How EXACTLY to Lower Importance & Design Your Reality w/ Ease Reality Transurfing Renée Garcia

But what Reality Transurfing is suggesting that we do is that we bulldoze the old house, we build a new and level foundation, which is your understanding of the knowledge, and then you build a new house with new ways of operating, new ways of thinking, a new frequency, new intentions, things that are intended for you, things that you feel Heart and Mind Coordination over, and things that, you know, are aligned to your Soul Fraile. So, again, when you deem something important, it's not so much that you're telling your world your intention to have this thing, you're telling your world that you are going to suffer if you don't have it. And when you do get it, it, again, is so important to you that you act counterintuitively to this thing, therefore creating a buffer and driving it away. From 0 to— I wouldn't say 100, but I'm pretty up there, right? I was on level 1, I'm on level 10. If you didn't check out my video, 'You Can't Expand Out of Lack,' this is a really good place to start. If you feel you're having poverty mentality around money, or if you feel you're having lack mentality with love, check out this video. It goes into it a little bit deeper, and you'll understand why, when you're in this state of feeling lack, there's nowhere to go from there. There simply isn't. Hello, hello, hello, Transurfer and the Transurfing curious! My name is Renee Garcia, y'all! And this is— Transurfing TV! I am feeling happy today! I'm feeling like some of the imbalances that have been occurring in my layer of reality, starting when I initiated this kind of epic move to a foreign country, and everything that has transpired since then, I feel like I was on this sort of like reality bronco, or like a bucking horse. I mean, I initiated many new Scripts in my life. And as expert Transurfers know, when you do this, chaos reigns! Things kind of go a little bit wonky. As you settle into your layer of reality and sort of reestablish your thoughts, your frequency, how you operate in your external environment. And it's taken me 6 months now to sort of stabilize and renegotiate the deal with some Pendulums in my reality, lower Importance, which I'm obviously going to go into deeply in this video. And— I'm finally coming out of it. And I feel as though with this knowledge— for those of you that are new, for those of you that understand this knowledge yet sometimes fall off that bucking horse, if you stay close to this stuff, it is the ultimate navigation tool. I mean, there is virtually no way— If you have studied the concepts and are paying attention to your inner world, your external world, the concepts, how they relate to both, there's virtually no way you can ever get truly lost again. And, you know, I'm not immune to chaos in my life because— I'm moving and shaking, you know? I'm not immune to Importance, I'm not immune to Pendulums. All this stuff still happens to me. But as an expert Reality Transurfer, I can say that I can hold on to the horse, the bucking reality horse trying to buck me off when I'm attempting to— ascend to some of those higher versions of reality. And if I do get bucked off, I am able to get right back on again. So, this move was significant. And again, and I'll discuss it later in this video, Pendulums, Importance, Balancing Forces, all this kind of stuff, Excess Potential, this really did get circulating in my reality in some powerful ways. But I'm still here! I'm still here, and I'm still swinging! So, today, this video is on Importance. This is the official launch of my 7th chapter of 'A Tale of Practical Reality Transurfing'. I'm going to go in deeply how even just doing this chapter and getting myself to a place where I could get back into my book and finish another chapter, it's been a ride! Ride. But I'm here, and I'm finally launching it. And I feel it's my most powerful chapter to date. I use a lot of very current practical examples, and then tell some pretty juicy stories from my past, and how Importance and Excess Potential and Balancing Forces just kind of ripped me apart, and ripped me apart on a daily basis until I could— gain control of the scenario. And obviously, connecting with Reality Transurfing was huge in me adapting my life and my new mind to create a new reality via these concepts, if that makes sense. I probably butchered that a little bit, but I'll explain it more deeply in this video today. So, before I get started, if you wanna opt in to the chapter, or if you have missed the chapters, we have an option where you can buy all the chapters, Now, these aren't just readable PDFs, they're also audio. We have exercises for each chapter. There's a Facebook group for support. We have a live call with me over Zoom for questions. It's a pretty comprehensive little system. So, the chapter 7 is below. And then, if you want to opt in to all of them, you can find that link below as well. And then, all of our courses, Teachable, Rapid Materialization Magic, Exiting the Matrix, Quantum Clearing Method, Anomalous Action Challenge. These are kind of the new ITI courses, very, very powerful. But you can find all the details below