A woman describes how anxiety and rumination about her marriage left her feeling lost and stuck, despite having resources. After joining a personal development program, she found calm, self-acceptance, and patience. She says the shift continues to fuel ongoing growth and peace.
Describe the emotional context of what you used to live in every day versus the way that you feel now every day.
I woke up every day feeling anxious, ruminating about my marriage, uh, lost, confused, stuck, no path forward. Even though I had all the resources, I just was, um, I didn't believe in myself. I didn't. I was so fixated on the, uh, scarcity in my life than the abundance. And then fast forward now, I have this calmness, this relief in one, accepting who I am, being open to receiving blessings in this program and in my family life as well. It's allowed me to give back and be more patient with myself and with others, find joy and peace that I felt like I robbed myself of it. Nobody else did it but me. And slowly chip away at any of the fear and just be blessed on the abundance that I have in my life right now as we speak and keep living my day-to-day with the work I've done, the growth I have experienced in this program, and more to come. The growth is not done. That's the beauty of this program, right? And for myself as well, I have more to go do. Hope, peace, I think that's a big one, peace, and excitement. Going from feeling anxious about where I'm gonna be to being excited on where I am and where I get to be, that's been the biggest shift for me.
