Decadent Romance With Love’s Presence (Permanent Bliss)

Hello, darling. So this evening's transmission is going to be super short and sweet and potent and palpable. And I'm going to offer you one of the most effective practices that I have in my infinite treasure chest of wonders from all of these years of going deep and vast in my own journey and embodiment. And so a dear friend of mine, he shared a video with me one time of his niece. Most adorable, adorable video of her. She was drawing and she was just creating art. And he asked her, you know, what does this feel like? What's happening? And she starts to share this profundity as children do, right? And she's sharing how? Well, I'm just, I'm kind of moving out of the way and I'm letting it come through. I'm just. I'm letting this energy just come through me and it's creating. And she's asking her these questions, you know, about her creationary emergence, essentially. And he said, well, what is the. Asked her, what is the key? What is the key to life? What is the number one secret to life? And she said, happy all the time, to be happy all the time. She nailed it. Because love life, the exquisite holographic field of our beingness, isn't giving us and showing us what it is that we think that we want, need, desire, all these things. It's. It's giving us our frequency, who we're being. It's showing us our song, our symphony, our resonance, our tonality. It's precisely like a symphonic echo from eternity, showing us. And so it's this sweet and holy invitation to always return home to the sound, the song, and the symphony of our heart. And so of course, Matt, I start contemplating. This is quite a while ago that he shared this video with me. Years. And so I started going into this contemplation. I'm like, you know what, she's right. Like just this profound simplicity of what she said. And I was like, how do you be happy all the time, right? In this marvelous human dance of, you know, all the glorious full spectrum waves and the kaleidoscope of experience that we, you know, incarnated here to immerse and saturate ourselves in, how does one actually master the art of being happy, blissful, peaceful, grateful in celebration for this majestic, glorious masterpiece of life unfolding, how do we come to these spaces? And you know, that it's really the essence of enlightenment, which, you know, in some spaces we made it into this elusive thing, but really it's the complete unveiling of all of our Misperceptions, all of our unconsciousness and just shadows, just veiled aspects right where we're thinking that the shadow that's cast upon the wall is what's real rather than the gorgeous and glorious flickering of the flame that is actually real. It's tangible, it's felt, the shadow is just cast. And, and so it's really an unveiling of purely awareness of all being, the oneness of love. So let's just feel into this for a minute because again, the feeling is the prayer. This is about, you know, happiness and joy, living our most spect, really rich, decadent, divine quality of life from moment to moment to moment. This isn't just, is not just a one off thing. This is a seamless unfoldment and blossoming and flowering of our being. So how do we actually root into the liquidity and the seamlessness of this? And first is that core recognition of love is the only one here. So how. Just okay, feel into this with me. So if the world were to disappear, if the 10 billion characters, with the 10 billion characters going on under the hood were to just disappear and we were to flip that switch where we could turn off the world and come home in our hearts to the true world, to the one world, the divine world, the one true reality, and polish our perception to full pervasive, enveloping, all encompassing, luminous awareness that there is only one presence of almighty magnificent love here still into the, the relief of that, the peace. So like, ah, I can breathe. Like how refreshing is it to know that the benevolence of love, who we all truly be at our core, eternally and forevermore, independent of all of our sweet misperceptions, who we be, the essence of pure love is the only presence here. And so therefore the only presence that we're ever engaging with. And so the practice that is like the practice of all practices. Right, so I'm just going to share a brief bit about just the recent year of my life, so. Oh my goodness. Gloria Starlings, I have so much to catch you up on. And I, I tend not to focalize so much of my personal experience in our soirees, but I've actually had some requests. My journey is just a deep, decadent, jewel tone tapestry of experience from every intense extreme of the spectrum to the ultimate coalescing into, into oneness. And this year has just been quite fantastical, quite intense, beautiful, full bodied. And so I came into a beautiful and holy union. And those of you who are in my global community, you know this. And it was just Full on, right? So I'm used to being in like empress mode. Full devotion to service, full devotion to, you know, client calls and crafting and sculpting art and just like the super luxuriant romance of life