on those. And we are back to shipping Reprogramming stickers! So, if you like this video, please give it a thumbs up and comment below "My world is taking care of me," and we are going to select 10 people from the comments to get a nice pack of these in the mail. So, with that, I will get started. I want to first go over something that I touch on briefly in the chapter, but it's a really, really valuable and very delicate way of understanding the difference between valuing something and having Importance over it to the extent that it damages your layer of reality. So, what I say in the book— and this is a little bit of a challenging video for me to create, simply because all of the stuff that's in the chapter I'm not really going to talk about in this video. These are gonna be all the points that I feel I left out of the chapter, just so I could give you guys something juicy here. But this is one of the points that I'm going to briefly touch on, and that is that when you deem something important, important in your life, you are not telling your world that you will have this thing. You are telling your world that you are going to suffer if you don't have it. And this is really, like— if you can understand what it is that I'm saying in this statement. And again, I'll repeat it. For some of you, it's gonna come very, very easy. And for others, again, it's delicate and it's subtle, but it really means the world of difference, especially in regards to going after something that you want, that you feel you don't currently have. So, again, deeming something important is not telling your world your intention to have the thing, it's you telling your world, that you are going to suffer if you don't have it. So, classic examples are obviously love and money. "If I don't get the romantic partner that I want, or if I'm not in a loving and fulfilling relationship, I am going to suffer." This is Importance. Or, "There's something wrong with me because I don't have this thing." Or, "I'm not making enough money." "if I don't start making money, the amount of money that I feel I need to be comfortable, I'm going to suffer." So, I used to do this 100%. And my— this is something that I'm sure some of you may be familiar with. It's a powerful realization when you've gone through this. But— How I like to describe what my reality was like pre-Reality Transurfing, especially in regards to money and love, I mean, these two things were always causing me immense problems in my life, in my mindset, in my reality. They would— and I tell very vivid stories in my book chapter of how this Importance, this elevated Importance, importance over these two things essentially created a life that was completely void of pleasure, even though I was having very romantic experiences and I was making incredible money. And this sounds weird. I actually had someone say something the other day in— the comment section on one of my videos that they were in an extremely dark place because they were struggling with money. And I won't go into the details of how dark, but it was really, really bad. And I thought to myself, "My God! The darkest places I've ever been!" was when I was in a committed relationship and I had money flowing in abundantly. And the reason for this, and this is, again, something that for those of you that have gone through an experience like this, I mean, this is where my life experiences, I'm not a spring chicken, I'm in my 40s now, and I've had lots of life experiences. I've, I've lived lots of different realities, and I've lived lots of various levels of Importance, really. But when I was living in Los Angeles and I kinda was living the life, I had my boat and I had my business and my relationship, and everything was kind of looking as though it should've— I should've been happy, I wasn't. And the reason for this, especially in regards to money— and I go over this very deeply in my chapter— is that when you struggle with Importance and poverty mentality— because this is really what poverty mentality is, it is an immense level of Importance, over money, which does a lot of really weird things for your mindset and for reality. But when you live with poverty mentality and you say something such as what I told myself for a very long time, "I'm unhappy now, but as soon as I get money, I'm going to be happy. If I can just make some money, I'm going to be happy." And then I started making money, but— it wasn't improving my levels of happiness. Maybe briefly, I would get some elevated emotional state of, "Alright, I'm finally doing it! I'm making money!" But then, not only would I return to the mindset, the frequency, the quality of the layer of reality that I had created for myself, emotionally, I wouldn't only just return to that, I would actually go lower than that. And this caused immense distress for me psychologically, because I had been living on this idea that as soon as I made some money, it was all going to be okay. But when my emotional state did not change because of the money, I put even more importance on the money, which is kind of weird, like, "Oh, well, maybe I'm just not making enough," or, "Maybe I just need to find a way to have even nicer