
Seven voices trade fragmented monologues about loneliness, desire, and exhaustion against a backdrop of California's bright lights and urban fatigue. They circle back to insomnia, missed connections, and a heart that doesn't bleed, asking for kindness toward themselves.
Chapters
I'm alive.
I'm alive.
You're on your own in a world you've grown.
Few more years to go.
Don't let the hoodle fall. Be the girl you love. Be the girl you love.
I'll win.
So show me why you're strong. Ignore everybody else. We're alone now.
I'll win.
So show me why you're strong. Ignore everybody are gone when your friends don't come.
So show me where you live. So show me where you live.
Want to kiss you ASAP, kick it and just lay back, splitting booze and no text, missing some quick sex. Now I see you once in a blue moon and we're losing every heart that we once knew. Cuz it's hard for me just to say it when your heart don't bleed. I get impatient, guess the joke's on I, I really haven't been myself lately.
What's it like pushing up daisies? I, I get so high I can't come down. I lost my mind up in this. Maybe 'cause I'm from Hollywood. Yeah, I get so high I can't come down. I lost my mind up in the hills, maybe cuz I'm from Hollywood. When you going to slow down?
Bright lights are going to burn my eyes.
When you going to slow down?
Bright lights are Bye, let's go!
Gonna burn out.
There's a woman sitting on her porch and I see her every morning. Not much going on, I wonder if it's boring. 'Cause California lets it be. Probably 'cause the population's higher than the trees. So I just walk back to my house and I go to sleep.
Go to sleep.
Go to sleep. Beep beep beep beep. Go to sleep.
Loose fear, it's frustrating.
Frustrating. Frustrating.
Frustrating. It is frustrating. Frustrating.
Frustrating.
Frustrating.
It is.
There's a child running down the sidewalk, young hearts, they can get wild. Better hold her hand for a little while.
For a little while.
For a little while.
Feels like my heart's outside my body as I'm walking down the street. And the air is just as fresh as California lets it be. Probably 'cause the population's higher than the trees. So I just walk back to my house and I go to sleep.
Go to sleep. Going to sleep.
Going to sleep.
Going to sleep. Going to sleep. Sleep.
This time I tried, I can't make it out.
Whoa, whoa, woke up, I apologize and I ran back home 'cause I know that you didn't do it. But the weight of the heavy rain is dripping on my face, it's too late 'cause I knew you blew it. Danger, I'm having fun until the time you'll notice me.
Notice me.
Honest me, honest me, honest me. If I followed over, if I fell into your life, would you be an offer? Would you let it off your lies?
I now know this, I'm not worth it. I can't fake it out.
Woke up, I apologized and I ran back home 'cause I know that you didn't do it. Feel the weight of the heavy rain just dripping on my face. It's too late 'cause I knew you blew it. Danger, I'm having fun until the time you'll notice me. Notice me, notice me, notice me. I can run way faster Danger, I'm having fun until the time you'll notice me. Notice me, notice me, notice me. You just woke up, I apologized and I ran back home 'cause I know that you didn't do it. But the weight of the heavy rain is dripping on my face to wake 'cause I knew you blew it. Danger, I'm having fun until the time you'll notice me.
My behavior Think of space in my head to help me get to sleep. No peace or regrets, just something in my teeth. I'm breathing still this feeling. I need you to make me kinder to myself.
Oh my God!
For disaster, first I've seen a face from another stop to keep me up at night. Been thinking, I've been dreaming, you've shown me that the sea water's not so calm.