with, with friends and family. And also I did previously, prior to coming together in union, I was on a two year mystical sojourn, which is why you'll see in my videos, there's like a two year gap. And that's why I devoted, because I was so out there doing so many thousands of private calls, summits galore, which I just love so much. And there was just a huge part of my soul that required some just sacred space to, to be with me fully and completely. So I did this wild thing, as I do, and I was like, okay, I'm going on a journey. And I didn't know if that journey was going to be one month or three months or six months. I, I didn't fathom ever that it was going to be two full years of going deep, deep, deep into my inner caverns and, you know, just unwinding from some of these spaces that I had intertwined myself in just solely for the purpose of coming home and meeting my own essence at a richer depth. And, and so then this glorious union starts unfolding itself and we're full in, right? I mean, travel and adventure and like this, this. You all see me here. Oh, you're going to see my video shift here pretty soon. My background. This is the longest time that I've had in our holy home temple or just even at home in 10 months. We have just been on like ceaseless adventure after adventure and after adventure. And so I was like, wow, I have to get like speedy with my practices, right? So I've been able to a, an activation and some of you all have experienced this that I have devotionally facilitated daily for well over a decade and more accurately, probably 15 years. And I've, I started to like, pray and use the potency and the power of the spoken word with visceral, somatic, emotive intelligence and resonance to craft my experience. Since I was a teenager, I discovered this power within me. I just recognized that the, the voluminosity of my words and their reverberation was powerfully creative in my life. And I was like, okay. And so there's a correlation here. There's some, you know, holy correspondence happening. And so I, you know, began to unearth what the, the, the neural constellations of Divine Mind, what was connecting all of what's happening in this super sentient technological deliciousness and my physical world in which things are presenting. And so then of course that took me on a whole journey of studying physics and quantum science and neuroscience and biology and all these different things because there was a very real and I knew it was a precising art, it wasn't a mysterious elusive thing. And I was determined to figure out precisely what was happening and so I could sculpt the world of my dreams. And so facilitating two hour activations in the field daily, twice a day, morning and evening and sometimes with a super speedy version in the afternoon just to like, to nourish and engender and feed and accelerate the super prolific flourishing and consciousness of all life. Just such a, an inbuilt devotional pulse and movement of my being to do this daily. And so I'm thrust into the adventure of life, right? And so like wow. So I, I got it down to 30 minutes. So I go so fast now that I was able to condense this two hour activation into 30 minutes and so fast that now light language comes through. But it's just all the encodements because it's just such a devotional core of my being. Have to do it for us, for life, for self and for love and, and so I've got it to 30 minutes. And then I was like, okay, we gotta go even. So this was something that I was grappling with for a year on this journey and I've shared about this in some of my SoundCloud audios. And the directive for my inner being was, you know, the whole point of practices and rituals and ceremonies and techniques is to ultimately liberate ourselves them so that they're so ingrained in who we are, we return home to our organic signature and pure divine nature. Right? Earringing. I love it when these attunements come in. Oh what I'm sharing with you all. And so it was okay, how do I actually release this? It's like a fixture, right? And so it's similar to when we go through these transformations and we're relinquishing aspects of our identity. I'm like, this is been such a luxuriant, sacred ceremonial, soulful, like really enriching, elevating, blissful facet of my being for so long. And I had started to release it, right? But I didn't fully release, fully release it. There's still, you know, aspects of it that I just, I would find myself just returning to it over and over and over again and with joy and delay and also out of like devotional servitude. And in. Anyway, so I just. What. How can I actually release this? And release it in a way where it's always there. I can flow fantastical in any moment and activate the micro to the macrocosm of our infinity avatar. It's so deeply inscribed in the. The poetic symphony of my being. It's just so the source, the source of all life that we are quintessential genius intelligence, weaving its poetic geometric awesomeness through my being. And I can. So I can go through and facilitate. And these are very precise activations where I. I go to the deep layers of the. The human body and health