things." It was like this bottomless pit that ended up getting bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger. And every cent out was— I was worried about it. Every cent in, I overvalued, to the extent that the Importance that I had around money just got worse and worse and worse and worse. And again, I couldn't figure it out, because I hadn't found Reality Transurfing yet. So, it was like just this really crazy experience of getting exactly what it was that I did not want. Want, where I thought that, you know, the magic bullet to my happiness was going to be love and money. So we do this thing and we load up these desires and these things that we want with so much importance that we become a repellent to the state of being we're actually looking to achieve by having the thing in the first place. This is why Sometimes we meet the person of our dreams, yet it all goes to hell shortly after it started. I'm sure some of you can raise your hand to this one. I definitely can. And this is the exact same formula of Importance that I just referred to with money, that the thing becomes so valuable to you that you— you create an environment that actually separates you from the thing itself. So again, when you deem something important, it's not so much that you're telling your world your intention to have this thing. You're telling your world that you are going to suffer if you don't have it. And when you do get it, it again is so important to you that you act counterintuitively to this thing, therefore creating a buffer and driving it away. And when you start, to understand deeply what is transpiring metaphysically and just basic laws of nature here, you can start to eradicate your Importance while still going after the thing and understanding how to keep it in your life and not drive it away. If you didn't check out my video, 'You Can't Expand Out of Lack', This is a really good place to start. If you feel you're having poverty mentality around money, or if you feel you're having lack mentality with love, check out this video. It goes into it a little bit deeper, and you'll understand why, when you're in this state of feeling lack, there's nowhere to go from there. There simply isn't. So, the 2 ways that Importance messes you up. First, you focus on the negative, obviously, the lack of the thing, the troubles that you've had getting the thing. Or, again, you've got the thing, but it seems to be slipping through your fingers, and you're focused on all that is wrong with the scenario. And you create the buffer that drives the thing away. So, this is— That's the most obvious way that we understand Importance to be damaging to our layer of reality. But the other way— and this is something that has taken me a long time to see and to understand. But the other way that Importance really devastates us is it causes us to focus so intently on— what we don't have, what it is that we want, what it is we feel we should have. And again, I'll touch on this part a little bit more later. This has to do with standards. But when we're so overly focused on something not coming to us, we essentially blind ourselves to the Alternatives Flow. Which is extremely damaging. And I think that this point is probably, I would say, the biggest contrast between how I operated in my past and how I operate now. Before, I was— a fucking mess of Importance levels. And I was attempting, ultimately, to hold on to things that weren't intended for me. I talk about this a lot in the community. Things that are intended for you, things that you align with, or things that align to the Fraile of your soul, rather, and things that are going to provide deep meaning for you in your life, you do not have to fight to keep these things. People, places you live, lifestyle, professional stuff, all the various variables in our lives, if they are intended for us specifically, we don't have to fight. To keep these things in our lives. And what happens when we begin to run this program of standards, the things that we feel we should have, "I've gotta have the 401, I've gotta have the house paid off, I've gotta have money in the bank, I've gotta have the romantic partner that wants to marry me and—" For women, I know this is a big one, having children. And following this formula, and then attempting to kind of like push the square peg into the round hole when it doesn't wanna go, and continuing to apply excessive force and pressure on your world to perform and give you the things that you have deemed important. So, this is obviously detrimental. Again, this is detrimental to your reality creation process because of how it affects your mind, what it does to your thinking, to your thought quality, to your energy levels. I mean, this is a whole topic in of itself, to— overly focused to the extent that it is consuming you and all of your energetic and emotional resources, to the extent that you have nothing left to create your reality in the ways in which the things will come to you with ease. With ease. Did you guys hear my knee crack? Oh boy! Okay. So, when we are focused on the things not intended for us, and we are trying to force these things, apply pressure, using our ego getting involved— this