A man describes years of seeking validation from his wife while doubting her, angry at God, and unable to ask for help. He realized he was worthy on his own, and that his marriage problems came from feeling lost and refusing to be vulnerable with anyone.
How would you describe the problem now looking back? Now looking back was I was just very insecure, and I did not want to accept that I was deserving of receiving love and I was worthy. And I needed my wife to tell me that I was worthy, and when she did, I did not believe her. And this whole time I was just seeking God's love, but I was angry at him. What I learned now is I am okay and I'm good enough. And all that problems I was having in my marriage was just coming from a place of feeling lost and not seeking out help and support, knowing where to go, where to start. The problems need to be fixed by my wife 'cause nobody else could take care of it. She's the closest person to me. My biggest challenge was I was having a hard time being vulnerable with anybody. I could not open myself up, open myself up to anybody because I was scared that I would not get the help or support I needed.