and I move out into environment, relationships, prosperity, legacy, artistry, the earth, the cosmos, all the sacred holy deities and aspects of my own. I am presence. It's incredibly ornate and beautiful and I have it down to a fine science. It's just so thorough and it feels like nutrients to my being and to our being each time I facilitate it. And so it's like, okay, so how do we. How do I actually release this? And again, in a way where it's. If it is organically arising in the moment for me to just lean back into a sumptuous delicious activation and ceremony, then I do so. But as it's natural, as it's organic, because I'm. I'm feeling into the nature of life, right? All of nature blooms in blossoms organically and presents in the here and now. And there's aspects of growth and expansion and super abundant beingness that are inscribed, right? Like we're always going to be led to our ultimate nourishment and fulfillment and recognition and realization and embodiment of self are always going to be moving in a certain evolutionary trajectory to wholeness, full integrity, integration of our supreme being, to live the infinite limitless luminosity of love that we are. And it's not so. It's so this is the ultimate storyline has already been scripted. It's just for us to line up with it and be in the emergent embodiment of it. So how do I release this and simply flow into it organically when it feels super divine and sensuous and like an experience that I'm being compelled to in a moment. And so here's the practice after all this. I love you all so incredibly much for traversing these beautiful flow streams with me. And it was simply this. And we share about this all the time. But I really want to move into the essence of this with us in this. In this transmission. It's the. It's the interface, it's the date, it's the romance with destiny, with love, with pure presence. And so I go into this space and this is how I actually cultivate this in my inner world. Because self knowledge, in the interface with self love resolves and amplifies everything in our life. I'm just. I'm not even gonna try to dangle carrots in front of anybody. This is the ultimate resolution to everything. Does our God self have problems? Does our God self have judgments? Karma, resistance, fear. Oh, so what is the resolution to all the things supreme self knowledge and then the exquisite, romantic, beautiful, joyous engagement with our own enlightened essence reflecting through all beings. This is it. This is it. And it's just this ceaseless celebration then in every moment, because we. We begin to see the treasures and splendors of love, the miracle of love showing up everywhere, just the tiniest things that we may not. We may have been preoccupied before we start to see what was always already here in front of us. Love, just loving us and gifting us with all of these exorbitant blessings. And ah, so the veil comes off and we see clearly. And so in my inner world, one of the ways that I cultivate this is I just see the eternal sphere and hologram of my being smiling. I see everybody in my life smiling in their innocence, in their purity. And I'm just in this space of like, yes, love, yes. And it's this practice of. So this becomes a practice. What is it to actually be so free in the dance of love? To love. What does that feel like? It just. It illuminates our own innocence and. And all the borders and. And walls and everything that we've constructed to preserve ourselves against love, it just all. It melts and it's like there's. The benevolence is known and it's felt. It is so deeply known, and it's felt. I can be all of my me. You know, I was like singing operatically through the house earlier, and actually when I was out, I was on a glorious. We have a hundred acres of land and we have these just beautiful, beautiful streams. And I'm just like belting opera, right? And singing, and I'm like that song, lead me to. Oh, wait, how's it go? Lead me to the place where my trust is without borders and I walk upon the waters and I'm just belting it, right? And I'm just watching the wind blow through the trees. And I'm just dancing with love. And when we learn to do this in our relations with people. People will blow your mind with how they start showing up. And you don't even have to do anything. You don't have to. You don't have to try to imagine you do nothing except the interface with love. That's it. No having to imagine them a certain way or trying to change them, or even trying to change yourself to be the person that you think that you have to be to receive love. No, it's just through this clarity, the diamond vision, the clear diamond vision of the self in the interface with pure love. And to really go internal and feel what is it like to be present in the dance of love. And so essentially the message was, dance with me, darling, dance with me. Release the techniques. Release and come to them in the moments that you feel that you require them. This is not like an end all, be all definitive. There's going to be moments and there's always going to be. It's just such a sacred aspect of who I am. There's going to be moments