is another point, the ego getting involved to the extent that you say, "oh, well, I can't give up on this relationship now. What will others think of me? I can't show myself as a failure in another relationship." Or, "If I can't get pregnant, I'm going to be deemed this by my reality." Or, "If this business doesn't work out, then I'm a failure." This is all ego trying to— this is your ego, essentially, trying to force the square peg into the round hole. And where this leaves us— This leaves us confined, this leaves us kind of standing in the corner of the classroom in Reality Transurfing school, with our faces hidden and shielded from the infinite ways in which you can actually achieve the reality intended for you, the happiness that you want to have in your life, not the happiness that— the world tells you you should have, or the things the world is telling you you should have, but the things specifically intended for you. And my God, I struggled with this for years, especially in my 30s. It was particularly bad, because I had gone through a number of failed relationships, and I had left Los Angeles, People were like, "Oh my God! You're giving up your jewelry business!" I didn't ultimately have to give it up. I could keep it, but I just decided a new way to work the scenario. But in my 30s, I had tremendous Importance on my appearance, how successful I appeared to others, how in place all the puzzle pieces were to my life. And this kept me in an active state of control and holding on, to the extent that I was standing in the corner of reality, not seeing the infinite options available to me, which I now see and I now take. You know, I take new choices all the time! I do things that I never, in my wildest dreams, would've believed were options available to me. And I'm no longer in a state of needing to see something play out in a specific way. My focus has moved away from looking at those things that I feel I want or desire and the ways in which I can achieve those things, and focusing so, like, fucking hardcore on those things, It has moved over to, "I trust you, world. I trust myself. I trust my ability to see the things that are going to help me have the things that are intended for me and the ways that they are intended for me." And letting go of that previous operating system and modus operandi. So, I have the ability not only to see it, but energetically, I have the ability to take these things. Just take what is yours, right? Just take what is yours. So, the two ways that it messes you up, causes you to just become a big ball of Importance and Excess Potential, Balancing Forces always crashing in, and your life just seems like the boat that has water— coming in, and you're just endlessly trying to bucket the water out, but it's coming in faster than you can move. And then it keeps us from seeing the real ways in which we can achieve the thing. This is so, so, so, so powerful! So, what it does, your brain— ultimately, Importance is the biggest Pendulum you could ever imagine. I know that we talk a lot in the Transurfing community about Pendulums like media and politics and social media and family stuff. And our Importance is triggered by these external Pendulums. I go into this in the chapter, 'The Difference Between Inner Importance and Outer Importance'. And we— more or less have Importance about external things to us that keep us, again, distracted from other things that could help us materialize the reality of our dreams. But what happens is when these programs extend into us internally and keep our— thoughts tuned to, "Why isn't this working? Why doesn't this feel right? Why can't I seem to get ahead? Why can't I seem to do the thing that I wanna do? Why is this relationship falling apart? Why do I feel unhappy? Why have I found myself in this place again? Why do I keep doing the same thing to myself over and over and over?" Why is my family continuing to act the ways that they act, and it's causing me distress, and I just keep running this program inside? And when you're in this space, it is extremely hard to create your own reality. In my opinion, it's virtually impossible. So, what is the solution, then? The solution— is to understand where your Importance is rooted and how you can go about actively lowering your levels of Importance to the extent that you can become your motherfucking self again. And somebody mentioned the other day in the comments on YouTube, they asked a question about, "God! It sounds like a lot of 'I need to change myself a lot' for Reality Transurfing." And I'm like, "No! That's not what it's about at all!" You were changed by reality. You were changed by the Pendulums in your life. You were changed by— what the world told you was important, and you took that option. Those Importance levels changed you. Reality Transurfing is about becoming yourself again, lowering your levels of Importance to the extent that you can actually hear what is going on internally. Within, and listening to the rustle of the morning stars, listening to yourself, listening to your Higher Self, listening to what the world is offering you that can help you to achieve what it is you want in a much easier fashion. My