her higher self. Notice if this energy space, the chakra, needs any support right now. Notice how it wants to interact with the rainbow. And take a moment to see if this body of yours, this chakra system, needs any more support. Maybe it needs golden light flowing through your body, through your energy field. Cleansing, purifying, releasing, letting go, protecting, nurturing. Surround yourself with that beautiful golden light. Now in an orb of light, your own energy. Orbit it. Feel the earth beneath you, supporting you now, grounding you, connecting you back to the planet. Feel your body in time and space. The body Temple. Take a moment to pour gratitude into your space, honoring who you are, honoring that you matter and make a difference. Thank this beautiful rainbow that came to support you. See it floating back up into the sky, available whenever you need us. Be aware of your breath entering the body, bringing you back here into this moment in time. Wriggle your fingers and wriggle your toes. Bring yourself back into full awareness here, opening your eyes when you're ready. If you want to share in the chat box anything that came into your awareness, please do that. Rainbow Meditation is very healing for the body. It's a good thing to do. If you can't sleep at night, your body, your mind is racing. Your challenge, you can just bring that rainbow in and see how it wants to play with you. You can also use that rainbow in the shower as a concept of showering the rainbow through your body in the morning. Time to cleanse and purify. Particularly if you're doing your practice in the morning and there's residue and debris coming up or your energy is offloading a lot of different pieces that are stuck. You can use that rainbow shower to help clear and cleanse that faster from your energy field. Thank you, Jennifer. Deeply relaxing and self connection. Beautiful. All right, my friends. Oh, Joanna. Lots of images surfaced, from a tiger to wolves to ancestors and images of Elizabethan times. Oh, interesting. Very powerful. Brenda says, very inviting and makes me want to learn more about Reiki and more. Thank you, Panda. Yeah, Reiki is very powerful. It was one of the first things I studied. I think I was 23. And that was 30 years ago. Holy mother. Okay. A little bit of time ago. And it really helped to bring a lot of awarenesses into my space and clear a lot of debris out of my space. It's very powerful. Okay. Keep with the practice, my friends. Take a moment to love yourself in the mirror when you pass it. Even put a love heart on the mirror to remind yourself if you want to, on a posted pad. So, yes, our throat you saw. I Saw an adult version feeling trapped and deflated in a fetal position. That's very powerful image. And in that case, my love, I want you to bring energy into the throat on an ongoing basis. Maybe do a daily practice when you do this writing and meditation to then focus on your throat, bringing in healing energy. Because if your adult version is trapped and deflated in. In that space, it will stop you as well from really owning your value and owning your capacity to receive and see yourself in your true power. So just. And I get this conversation because when I first started my healing journey, I was very young. I was only six when I first started healing people with my hands. And then as an adult when I started studying, it was even before I started studying Reiki. I think I was probably 21 and I was working in a corporate environment and my boss said to me, you need healing. She said, I've arranged a session, get in the car. And I'm like. And at that time, I had a line around my neck that looked like a rope burn. It was literally a red line all the way around my neck. And I felt. I was really feeling restricted with my voice, with my power. I was. I was in classes to help boost my self esteem, and it was all showing up. And when I actually did this healing session, which I didn't know anything at that point about past lives, it wasn't a language that I was taught in Ireland. And I didn't grow up with the concept, but I went through five different past lives where I had been hung, killed my head, chopped off, all of this for my magic, for my healing power. And so it was literally showing up as I was about to step into myself, the next thing I did was study Reiki. So as I was about to step into this hole, really expanding my healing space, it was physically showing up in my body and the throat center. And it took me some time to work through that. So I recognize that feeling, sweetheart. So just recognize that this isn't possibly not just from this lifetime, that it may come from multiple lifetimes. It may also be through your ancestral lineage or that's another thing that was appearing to me over and over again was that it was unsafe for my lineage for me to be seen with my magic, because they would be unsafe. Would they be taken away and killed in the witch trials. There was all of these energies that were coming through on the lineage as well. But thank you for sharing that. Ah, thank you, my love. So share with me inside of our next session how that shifts for you. I've also added an extra session in rather than six sessions, we're going to actually do seven because we have some new people who joined in later. And I wanted to to extend it, so it felt like I needed to wrap around a little bit more. So if you go back to your workbook, I've put all the dates in there. Some of them have changed, so just notice that. Go back, look at your workbook. I updated it so that you can see the new dates and times, and there's an extra date added. All right, my loves, it was beautiful to be all with you tonight. So let's disconnect ourselves by running the energy down our field and bringing yourself back into your own space. And I look forward to connecting with you next week. Love you all. Thank you so much.

Have a wonderful night. Bye.