where I'm in a luscious. We've had a Cancerian full moon for the past couple of days. I have been in such a romance, like, dreamy, ethereal inner space. It's like the first breeze of springtime, right? Where it's like you can smell the flowers and the freshness of the grass and the floral essence starting to come through. And then the kiss of sunlight caressing your skin through the breeze. That feeling. I've been in that kind of romantic space. And so we'll always have these practices and things that we return to that are so sacred and special for each of us. And to stay present in the dance of love is the ultimate to really, like, what is it like to wake up every day and know I'm about to interface with love? Like, it just. It just awakens us to the awe and the wonderment and the wow of life, right? Like it's just yay. And it gets to be this simple. And this is how we return to the space of truly, deeply, authentically from our solar, sunshiny, beamy heart, where we actually have the experience of being happy all the time because we're freed into the liberation of enlightened awareness, which is simply the recognition in knowing this of all being one love, one benevolence. We don't even think about things like worth and deservedness. And am I going to be met with. Of course I'm going to be met with love. It's all love. Of course. I'm an angel surrounded by angels, of course. Life is always. It is literally, structurally, geometrically designed to always be orchestrating in my favor. The design of life is. It is perfect. It has to be for the miracle of what we are to even exist. Like brilliant. Like the chance of us even incarnating is like trillions of percent. And it's a phenomenon that we're even here. Like the design of life has to be perfect for this whole thing to work, for life to be in, for life to emerge. And so it's just coming to that space. And what is it? And what a relationship amplifier. I cannot wait to tell you all the story in the right moment of my union with my beloved. It is just incomprehensible and oh, this is it. And we've navigated the realness of the human experience together in these sweet and holy spaces where we've had an opportunity to polish our own misperceptions. And the space that we entered into. It's just such a spectacular story, darlings. Like the romance of all time. Like truly it is good. So, okay, there's. There's so much beauty in the work, so I'll share it with you in the right moment. However, it was this recognition of. He knew that I was love and I knew that he was love. Oh my gosh, it's just so beautiful. And we trusted fully. There was no doubt, there was no fear. It was just this timeless, perfect. I'm here with love in this moment and we know each other and we trust each other. Like the day depth. Oh my goodness, I love you guys so much. The depth of purity and innocence. Like original Eden. Like the innocence and the purity between our hearts of like we just know. And we began to unfold this spectacular and sensational journey. And everything was lit. Like everything, everything was. Every area of our lives was lit. We were lit. It just. Everything was hyper augmented. And it was through this space in this place and this perception and this. This knowingness and this trust and moving with it in the present moment to allow it to unfold itself so, so gorgeously. The greatest romance of all time. There will be a movie and will be many things that we have yet to share with you all. And like a real time actuality of divine union unfolding itself. And real time actuality of polishing our inner lens and returning home to the ultimate truth of the original conception and what it is to be free in. To the immaculate field of pure heavenly paradise through solely this recognition, this. This engagement with love. And so the practice is to practice this dance. What would it be like to see love's face smiling everywhere through everyone to actually from your most beamy, joyous heart, to engage a romance with love. And I know for me it's like I'm quite a. In the most pure and true way, I really do have this kind of like theatrical operatic soul and heart that is just in the love novel, in the animation and the vibrance of the love novel, with love in life. And so it's this real time living the story, being the story. Like yes, darling, this adventure sounds spectacular. And like being in the fullness of who we are as our orchestral majesty of love. Awake and alive and living and actually scripting and authoring and engaging and unfolding this timeless, lush love legend of our lives. And so I invite you to go deep within and really feel what this does for you, what it liberates, how it shifts, how you begin to show up and engage with people in your life. And how all these other things just begin to melt all of the. All of the resistance patterns to love that we hold within us, all of the misperceptions, how it just melts like liquid gold and we come into the full loomed dance with our own eternal beingness. Ah, so dreamy, so divine. I love you all so, so deeply, so, so dearly now and forevermore. Of course. And we shall sorry again soon, darlings.