God! This is a challenging concept! To teach, because either you get it or you don't. Either you're willing to do the work and you're willing to truly assess the Importance levels that have caused you to lose contact with who you really are as an individual, your Soul Fraile, and has created a bunch of— excess potential in your world that's constantly slapping you in the face via Balancing Forces, or you get it and you see what it is that you're doing to yourself. But if there is one thing that human beings will argue against when coming to something such as Reality Transurfing, it's them seeing where they have Importance. And then being willing to do something about it. Holding themselves accountable and acknowledging where they're messing up their own lives. So, one of the things that I have endlessly seen in the Transurfing community that sometimes drives me absolutely nuts are people that come to this modality wanting something, And it's typical, "I want a romantic partner that wants to get married and have a baby and do all the stuff a romantic partner wants to do with me." Or, "I want money," or, "I want some prestigious profession," or whatever. And they find Reality Transurfing, and they're like, "Cool! This is gonna help me get this thing that I have deemed really important." And then they keep doing the same thing that they've always been doing, trying really hard to have the thing in the one way that they have felt they can have the thing, but with Reality Transurfing in mind. And it just doesn't work like that! It just doesn't work like that! Reality Transurfing presents to us this idea of letting the thing go altogether, because in order— for you to see what the world has to offer you, to actually achieve the thing, you have to let go of the thing! You have to let go of the thing! It's like you have a fucked-up, rickety old house, and you're inside the house, and when it rains, rain's coming inside, and it's cold outside, and it's cold inside. Inside, and the utilities don't work, and it's not functional, and it's not comfortable. And you're gonna sit inside and read your Reality Transurfing book wishing that the structure was different. But what Reality Transurfing is suggesting that we do is that we bulldoze the old house, we build a new and level foundation, which is your understanding of the knowledge, and then you build a new house with new ways of operating, new ways of thinking, a new frequency, new intentions, things that are intended for you, things that you feel Heart and Mind Coordination over, and things that are aligned to your Soul Fraile. And letting go of what it is that you have deemed important, or are trying incessantly to have, and you're incessantly desiring this thing, and letting it go and letting something new come in. So, letting something new come in. The window to the Alternative Space. This is advanced Transurfing. And when I say advanced Transurfing, I don't want anybody to be intimidated here. This knowledge is for everyone. Your level of consciousness may not necessarily support some of the more advanced ideas, like the idea that I'm going to go over now, but that doesn't mean that you cannot grow and evolve to bring yourself up to understanding exactly what it is that I'm talking about. Just a side note, quickly. When I was back in the US, before I moved here, and I was getting rid of all my stuff, this purge that I had— if you missed that video on my purge, definitely go back and take a look. But this purge that I had of all of my worldly belongings, I got rid of everything! I got rid of 95% of my stuff, more. I came here with 2 suitcases. 2 dogs, and a boyfriend. But when I was back in the US, I went through all of my journals, and I was like, "Goddamn! What do I do with these?" I ended up just throwing them away. But when I was looking at them, especially in my younger years, like 18, 19, 20, up to 25, even my early 30s, that level of consciousness that was depicted in those journal entries, would not have understood a single word that I'm talking about right now. I try to look back and think, "Would I have gotten this?" And the bottom line is no, I wouldn't have gotten it! But I had to start somewhere. My starting somewhere was a nervous breakdown and me deciding that I needed to throw it all out and start entirely fresh. The window to the Alternative Space is simply getting yourself to a place where you are free of that anxiety, worry, discontent, that Pendulum that's running absolutely rampant in your mind, and the window to the Alternative Space opens where new information can come in that's going to benefit you, or new ideas. To higher pathways, or things that you need to leave behind. I mean, oftentimes, when I go for hikes in the nature— this is, out in nature, this is my primary objective, get myself quiet, lower my— whatever Importance that I'm working with, lower that down to ease that anxiety and worry and discontent and all those things. Those things, so I can hear, like, what the hell is going on, and hear what information is going to come in through that Alternative Space window. And then, obviously, I have the ability to actually move on that stuff, which I do! I don't just listen, gain some insights, and then say, "Oh, well, you know, I—" "Ah, that'd be nice, but I can't leave my partner!" Or, "Oh, that'd be nice, but I can't leave my job!" Now, I'm not telling anybody to leave their partner, to leave their job, to do some of the things that I've done. I'm not implying that at all! All I'm saying is, if something is coming in through that window, because you are in a state of being able to hear what's going on without that— Importance Pendulum running internally, then, obviously, the next step is to move with that variation. To move with that variation. So, getting to Importance on Standards. This is something that I left out of the chapter, and it's such a powerful, powerful insight! This is something that I gained the other day when— the window to the Alternative Space was opened. And that is the fact that the standards in our reality— And when I say standards, what I'm talking about is all those things, "I've gotta be in a relationship to be deemed whatever. I've gotta have the baby so I'm viewed as a whatever. I've gotta be successful at this and that." endeavor, so my colleagues or my family thinks that I'm whatever. All these standards are what keeps us fused to the Matrix. And it is our Importance levels that attach us to these standards. Importance about how we appear, Importance about how much money we have in the bank, importance about, "Have we hit those benchmarks? Have we hit those life benchmarks?" Now, I am not implying that you don't go for benchmarks. I'm huge into setting goals for myself. I'm big into setting physical goals for myself. I'm huge into setting financial goals for myself. I'm huge into setting lifestyle goals for myself. I wanna have this much free time to do whatever the hell that I want. I want to have this much money in the bank so I can buy whatever the hell I want whenever I wanna buy it. But these are standards that I have created. These are standards that are— a part of who I am as an individual, and therefore, I don't have excessive Importance revolving around these standards, because this is the domain that I've created. I'm not trying to please anyone, I'm not trying to fit myself into a mold for anyone, I'm not trying to— appear as though I've got it together for anyone other than myself. And it's not like I'm trying to appear like I have it together for myself. This is really about me having it together for myself, my Soul Fraile. This is me following the tune of what the Alternative Space is telling me, what the Alternative Space has presented to me that is in line with the Fraile of my soul. This is me actually doing it. Therefore, there's not a lot of pressure. And I'll be the first to admit it, this is a little bit of a— This is a little bit of a hardcore way to live, because essentially, I'm telling my world, in regards to the matrix, to fuck off! You know? This is what it's really about. All those standards, all that vast matrix of how our world's set up, I'm not really a part of it, because I'm living for an entirely different set of stuff. So, this is, I feel, advanced Transurfing. This is you getting into who it is you are as an individual, and asking yourself extremely deep and meaningful questions, "Is this what I want? Is this in line with who I really am?" And if so, there should be no Importance. There should be no Importance. There should only be the intention to have, the intention to act, the intent to act. And moving forward to those things intended for you, step by step towards your goals, through your own doors, with Heart and Mind Coordination. So, I know that I'm speaking of a lot of different things right now, a lot of meaty Transurfing concepts and topics. And— It kind of is— this concept, Importance, is where the rubber meets the road with Reality Transurfing. Are you continuing to do the same things you've always done in the exact same manner that you've done them, having Importance about the things that you want or you feel are owed to, or you desire, or you feel you should have, Or are you addressing deeply your Importance levels, understanding how it is you are connected to the Matrix, probably via standards that are set by others, not you? And are you in an active state of going after the things intended for you, lower levels of Importance, not that reel going on internally that's going to distract you from all the ways the world is going to show you the things that you can have, the ways that you can have them. You know? I mean, this is some advanced stuff, but it's necessary if you are going to get to the state where you feel you can honestly look at your life and be like, Yes! This is for me, this comes easy to me, this is intended for me, this is exactly what I want, I am living my reality today! Not the reality others want for you, not the reality you signed up for a few years back and now have since realized that this is a house of cards. This is you looking at your life and thinking to yourself, this is my reality. This is my reality. I actually had one of these moments the other day. I rarely smoke weed. I shouldn't even be saying this on camera, my God! I rarely smoke weed, but the other day, I took a little puff of a joint. And I'm not somebody that should take any type of substances at all, because, man, I get super, super heady. But I took a puff off of a joint, And I went out onto my veranda, and I was sitting there, the sun was setting, there's this epic view! I mean, when I mean epic, like, this is beyond anything that I even thought was possible in a view! There's buildings and big Soviet block housing, and there's this amazing grass-covered mountain with this— this big, beautifully-lit television tower and a Ferris wheel that spins in different colors. I mean, it's wild! It really looks like something out of a lucid dream. And I was looking at this, and my dogs were there, and my boyfriend was there, and I had some nice snacks, and I was feeling very healthy and hydrated and positive. I had all my favorite jewelry on. And I'm sitting there, I'm sitting there and I'm thinking, "Goddamn! I really did create this reality! And all of these things are intended for me! These are intended! These are things that are directly in line with who I am as an individual, who I am as a person!" So, all created via my own means. And ways that I never thought would— were even an option, getting all these things. So, this is some powerful stuff! And this is where I feel we should all strive to ultimately arrive to. I still have work to do. I'm not perfect. As I will talk about in a moment, I got some elevated Importance levels that kinda threw me off from it. Me, but we should all, ultimately, at some stage in our lives— and again, this is gonna be specific to you. Maybe now is not the time, but maybe now you start the foot in that direction, to ultimately arrive to a place where you're sitting somewhere looking at your Mirror, looking at your external reality, with absolute awe, thinking to yourself, "My God! What did I do? This is incredible! How did I create this? How did I create this?" It's like we should all strive to arrive to this place. So, it's not always gonna be perfect. Things are gonna happen. Things are gonna happen externally that— are against our intentions. We are living in vast pools of variables and circumstances and things that happen, and it's all just kind of swirling around us. It's not going to hit perfectly all the time. I mean, this tumor in my jaw that I had, It just came like this! I mean, my jaw extended, and I was in tremendous pain. I was trying to Transurf it away, it wouldn't— it was just getting worse. And ultimately, I had to have part of my jaw removed, and I've been out for the last 2 months because of this. And as I spoke about in my video, the last video that I did, 'Pain and Suffering' and Reality Transurfing. You know, I was at the very beginning of this ordeal, I thought to myself, "Why me? Why me? Why now? I just moved here! I don't wanna have surgery! I don't wanna go through all this!" And, you know, I sort of pitched it to myself that I had done something wrong. "Oh, I must have had some kind of shitty thought process!" quality, or I invited in balancing forces somehow, or something. But at the end of the day, I chalked it up to, one, things are gonna happen, it's my response to that thing that matters. And two, Advantage! Advantage, Advantage, Advantage, Advantage! Anytime anything happens in your reality that's seems contradictory to your intentions, Advantage is where it's at! There's something in there for you! So, I know that this is a little more on the topic of Balancing Forces, "Oh, something just happened to me! Why? What did I do wrong?" Maybe you didn't do anything wrong! Maybe it's exactly what was supposed to happen so you could gain some higher insights! So you could open some new doors, so you could see some things that you were meant to see. It doesn't mean that you're necessarily doing something wrong. This is where the whole Law of Attraction thing and Transurfing, in my opinion, diverge from each other. Law of Attraction's like, "Oh, if a bad thing showed up in your life, you invited it." Not necessarily! There's maybe something bigger at play. Seeking the Advantage and understanding that, this is where the value is, not in victim-blaming yourself. So, it's a practice. It is lowering Importance and all of these things that I'm talking about today, it's all a practice! I am not perfect! So, when I got here, I wanted to get this real estate business going. So, it's been an interesting ride. I have since realized that I'm probably gonna do real estate here in a different way than I originally intended. I thought I would shift out of my jewelry business entirely, which I have learned that I can actually operate from here. And that Transurfing was gonna also take a little bit of a backseat. And I was gonna throw myself into real estate, which is what I did. What ended up happening— and this was all a bunch of Importance that collected and threw me and my little boat off course. I wanted to, one, establish this business so me and my partner could have a wild thing to do here for money, and— make lots of money and be successful in this thriving real estate market here. There was a lot of Importance around that. And establishing myself and making certain that out the gate I was like, "I was doing it!" And I was! But what ended up happening was— I found myself not being entirely happy, and I felt lack of Heart and Mind Coordination. This is the second time this has happened to me with the real estate business. I had my real estate license in California for a couple of years before I left, and ultimately, I was like, "Damn, this is just a bunch of Inner Intention!" So, here I am spending the majority of my time doing this real estate thing, And I'm not really feeling it. And I'm feeling like, "Man, I wish I was just back at home with my dogs, making Transurfing content, engaging with the Transurfing community." So, what happened was a vortex, via my elevated Importance levels surrounding lots of different things that were— pendulums vying for my energy, the real estate business itself, my partner, my desire to make a name for myself in the real estate business here very quickly, this all kind of like just— there was a vacuum effect, it sucked me away from the things that are in line with the Fraile of my Soul, who I really am, which— You know, right now, it's this Transurfing thing. So, I got thrown off, and I was struggling. I started to not sleep very well, I felt out of alignment. Again, I wasn't feeling that Heart and Mind Coordination. And I had to stop for a solid week and go deep within and ask myself, "Why aren't you feeling—" that joie de vivre right now? Why aren't you feeling like reality is just that big juicy apple and you're fucking taking a bite of it? Why are you feeling like your energy levels are low? Why are you feeling as though you're mixed up with a bunch of stuff that ain't intended for you? And I had to call out the Pendulums, and I had to call out my Importance levels. I readjusted myself, I pulled away from the real estate deal a little bit, I started doing more things with Transurfing. I'm sure you guys have noticed I'm a little more active, and there's a bunch of cool stuff headed for the Transurfing community, stuff that I've made. And son of a bitch! I feel like myself again! I got back involved in jewelry, I really came back into that whole thing. In a way that was very surprising to me. And I feel like, "Okay, I've stepped back into my Fraile." So, Importance. Importance throws us off. Importance causes us to adhere to standards that ultimately lead us away from what it is that we should be doing that's in line with the Fraile of our soul. There's so much to Reality Transurfing! There are so much intricate little things, like acknowledging your goals and your doors, and knowing how to choose your things, and feeling Heart and Mind Coordination, and paying attention to signs. And all the more advanced, later-in-the-book concepts. But if you are going to start now in creating your own reality, Pendulums, Importance, Soul Fraile, these are— "This is enough!" These are powerful concepts that will help you to understand where you have gone off course. And if you are off course now, I most certainly would be willing to bet Pendulums are involved, and your Importance levels are through the roof. So, again, opt in to the book. The book is my story. This is how I went from 0 to— I wouldn't say 100, but I'm pretty up there, right? I was on level 1, I'm on level 10. Most of the time, 9, 8, 10. Sometimes I dip down a little bit low, but mostly, I spend the majority of my time up on those higher levels of reality. And lowering my levels of Importance, this is exactly how I have managed to free my mind! Free my mind to the extent— the extent that I can see what the world is offering me, the means to get the things that are in line with who I am as an individual, and to have the energy to move forward to those things instead of just getting ripped apart by Pendulums, destroyed by my Importance levels, destroyed by balancing forces. And— to take control of my life. I mean, it's a practice. Don't be hard on yourself. Don't start and within a month say, "Oh, I'm not seeing results," and give it up. Stick with it. And understand that Reality Transurfing, living with these concepts. It's like building a puzzle. You gotta start with those two pieces that fit together, and then after that, you sort of build out around those two pieces, fitting in all the concepts, your understanding of the concepts and your own personal circumstances, then building that puzzle out so an image forms. Those two beginning pieces are Pendulums and Importance. That's where you start. That's where you start. So, again, opt into the book if you're in need of an adjustment, if your Importance levels are in need of an adjustment. Remember to comment "My world's taking care of me" and like this video to opt into our little contest we're running for stickers. Course is everything below. And— Join us in the Facebook group, y'all! I mean, there's been some really good conversations in there lately. Active, thriving community, very supportive. Looking forward to seeing you in there! And any questions, ask them below, I'm more than happy to answer. And I will catch you all soon! Many things coming to ITI, so keep a lookout! Thank you for your support and well wishes during my downtime. And I'll catch you all on the flip side! Flipside! Bye, y'all!